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Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P6Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P62 years ago in Profiles More Like This
So we left off at Jayy flirting with the Starbucks
guy and Dahvie being all awkward.
"I said I wanted youtocuminmy latte" Jayy smiles.
"Is this right, you want me to cum in your
latte?" guy working all weirded out by his
smiling.
"Yup"
"Uh, I just wanted my iced frappaino" Dahvie
starts almost crying.
"Dude chill I got this." Jayy whispers to him.
"Sigh, I'll go hit on chicks or something."
"So, how about that coffee?" Jayy flirtously asks.
"Wanna get diner some time?"
"By the way, I'm Jayy Von Monroe"
"Johm"
"Here's my number, call me sometime Johm."
"Oh here's your friends coffee and a latte for
you"
"Thanks" Winks and goe
Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P9Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P92 years ago in Profiles More Like This
So we left off at Dahvie storming out of Jayy's house
after they.... you know ;)
Dahvie walks out and slams the door behind him.
"Aw, he left. SHOWER TIME!!"
Jayy gets in and sings, while taking a shower.
Meanwhile in the parking lot.......
*Dahvie singing some random song*
"What are you singing?" Barbara asks Dahvie (out of
nowhere)
"Dirty Little Secret by All American Rejects"
"Oh I like that song it's catchy"
"Yeah...."
"What's your dirty secret?"
".." Thinks about it "too dirty"
"Oh....okay.....then"
Dahvie unlocks his car and gets in.
"I'll call you sometime"
Drives away awkwardly before she could answer
him.
"Gotta ge
Not InsaneLet's go to my wonderful landNot Insane4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Come and follow me, take my hand.
Magical, glittering Rainbowunicorns are flying around
with a funny, happy sound.
Beautiful Rainbows are bleeding ducks!
Oh wait, I think that are giant bugs.
Go to the rainbow sea just follow the wind
but please wait for me I think I lost my lint!
You'll see potatoes! Potatoes everywhere!
Potatoes here and there.
But don't forget to kill the ones who are bad
Or you'll make the snail really sad.
What did you say pink elephant?
You want to eat your ant?
Oh no, I'm not insane, I just have fun.
Call it fun or you need to run.
We can set the pantie trees on fire!
Thro
You Pushed MeIt's bad enough then,You Pushed Me4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
When they say,
"Stupid."
"Idiot!"
"You'll never be anything!"
"You're worthless!"
"Fucking gay!"
"You cut yourself for fun!"
"White trash..."
"You're disgusting, get away from me!"
"You've been nothing but a dissapointment."
"Look at what you've done!"
"You're so ugly!"
"Wannabe!"
"Such a failure."
"Ugh, freak!"
"No one likes you, get away!"
"If you want to kill yourself so badly, then just do it!"
Just because we're not normal, doesn't mean we're not people.
Just because we're not like them we're exempt.
Just because we're not perfect,
That's what pushed us to a suicide attempt.
It seems to me, tha
'Happy'You can look over at me,'Happy'3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
And see me smiling.
I laugh,
But I'm really dying.
Being a source of entertainment.
I've tried to escape this before,
All I am is a puppet,
And I don't want that anymore.
I'm here to see you smile,
And to make you happy.
That's the only reason I'm still here now,
I thought you had saved me.
I was wrong; I don't matter, not to you
You don't get it's just a show.
That all this smiling is an act,
At least, You'll never know.
I'm keeping this from you,
For your own safety.
I'll keep hiding,
What's going on inside me.
Because you seem to think it's my job,
To make you happy.
You'd all fall apart,
Without something to
Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P2Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P22 years ago in Profiles More Like This
So we left off at Jayy and Dahvie about to leave
to get Dahvie's hair stuff and make-up. Because his
"mysteriously disappeared".
"Need my keys or we'll take your car" Dahvie
asks Jayy.
"We drove last night? I thought we took a cab?"
"My car it is"
They put their shoes on and left to Dahvie's car.
Jayy happily took Dahvie's keys, unlocked the
car and got in and of course started driving.
"Turn over here. I need to get some of that money."
So they went to the bank and Dahvie took out 255
dollars.
Then they went to Target where Dahvie got
some guy-liner and guy-shadow. When they were
walking to the counter they got harassed by a
Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P1Adventures of Dahvie Vanity P12 years ago in Profiles More Like This
One day Dahvie Vanity woke up in his house and
looked next to him. "OH MY GOD what is Jayy Von Monroe
doing in my bed?!" Dahvie thought to himself. Awkward
moment.
So Dahvie got out of bed and got dressed. "Why am I
naked" thought Dahvie. Then he went to the kitchen
and got himself some cereal. Which he ate in his
living room while watching tv.
Half an hour later, Jayy woke up.
"So what happened last night?" Dahvie says to Jayy
as he's getting his cereal.
"Umm, well I don't know but it was fun. Because we
got drunk." Jayy explains to Dahvie.
