Great, huh?So, because of the wonderful adventures I've had this week, (Sarcasm. Fuck this week.) I have been checked into therapy. Forced. And they diagnosed me with a couple other things BESIDES THE MANY MENTAL DISORDERS I HAVE ALREADY. So, the ones I was diagnosed with today were- Anxiety. That one wasn't too much of a shocker. I constantly show signs of anxiety in public, I just never realized I did.
Bi-Polar disorder. I guess I should have seen that one coming. I do have mood swings. My hyper-ness gets me in trouble, yet I'm very depressed. It actually makes sense.
Something called BDD, or Body Dysmorphic Disorder. I knew it. I knew I had something like this. It's one thing to hate yourself, like so many people do, but I knew I hated myself so much more than most people. BDD is very, very rare. Only 1% of people in the entire world have it. One of the reasons I'm so depressed. BDD is when someone hates themselves to the point where they'd rather kill themselves then let anyone in
DepressionI've missed your numb embraceDepression9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I love to hate you
You ruin everything
Yet you keep me safe
Physical pain is a joy
compared to you.
A punch for a kiss,
A bruise for a memory.
Somehow I am proud of you.
So selfish in my self-pity.
You've fought against the drugs
And you have claimed me