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A nakama full of lies Chapter 1 (LaLu)Lucy's POVA nakama full of lies Chapter 1 (LaLu)3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I have be keeping many secrets from my nakama and they don't deserve it I can't outer this words. Everyone please forgive me, but especially Natsu please don't hate me if you remember. I know I have no right to say that but I BEG YOU NATSU, DON'T HATE ME, I LOVE YOU!!
Soon is the day the anniversary of my mothers' death. At the seven of July , I will visit her grave and once more remind her that I haven't forget my promise.Don't wory mum this time I won't fail and this is a promise from a Fairy…to a Fairy!
Luce has been acting weird lately. Something is wrong with her I can see this but I can't tell what is bothering her. Since when I am not able to read her feelings and thoughts? Am I that useless to her right now I can't help her this time? But my thoughts were interrupted.
'What's wrong Natsu?' Lisanna said with a worried voice. I can tell she is worried about me but just as a friend she will never see me as a lover, will she?
"Something is wrong with L
suicide can come in bottles.dad was an alcoholicsuicide can come in bottles.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
by the time he was twenty-two.
he was thirty-three
when i was born.
i am eight years old.
dad is drunk on the couch.
he wakes up and tells me to buy him food
and i tell him i’m his daughter.
he gets up to yell at me
then, as if realizing, starts laughing.
i am scared.
i am nine years old.
there’s a picture i don’t understand
printed out on the table.
i look at the web address and type it in
and there’s a site full of them.
the men look like they’re hurting the women.
they call them mean names
and tie them up.
in the one my dad printed
there are no faces. just genitals
and i am nine
and i understand.
i don’t tell my mother.
i am nine years old.
every night i get up when dad leaves
to close the browsers open on his computer.
there are seventeen open
and i close them
one at a time.
some of the pictures are scary.
one woman is screaming.
another is one who looks young,
like a high school girl.
Fraternizing ch15Cliffjumper had thrown a supportive wink at Nightstalker when they returned from their forgive-me-back ride, and by that time Nightstalker had a glow about her. It was evident especially when Bumblebee came to meet her eagerly, but he slowed, optics dilating.Fraternizing ch153 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
*Nightstalker* he chirped curiously, optics shuttering at her. *What's up? You look . . . good. I mean* A flush of energon touched his cheeks in embarrassment. He waved his hands while a slightly giddy smile played at Nightstalker's lips. *You looked great before, I'm sure! It's just, now . . . I dunno, I might sound kinda stupid, but you're kinda radiant in a way*
Nightstalker bit her lip, eyes twinkling playfully. "I am," she whispered secretly to him, leaning forward to him. Bumblebee bent down a little, taking in her secret with sealed lips. "Cliffjumperhehe" Nightstalker felt a wash of peace soothe her, and she let out a tranquil sigh. "He forgave me," she whispered to Bumblebee, finding her hands taki
A nakama full of lies Chapter 5 (LaLu)Lucys POVA nakama full of lies Chapter 5 (LaLu)3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Ne-samma now you are back home…could that means that you…" I know what he wants he can't see her like that anymore neither I can since he was gone her mind for not to go crazy it decided to fill the gap of his absence with me "Haru-Chan the only way for her to come to her senses ones again is to see HIM."
I could see the reaction of his face he was clearly shocked
"But he doesn't remember neither!" may what I am going to say now is a bit if a lie but I have to take her with me at Magnolia soon .
"I will just have to bring him to his senses too "I said with a smile clearly fake but Haru trusted me.
*I was taught a spell so that Harus mind-reading won't work on me.*
"REALLY?!" he added with his eyes full of tears ready to overflow "Did I ever lied to you?!" then his tears went where they came from and his smile was back at his face ones again.
"And what about your revenge...? daddy is…." How could he say that now .
IF HE REMEMBERED AND HE WAS HERE WITH US HE WOULDN
Fraternizing ch27Megatron.Fraternizing ch273 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Nightstalker sat curled up on the floor, watching with sickening apprehension as Mrs. Darby and Ratchet poured their hearts and minds out over Raf. Ratchet's exclamation over his tools being all wrong for Raf bled of frustration, and seeing the CMO worked up enough to throw his own instruments of healing across the room was enough to make Nightstalker's spark pain for him.
It was Megatron.
Nightstalker seethed on the inside at the 'Con, and yet she felt conflicted at the thoughtshe owed her life to him. Much less, she knew how tender he could be, so his low blow at Bumblebee and Raf had her shaking.
How could she forgive him for this?
*II'll slag you into scrap for this, Megatron!*
Nightstalker's helm jerked up, and her spark skipped a beat as Bumblebee slammed his frustrations into the wall so hard that it cracked beneath the pressure. Heads jerked up to the despairing scout, and Arcee jumped him, pinning him to the wall before he could do any more dama
Lucy Westenra: what REALLY happened...Lucy Westenra: what REALLY happened...2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Anyone who loves the "novel" Dracula will naturally be in despairing love with the tragic figure of Miss Lucy Westenra, the evil Count's first victim upon his arrival in England; beautiful, innocent yet capable of some rather surprising statements ("Why can't they let a girl marry three men at once, or as many as want her, and save all this trouble?"); recipient of three proposals of marriage in one day, and victim of another admirer who came in the dead of night...
