I'm sorry, I couldn't take it no moreShe's just lying there,
Wishing she was dead,
The cold whispers,
In her head,
You know no one loves you,
That no one cares,
That you'd be better off,
Not even there,
Take out the knife,
Aim at your wrist,
A deep line,
You get the gist,
As the blood flows in a red stream,
This isn't a nightmare it's just a dream,
Write your letter,
While you can,
"Lots of love From Anne",
Crumpled body lay on the floor,
I'm sorry I couldn't take it no more.
Stereotype MeYou try to make me fit into your stupid thoughtsStereotype Me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
as one thing
I am only a thing to you
something you can fit into a category
I am a cheerleader
that must mean I'm stupid or popular
Just because I wear black clothes
and eyeliner I am goth
And every day I read books
Which makes me automatically a nerd
I don't have tons of friends to hang out with
so now I am a loner
To you I am an object
that you can place
where you see fit
I am much more than that
in every way
I am a cheerleader
and so much more than that
I am me
so just try
to stereotype me
Something wrong..Is there something wrong with me?Something wrong..7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A reason why I'm always getting hurt?
As there really something wrong with me?
A reason why my knees keep hitting dirt
I need to know why love keeps leaving my grasp
A reason why i cant over come my past
I'm sick of feeling heart broken, all alone in this world
I so badly want to find love, not just keep spinning in a twirl
My heart has been cracked about six times through the years
Now my heart is shattered and I keep seeing tears
I wish you know how I felt for you so you can rid this pain
I know what you've been through and I have been through the same
Hopefully soon you will notice and tell me
Alice...Good morning,Alice...7 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The sun is black today.
From your story
Are being burned away.
A dress made
With ribbons dyed red.
Come here now,
The cherry blossoms are dead.
Are your dreams confusing?
Is the harsh reality
Built from pain
Just too abusing?
Go to sleep,
And don't wake again.
Sad sweet Alice.
Is your end.
KarmaIts now or never.Karma7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
There's no going back.
I have to do this now.
But do I even have the guts?
No, I should think not.
It may be too late anyhow.
But even so...
Is there any hope?
Will I be forgiven or will I be sent away?
I will always be an outcast.
I can't help who I am.
I can't help what I look like.
So what can I help?
It's gotten to the point where I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
It's like nobody understands what I'm going through.
(This is what I think every day.)
Its as if I'm trapped in a timewarp.
A timewarp where everything passes by forever.
There is no end.
Only a middle.
poisonous tearspoisonous tears7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
cut as they fall
sitting at the grave
in the darkest night
we're so similar,
but now you smile
left alone this year
when you both fled
left alone again
without any worth
tears of blood
full of fears
resembling the same
child that cried
in the black corner
i saw myself sore
i began to die
the last tear
slid down slowly
peeling my core
shredding my bones
that last tear
finally left my soul
You Want Me To Go AwayMy heart is racingYou Want Me To Go Away7 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Too many things I'm facing
And you can't listen
Because your not there
You won't try
To even understand
How am I supposed be your friend?
When you can't let me in
And you turn it all around
When you leave me out
I'm not the lies scattered in the sky
I'm not lying, it hurts to cry
About the things you let me go through
The pain you cause at times and not knowing why
The ache inside my chest grows and shrinks
Is it because I love you
Or just cos I hurt
I need you
I don't know if you want me too
With the way you turn away
When I see your face
Smiling my way
I grin back and have a good laugh
But, the laug
Opposite Her SmileShe's lost.Opposite Her Smile7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
An ocean of fantasy raging with waves of twisted dreams before her eyes.
As the charcoal moon darkens the day,
The girl continues to walk through the glass shards.
Where is the line between this torment and the light?
To her left, nothing is right, and to her right, nothing is left.
What lays on the horizon that she chases after?
With a heart that's fragmented,
Her tears force it to beat with the rhythm of a clock.
Perhaps the melancholy of it all will subdue her?
Falling off a shoulder is a tattered ball gown,
Decorated in withered rose petals.
Echoes from her past make he
LifeLife.Life7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Fleeting with Time, a constant companion.
growing slower. Pulse that becomes weaker.
Takes your hand-with sweet gentility-
away from everyone-
Death is taboo-
I Have left
TogetherTogetherTogether7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
So many memories of us swirl in the depths of my mind
I cannot pick just one that is my favorite
But I do believe the best thing about you and me is the start of our forever
Paths crossed and I almost passed you by
But something held me back and made me think before I acted
A little nagging feeling in the back in my mind made me pause and look around
My heart whispered and for once I listened
For once I took a chance
A running leap that I would normally never take
I risked it all and then I fall head first into the chasm
Of love that was unavoidable
It was dark and unfamiliar at first and I wasn't so sure I wanted to cont
It's RightIt just feels right....It's Right8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
When my head's right in the crook of your neck
and your arms are low behind my waist,
squeezing me gently.
When we're laying close right before sleeping
and your fingers grasp my hipbone,
giving off that slight heat.
When we have to separate for those long months
and how our tears fall afterwards,
hiding our similar weaknesses.
When you hold me close and whisper I'm yours
and how I know you belong to me,
feeling how real this is.
When we've continued to love so powerfully
and it hasn't faded through time,
just knowing it's true.
.... Everything's just right.
No WordsThere are no words to elaborateNo Words9 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
To explain this pain, to explain this hate
Against myself and I alone
Have lost the fight. I'm on my own.
To live and to love is to know the pain,
The pain that arrives as steady as rain.
Now insanity rings, straight through my mind.
I've lost myself, so far behind.
