I'm sorryI'm venting some shit so don't try to comfort me. just don't. I'm not in the mood and I'm not looking for pity. I just need to get this off my chest Since it's been haunting me for a long ass time.I'm sorry3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I wish I would have seen how much you meant to me before all this happened. I wish I never let you go, I wish I just got over everything that's happened between us. because really it's all my fault. of course it's my fault. it's always my fault. I start this shit because I'm just a paranoid idiot who can't make up their fucking mind. it took all this to realize how much you really mean to me, and I fucking hate myself for realizing too late. now your gone. but you've been gone since I let you slip from my grasp that one day after school.
and after that day everything just got even worse. I was so blind, not seeing how much I was hurting you as I drifted away. all because I was scared and paranoid. then it made me do things I really regret doing. I wasn't thinking, i just th
OMG WUT (100+ watchers feature)What. Is. This.OMG WUT (100+ watchers feature)3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think I'd get 100 watchers!
Thank you all so much for your support on dA <3
This feature is for all you watchers, friends and inspirations, and I will put everyone here! You are all an inspiration to me
Firstly, my awesome RL friends!
:iconAmateurFangirl: :iconalisonally0307: :iconstellahawk: :iconthaliagrace0808: :icongarlivant: :iconsapphirerook: :iconuiharu-kazari25: :iconfall-out-girl13:
My steadfast, wonderful supporters and friends
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(insert journal title)I think I've finally finished all my old commissions . So I wanna re-open commissions soon since I think it's probably good physio ( I still have a long way to go healing wise). I'm considering doing one at a time, that way I won't get overwhelmed and they will be easier to keep track of and quicker to complete.(insert journal title)3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Also I want to start uploading art more regularly too. I've kinda caught the tumblr bug and been only posting stuff on there but I just think DA is a nicer platform for arty stuff so I should probably be posting it here.
cant wait for wentzdayBECAUSE I MADE A SHIRT THAT 99.9% OF PEOPLE WILL NOT UNDERSTANDcant wait for wentzday3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
CommissioningHey everyone.Commissioning3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
So, the past few weeks have been kind of rough for me. I've been looking for a job for awhile, but to no avail. My mom is really struggling right now with her foot and it's been swollen and hurting her pretty badly. We don't know if it's serious, but she will be checking in with her doctor soon. Chances are, she won't be able to go back to work in February and she doesn't get anymore checks. Things have been very rocky with my stepdad, too, who pays many of the bills, and I don't know what's going to happen with him whether he stays or leaves. I really don't know...My anxiety is off the charts and my mom seems fine, but I can tell she's worried as well.
But anyways, to help out, even a little bit, I want to open commissions, and even point commissions. I have a paypal for money, and I know DA takes two weeks to process point through, but it's better than nothing. It's the only thing I can do right now. I'll do my best to make pricing as fair as possible:
Sketch like this
Ask Me ABIERTO!Ya pueden preguntarme lo que quieran (cosas bonitas porfavor(???) tanto a mii como a mis otros personajes y pueden ser tanto de parte de ustedes como de sus FC ,personajes como quieran llamarlos XD.Ask Me ABIERTO!3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Asi que preguntenn
No more!I'm give up to request the capping all eps of The Green Squad as no longer air anymore on TVO (Canada) so i'm declared totally obscure for never released on iTunes and/or other English-language channels. Also, i'm once again give up to request to capping of eps of Eliot Kid and Sally Bollywood on Qubo forever. I'm not support the unfinished seasons of Eliot Kid and Sally Bollywood on online cartoon shows.No more!3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
The worst thing ever happened to me this morningSo my mom was driving me and my brother to school and she was going through radio stations, trying to find out what to listen to.The worst thing ever happened to me this morning3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
And guess what one of the radio stations played?
STRESSED OUT BY TWENTY ONE PILOTS
I swear, I heard the "-I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang" (it kind of got cut off when she landed on it)
AND GUESS WHAT
SHE CHANGED THE STATION
I was sobbing on the inside.
I mean, it's not my favorite song by TOP (although a lot of people would disagree oops), but at least it's them!
I MEAN, YOU HEAR A SONG ON THE RADIO FROM YOUR FAVORITE BAND
HOW IS THAT NOT AMAZING
I'm trying to be positive and say that at least I now know that Twenty One Pilots still plays on the radio
and I'm hoping that I hear one of their songs on the radio AND MY MOM DOESN'T CHANGE THE STATION
Then again, I heard that SiriusXM will play Tear In My Heart sometimes..
AND I PREFER THAT OVER STRESSED OUT
SO IF I GET LUCKY
I MAY HEAR THAT
AND IT'S NOT RAP SO MY MOM MIGH
WEIRD CHALLENGE TIME!Sum up your sex life with ONE Spongebob quote.WEIRD CHALLENGE TIME!3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Got this idea from CheetoJasper
Where The F**K Have You Been?Some of you may have noticed that I haven't been very active lately, I apologize for that. I've been very, very busy. I'm not sure if I ever mentioned it in an older journal or not; but I was living with a two other friends in a house that had caught fire and burned down about 8 months ago.Where The F**K Have You Been?3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
I lost a lot of material possessions, luckily not my computer. I was forced to move back in with my mother, I became very unmotivated and very depressed. The house has been rebuilt, remodeled, and me and my friends have all moved back in! I'm doing much better now, better than before actually. We don't have internet atm, I've been tethering the internet from my phone to my computer in the mean time, but we should be getting internet as soon as tomorrow. I've been doing a lot of overtime at work so that I could buy furniture and necessities for my room. I've spent a couple thousand on furniture, ect. BTW, I HATE putting Ikea furniture together! But I digress.