She was only nineteen years of age, and susceptible to fits of somnambulism; it was Lucy's sleep-walking which initially brought her into Dracula's clutches upon his arrival. I don't propose to dwell on the suspicious coincidence that the Vampire should have met the best friend of his realtor's fiancée so quickly, but we cannot know for certain the extent of the Count's uncanny powers; nor am I going to repeat all the well-known details of Lucy's ordeal as the victim of Dracula's obscene t
What I Learned at SRU -120- (Part 1)What I Learned at SRU -120- (Part 1)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
What I Learned at SRU
Chapter 120 - Greatest Change
- Friday, July 4th, 2011 - Independence Day
The night sky shimmered with periodic explosions of light, each accompanied by a distant booming sound that echoed from the valley off in the distance. Some would fizzle and pop, or spiral and whistle. The Rabten kids were huddled together on a blanket set over the damp grass, Korra leaning back on her palms behind them. They had been smiling, laughing, partaking in what few festival foods they were allowed, soaking in the crowds around them and over all just enjoying being out of the house. Even Jinora seemed to be pleased and at peace. Korra's spirit swelled at seeing the three of them getting along, grinning and snickering.
The park's wide open spaces were populated by various individuals and groups, with some food stands lined up along a main side walk path behind them.
Even the pair of officers that
One Human, One Spark 15Thursday was the day Wheeljack and Miko had confronted Dreadwing.One Human, One Spark 153 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Today was Friday, and Jack was making a beeline from Miko's house.
He could hear their voices carrying.
"You don't know anything!"
"I know you needlessly put yourself in danger, young lady!"
"You're not my mother, you old witch!"
"Watch your tone! I may not be your mother, but I AM your guardian while you reside in MY house! Do you want me to send you back to Tokyo?"
"Do it then! Just do it! You might as well if I can't be with him!"
Jack mounted on Arcee waiting in the driveway, and they pulled out into the road. "That bad, huh," Arcee stated.
Something in her voice was a little contemptuous. Jack frowned, and reached up one hand to situate his helmet a little better on his head. "Don't talk like that, Arcee. She wants to see him. I mean . . . he is . . . dying . . ."
Arcee made an irritated sound even though she tried not to condemn them. "Look, she knew what she was getting into, Wheeljack too. It's their own fault fo
Fraternizing ch7Ratchet's labored work over Cliffjumper hadn't ceased once since the broken mech had made it in. The extensive wounding had everyone in jittersthe massing tears through his body; the gaping hole in his right shoulder and the scraps on his left; his revoltingly mutilated hand; his repulsively mauled face; his sickeningly ripped up leg plating on the right and the un-curable wounds that Arachnid's venom had left festering inside him.Fraternizing ch73 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
When Ratchet had found traces of hardened lava he didn't believe it. No matter how much he didn't want to believe it, he had to force himself to because he kept finding tracesscratches over his body that came directly from lava, and the solidified chunks he had to force free from Cliffjumper's arm and face.
They had to contact Fowler for shipments of parts and Ratchet eventually admitted that there were some places he couldn't save. Cliffjumper's hand was lostthere would be no salvaging it, and he would try to get to work on creating anothe
The Girl In A TeardropThere sits a shattered girl,The Girl In A Teardrop4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Imprisoned in her tormented tears,
Wishing she had not wasted her youthful years,
Looking for her one true pearl,
Who never showed his flawless face.
There weeps a sad girl,
Reflecting her mask in the mirror,
Seeing her self becoming thinner and thinner,
And now she sees the echoes of her age,
Guiding her back from her heartbroken mind.
There breathes a sorrowful girl,
Staring out of her sweet nectar sobs,
Hoping to escape from her self-infliction,
But what is out there for her to find?
Except a dawn of despair and dereliction.
One Human, One Spark 63"Hey! Half Pint! Perfect timing. I need Raf's help."One Human, One Spark 632 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Bumblebee halted, staring at Wheeljack who was in the thick of his science. Rather DUBIOUS science by Bumblebee's standard, but that could be why he was requesting Raf's help. After all, if his chassis was popped open and he had wires hooked to and from his spark, NOTHING good could be coming from that setup.
*Um . . . He's with Prowl right now, but uh, I can go grab him if you really need him*
Wheeljack grunted, only half hearing the scout as he carefully used tweezers to tie the cut groups of wires together so two cables became one. "Hm? What? Sure. Raf." And then, his processor suddenly caught up with what he was saying. He looked up sharply from his work, blurting, "Prowl?"
