The Broken Promise Chapter 4I hardly remember walking back to the orchards. My vision was blurring due to my never ending tears. There were no children harvesting apples on our way back nor was there fear in my body. The only sounds I heard was the whimpering of Helena and our feet cracking dead leaves and twigs on the dirt path. I was no longer concerned about myself, only Amelia. By the time we got back to the shack, we all crashed to the floor, choking on our sorrow. On my hands and knees I cried for her, for all. Harris and Helena had it worse; they lost the only family they ever had. Richard and I tried to comfort them, but it wasn't good enough, for they cried more, until not a tear was left. There was silence until Harris spoke words I thought I would never hear from anyone. "It's your entire fault Ayla!" He screeched at me. "Why couldn't you just take it? I saw you up there, beginning to tear up. If you were just brave enough, maybe Amelia wouldn't have volunteered for you, and maybe she wouldn't be on he
FrostbiteNumbnessFrostbite1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can’t feel my toes and at first I think
It’s just my toes.
I can cover them up.
I can warm them.
It spreads, like fire,
I glance away for a second, it seems, and my feet are cold
That’s funny, I didn’t feel that
Maybe I’ll cover them up too
I’ll warm them up.
I’ll take a nap
Maybe a short rest will make it all better, warm them
What’s that? How long has it been?
My legs… are you still mine..
Why has my breath left me, short?
Has everything but deserted me?
What about you, are you still here?
Are you still with me?
And before I can say goodbye, I think my thoughts are leaving me too –
Take Death's HandI do not fear Death.Take Death's Hand1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My life has been long enough.
It's time I take my last breath.
I shall not rebuff.
Death stands by my side,
his hand extended for me to take.
His face is veiled like that of a bride.
This life I now forsake
as Death takes me away.
I do not regret
for I am free of the fray.
Please do not fret
for I am okay.
Smile for me, for youHello againSmile for me, for you1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
No, not who you were expecting,
But look, I'm smiling, for me
I'm no one pretty, I'm sorry
my smile turns others down
and what sad face I have- they say
Until now it never bothered me- not too much!
But hello again,
I haven't seen you in what seems like an eternity
Do you remember?
We used to sit over there- that's right!
That patch of grass and wildflower, the
swing set we'd sit on at night as children,
looking up to the stars- we'd talk about
how one day when we'd fall asleep forever, we'd be among those too.
I would be a star smaller than yours but we'd be stars together, and
you and I would have our special place, in the sky.
But hello again, hello.
I see you're happy, with her. Not me.
And hello again, why don't you look at me
like you used to?
Like you.. used to.
We'd talk about a family and children- when we were children!
But of course we knew nothing of what or how it actually-
Oh I apologize, I see now why you le
LifePassion.Life2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When you do something because your gut tells you to
When you do something for the love of doing it
When you do something with no monetary goals.
is When it doesn’t matter how many times you talk to someone,
Every time you do it again, it’s a new, exciting, experience
When you do your job without ever having to work
When you can look in the mirror and feel pride without vanity
When a smile is on your face and you don’t know how it got there.
The state of being when you
do what you Love, and Love what you Do;
have Love and Passion
Happy One Week My Beautiful SapphireA flowerHappy One Week My Beautiful Sapphire2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Oh just hold me baby
Do you love me?
Oh blue, Sapphire blue~
Oh how it felt when I met you.
Oh blue, Sapphire blue~
You let me in, see how our love grew
Let us go
Into the meadows
Open your eyes
Make it glow
Let us go
Into the shadows
Close your eyes
One thing to show
ImagesI had a dream that I was dead.Images1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Most of the faces I did not recognize.
There was a room; and a voice.
I felt like I shouldn't have been there.
There were so many people, and I was scared.
There was a familiar face in the endless crowd;
Someone from long ago.
They were smiling.
And then the room was gone.
I was stood in a park, in the rain.
It was so sad, but beautiful too.
The ground was covered in dead leaves,
and I could hear trees rustling in bitter wind.
There was thunder, but I wasn't scared.
I wanted to stay there forever, in the rain.
I had a dream that I was alive.
