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Cover It With InkI will not break another person in my lifeCover It With Ink8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Those who I have broken I will fix
I'm done with this thought that I'm nothing
Cause I'm something that no one will never be
I'm done crying myself to sleep
I will laugh at the thought
I will never pick that blade up again
Cause if I will cut something it will be paper
I will cut paper
With my pen
I will write my emotions
And I will not hide
I'm not evil
I will cut my paper
I will use my deadly weapon
I feel bad for the item I'm covering in ink
I know how it feels to be covered
I know how it feels to be cornered
I will not take any pills
This is my medication
I will learn
Somethi
SnowSnowSnow8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
In a being as white as snow,
Purity and softness in one single glance.
Devoured by a burning desire,
This single feeling you seek to know.
At last,
Under your finger tips,
The feeling of velvet flesh,
Imprinting in your memory.
This short story you'll feed on,
Over and over again,
Until, at last,
Pushed in a corridor of flaming extrasy
Entangled minds, one common vision
That will always remain,
Untouched and perfect.
And you will open your eyes,
and abandon yourself
For I offer you what you have been longing for.
Only you will understand my vows,
For we share one mind,
One similiar path,
Tainted by moments of da
Chorus Of Confliction"Chorus Of Confliction"Chorus Of Confliction8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
He threw her in a metal chair
Handcuffed wrists; pulled back hair
Stripping her almost completely bare
She wasn't going anywhere
What perfect timing as of now
For their parents had been out of town
What a way for siblings to behave
He had prepared for her an unmarked grave
This time she was going to hear him out
Annoyed by her pleas and pouts
He placed the tape onto her mouth
Her pleas now just muffled shouts
He had told her she had better stop
He warned her like a constant clock
She liked to rain on his parade
Turning nights into darkened shades
He knew he had to do this to her
Still he couldn't b
Keep On ShiningThis truth it has stabbed my heartKeep On Shining8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like a thousand needles slowly making their way
This love has made me fall apart
I'm broken glass, I'm the broken glass of man
The stabs gets harder every day
The needles they come closer to my heart
As I grow it tears me to pieces
I'm tattered cloth, thrown in the litter
As I try to recover and stand straight
I realize how crocked my back has been all this time
I can't walk straight
Cause my guilt and my shame, brings me down
But even thought through all this
I have still small light that shines to me every day
Cause even in my darkest days
It can still make me smile, it always wants me to
Only HumanWho let these monsters in the world?Only Human8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Allowed them to roam free?
Who let them set fire to nature,
Watch burning trees?
They came,
They made mistakes,
And yet they have not left,
Now what on earth are we to do?
I say they,
Yet i suppose in a way,
I am one of them too..
So very sad to say...
They trip,
They fall,
Their clumsy,
They make so many mistakes.
But in the end,
It's only fair to say,
That we can not expect any more,
Because they are,
Only Human.
My Sweet ShadowMy sweet shadowMy Sweet Shadow8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
You're always with me
My sweet darkness
I guess that you care
My sweet emptiness
You're the one I can turn to
My sweet shadow
You will always be there
My sweet dream
You make me sick
My sweet illusion
Lies is what I'm feed
My sweet hope
You build me up
My sweet dream
Still you do it to break me down
My sweet knife
Make me whole
My sweet blade
I want to rape my skin
My sweet dagger
I want to feel alive
My sweet knife
Please make me die
Lie To MeFingertips lace around my ribsLie To Me8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
And pull at my skin
As my breath catches
At the coolness of your touch.
Calm these trembling hands
And hold them tight in yours.
I'll move my lips on yours
Just so you don't have to.
Hearts beat faster and
My breath shudders with insecurity.
Press my body close to yours
So I don't shatter into fragments.
Lie to me one more time.
Tangle your legs in mine,
Brush your lips along my neck.
Make me feel alive.
Suicide NoteAll I ask is, when I die, please do remember meSuicide Note8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Not for things I've done and not for things I've heard or seen
Not for what I seemed to be, not even for the truth
Not for what I have accomplished in my shortened youth
Please, just let my feelings hit the cold, damp, moldy floor
I know my emotions didn't matter much before
All I ask is, when I die, don't worry over pain…
All I ask is, when I die, just treat me much the same…
I Am WishingI am wishing I wasn't alone,I Am Wishing7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
That my brain would shut off,
That people would listen
When I whisper the undeniable truth.
