Past Experience Past ExperiencePast Experience3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is a war fought by bleeding hearts,
As your mind breaks and your soul departs,
You're feeling as weak as a minion of hell,
The story of the end is a hard one to tell.
The fear is gone, almost ecstacy of peace,
A silent perfection as you wait to release,
The timing will be right when you choose to die,
Spread your wings wide as you prepare to fly.
BeliefBelief4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What if I said I no longer believe in Love?
What if I said I no longer believe in Life?
What if I said I no longer believe in Death?
What if I said I no longer believe in Myself?
What if I said I no longer believe in Faith?
What if I said I no longer believe in Hope?
What if I said I no longer believe in Fear?
What if I said I no longer believe in Blood?
What if I said I no longer believe in Pain?
What if I said I only believe in You?
Would you believe in Me?
I'm DoneI'm done with the heartbreaksI'm Done4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm locking my heart and throwing away the key
Because baby you were the last
You broke my heart into pieces
Now you saying you love me
But those words will never leave my lips again
I've lost and I got burn in the end
So I'm done with the boys
And they're broken promises
I'll become cold inside
So that I don't feel the pain and the sting
And I'll never trust another guy with my heart
Because all they do with it
Is rip it out and stomp on it
And break it into millions of pieces
That even I can't pick up the pieces
Hide HideHide4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My mind's eye is full of a dull grey mist,
Blocking out everything but my bloodied wrist.
Those voices have beaten me all over again,
So I blot it out with tissues and bear the pain.
I'm sorry I can't be stronger for anyone,
A single second longer and I'd dream of being gone.
This is safer, believe it or not.
This is better than letting my mind rot.
The perfect red liquid following my fingers,
A slight taste of metal on the tongue lingers,
Hide the evidence, Hide the knives.
Hide your secrets and Hide your lives.
Abandonment AbandonmentAbandonment4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That expression etched into my eyes,
Every time I see it a small piece dies.
It's the look of disappointment and fear,
It tells me I shouldn't be here.
I'm not welcome here anymore,
My footprints are shadows on the floor.
You can't bring myself to look at me,
In this forest I'm a single tree.
Insignificant and worthless,
Alone without purpose.
It's not my fault It's not my faultIt's not my fault4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If you find me hanging in the dark,
The end of a life, an extinguished spark.
Don't tell them that I couldn't cope,
Tell them I made a flower out of rope.
If you find me bleeding out,
I'll leave you here with no doubt.
That's not my knife in the grass,
I tripped and cut myself on some glass.
If you find my charred remains,
I no longer live in chains.
I did not burn myself alive,
It's just the rain did not arrive.
If I'm crushed against a wall,
It was not my fault at all.
Someone else cut my brakes,
Someone who lives without the shakes.
Be my Knight in Shining ArmorThese raindrops are my tearsBe my Knight in Shining Armor4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They tell the story of us
Our story is complicated
But that's not all
I cry for you day and night
Until I know you'll be back
So come back to me
And be my knight in shining armor
Banish this rain from the heavens
And never leave my side
You own my heart
Only you have the key
To unlocking it
But first you need to save me
From being washed away
My LoveI look behind me and I see youMy Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Laughing at the silly things that I do
I've never been so happy before
We're taking it slow because I don't want to rush it
I want to cherish the memories we make together
Before we decide to really commit
You're the person I look for in the halls
The one that only matters
You make me feel special and loved
You don't call me babe like all the others did
You call me "my dear" because you said
That I am yours and yours alone
When you look at me I see the love in your eyes
The love I know is staring right back at you
Because I love you more than anyone else
You are the world to me and no one can take that away from me
You are my one and only love