How Do You Know?when you decide to waitHow Do You Know?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
where is the end?
how do you know
when you've found her?
when you think you have
how can you be sure?
He will show you.
it will be obvious.
Smiles will not hide
Talking will be easy
Care will flow in abundance
A chance touch will send your heart racing.
You'll never want to leave
But only in your mind.
Together you feel whole
Now you know
What God had planned
It's because you've waited
You have become a true man.
FearA world so bareFear8 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
So cold and stark.
No dawn nor dusk
A constant dark.
Runs through my veins.
And forces me
Through many pains.
Claws and talons
Spikes and spines.
Search and seek
But never find.
Their prize their prey
The final goal.
The heart and mind
The flesh and soul.
I run and hide
But not for long.
'Cause they keep coming
They're too strong.
My time's run out.
I think they're gaining
Their hounds are near
On leashes straining.
But still I run
It never ends.
Still danger lies
Round every bend.
The hunt goes on
I'm still the prey.
And still I fear them.
To this day.
Hold Your Head HighI hold my head up high,Hold Your Head High7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
But my soul lays low,
My body my prison,
And only a few know,
The truth ive told three,
Only two believe,
We are special,
Can you see,
I hold my head up,
To hide the truth,
I get visions,
Visions that are true,
They come in dreams,
Some maybe of you,
But i held my head up,
Because i knew the truth,
If i let my guard slip,
My soul would split,
If i let the demons know,
I would have to go,
Now i sit here and wait,
For my time to come,
My soul souring high,
For the very first time,
For the first time,
I truly hold my head up,
I truly let my soul rise,
The prison I've always known,
Now its met its demise,
I feel free for the first time,
Until the enticement shall again bind,
Then my soul shall lay low,
And my head bowed even lower,
Until I feel the urgency,
And my prison is burned to the ground.
Now and only now,
I can let my head lift on its own,
Now and only now,
I can offer a true smile.
NervousI walk up the steps all alone,Nervous7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I walk around but for nothing I know,
But I saw you in the distance,
Jet black hair, skinny little devil,
I saw you and my heart skipped,
But HE was there too,
I don't like him for he doesn't like me,
But we have a silent understanding,
I shan't bother him and HE shan't bother me,
But whats to bother one whos love is still felt,
For the girl he calls his own, I wanted,
I met her at a dance one fateful night,
She was there with a friend,
And a friend of mine,
I asked her to dance and that we did,
But before that I felt the stance,
From her love I hid,
She asked me "Whats wrong",
But my answer "Nothing",
Then she was gone,
Another fateful night came,
I wished to see her again,
But not now and not then,
She was nowhere near,
So I wait to see her fitful smile,
But no she did not come,
So again I wait and then I leave.
The third faithful night arose,
And this time she came,
My heart skipped a beat,
My mind overwhelmed,
So I asked her to dance,
And in my hands
I'm Still Waiting For You..sitting in a pool of despair,I'm Still Waiting For You..5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I waited for you to come,
never knowing how long,
it would take for you to be here,
Drip by drip every drop of blood,
is pulling another day out of me,
just to bathe in despair and blood,
patches I need you to patch me up
I never told many people about you,
but the people I did tell could tell,
I really do love you,
I talked about you so much from the heart,
Even when I wasnt talking about you,
your all I could think of,
The girl whos thousands of miles away,
I just keep tripping over myself,
by making my thoughts slip away,
because every time I say someday,
You say to yourself as well do I,
"maybe someday will be sooner then we think"
Like maybe this summer,
maybe it's now you come and save me,
maybe my birthday will come,
and with it you come along,
but no this hasnt happened yet,
my birthday is coming quick,
and right now it looks like,
your an eternity away from me,
I needed you to hold my hand,
when I fell through the skies,
Street Of Past.A whore passed by me,Street Of Past.7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
She was cying inside,
Triying to cover up her rotten skin.
You ran behind me,
I felt your breath inside me,
In the bloody streets of past,
You took my hand,
And we followed the whore.
We follewed the hate-chain,
Lusting for vangeance,
Lusting for you.
A request.Think of me.A request.9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dream of me.
Then let me die for you.