But if no one listens
Then who the hell cares?
I am wishing that you were here
To smother my nightmares
And make me feel like I am safe.
If they can't see what I see
When I close my eyes
Then is it really there?
I am wishing that you still loved me,
That you would feel more for me
Than you do for her,
But I will never be good enough.
If you hold me and say everything is fine
Will it be a lie?
And I just wish you would say something
Because the silence screams
More truth than I can take.
And I just
In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so darkIn The Dark, There Is Always Light10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely
There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared
As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight
We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows
As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand
There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark
You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone
Humiliation"Humiliation"Humiliation8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I exist to teach a lesson
Then that lesson is to overcome
Any hardship or desire
Always fight; never run
Never give in to others
Or let them think that they won
We are all capable of strength
We will never be outdone
If I exist to show you how
Listen to what I have to say
Always do the best you can
And one day you'll find your way
Some exist to show us reasons
Why things are the way they are
And though their time may be short
They'll help us uncover scars
Everyone has a purpose
Even if you don't know it yet
Your existence affects others
There are those I won't forget
No matter how real the pain
Or how s
Ghost StoryWhat is thisGhost Story9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
on the next horizon
holding strong against the wind,
it is a figment,
it is an oil stain,
it is something
less than a blur
and more than a photograph.
How Dare You?How Dare you suck out the strength in my limbs?How Dare You?8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
How Dare you distract me in lectures with a look,
A flicker of interest?
How Dare you smile knowingly at me, as broadly
As the ocean?
How Dare you know I'd do anything for you?
How Dare you wring my heart in my chest ruthlessly,
And make my cheeks burn?
How Dare you call my name, your tongue tethering to it
As if it were your own?
How Dare you?
How Dare you entice my ears with your jokes, your laugh? "You get to hear my
Droning voce," you say as you glance my way.
How Dare you twist my emotions into a salad of anxiety
And anticipation?
How Dare you holster down that which is sava
I took a pill or two or fifteenI took a pill or two or fifteen, I don't rememberI took a pill or two or fifteen8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I woke up and yet they still taunt
Pain runs through my body, I didn't know it would happen like this
my soul hangs from their judgement
It made me throw up a few times, blood more than once
but they told me to try again but harder
My vision went blurry, or was that just my distorted imagination?
they called me fat and vile
I couldn't breathe properly, why wont it kill me now?
and they laughed some more
My head hit the floor, I thought this was it
their game had taken me
Tonight I took an overdose
I took a pill or two or fifteen, I don't remember
I woke up and yet they still taun
To my sisterLike a sister I do love youTo my sister8 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The sister who never was mine
Older sister I look up to
My younger sister fair and fine
And you're more than a friend to me
My twin sister with diff'rent blood
We're seperated by the sea
But to you my heart does still spud
Sometimes I curse all of the miles
You and me thousands do divide
I want to witness all your smiles
Those which are born from deep inside
I cannot hold you when you cry
And I really wish that I could
Still a dreamer's mind does fly
And it'll be with you for good
And it brought this few lines to you
Written from deep within the heart
And each single word here is true
A wish from
I BelieveA thousand times I walked along this lineI Believe7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dreaming of the other side
So far away, yet next to me
A strange new land
Full of possibility
A million times I wondered why
I had now wings to spread and fly
Until I found them inside my mind
Finding freedom hiding in my soul
Accepting the necessity of lost control
I wonder now, could it change
If I changed in time?
If I gave up fear and just crossed the line
To explore the unknown land
Instead of wondering what might be...
Do you think I'd open up and see?
I'm tired of hiding my curiosity
It feels wrong to deny this side of me
I want to know who I might be
If I open my eyes to see
I believe, oh
HateMirror, Mirror, on the wallHate9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
What causes hate throughout all?
So much destruction
Spread because of a little thought
A thought of hate and disgust
Why do you taunt your victim?
Why do you make them that way?
Is it because people tell you too?
Is it because it's natural?