I owe some people commissions, art trades
Turned into a Kyorge.Darn it :iconawestriker007: You turned me into a Anthro Kyorge.Turned into a Kyorge.3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
No the icon doesn't belong to me, It belongs to :iconkoekoek19:
New Article!http://hubpages.com/religion-philosophy/Things-I-Leaned-From-Baron-SamediNew Article!3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
-| HNNG SAME TAG YOU FAK YoloSwagster01-| HNNG SAME TAG YOU FAK3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Watch dis woman, now. AND BOMB HER WITH TAGS
1.) You have to post ALL the Rules
2.) Each person has to share 13 things about themselves
3.) Answer 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer
4.) Choose 13 people
5.) You have to legitimately tag 13 people "psh, fuak dat tag as much as i want = v ="
6.) You CAN'T say you don't do tags
7.) Tag-backs are ALLOWED
8.) YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY! NO COMMENTS! unless you're talking ABOUT the entry
9.) You have to finish within a week. If you don't finish in time, you have to do what ever the creator tells you.
10.) be creative with the title. no, " I got tagged" stuff.
13 Shiat About Me
I don't like weari
Point Commissions +2 SLOTS LEFT+I'm testing the waters here, so to speak, which is why I'm taking point commission before I take commissions for actual money. I want to see how many of you are actually interested and if I'm able to continue this without getting overwhelmed.Point Commissions +2 SLOTS LEFT+3 months ago in Personal More Like This
+What I can/ will do+
Animals (this includes dragons and stuff)
Gore (heavy gore is fine )
+What I can't/ won't do+
Humans or humanoids
XXX-rated (this includes fetishes and stuff)
+Commissions I currently offer+
10 - Glitch Icons
25 - Game Sprites (FNaF Characters Only!)
75 - Headshots
125 - Half-body (backgrounds are free on half-bodies)
200 - Fullbody/ no background (if a character is sup
I didn't go to collegeThere was some terrorist attacks in some locations at my home city. I was a bit panic because dad was having a meeting and my younger sister was in school, where the terrorists bombed and shot several citizens (Luckily they are safe because they got warned).I didn't go to college1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Stay safe guys, specially If you are in Jakarta! Don't go pass the police lines!
Stay Strong, Be Brave, Be ReinforcedSome people told me to stay strong, be brave, be reinforced. Terrorists wanted us to fear what they wanted to shove to us. Don't let that fear surround you. Be brave and they'll be the one who surrender. And be reinforced, be warnful towards other people If there are some terrorism movements. Better warn before several people got shot.Stay Strong, Be Brave, Be Reinforced1 month ago in Personal More Like This
so much painim making a homestuck character and i try to look up homestuck ocs for inparation and there are just all these fucking rainbow pieces of shit they make me want to barf lolso much pain3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
like the only reason they are allowed to wear anything other then what their blood color is they need to have someone with the other colors you are wearing in one of your quadrants or you need to be psionic (like sollux has his glasses, thats aloud.),or a highblood i guess? (because of feferi's skirt.)
LIKE LOOK AT KANAYA FOR EXAMPLE, SHE HAS A RED SKIRT BECAUSE HER AND KARKAT AND IN A VERY MOTHERLY RELATIONSHIP ON KANAYA'S ENd
AND LOOK AT NEPETA SHE HAS THAT BLUE TAIL BECAUSE SHE HAS EQUIUS WHO IS HER MOIRAIL
K IM DONE SCREAMING ABOUT A FANDOM THAT HATES ITSELF NOW
[CLOSED] 3 Discounted Dinobit Custom SlotsPrice: $25/2,500 points[CLOSED] 3 Discounted Dinobit Custom Slots3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
-Must be female
-Up to and including VERY RARE TRAITS
-Will include 1 clothed and 1 unclothed version
-Will be drawn on this base:
+$5/500 points for up to 3 Accessories
I won't be opening discounted custom slots very often so claim them before they are all gone!
Commissions OPEN !Pretty much NYP for now ? At least until I get the prices decided upon... Nothing too unreasonably low, though ! If i feel your offer is too low I won't accept ! Please don't purposefully try to get cheap art !Commissions OPEN !3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Types of art that are open :
- Customs (a whole other journal)
If you want anything not listed above ask me !! uwu
Fuming, annoyed, relievedOh my god...Fuming, annoyed, relieved3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
my computer froze on me today...it wouldn't get past a black screen and could recognise my C drive
i was on the phone to my dad for half an hour trying to resolve this issue...unplugged all of my drives except for the C drive. I messed around with the wiring. Now it's working??? SERIOUSLY!!!
i am relieved it's working but at the same time annoyed that I thought my hard drive had died and had to be replaced...good god.
i am too annoyed to even put the other hard drive back in. I am going to unwind by playing fallout anybody wants to talk...feel free
Wow.Wow.3 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
I'm still trying to figure out a good time to do the 100 watchers thing I wanted to do... and now I have doubled in watchers????
Where is everyone coming from?!?
But seriously, thank you so much to each and every one of you...
(This might mean I'll do multiple things for thanking everyone...)
I'm still planning a giveaway kind of thing...
(I'll most likely spring that up at the most weirdest time...)
And I might do a poll of what kind of picture you guys want to see me do next!
But in the mean time... I'll be catching up on some things life threw at me while doodling this little guy...