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Hiding the Pain 7 months ago in Drawings
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Just my Eye! :36 months ago in Other
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Me Lololololololol4 months ago in Self-Portraits
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If My Life Were a StoryI wonder how long it would be.... I wonder how many people would read it. And how many people would like the character of Caitlin Christian? And how many people could relate. And I wonder when it would end. And who would take the time to read the story? I wonder if my life would be worth reading. I might just make a story about a girl. Her name won't be my name, but she'll be based on me. Just a completely normal girl, going through things that she desperately wishes she wasn't. I'll dedicate the story out there to anyone who's been unloved, sexually abused, verbally/emotionally abused, suicidal. I'd be dedicating it to many, many people out there.If My Life Were a Story8 months ago in Personal More Like This
I think I will write a story like that. It'll be my story. And then people will know that when I cry, I'm crying for a reason. Not just because of hormones. But those play a part too.
I'm going to get working on that. It won't be a long story, but it will be full of events.
Its Amazing what a Smile can Hide.4 months ago in Expressive
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Me. :/6 months ago in Classic Portraits
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Colorful Heart7 months ago in Abstract
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Screenshot this cx8 months ago in Other
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My poem.I found this poem I wrote on the last day of seventh grade. I lost it, and now I found it! It's interesting to see how much better I am now at writing poetry!My poem.9 months ago in Personal More Like This
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I am Caitlin
I'm just a girl
And forever I'll lock myself
Away from this world
I am Caitlin
I have blue eyes
The smile I wear everyday
Is only a disguise
I am Caitlin
I love to read
And everyday I cut my wrists
Just so I can bleed
I am Caitlin
I'm very shy
No one really cares enough
To notice when I cry
I am Caitlin
I am thirteen
And no matter what I do
I can never be seen
I am Caitlin
I'm only a child
But he doesn't care
Because it's me who he defiled
I am Caitlin
I love the sea
And no one can understand
How hard it is to be me
I am Caitlin
I haven't much to say
But I beg that someone will notice
The pain I feel everyday
Park :o10 months ago in Other
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Cupcake and tea c:11 months ago in Other
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My very own song!"Staring out into the world across the streetMy very own song!9 months ago in Personal More Like This
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's walking up the drive-way
And you don't make a sound
Because you always learned to hold the things you want to say
You're always going to be afraid
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
So, what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Broken down, like a mirror smashed to pieces
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they'd have so much to say
Because every time you fight
The scars will heal
But they're never going to go away
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
So what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
You're falling, you're screaming
You're stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, you're crying
There's nothing left to salvage"
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Kaylee,
Rainbow lips c:10 months ago in Other
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LOLOL I DON'T EVEN KNOW10 months ago in Other
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Smiling~11 months ago in Self-Portraits
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My bracelets11 months ago in Bracelets & Anklets
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Diane Neal! 8 months ago in Spontaneous Portraits
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Born Villian.8 months ago in Cosplay
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My PERFECT Girlfriend.10 months ago in 3D
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for her againc:10 months ago in 3D
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dude look10 months ago in 3D
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Alexiya told me too c:10 months ago in Self-Portraits
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Rant?That moment when someone judges you just from the sight of your face or clothes.Rant?11 months ago in Personal More Like This
They judge you like they know you, like they have been in your shoes, but the truth is they know nothing about you or your past..
They don't know what you've gone through.
That moment when kids or adults even, get bullied for things they can't change about themselves, when kids can't be themselves the real them without getting hurt, judged, or anything.
People in society now a days are so fucking ignorant.
When people kid around abut self-harm, depression, suicide, drugs, alcohol, or anything serious like that.
They kid around about it like its funny, or a good thing when it usually never is.
Another thing is when people post nude, or pictures of themselves that could be considered sexual, like them in their underwear or whatever, on the internet. Like, do you really have no self respect, do you really need to resort to that for attention. If its nudity in art form, then I guess its fine. Its not what I wo
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