Wie alles begannEs war ein warmer Sommermorgen und überall huschten Tiere, ob groß oder klein, durch den Wald und gingen ihren Aufgaben nach. Bald würde es Mittag und somit unerträglich warm werden. Bis dahin musste alles erledigt sein.Wie alles begann3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Doch es gab ein Geschöpft, dem das überhaupt nicht interessierte. Auf einer kleinen Lichtung im Gras lag eines der wohl mächtigsten Wesen in der Umgebung: eine Greifin namens Azyla.
Neben ihr lag ein frisch erlegtes Tier, von dem sie noch ein, zwei Happen mit ihrem messerscharfen Schnabel abriss und anschließend hinunter schluckte.
Daraufhin bettete Azyla ihren Kopf auf den mächtigen Pranken und stieß einen schweren Seufzer aus. Es war schon ein anstrengender Tag gewesen, obwohl er erst vor ein paar Stunden begonnen hatte.
Als sie heute Morgen aus ihrer Höhle getreten war, sind ihr einige andere Greife aus ihrer Gruppe entgegen gerannt und hatten sie beschuldigt, etwas von ihrem Beutelager gestohlen zu haben. Wie e
Blue DreamsBlue Dreams2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He picked her up
at a twisted corner
while takin a stroll
to a place where
time collapsed with unexpected speed
offered her a melted rainbow
woven around a cloud stick
with dew drops resting
on his finger tips
and left her off at
end of the road
with shapes and shadows
made by the sun
drowning in the ocean of blue dreams.........
Falling ApartYou're breaking me downFalling Apart4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With every word you never said
'Cause what you simply are
Is what I spent forever searching for
And while you take your time
I keep falling apart and coming undone
'Cause I need you to see
That I need you next to me
And while you're out there somewhere
Living it up and enjoying your life
I crawl under the covers
I think back to every night I fell asleep with a smile
And not a burning tear rolling down
'Cause I knew that you'll be there in the morning
To all the times I hoped that somehow you'll notice
To every laugh ,every touch ,every color in your eyes
I wish that I could turn around and be back in that moment
That I can shout your name and tell you everything
All the things I'm afraid to feel
How since you're gone
I'm slowly letting go of everything
How everything is painted black and blue
And I don't remember the last time I saw the light
How I avoid the mention of your name
Just because I want you bad
And every lonely moment
Brings back the same
My Suicide My SuicideMy Suicide5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Why couldn't you,
Just help me hold on?
Why did you always treat me,
Like I had done you wrong?
How come you never told me,
How much you loved me?
Did you think I was so great,
That your mind I could read?
I know I'm not that old,
But this don't seem right
The only choice I have left,
Is to take my own life!
My own life...
This is my, suicide
No longer will I cry,
Myself to sleep at night!
This is my, suicide
I am giving in,
I no longer want to fight...
So this is my...
I know you love my sisters,
More than you do me
I can see it in your eyes,
So what else am I supposed to think?
I'm tired of living life,
With shattered pride
I'm tired of longing for acceptance,
That is always denied!
My life is already over,
I've got nothing to gain,
I just want to take a sharp, sharp knife
And cut out all of my pain!
All of my pain...
This is my, suicide
There will be no tomorrow,
There is only tonight!
This is my, suicide
I am giving in,
I no longer want
Who will hold her when she cries?Who will hold her when she cries?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A single tear,
Rolls silently down her cheek,
And lands soundlessly on the pillow,
Her sobs muffled,
By the heavy comforter,
That warms her heaving body.
Her head aches,
Her face burns,
She calms for a short moment,
Before the tears begin anew,
Alone she cries,
Behind a locked door,
Away from the outside world,
She doesn't want them to worry,
She puts on a well played facade,
And nobody is the wiser,
But her heart knows,
And it aches under such a burden,
Will there ever be anyone,
To hold her when she cries?
When she criesShe's just a girl who fakes a smile.When she cries2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When she cries you won't see it.
When she bleeds you won't know it.
When she fades you won't notice it.
She's just a girl who's number you dial.
When she hurts you don't know it.
When she falls you don't see it.
When she dies you won't notice it.
She's just a girl who's held you above the rest.
When she slips away you won't realize it.
When she breaks free you won't feel it.
When she cries at night you won't hear it.
She's just a girl who's never going to be your best.
When she's gone maybe you'll see her.
When she's gone maybe you'll miss her.
When she's gone maybe you'll love her.
aloneDo you know what it feels like to be alone?alone4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When every day you know you're going to be sad,
you know you're going to cry.
To walk through the halls,
but not be seen.
It's like you weren't even born.
When you talk,
no one hears you.
When you cry,
no one cares.
So, you just sit by yourself all day,
and cry, as the world just walks past you.
Do you know what that's like?
To live every day,
feeling as if no one cares.