6/15/13: Euphoria!!Your teeth are razor sharp6/15/13: Euphoria!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Gnaw through my flesh
Earn your stripes
And take my last breath
You take my fucking
And you plan to
Leave things that way
I'm torn physically
My mind in an alternate universe
My body, twisted colors
A burst at every physical movement!!
God I'm dreaming
I don't want it to stop
Take another hit
Love and Lust: Chapter 1The way he tossed his golden-blonde hair to the side and theLove and Lust: Chapter 12 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
gleam in his perfect, gray eyes. He knew what I desired for when he looked at
me. I knew he knew.
The way his tan, lean, strong body glowed under the sun.
The half smile he had plastered on his mouth.
The slight mischief playing in the light of his face.
With but the slightest of a wink, he had me and I felt my
legs grow weak.
I was nudged back into reality by Josh, my best friend of 7
years now ever since I first spilled that chocolate milk all over his white tee
back in 8th grade. We still joke about how his shirt still smells
As I was snapping out of my dreamy state, I see a slight
eyebrow raise and that oh so perfected, closed in face.
“What?,” I flash a quick smile at him, “Taylor’s hot.” Another
I shoved his chest with both hands and threw back my head,
laughing, “You know you want a bromance with him!”
At that, he laughs too and we walk to the table we a
LoveCan We All Just Start OverLove2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And Love Eachother For Who We Are
The World Has Enough Hate
So Lets Erase Our Mistakes
Merry Christmas, my Angel (Pewdiecry oneshot)This is a short boyxboy fic, if you don't like these types of things I suggest you don't read ^^Merry Christmas, my Angel (Pewdiecry oneshot)2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The cold winter air bit at Cry's nose as he stood in the large open field. Snow gently fell to the ground, covering it with a small layer of white. He had been standing in the field for a while now. He nuzzled his face into his scarf and rubbed his hands together for warmth, he wasn't used to such cold temperatures, but it was nice to just stand here and think. He would usually do this whenever the temperature dropped and there was just a tiny bit of snow, then he would bundle up and go to this field which was farthest away from all the urban noises, there he would stand under the moon and watch as the snowflakes made their way to the earth. It was quite calming actually, just being anyway from everything. Cry started to walk back home once he had thought he had spent enough time,though there were times when he didn't wan
Because you've made me Love youYou make me laugh,Because you've made me Love you1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
you make me cry,
you make me pretty in my mind
and to everything else, blind.
But out of all the things you do, you've
made me love you.
Like your shadow when you walk
past, I follow the steps you take, I
walk in your shoes, I
understand you. Sometimes it's
not as comfortable as I
would like but I do it because you've
made me love you.
I know that my jokes aren't funny
and that I may be sensitive and emotional
and I'm not really anybody beautiful
and as positive as you make me be for you I
still see the truth in the world.
Even if it's not happy but you've
made me love you.
And I'd do anything for you.
But you don't know I love you the way I do and in fact you
must not know. Because I fear you wouldn't love me
Not the way I love you.
I'll never tell you until you tell me first but,
but what if you're just feeling the same about me but
what if you're thinking these same thoughts then
who goes first?
you wouldn't love me. Not in a
The RoseTear the rose apartThe Rose2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let the blossom die
Tear it like you tear a heart
Fill it with your empty lies
Scream in deaths name
Cause that's what it does
Set it on fire
And as it burns laugh
The rose is your light
The rose is your dream
Still you destroy it
The virginity of pendants
The rose has its thorns
But it doesn't want to hurt you
The rose is insecure
And still it smells so sweet
The rose is a symbol
That makes us think
The rose is a hope
And it decays, In a dying world
6/16/13: MedicamentsSlipped into my drink6/16/13: Medicaments1 year ago in Personal More Like This
We both saw it
But you were the only one who cared.
You grabbed my wrist
Said "That's more than enough."
Thank you for telling me not to down the whole bottle.
"Perspectively" you moved your hand
While I was stuck up on the word
That I had never heard until you'd used it
Phan: Home for ChristmasTitle: Home for ChristmasPhan: Home for Christmas2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author: Ellie Galaxies
Genre: christmasy fluff
Rating: Suitable for everyone!
