Here With YouIn this moment
I feel safe
My emotions, my heart
Just can't possibly wait
For the moment you realize
What you and I have failed to hide
Lying next to you
Hearing your heartbeat too
Makes my breath
Catch in my throat
My heart begins
To fill up with hope
I take deep breaths
And hope you don't notice
My heart's beating crazy
With no state of focus
Talking to you,
Is like walking on mines
One wrong move,
and all is untied
I must tread carefully
If I want you to be with me
Your always on my mind
everyday, and at any time
Lead you Back to ShoreBaby let me wipe your eyesLead you Back to Shore2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me tell you that it will
all be all right in good time
Look at me please just look
I'm not in such a bad state now
I'm not great hon but you know
I had been slowly getting better.
It just takes a load of time to do
I know it hurts like hell and it's gonna
I really do know how you feel I do
but I can't tell you what to do
I don't even know what to do with myself
Life is gonna suck for a long while
Who knows what the heck is gonna happen
I'm not even sure if I'm "better"
but you're stronger than me I know you can
You'll be ok just let me help you
lift up your head and take a breath
I'll hold you up until you can fly
I'll lead you back to the shore...
Should be Done...All I was doingShould be Done...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
was looking through all my stuff
then I found something
I found something that
that I never remember
having in my room
I found all of the
letters that I wrote to him
never gave to him
I was so happy
I was so in love with him
life changes so fast
I could not help it
I just put the letters back
and I wiped my tears
I told myself to
suck it up you are just fine
it's been a few months
I told myself that
you shouldn't be upset now
you really shouldn't
but a part of me
wanted to go through all of
it, every last one there
but I couldn't so
I decided that I would
forget about it
just like he forgot
that's how it goes isn't it?
I need to move on
It's long past time to
be done and over with you
I should be done now
to feel...To feel someone's arms around me,to feel...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To feel a kiss, passionate, and deep,
To curl up together as we sleep.
Hearing your heart beat as i lay on your chest,
Holding you close, forget the rest,
Being happy with each other, no less.
Walking hand in hand down the street,
Not caring about the opinions of who sees,
Knowing despite what the world believes,
This love is real between you and me.
This is the simple happiness of my dreams,
Nothing extravagant, just having my love with me.
I don't have much hope left,
but i hope this will come to be.
HateI hate youHate2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
because I love you
I hate you
because you were my friend
I hate you
because I trusted you
I hate you
because you left
I hate myself
For letting you go
First KissI look at you, I'm nervous as hell, hoping against hope that you'd kiss me.First Kiss3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The empty street, the soft porch light, your hazel eyes are all I can see.
You lean down slowly, gently, letting your soft lips brush against mine.
You do it again, again, and again... We completely lose track of the time.
On my toes, your fingers lost in my hair, my body moulding to fit yours perfectly.
You kiss my neck, my heart hammers away, your lips tasting like heaven to me.
I was eighteen and never been kissed, until you came along, weakening my knees.
With you it was perfect, as it should be... Would you kiss me once more, please?
LifeLife is likeLife2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A box of chocolates
There can be good things
But if you take too many
At a time
You may not have
Life is like
A roller coaster
All the ups and downs
But all depends
On how you take it
Or wishing to go back
Life is like
A giant puzzle
Just waiting to be solved
But what will you do with it?
Continue on no matter what,
Or just simply give up on it?
Life is simply
What you make of it
You can go forward
Or turn back.
It all depends
Smile like you mean itSmile like you mean itSmile like you mean it2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Pretend it's all a dream
Don't let the world see you break
Don't let them hear you scream
You don't know where your mind is
It's somewhere out of reach
And if they see you crumble
Like a choir they will preach;
Attention whore, pitiful, waste of space
They'll scorn and mock
and kick dirt in your face
and when those voices fill you with fear and dread
Just smile and remember that
It's All In Your Head.
Stronger She stared blankly down at the razor sharp knife in front of her, it was a throwing knife typically used for target practice, a nice one too.Stronger2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"God dammit!" she whispered in a voice that threatened to give out. She couldn't blame her father for giving it to her, it's not like he knew. He didn't know anything.
"You're better than this " she tried to convince herself "you're stronger than it..."
And most of the time she was, but she had the scars to prove just how weak she could be as well.
After much thought, weighing the pros and cons, the cons almost always being that look on her friends faces if they happened to see her arms, her thighs, her hips.
The pros being that for that moment, as she watched her arms turn red, she felt in control. And most importantly she could feel.
Maybe the pain would be just enough to snap her back into reality. En
Missing You...Not being able to see youMissing You...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
is killing me inside-out every day
All I can think about is you
and how many more days of torture...
I miss everything about you
your smile, hugs, loving words...
Darling I miss you more
and more everyday we're apart...
When I wake up I read your letters
When I go to sleep I read them,
I want to call you all the time
because I miss hearing your voice...
When I'm bored my mind goes to you,
When I'm talking, listening, reading,
whatever in the world I'm doing
I always end up thinking of you...
When I think of you my heart
begins to ache and I wish that
you were right next to me forever...
missing you is crazy torture but each day brings me closer to you...
This Is Why I Stay Quiet.The one time I finally stand up for me.This Is Why I Stay Quiet.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The one time.
I just wanted to be happy for myself.
I just wanted to.
I don't know how to help anymore.
I don't know.
I'm sorry I wasn't perfect, and didn't speak what you wanted to hear.
My tears now fill my eyes.
You know, I never really loved, nor will be loved.
Guilt and jealousy are my weakest points, both of which I have on you.
It eats me up.
You have everything, while I and many more have much less.
Everything a person needs.
I cannot understand. Sorry I'm not perfect.
Ignore everything I said, I'll be back to who you expect me to be.
The one time I just wanted to tell you whats on my mind. I don't know what I was thinking. I'm sorry your tears, and my tears fall on the same page. You know, it eats me up, its valuable to have everything a person needs. I'm sorry, I cannot... ignore, and this is why I stay quiet.