To be alone,
like you always knew you would.
When will this end?
I can't bear to be alone anymore.
© jimmy just
The TearsStop every clockThe Tears3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The stars are in shock
Your life cannot end without me
It can't be right
Don't give up the fight
It'll be ok you will see
I won't let go
I must let you know
You are the whole world in my eyes
You can't give in
You can't let them win
I won't let you give up your life
Can you hear heaven cry
The tears of an angel
Why did you let me die?Why did you scream at me?Why did you let me die?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I just said one thing.
Then you chase me.
When I get home I cry
for those who are hurt like myself.
Then you kill me the next morning.
YOU let me suffer.
YOU thought it funny to see me bleed and scream.
You let me die in pain and you think it better that I'm dead.
Why did you hurt me so?
I just said one thing.
FakeI smile when I wish I was crying.Fake4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But do you notice or even care?
Can you see the sadness and the pain you have made me feel?
I act like I am alright,
Hide the pain I feel inside.
When you ask "how are you?"
I smile the fake smile,
Laugh the fake laugh,
And tell you I am alright.
Can't you see that I am not?
Can you see the despair in my eyes.
I look like I want to cry all the time.
I wish I was dead.
It's not your fault.
I let you in.
I gave you my heart
And I trusted you to the very end.
I smile when I wish I was crying.
Live though I want to be dead.
Do you care now?
Or will you just walk away and
Act like it's nothing?
fakeI smile and laughfake6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but inside I'm dying
you can't hear my thoughts
you don't see me crying
I've learnt to be quiet
I've learnt to hide
to pretend to be happy
and ignore what's inside
you like to think nothing's wrong
you like to think I'm okay
you like to see me "happy"
even if it's not really that way
happy and bubbly
can't you see it's fake?
you choose not to see past it
and that's your mistake
one day when I'm crying
no longer able to hide
then you'll see the pain
that all along has been inside
Fiver: The SeerFiver: The Seer7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What do you see little seer
What is it that makes your eyes wide
Your mouth dry
Your body shake
The fields soaked in blood
The wires glistening like knives
The hills, which are higher than the trees
The dog that is as fierce as a hungry homba
Can you see the bad danger
That haunts your mind and soul
Or maybe the eerie and odd Silverweed
Who sends chills down your spine
Has the Black Rabbit visited Hazel?
Can't you see his bright eyes?
Can't you hear his heartbeat?
Do you see the hole?
Don't be sad if no one believes you
Don't fret if they call you mad
Lord Frith has given you a gift
Use it well Hrairoo
I Need You.What if I need you to stop me?I Need You.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
What if I need you to stop me making myself sick for the fifth time today?
What if I need you to stop me running that razor across my wrist tonight?
But I've got to not need you anymore...
Where are you?
Where are you when I swallow all those pills?
Where are you when I run out of a classroom bursting into tears?
But you're not here for me anymore...
Who can I talk to?
Who can I talk to when I don't want to eat for four days?
Who can I talk to when I can't take things anymore?
But you don't really care anymore....
Who can give me that support?
Who's going to tell me it's okay to be scared?
Who's going to give me that hug when I'm shaking?
But not you, because my problems aren't your responsibility anymore...
But now I am alone.
And I can't feel this way.... Not anymore.
Alone and Forgotten Read artist's comment too.Alone and Forgotten3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Alone in my bed and tears falling
I'm tired of screaming and calling
I really need someone by my side
Why does no one show up in the night?
My friends always say that they'll be there
But I wonder if they really care
Why when I'm like this no one seems to be around?
Why when I fall, no one picks me up from the ground?
I know that some of them may really care
But sometimes their words disappear in thin air
If I don't show my face in a few days
For the first day, they ask if I'm ok?
But later they just forget that I'm not around
In my heart, I feel I'm being pushed down
I wish I could know what lingers in their minds
Find out who really cares and doesn't tell those lies
Let Me DieLet me dieLet Me Die13 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me die,
It hurts to live,
Let me die,
My soul to give.
I want to die,
Give me rest,
I don't want to try,
Just a bullet in the chest.
Every acrid breath makes sweet death,
Like the gentle touch of a lovers caress.
Let me die,
I beg you please,
Pain and disease
Are only a tease.
Give me a place,
Where I can be free,
Where demons wont chase,
And torture me
WorthlessWorthlessWorthless8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm a waste of time,
please dont waste your time,
cut me out of your life,
forgive me for thinking,
I was good enough for you,
forgive the times I cried to you,
forgive the time I stole form you,
sorry I spiled milk on the floor,
sorry I borrowed your money to go places,
and do things,
sorry for the blood stain on the floor,
and the money you need to bury me,
but thats the last thing I'll ever be sorry for,
give my things to my friends,
you'll never go in my room again,
block it off,
close it up,
you'll remember all the time I stole,
remember when I tour the famliy apart,
remember when I cut that little heart,
into my arm,
and the time I spiled that juice,
for a while I will haunt your mind,
cause I was just a waste of time,
but soon I'll be gone.