Author's Note: To make up for the sad fic I posted earlier, here you go ^____^ merry christmas<3
Dan sat on the sofa in his and Phil's flat, staring up at the clock instead of focusing on the television that was showing another Christmas film he'd seen twenty times before. They played the same films every year on TV.
He'd put the turkey in the oven and prepared everything else for Christmas dinner - which he'd invited Chris and PJ to. This was the first Christmas Dan had spent alone. Phil had been called over to America by the BBC who needed him to interview some celebrity for their radio show, or something. Dan wasn't really paying attention. He was completely heartbroken that he wasn't going to get to spend Christmas with his own boyfriend.
He couldn't stand the emptiness of the flat and the thought of eating dinne
The TreeThis is a story for anyone who is confused and hurt. EnjoyThe Tree2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The girl ran crying, another fight with her parents. She desperately wanted them to understand. Why couldn't they, she fled deeper into the woods. Her body shaking and tired, her mind a swirl with thoughts. Soon she came to a clearing, a large golden oak stood before her. She sat down, curling up and sobbing. "I'm no girl, why can't they see?" she spoke tears pouring down her face. She or He was very sad, no one understood. "Why do you cry young one?" a melodious voice rang out. The youngster looked up, "Who or what?" she spoke. "I am the Tree of Life, and you young one what ails you?" the voice spoke. The young girl dried her tears and answered. "I was born a girl, but I know I am a boy and gay." she spoke with certainty in her voice. " I just want to be the real me." with that she dropped to her knees and sobbed. "Poor little human, you are right and I will fix this problem." with that a golden mist fell u
6/11/13: AccidentalsSometimes my fingers slip6/11/13: Accidentals1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Hit the wrong keys
But regardless of fault
Music still flows through me
And I'm so goddamn alive
I can't comprehend the life I feel
At this moment in time
I can't tell you how true it is
My life is a hit and miss.
So, what would your parents say if they knew
You were banging a pianist?
LifeWhy is everything gone to meLife2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why am I dead to everyone else
Why is my heart gone when Im holding it in my hands
For anyone to see anyone to hold
Why did those people let it go
My life is gone already
Ive broken it
Ive done it myself
My life long meaning seems to be sadness
Im here on the earth to be sad for everyone to see
To be the touch and go of people in need
They come and get what they need
They don't see how much I care
Every tear I may shed for them
I am weird
I am abnormal
I don't think like anyone else
And that's why I am rejected?
Originality has ruined me
Being who I am has ruined who I am
I am not allowed to love and be loved
Like some god granted rule that surrounds me to this day
As if when I was young I was happy, no
It started out sad for me
And I realize now that everything I always saw as good hope
Everything I saw as a sign for my life to turn around
Immediately hurt me
I don't understand the emotion of anger
Even though I
7/3/13: it was 3:38 in the morningI'm so tired, now,7/3/13: it was 3:38 in the morning1 year ago in Personal More Like This
& so fearful of the world
wish you would hold me in your arms
and say that I'm your little girl
my eyes are heavy
poisoned with chai tea
I lie awake tonight
because I fear that you hate me
while the phenomenon of sleep
is such a mystical being
it refuses to find me
so I'm left never dreaming
I'm not worth searching for
not by night wishes or a late night drum
I've given up on that- now
I'm shallow as the tea has become
Forget me notLife has become a dead weight;Forget me not1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
What is Love? When all is Hate.
What once was a peaceful dream so
Lucid, so daring, so bold!
Now but remnants of a past-to-be-forgotten, I’m told.
As a child, I knew not of you,
What was false, or on the other hand, true
As eyes turn on me, cold,
You alone take me in your arms and hold
On to what is left of a little girl who never made it out
Of that dream to be forgotten.
I thought things were forever
Dare I say anything could die, for that was never.
But life is a funny thing, you know?
You believe so strongly in Now that when you look back..
Now was only Then and then you thought things were perfect
But as it passed, your view collapses. It shatters. Like a cracked window,
The view you saw, now distorted. Contorted. Deformed. Horrific.
I still believe in you. Even though all that has come to past has been nothing but true
And true it is, true with all the evil life could do
Though I look at you now, through seemingly flawless