Is it because your feelings are true?
How do you know this?
How do you know what is true?
How do you know what it is you feel?
Did they hurt you?
Did they kill your loved ones?
Did they get on your nerves?
Think before you harm
Think before you taunt
Think before you hate
Don't drive yourself insane
Don't drive others to cry
Don't drive the world to hate
M
Name MeDon't call me childish,Name Me8 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
When you treat me like a child.
Don't call me crazy,
When you drive me wild.
Don't ask me for help,
When you've left me to drown.
Don't ask me to smile,
When you've made me frown.
Don't make me fight,
When you can't defend.
Don't make me be honest,
When you can't pretend.
Don't tell me to dream,
When you're my nightmare.
Don't damn me to hell,
When you're my only prayer.
Do save yourself;
It's too late for me.
Do ignore the rules;
For me, set yourself free.
I Want To Love YouI know I'm supposed to love you.I Want To Love You7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know deep down I do.
I hope I do.
I don't like feeling this way about you,
But so often are you nasty to me.
I'm sick of taking your abuse.
I'm sick of feeling like I'm living the same day over and over.
I want to love you,
But you make it difficult.
I want to love you,
But that isn't my feelings in my heart.
I wish that you thought logically,
Like everyone else.
It makes me frustrated.
I just want you,
To realize what's happening to me.
I need you to give me more then just money.
I need the love that hasn't been provided,
For years.
I just feel alone.
I want to love you,
But I can't.
I
Mirror, mirrorMirror, mirrorMirror, mirror7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Who do you see?
Because the person in there
Is not me
Mirror, mirror
Who is she?
That beautiful person
I see in thee
Mirror, mirror
Who do you show?
That strong person
With unique glow
Mirror, mirror
Who is she?
That special person
That stands before me?
I'm A MonsterDrip...I'm A Monster9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Drip...
Drip.
As the last warm,
Sticky drop runs out...
I sit there stunned,
Wondering what I've done.
My victim lie motionless,
Gashes and tears
Running across their body,
Head to toe.
The pool of glorious,
Sticky warmth expands,
The flood flowing outwards,
Like a leak in a kiddy pool.
It suddenly hits me...
I'm a monster.
Smiling wickedly...
I felt no remorse.
No signs of angst
Or sadness for the
Desecrated pile of flesh
That lay before me.
And as the smell
Of freshly butchered meat
Hang in the air...
I stare around.
The darkness within
Already seeking out
A new target.
Ready to strike once more.
For o
Your Guardian AngelShe became a part of Orion's beltYour Guardian Angel8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A diamond in the night sky
It was her time to die
But she was not afraid
Because she knew she would live again
As a celestial wonder
She is not gone from this earth
Her soul can fly
She may visit you if you want
Not as a haunt
But as a winged creature
If you say a special prayer
And turn yourself around and around
Until you become dizzy
Then you will see her
When your vision becomes blurry
She will be the shadow in the room
She is your guardian angel
Watching over you
So that when you become depressed
And reach for a blade
She will stop you
You can hear her flutters if you try
It
Where Angels PlayWhere Angels Play:Where Angels Play8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A lonely spark appears before me tonight
amongst the struggles deep inside of me...
Should I give in, will I breathe in?
How much more can I be forced to take
before my soul breaks?
Shards crashing into me
letting me know I am alive
If only
I am barely breathing...
The moon lights my pathway
deep in dark, where we will fade
I've walked past the archway
Where angels will play...
The warmest touch, upon my skin
Wings that glow with sacred light, from deep within
They have come to take me back, to where I've been
Gone away into the winds, my voice forever lingering
Do I alone escape this and find my peace
wi
HollowI'm hollowed to the marrowHollow8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Torn apart by this constant wind of emptiness,
My eyes seeking for the answer of a better tomorrow,
The malevolence of a disapearing bliss
Gripping the infinity of a starless night
Lost in a sphere of never ending torments
Riving the scale of an excrutating morosity.
Struggle and despair you carry
Euphoria and passion you exult,
While I can share nothing but a gap
Attached to a breeze
Falling into nothingness
Fatigued by the time flowing
Hollowed to the marrow
Sta.sh