WorthlessWorthless, what is in a name?Worthless2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
All my life i've been told i'm nothing,
my mother, my beloved mother, why do you look at me like i'm a criminal?
Father, father dearest, do you not look at me like a normal person?
If I am hurt, do i not cry?
Do I not bleed?
Everyday i look up to the sky wondering why i'm still here...
I feel used.
I feel hurt.
My lungs, they fill with pain, no one can imagine.
Not just my heart, but my body feels like its shutting down every time i wake up for the next day!
I am ill often.
I can not help that.
You know, i have not always been this way.
Looking up at the sky hoping that this nightmare would end.
Hoping to wake up to the girl of my life.
Waking up to a better ending.
I look at my reflection in the mirror.
My eyes, they look tortured.
They carry the light to my soul,
but its growing dimmer and dimmer...
When will it come?
that i will take my last breath of this world and enter the next?
Will i enter the life of the good?
or will I end up in the life of hell
Just To Make You HappyWould it make you happy if I died?Just To Make You Happy3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Would it make you happy if I kissed the world goodbye?
You seem to hate my simple triumphs.
You scream to me about insignificant truths.
I can see I'm not good enough for you.
I can see you need more than me.
But I have to try.
Would you be happy if I died?
Would you be happy if I kissed the world goodbye?
Maybe I'm not worth life,
But when you make me feel like I deserve death
just to make you happy,
I half worry I will help you in that very way.
I want to be....I want to be one of those girlsI want to be....1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The ones with the three inch gap between their thighs and the stick thin legs.
One of those teenagers
Who you see in the street with their arms all sliced up.
One of those children
Who don't have to count everything.
One of those kids
Who have a boyfriend and are never alone.
One of those students
Who has loads of friends.
One of those people
Who can be just 'Fine'.
But I want to be Normal.
I want to be able to eat.
I want to be able to not cut.
I want to be able to just relax.
I want to be able to not be alone.
I want to be able to make friends.
I want to be just fine.
Fake SmilePut on a fake smileFake Smile8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Throughout the whole day
Hide all my pain
That will never go away
Feel the tears coming
But I don't let them out
Keep my depression bottled
Don't even shout
Go home and am reminded again
Of the pain I can not bear
Add yet another mark
See if you care
Another day rises
I run out the door
Put on my fake smile
And endure all the pain once more
The Option."Why do you want that option?"The Option.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Because I want to die, if you must know."
He wants it, so he can take it, tick the box for the final option.
He means it, he does, he doesn't care how much you scream "No!"
He wants the option, for when he is discarded like a broken toy,
That he can end his life, and stop all the hurt, stop living.
He no longer wants to be an emotionless decoy-
I no longer want to be tortured, in the land of the living.
See? He and I, finally agree, that it's what's best for us, for me,
Yes, we agree that I should die, although it is a bitter choice.
A bitter choice? But the prospect of leaving it all? Being free?
And that, is the appeal, it is what makes me agree with the voice.
We finally agree, that once everything is gone, and we're left to rot,
That we shall take the final option, it's what's best for us, for me.
We finally agree, that once everything is gone, and w
DesolationDesolation2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The sound of a battles end
The smell of charred flesh on broken ground
The taste of ash in the blackened air
The soft touch of a dying wish
The sight of bone and blood
It's the moment of serenity
The moment where time stops for but a instant
It's where your life flashes before you
The moment where it all begins to fade
Let Me DieI feel as thoughLet Me Die6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am living in a place
That lies somewhere
Nothing seems real anymore
Except the lies and pain
That follow me
For too long
I have been fighting
those voices in my head
I now just let them
Occupy my mind
Sometimes I talk to them
But I dont think
Even they are listening
I see things
Things and places
That no one else can see
I just wish I could leave
And go away with them
I tell people
That I am not mad
They seem unsure
But who can blame them
I am not even sure anymore
A smiling mask
Covers my face
I want to rip it off
But I am afraid
Of what lies behind it
Why wont you just
Let me disappear
Leave me in the dark
I want to be left behind
How do people commit suicide
So very easily
I have tried it
Tried to escape
But something always gets in the way
Continuing to make me suffer
Through this life
I only ask for one thing
Please will you just
Let Me Die
The Dead are LostThe Dead are Lost2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The dead are lost
Is this all that's left?
This pale cloth?
Was it hanging like it is now?
Floating in the breeze?
A stark flash of color against the white?
Against the dark?
How many have passed by here?
With only the crow's calling their names to the sky?
How many have felt this ribbon of velvet around their hand?
Who were you?