"Well that explains a lot" Dahvie grumbles.
Jayy grabs his cereal and sit across the cou
ConformI was told to be normalConform3 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To try to fit in
I tried my own way
But where to begin?
Girls are to wear jewelry
So I made a necklace of rope
They wear the diamonds in pride
I dangled until I choked
Girls wear dresses with patterns
So I carved some into my skin
The patterns so pretty
I think in comparison mine win
Girls talk and giggle
So I sang my swan song
They all turned to me
To point out everything wrong
Girls like pink
I imagine the colour of scars
The girls crowd around purses
I dream of old cars
Girls sniffle over boys
I sob over life
The girls resort to diaries
I use my knife
These girls don't have issues
But mine had began
You told me to be normal
But I don't think I can
Trapped Feelingshated by ones own bloodTrapped Feelings3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
fueled by the cruelty of life
self feuds lost in mindlessness
trapped inside the shadows
darkening the future more
waking into a nightmare again
rising into the depths of despair
constant memory's of torment
this meaningless life that is lived
is dull, used up, and depressing
pointlessly causing more pain
the suffering of others continues
throughout all of the pains of living
You MatterTake off that noose,You Matter4 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Step down from your chair,
Darling, when you are down,
I will always be there.
Put down that blade,
Even if life is not fair,
Darling, you matter,
I will always care.
Why Am I Always Wrong??All your yelling made me spill my cup,Why Am I Always Wrong??11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Can you please just shut the hell up?
"You're reckless", you say,
You're right, I'll punch you any day.
I'll bash in your face
Then go look in a mirror and see, who's the disgrace?
You get barked at for your screw-ups and what do you do?
You yell and hurt people who can't hurt you.
Love me one second,
Then we're back to a threaten.
I hate you, I'm saying, hoping it's offsetting
You walk away, and I'm already regretting..
NoCo...3:00 AM and Noah couldn't sleep. "Crap." He heard a knock on his door. "WHAT?" Izzy stepped in. "Going to Cody's place?" "WTHeck No! Get out!" Izzy stepped out. "I'm watching you!" Believe it or not Noah was actually thinking about Cody all night that's why he couldn't sleep. He sent Cody a text. "Hey you awake?" Cody replied with "Yeah can't sleep. Izzy knocked on my door asking me a stupid question." Noah replied with "Same…" Cody "Wow that's odd" Noah "Yeah, are you up for some swimming down at the pool?" Cody "See you in 10" Noah was very excited to actually spend some time with Cody. "Hey, Cody" "Sup, is it ok if Gwen and CourtneyNoCo...2 years ago in Drama More Like This
This is a message I sent.sorry to message but I don't want my parents finding out,of the status for the girl. Tell her if you even cut once even a little one,after you start you'll find out later you cant stop,one will turn to 20,which will sooner or later turn to 100's,you'll try to hide it the best you can,and that leads to lying during any part of the days,summer: I'm on my period. Or my mom said no,or I didn't bring a bathing suit. Stuff like that anything to cover up those cuts,you'll want to tell everyone,you'll sometimes cut and cry that you cut cause you WANT to stop,you NEED to stop because its feels like your losing yourself,you feel like everything aroundThis is a message I sent.2 months ago in Emotional More Like This
SorryI'm sorry.Sorry3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sorry I saying i miss you so much.
Sorry for saying 'I love you' over and over.
Sorry for ignoring you and such.
Sorry for being selfish.
Sorry for being stupid,and stubborn.
Sorry for not believing I'll be missed.
Sorry for pushing away your kind words.
Sorry for not believing anyone loves me.
Sorry to say that it hurts.
I'm sorry.
Sorry for feeling like nothing.
Sorry for drifting away.
Sorry for, everyday, not bringing you something.
Sorry for not being nice.
Sorry for calling you all names.
Sorry for being like ice.
Sorry for leaving.
Sorry for saying goodbye.
Sorry for saying this is the way I'm being.
I'm sorry.
Sorry for c
Hold You Til They Find UsI want to hold her hand so tight,Hold You Til They Find Us7 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Letting go alone, is the hardest fight,
If I let go, I won't get any sleep tonight.
Baby, don't spill the oil;
You're my heart's flame!
Til they find us,
They can bite our dust!
I'm lookin' at your name on the tree,
Carved with our love
Then the 40 oz.
Breaks all down to~ hate.
Hurry,
The London sun is..
B R E A K I N G D O W N
They say that this city,
This city is the city of angels,
But all I see are dead wings..
Girl, listen;
The only reason I get jealous,
Is cause I know the chances
Of me losing you,
Are much greater
Than you losing me..