rarewhat would you see if you looked through my eyes?rare1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
such beauty that sparkles and glistens
shades of honey to melt
outlined to capture magnificence
a touch with affection for release
where locks twist and twirl
in a dance to a symphony
unheard by the unworthy
done up or let down… breathtaking
such words uttered
on a mouth so angelic
to raise goose bumps on skin of silk
and warm sweet vanilla
don’t ever let me go
where strength meets tenderness
and is interwoven into perfection
flawlessness, could only be crafted by the hands and minds of gods
all to extraordinary…
the touch of a seraph
and the bite of a tigress
to spend an eternity
in silent stares of awe and inspire
at one with such loveliness and grace would not be long enough
to see what I see
if you looked through my eyes…
LiesEwan was a young 14 year old boy. He didn't do much, he watched TV, played video games. One day he was on a message board for a new up and coming video game, and he as talking to other people, and getting along with them. He had an idea. He knew that girls got more attention on the internet, so he pretended to be one. He didn't make a big deal about it, he just casually brought it up at some point. He met some other guys and they became fast friends. Soon he was spending all day on the computer with his new friends. He had never really felt such companionship. Eventually though, his closest friend became suspicious. Ewan had lied compulsively, and his friend couldn't add it up. He had enough and confronted Ewan. They never talked again. Ewan went back to video game boards, knowing what he did now, he eventually made new friends. Still pretending t be a girl, he met Charles, Anthony, ad Gabe. They hung out and had group chats and they all were friends with each other, when Ewan had anotLies10 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
ForgottenI talk to you yesterday.Forgotten1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Today I come up to you "Who are you?" you ask.
You don't remember me.
Forgotten like the wind after it blows by.
You never take time to remember me.
No one does.
I am nothing to you or anyone else.
I am worthless like the dust on wall.
I am a disappointment to all for I have done something wrong to you sometimes without even noticing it.
To be always forgotten is a horrible fate in which I suffer from.
To be remembered would be an amazing feeling even if it's just one person.
It's hard to say goodbyeIt's hard to say goodbye.It's hard to say goodbye1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
My heart is broken.
Trust me, thats not just expression, I felt it, every single bit of it breaking from the whole.
I still love him.
It's true, that first love,
its true love, don't you ever let it go.
Fight for it, even if it seems
I'll never give up.
I love you, and always will.
dying days come. And even dying, I'll love you.
I need him. God help me.
..will love him forever and not a day less..
How is it possible that my heart beats for him, and his beats against me?
How is it possible that I still remember and he doesn't even care?
My memory is slowly fading, but remains long enough to hurt.
I wish it all could go away.
It's hard to say goodbye
Therefore, I'm dying. I miss you, and I'm sick of this. I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your happy eyes, I miss your curly hair which you never could tame. We always were laughing trying to lay it flat on your head so it won't stick out in every direction.
I miss your caring hand
The Middle Of NowhereI wake up in the middle of nowhere,The Middle Of Nowhere5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
To a cool morning breeze on my face,
It came from the south and blew north,
Starting over the water to fill my lungs,
As I lay their bathing in the burning sun,
I realized no matter where I am,
If I'm not with you then I'd rather be dead,
as I lay there with my eyes to the skies,
I see a cloud start to roll and thunder,
And from it a single rain drop falls on my hand,
That rain drop made me feel alive,
Made me want to rise from the cold earth,
When I rose to my full height,
I realized I'm on top of the world,
Nobody can ever tear me down,
Then thunder struck next to me,
And I fell back to earth,
To lie there unconscious,
Just let me die there,
and morning came.
The girl who lovesThe girl who loves1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Play with it.
Then throw it.
I don't need it,not without you.
I am cold,dead when you're away.
You might as well break the son of a bitch into two.
I told you,stay away from me.
I am pure sin,I bathe in others pain.
But look what happens when a sin meets the Devil,
Dancing in the dark,kissing in the rain.
I never knew there could be someone,
Someone as sinful as me.
My darkness,your touch has enchanted my soul.
And now,you're calling me your queen.
But what are we,my love?
Just a couple of mortals gone to the bad?
In the end,we are all humans
Without many words left to be said.
So here's my heart,on the silver plate.
I kept my lips silent,my body was in your arms.
I am falling,I know this is hell,
But promise me I'll be your lucky charm.
I need to be your other part,
The one I am,the one brighter than your moon,
The pretty face you kiss in the mornings,
Love,you made me trust you.
Versailles (Hizaki's Secret)Versailles (Hizaki's Secret)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hizaki Has A Secret
~ Masashi Losses His Cool ~
Yuki was in his room getting bored again as he hated being cooped up in a room, He walked to his door to bother Masashi more, "Yuki you're not to leave, So behave yourself before Kamijo makes you grounded longer." Masashi said before Yuki even spoke a word. "We can see we both don't like the positions we're in right now, So come on let me sneak out and I'll leave you alone when I come back." Yuki said to Masashi trying to con him. "No. I am Dark Knight we don't break orders." Masashi said to him annoyed as he closed the door. Yuki became annoyed as he started pounding on the door to bother Masashi to try and annoy him and win his freedom, Masashi finally hit the door back twice as hard as Yuki was, Losing his temper, "SHUT IT YUKI! YOU'RE NOT COMING OUT!" Masashi finally yelled at the door with his dim red eyes raging in anger, Kamijo stepped out of his room hearing Masashi yell. "Uhm... Masashi.. You alright?" Kamij
Versailles (Love And Blood Lust)Versailles (Love And Blood Lust)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Some Things Are Too Hard To Control
Truth Or Dare?
