ReleasedI was chained tightly up
In my own bitter thoughts
Of endless pain and misery
Dreams filled with death
You released me
In your arms I fall
And forget myself again
Bitter thoughts disappear
When you gently hold me
My heart will be
Yours to carry for
As it'll wither away
By the day you are gone
I never felt this real
You made me whole forevermore
Deadly FrostFreezing windDeadly Frost7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Welcomes us all
To this eternal
He walks alone
His hair as black
As the velvet sky
Above his figure
Cold eyes wide open
Reflecting the light
Of crimson fullmoon
Of dying stars
It's eating him alive
The vicious coldness
Slowly killing him
The angel wings
His body starts
Slowly fall apart
His inner self
The soft skin
Starts to sneak in
His world is withering
Darkness only around him
As he freezes
No more suffering
As he cries
All the last tears
Chains of love broke my heartYet the love hurts usChains of love broke my heart10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Leading to misery
Creates the fear
How can it hurt this much?
Weeping with you. Arms around them
Keeping with you. Feeling their shiver
Flowing with you. Without your men
Drowning with you. Deep in this river
I could not control it
I needed someone
To hold me, take the pain away
I could not stop it
Stop myself destroying it all
Tired and lonely. Sitting and staring
Weak and filthy. No longer caring
Wasting to nothing. The rubble of you
Hoping for something. Poison where love grew
Never love me
My tears not worth it
Never desire me
I am your death
I watch ove
Not enoughIt's not the wrong wordsNot enough8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or the mistake you've made
It's the lies you tell to me
When you try to hide the truth
How could I ever trust you
When the one I love the most
Smiles, tells everything is fine
While whole world is falling apart
And the look on your face
When I wasn't what you excepted
I shattered your beautiful dream
Turned it into cold reality
As I couldn't fullfill your wish
Oh how I hate myself
I'm never enough for you
I cannot change inner me
Nor the emotions I have
I'm beautiful no more
Your love has withered
Was it only for my looks
Did you care after all
You won't admit it to me
From your eyes I see the tr
Save MeI am lost deep withinSave Me3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Cannot find my way out
Silently crying in despair
I can hear only echoes
Of my unheard pleads
My voice is slowly fading
This sore throat failing me
Eyes cannot see through
Where did the light go
I feel my blood pouring
Running down my body
As I tremble weakly
Pain is holding me awake
They left me all alone
Trapped me down here
In the bitter cold
Freezing ice under me
Making me numb
Save me with your love
Shattered AngelHow could I do this to theeShattered Angel1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Whom I loved so much
Are we forever apart?
I am the sweet destruction
My black wings darken the sun
No hope you will face
When I fly free
It's the Death in me
I am the sweet salvation
My loving heart brightens the day
No tears will be shed
When I caress thee
It's the Angel in me
You are the sweet suffering
Your white wings feel the pain
No saviour ending it all
When darkness is tearing you apart
It's the Shattered in you
You are the sweet salvation
Your loving heart brightens my day
No tears will be shed
When you caress me
It's the Angel in you
Follow the black feath
CureThese inner feelingsCure6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I must now release
Cure heart from pain
And set myself free
These chains I remove
From my soul and mind
So I could breathe
Be whole once again
Discarded.You cry for your sorrows and you bleed for your dreams,Discarded.6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just always remember, this world is not what it seems.
You can be the best of friends and then disappear,
They'll just discard you, I know it's hard to hear.
But this has happened enough to me,
It's all everyone's been doing recently.
So here I lie, discarded, fearing to stand up,
Because what waits just isn't worth getting up.
Thrown away and lying in a puddle of mud and blood,
All the other times I got up, and wiped off the mud.
But this time, as I lie here, broken and bloody,
I don't want to get up, I want to be a dead body.
I know getting up is inevitable, because I will never give in,
But I really just want to give up and say that "I'm done in."
My belovedI knewMy beloved1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I saw you talking
You are mine
You got me
Into your heart
I taught you
How to love
How to care
And you do..