PromiseCan't you seePromise1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
We are something we shouldn't be
We are to close
I promise him I wouldn't do this
EpilogueI am tired of writing storiesEpilogue3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one reads
And poems
No one sees
I am cast as the writer
Even in life
But the characters have their own minds
And words will not come to mine
The paper cuts my palms on each new page
The ink bleeds on the paper
And I cannot force her to love me
Because I only know how to write of tragedies
And heartbreak
The author is not as real as her creations
And she exists less in the memories
Of the reader
SuicideI don't want it.Suicide1 month ago in Emotional More Like This
I just wish,
that everyone will stop saying,
"It's my fault"
"It's all my fault".
How come they're telling me that?
Dont you know,
it's already eating me up inside?
Do you not think I got no clue?
I have a brain.
I have a mind.
I CAN THINK FOR MYSELF.
I can think for myself.
And when my mind is finally clear,
I finally understand.
It's all your fault.
You guys are pushing me in a corner.
You guys are leaving me without anywhere to go.
It's tough.
It hurts.
It's not your fault!!
I know this,
I really do,
but why?
Why can't I stop?
Why am I blaming you?
Why is it when I turn to you guys,
my chest hurts so much.
When I smi
Real BOTDF Fans♫ REAL BOTDF FANS....♫ (made by me xXEmo-Teddy-BearXx)Real BOTDF Fans3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
1. Don't believe the rumors about Dahvie and Jessi.
2. Have listened to their music at least a full 24 hours.
3. Love their music
4. Sing ' I Heart Hello Kitty' outloud and don't care who hears.
5. Know who popped Jayy's balloon.
6. Have gotten a cavity from eating to many watermelon blow pops.
7. Yell," DAMN YOU STRAWBERRY, YOUR PINK DECIEVING WRAPPER!!!!" when you get mad.
8. Have more than one BOTDF accessorie. (shirts, bracelets, necklaces.)
9. Laugh at Jayy's adorable laugh.
10. Have attempted to fire hoop.
12. Was so caught up with reading these and laughing
Birthday Special"Happy Birthday dear Dahvie, happy birthday to you!" They all sang around me, cheering. Then Jayy and Haley ran forward while I was blowing out the candles, shoving the whole thing in my face. Everyone erupted into laughter as I stood covered in cake.Birthday Special1 month ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I'll get you for this!" I shouted, chasing them both down the stairs. As soon as we got near the pool I tackled Jayy into it, creating a girly scream from him before a loud splash.
We surfaced, only to continue splashing each other and also Haley who was doubled over beside the pool laughing. Ah, my birthdays are always like this. Full of fun and nothing but good times.
~
After I had put so
Set Me FreeYou Don't know how many timesSet Me Free1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
The keyboard was stained with my tears
As I write pitiful rhymes
About my hopelessness and fear.
Writing about the past brings back too many memories.
Writing about my love is to painful to bear.
Writing about the dripping blood in secrecy -
I don't want it anymore, I swear.
Listening to songs of suicide,
Scribbling notes for that too,
Using bracelets and lies to hide
The pain, but I want to give it up for you.
Please....take me away,
Beat me, starve me, hate me,
I just don't want to stay,
Anywhere but here's where I want to be.
I want to be free from this mess.
From this curse.
From the people dragging me d
Let me help youAs I look over at youLet me help you2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can see you crumbling apart
Piece by piece
Like the tears fall down my face
Bit by bit
My wife
You are my life
You gave my life a meaning
You gave me another chance
We made a vow to eachother years ago
Never to part, always to support
And as I see your silent tears
My heart slowly breaks
You are my world
You are a big part of me
I can feel you're fading
Hold on my dear
You're losing grip
You're crumbling apart
I will always support you
Till death do us part
So talk to me babe
Let me help you
Show me your tears and break your wall
Let me fix you
And as I drop everything
As I totally ignore work
I rush over to you
TruthHow do you see me?Truth3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The way I give myself off?
The way I wish I could be?
The person is different,
They aren't me.
Maybe this, is what you see:
A girl obsessed with killing and gore,
Integrating herself with psychos,
A girl who's looking for blood, more and more;
A girl who enjoys creepy people out,
Smiling and threatening slow painful deaths,
Being loud, just to scream and shout;
A girl who wants horror and chills,
Watching gorey R-rated movies,
Just to give herself thrills;
A girl who takes violent music literally,
And uses them for future inspiration....
But that's not me. I'm sorry.
Let's revise that, the person you know,
To the litt
Texting saved my lifeSome people say there's no emotion,Texting saved my life3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Behind the texts and messages.
That they're fake.
Or maybe,
Hallucinations that our own brain makes.
Just words, no more and no less
Than things sad that don't matter.
Repeated messages of affection,
That are pieces of shit,
And nothing more than.
They are wrong,
And never has any one ever been so wrong.
Those little texts that make me smile,
Instead of making my cry,
Make me want to stay aw while.
Those inspirational stories,
Stories that say get better.
That is what counts,
Not how it is said,
But to what purpose it amounts.
It's saved me from killing myself,
Not to say I won't try again.
But it kept
Sta.sh