Yuki was in his room with Teru and Hizaki playing a fun game of Truth Or Dare with them. As it became Yuki's turn again. He got a wicked idea. "Alright. Teru! Truth Or Dare?" Yuki asked him, Teru froze as he knew he had to answer Dare as he already said Truth 3 times before. "Dare." Teru said lightly. Yuki grinned. "Alright. I Dare you to.. Kiss Hizaki." He said to him as he grinned evilly. Hizaki blushed hard as Teru blushed more then her. "I.. I can't." Teru said being far to shy to ever kiss a beautiful princess like Hizaki. "Nope. You have to, It's a dare." Yuki said to him being a little mean. Teru looked at Hizaki briefly then to Yuki. "No I . I can't.. I... Won't." Teru said to Yuki as he hoped that wouldn't hurt Hizaki's feelings, Yuki tilted his head knowing Teru and Hizaki were best friends and talked about everything with one another, He became curious as to why Teru would never want to simply kiss her at least on
Between BellsWhen I gaze down the hallBetween Bells1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Down florescent light falls
Over lockers that line walls,
Like little toy soldiers
Waiting for the call of war
I start the countdown in my head
Four, three, two, one.
The first shot cuts through the silence
The battle has begun
Of the time between classes.
A fleet storms through the gates
Of battle skills and tactics,
Locks turn and engines ignite
As their armory opens.
There is a ringing of cannons
And farewell kisses to soldiers
Who will brave the day.
Conflicts escalate, as
Words like gunshot
Propel across the terrain
Hitting their target in the chest
Screams resound in suit
A wounded child escaping
Through the stairwell.
Young men retreat to their base
The tide of this war is going out
A shot is heard once again.
As bodies of victims to time, lie
Strewn in front of doorways and on stairs
With papers marked in red and blue.
There is a calm wake settling
Over the foot prints and dirt,
Like a blanket over a young child
Awaiting their rest.
The battle s over.
We Might Get Our Forever..Darling,you're all that's on my mind..We Might Get Our Forever..1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Please don't tell me that you're fine
I know you better than that..
I miss you more than anything
I sit and watch the past...
I watch the loved walk out the door
And hope that this'll last..
I hate that I'm away it kills me every second..
To see that you're hurting much more than i intended..
To know that there's a chance
You'll see right through my past
And see me for who i am..
S..Someone i can't stand..
I hate that this
This final kiss
Could be the last i ever recieve..
So darling,please dont give up tonight
Know that this love is right
If you get through the night
We might get our forever..
I'm fine.I'm fine, I'm fine,I'm fine.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She swears I'm fine.
But what a tender boundary,
What a fragile line.
I can't find where I begin,
Nor where I seem to end.
TAKE THIS HEARTTake this heartTAKE THIS HEART2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That beats in my chest
Cut it out deep
So it can have rest
Take this heart
And stitch it together
Its tired of the pain
Of the emotional weather
Its tired of the foolish lies
And the hollow smiles
Its tired of the soft cries
As my soul walks for miles
Take this heart..
As it slowly dies
And whisper softly
Those sweet goodbyes.
Blood on the snow and I love you...Blood on the snow and I love you...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"What does this remind you of?"
I ask you as we sit together,
A mix of red and white...
"It reminds me of a bunch of feathers"
I smile at you sweetly
And look into your eyes
"It reminds me of blood on the snow
and sweet little goodbyes"
You shake your head and laugh
If only you had known...
Days have passed and months went by
I have not talked to you
I wont let you see me cry..
Later that night I guess it has been
A gun in my hand, it has to end..
A few seconds later, you come crashing in.
To a moonlight white room, stained with blood red sin..
"What does this remind you of?..."
I asked with a painted smile...
"A simple white room, with red I love yous?..."
You reply with sad filled eyes
"It reminds me of blood on the snow......and sweet little goodbyes......"
Cherry BlossemsSpun petals of breathing glassCherry Blossems1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
tinged pink by dozens of sunsets.
They drift from branch
And then wait
for life to move around them.
My shoe sheds the husky perfume
released by the press of my step.
And I wait
as they drift around me.
LifetimesA shadow of a memory,Lifetimes11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A long-forgotten life,
Two lovers without symmetry,
A time of joy and strife.
Painful moments lost with time,
A shadowed shell of hurt,
A lullaby, a nursery rhyme,
A love that's lifetimes' worth.
A love forever kept so pure
That onlookers had wept,
A love that you could not endure,
A promise never kept.
About A GirlOnce a pretty girlAbout A Girl1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That lived in New York City
Don't mess with this bitch
She won't show any pity
She walks down these streets
Only at the age of seventeen
With no friends or family
Turned out to be mean
In her ragged clothes
With no place to go
To be in her position
People just don't know
People avoid her gaze
They don't know her
Nobody will help
Maybe it won't get better
Stuck in the rain
Thunder so loud and clear
The lighting struck
It was near
What will she do
Where will she go
She doesn't even know