As you learned
There is someone
Someone for you
You are saving
My scars, my soul
Giving me something
I'd kill myself for you
Hopping TrainsMy life is composed of multiple mistakesHopping Trains7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Ones I wish I could erase
But everything I've done is set in stone
Sadly, forgiveness would not be the case
My life is engraved in my soul
Forever present in my breath
But there's no time to apologize
I'll repent with my forsaken death
My life has flashed before my eyes
As I sinned in front of the desperate
I tried to take back my wrong doings
But my actions were pegged as inconsiderate
My life has been put on the line
Although not direct or upfront
It's been challenged by the fates
And the effects only caused affront
My life has been reduced to little to nothing
Weighed between the hands of the important
And I've waited for a savior to measure my worth
But I seem to leave everyone hesitant
My life has been regularly forgotten
By the ones I've come to love
And all I want is someone to remember me
A persons hand to fit mine like a glove
My life has been naught but an insolent
I want the world to stop spinning.If the world could stop spinning, that'd be great,I want the world to stop spinning.7 months ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I don't want time to stop, that'd be worse, the wait.
I just want it all to stop, for existence to not exist,
I would want to die if it weren't that my problems would persist.
I want the world to stop spinning,
My problems can't be solved by simply not living.
I don't want to live anymore,
I don't want to exist anymore.
I want the world to stop spinning, I want to get off,
I want it all to stop, both hard times and soft.
I just want it all to stop, I want existence to cease,
I want the world to stop spinning... Please?
GuardianYour sleep is restlessGuardian1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hear your breathing
Your body trembling still
And cannot wake up
You cry desperately
I can sense your pain
Hear your silent call
I wake you up tenderly
Kiss away salty tears
I hold you against me
In the beautiful night
You open your eyes
Realize I ain't there
Still you can feel me
Watching over you
My love will be protecting thee
Don't I deserve it?Why is the flesh so fragile?Don't I deserve it?6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Soft skin turns to jagged red lines
The day before the snow came
Three years ago so similar
Right to this day, before the moon came out
This life I live, it frightens them
One week ago I finally went insane
I cut some more jagged lines
Right down to the bone, my love
I hope this hurts you
As much as it hurts me every day
Don't I deserve it, my love?
After all, I blame you
All of my insecurities, spoon fed
Only by you, my sweet love
So go home, let me rest
Do I not deserve it, my love?
92. All That I Have.All that I have, I give to you.92. All That I Have.9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
My mind, my body, my soul, all to you.
I give you my everything, treat it with care,
And all that I ask from you is you keep your flare.
That one thing, that magic, that spark that drew me to you,
All that I have, I give to you, do with it whatever you want to.
All that I ask is that you let me love you,
And that you tell me that you love me too.
All that I have, I give to you,
I give everything, all of it, to you,
All that I ask in return is you let me love you,
That you believe I love you, and that you love me too.
Jennifer, I give you my everything, because I love you.
Forbidden SongsFor my death I singForbidden Songs9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
This hate inside
My mind darkened
Desires for more
Shall flow forever
Wallow in this pain
Feel the coldness
Your wounds still bleed
With ripped heart you scream
Those pleads unheard
In this forsaken world
These wings used to cary us
...Now we are falling deeper down
When the despair
On your knees
With trembling hands
You still try to reach
My withering self
Silence is left.
Morbid HeartThese painful tears still fall downMorbid Heart8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
For the suffering I never give in
Angel wings of mine covered in crimson
Had forgotten how to fly long time ago
This little piece of ice I hold in my hands
For it shows the coldness deep inside
These eyes now empty and merciless
No tears, no more tears I shed
In this forest of darkness I walk
As a deadly shadow of the night
I roam forevermore these paths
There is still lost beauty within
These morbid thoughts better hide
They have darkened innocent hearts
Once so warm, pure and loyal
Turned into the worst suffering
His vicious life
Ends as the dawn rises
This shattered heart of mine I give
Hellish ConscienceConscience is the worst kind of hellHellish Conscience7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
It eats you alive
Making you remember all the wrong things you did
Keeping you from sleeping
Not letting you relax.
It tortures you with those voices in your head
Screaming at you
Calling you names.
It becomes unbearable
You can't even look at yourself in the mirror
With the guilt marked in your face and despair in your eyes
With your body defeated by remorse.
Conscience is the worst kind of hell
There's no escape from it
Lost with myself?Sweet little soul, come here to seeLost with myself?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The path of salvation, light to follow
Are you lost, my dear little soul?
In the shadows you have been too long
My tears, where are you?