My CreedWhen I'm alone, I feel cold and lifeless. Though with you all by my side, I feel warm and alive.My Creed1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
As long as I have you, I'll keep you safe. You were there even when everyone else treated me like crap.
You all are my friends, with you all believing in me, I'll never quit, because you all matter to me and that's everything.
I'll always catch you guys when you fall, pick you up off of the ground and dust you off.
I'll never give up on you guys because I'll protect you like you do me, This is my creed!
HelloYou don't know who I amHello7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'd like to
In the middle of the street,
Watching cars go by
Hearing them honk their
Noisy horns at us,
So that I'll have at least
And been loved
Once before I
AloneSilence... The breath from which her emotions flow...Alone7 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Adorned with depression that appears to her so fluently...
A voice... Slow and soothing, whispers hateful abuse...
Smooth strokes... Ornament her limbs with gore from all of these things...
Silence... She feels so alone, a misfit child in a world of her own...
A voice... Her piers who mock unknown of her pain they cause aloft of every other word they say...
A love... Of which she doesn't understand...
She believes he feels nothing when he holds her hand...
No one hears her cry... But if you listen so closely you may come u
For What It's Worth...Her name is nothing incredible,For What It's Worth...7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's only ever been a long letter
So she strives to be the best, sometimes better.
Her pain is something kept silent,
And even though no one cares to make it loud
She hides it
Only bending to the pressure of the crowd.
She lives in a world of solitude,
Only evaded by the necessary company
Which is always
Then it's something that's expressed as phony.
She's trapped in some kind of space,
where nothing's really worth her time
And everyday it's
Her presence is what they consider a crime.
No one seems to notice her strife,
Hopping TrainsMy life is composed of multiple mistakesHopping Trains7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Ones I wish I could erase
But everything I've done is set in stone
Sadly, forgiveness would not be the case
My life is engraved in my soul
Forever present in my breath
But there's no time to apologize
I'll repent with my forsaken death
My life has flashed before my eyes
As I sinned in front of the desperate
I tried to take back my wrong doings
But my actions were pegged as inconsiderate
My life has been put on the line
Although not direct or upfront
It's been challenged by the fates
And the effects only caused affront
My life has been reduced to little to nothing
Weighed between the hands of the important
And I've waited for a savior to measure my worth
But I seem to leave everyone hesitant
My life has been regularly forgotten
By the ones I've come to love
And all I want is someone to remember me
A persons hand to fit mine like a glove
My life has been naught but an insolent
Heart BeatsMy heart beatsHeart Beats10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
In tune with my thoughts
And my heart beats
Even when I don't breathe
And my heart beats
When I drown
When I cry
When I bleed
When I die
The only time my heart won't beat
Is when you're by
Tonight...Tonight I read the book of the deadTonight...7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Awaiting death I lay
So silent and still in my bed
I wish my life away
Many scars i have in such short years
Many tears I have cried on long nights
Never thought the words would come from my peirs
Now i shall be gone
For death is here.
Save me from myself.These thoughts.Save me from myself.7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
They will not leave.
Just let me be,
don't bother me!
I think it's right
but then again,
I can't decide
please be my friend.
I can't trust this
I can't trust that.
What can I trust after that!
It's not real, it's not right,
I think I'm going to lose this fight.
If I can't trust this
and I can't trust that,
what makes me think
I'm not on the brink?
Could I change?
But I've lost hope.
I've lost you.
She left me.
And so did you.
It left my dictionary too long ago.
Just ask me.
Ask me please.
Ask me to trust.
Please help me, you really must!
I promise I will, I really will!
These thoughts are killing me.
Always DefeatedI just run; faster than the wind. I can't stay. I won't.Always Defeated7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
All of this hurts
To remain standing, when all I am, is torn down.
Can you hear my screams?
Or just the silence
As I take a step into the unknown, will you hold my hand? Will you ever believe in me?
I keep trying but, all those words spoken, make me want to cry; to give up and to let go of all I know.
And you know the pain never stops. It's like a never ending empty void, which is sucking me in and I wonder when this will be done.
Will I be the one who won?
Or will I be the loser everyone knows me to be?
ReleasedI was chained tightly upReleased7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
In my own bitter thoughts
Of endless pain and misery
Dreams filled with death
You released me
In your arms I fall
And forget myself again
Bitter thoughts disappear
When you gently hold me
My heart will be
Yours to carry for
As it'll wither away
By the day you are gone
I never felt this real
You made me whole forevermore
The Beautifully BrokenThe scar on your collarbone,The Beautifully Broken2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The dimple on your left cheek.
The brightness in your eyes,
And your sweet soft melancholy smile.
Your messy, black hair,
My arms wrapped around your neck.
My feet on your toes,
Your arms around my waist.
Your laughter a gentle melody,
As we glide across the floor.
I love tracing the stardust on the thin line near the corner of your mouth.
You never slept peacefully;
You would toss and turn every night,
And mumble in your sleep.
Worry wrinkles straining your forehead.
She broke you but you would never admit it.
Not because of denial, but because you didn't want to hurt me.
"I'm fine, my love'. You would say and
HateYou hated me so much that now I hate me too.Hate7 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
You succeeded are you fucking happy? There's nothing left of me to love or save yet your son is still trying, still standing there. We can't see each other but he's the only thing keeping me alive and you don't care.
I want to go to somebody anybody and tell them how much I hurt and cry and cut and how it gets me nowhere. I want this to be better. I want you to stop hating me, judging me and lying.
"I'm not trying to sabotage your relationship"
You won't let him see me other than school, let him out of the house except for work and school and you may as well take his phone away too.