The pain I need to release
Release out of me
Please, my tears
Come back to me
Oh wings so white, hold me
Please don't let me fall
Heal my broken raven wings
Let the angel rise once more
Eyes, eyes, be aware
Enemies are stalking us
In the shadows, in the dust
We see them before they come
Eyes, don't you fail me
My heart, nowhere you are
They once tore it apart
Pieces hidden, lost
No heart, no heart
Who am I?
Who am I?
There's a light at the end of the tunnel."There's a light at the end of the tunnel."There's a light at the end of the tunnel.1 year ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Then I will run as fast as I can.
"Hang in there, get through the tunnel!"
Believe me, I'm doing the best I can...
I run dead ahead, trying to reach the light,
But the shadows surround me, and hold on tight.
As I break free from them, it takes all my might,
As I run, it seems to just get further out of sight.
But yes, I see it! That glorious light!
As I keep running, and the light gets brighter.
I propel myself forward with the last of my might,
Too late, I realise, the light is a flamethrower...
Leave me AloneGet outLeave me Alone6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't want you to see me like this
mascara bleeding down my face
eyes burning red with tears
hair messy and unbrushed
I haven't been outside in days
All I've done is sit here
thinking about how easy it would be to end all my pain
right here and now
and I would never look back
I don't want you here
you will keep me from doing it
you will bar my escape
and break my wings
calling yourself my saviour
and telling me its for my own good
when you have doomed me to live
alone and scarred
branded and forgotten
mistreated and abused
and forced to remember every moment
don't say you are helping me
The Heart Fruit.The Heart Fruit.11 months ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
You once said you would be so much less without me.
And believe me, I would be nothing if we weren't "we".
You once said that you could never express how much you love me.
I still say I love you more, even if you would be less without me.
You may be less without me, but I would be nothing without you.
Now Jennifer, read these words and know what I'm saying is true.
I can honestly say that I would be nothing without you.
I would be nothing without that sweet reply of "I love you too."
And finally, "With this fruit I bestow..."
Why do those words sound so very hollow?
Because they are not mine, and I can tell you myself.
That you are
It's kinda pathetic, but...I miss you, y'know... Soon as you're gone,It's kinda pathetic, but...10 months ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
It hurts to want to hug you and there be no one.
I miss you as soon as I stop talking to you,
I miss you even when we talk, unless I'm hugging you.
I know it's pathetic, I really do...
But I guess it's just because I love you.
Sometimes I'm scared there'll be no one there
But then I wake up, and thank God it's a nightmare.
Jennifer, I want you to believe that I love you
And I want to hear that you love me too.
Jennifer, I love you and I love you true.
And I'm not ashamed to say that I need you.
Is this what we can feel?Sometimes you just wishIs this what we can feel?11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The pain could be locked away
Hidden in a black chest
Where you can't reach it
Suffering is what gets us down
Yet you cry and cannot shed tears
Otherwise you would drown in them
Once you saw an Angel
His wings yet so strong
He could protect thee
Silently watching over
Once this Angel fell
No protection, you are alone
Wings black and broken
Who would save the Angel?
Have you ever felt the rage
Fill your heart, lead thoughts
Revenge you want, nothing more
For the wounds you have got
Yet they will deny your anger
Yet they tell you to calm down
So you turn back, swallow your hate
Where it bu
Goodbye, My LoveOne last kiss, one last embraceGoodbye, My Love11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
All I really wanted was to say goodbye
Goodbye to the stars that watched the night we kissed
To the sun that filled our empty hearts
To the wind that blew me straight into your arms
And to the waves that calmed when it knew you were mine
Goodbye to the dreams you made come true
And to the dreams that were yet to come
To the dreams you dreamed when you slept
And to the dreams we dreamed together
Goodbye to the fears we shared
To the distance that made us grow fonder
To the minutes we cherished without ado
And to the world we fought hard against
Goodbye to the face I traced with my fingers
To the s
Alwaysmy heart it is and will forever will be yoursAlways6 months ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
The pain that was once there you have cured
no mattter what I will always be here
because you are worth every tear
I will do everything I can
to prove I love you more every day
Because I want us to be okay
I don't want there to be anymore fear
I just want everything to be clear
I want you to know there is one else
that I want to be with more when i'm by myself
your the only one
who makes me feel like don't have to run
With you I don't have to hide
who I really am inside
I just want you to see
That you are the one who completes me
and for you
there is nothing else i would rather d