Optics shifting to the exact opposite side of the room, Wheeljack saw Raf's feet typing away on a datapad—no, backspacing. Prowl's form was both tense and uncommonly relaxed. His back was stiff, door wings equally rigid, but one leg was hiked up on the t
One Human, One Spark 55“All I’m saying is you don’t have to be a douche about everything.”One Human, One Spark 552 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
“I’m not! You don’t hear me complaining about having to lug your slag around, do you?”
“Well, considering you embarrassed Raf so much he didn’t show his face for two days, have been inappropriately touching Arcee, picking fights with Prowl, and showing a general disregard for EVERYONE, all the while managing to break every string on my guitar . . .”
Wheeljack vented in agonized frustration. “Whatever.” He couldn’t help how surly he sounded. It was like, he wanted to be here, but he didn’t. If that made any sense? Pit, it didn’t even make sense to himself. After a moment of annoyed silence, Wheeljack tried again.
“So, you’re my human partner.”
“Yup.” Miko nodded, sitting in his front seat and playing with a can of paint. “We’ve been partners for over six months now.”
One Human, One Spark 10I got detentionOne Human, One Spark 103 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Monday afternoon and Wheeljack was on his way to pick up Miko when she sent him that text. He sent a data burst of the same frequency back to her.
For how long?
An HOUR! Pick me up?
Wheeljack frowned at the message.
Whatd you do?
Her message took longer, and he purposefully drove wide around the school as he stalled for time. Surely it wasn't that hard to keep from getting detention?
Wheeljack chuckled to himself. That didn't sound too convincing.
Fess up. Whatd you do?
Her message stalled again.
I shouted at a teacher
Wheeljack paused. He frowned. That was it?
Whatd you shout?
This particular message took even longer than the ones before.
I told her to frag off
Wheeljack grumbled to himself. All right, here we go. We're getting somewhere.
This message was the longest yet. It was also a long text message to begin with, but he had a feeling she hadn't wanted to send it.
Cause the teacher was m
What I Learned at SRU -120- (Part 2)What I Learned at SRU -120- (Part 2)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
What I Learned at SRU
Chapter 120 - Greatest Change
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the courage to start all over again."
― Eric Roth, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button screenplay
- Sunday, July 6th, 2011 -
Korra drove the short ride from Wayward to Aero in the late night - or super early morning. At this rate, she might just need to say, 'Fuck it,' and stall her leave of town by another day or something. She wasn't going to be getting any sleep ton
One Human, One Spark 11Wheeljack felt his spark lurch when Miko leaned over the trash can he had found, dry heaving and trying to throw up something she didn't have. When she was done, she flopped back down on the couch with a pitiful moan.One Human, One Spark 113 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Jackie . . ."
An aggrieved hiss vented from his body. Pressing the cool metal of his finger to her forehead, she squirmed away from the contact before relaxing, closing her eyes. It didn't counter the fact that the wetness had sparked in her eyes again, but it helped hide it.
"I know, Babe, I know . . ." By Primus her skin was burning! His spark clenched in painful worry, and he growled helplessly a moment, metal hinging up. He grumbled angrily to himself. "I knew I should have taken you to your mother . . ."
She frowned, leaning up slightly into his finger. "But I want you . . ."
Wheeljack felt his jaw grind in irritation. "Miko, I'm not good enough to get you healthy again. You need a human who knows what she's doing."
"NO," Miko groaned pathetically again, a hand reac
Manual on Hopeless RomanticismDylan, Welcome!Manual on Hopeless Romanticism1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You probably picked up
This sexy piece of literature
To find out how to pick up
That really hot chick you always see
In the bus Tuesday mornings by
Finding out how to fill all those
Holes in your personality.
Well, too bad!
Remember everything your ex
Has ever said to you.
She gave you a cute nickname?
Now write it on your arm, your dick,
Anywhere you’ll see it daily.
She finds your skinny ass-arms
She made out with your best friend?
Bet your sweet ass you’ll remember.
Maybe you’ll even write it on his tombstone
Later, after you kick his ass. Who knows?
“They” said the best way to be happy
Is to move on.
“They” are wrong and stupid.
Don’t ever go outside of the house.
Instead, sit on your ass and
Spend 6 hours a nights watching
Community re-runs. You
Are in love with Alison Brie and don’t
Let anyone tell you
You’ll never end up together.
She’s dating James Franco?<
One Human, One Spark 8"WHOO-HOO!"One Human, One Spark 83 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Wheeljack smashed his way through another small sand dune, inwardly rolling his optics while Miko was rolling in his seat. Primus he was going to regret this . . . He could already feel the grit hinging up his suspension. Tonight he was going to have a LONG decontamination bath.
But did he mind it this time?
Not really. Surprisingly enough.
Laughing as he revved his engine, Miko strapped in tight by the seatbelt, Wheeljack tore across the sands again, heading towards the next sand dune he saw. Miko squealed in appreciation.
"That one's bigger than the last one!"
He gave a haughty laugh. "And you think I can't bust it? Babe, you've got a lot to learn! Watch this!"
Bouncing off his tires, Wheeljack collided with the hill of unmoving sand. He felt the sand press in on every side as he was submerged for a few seconds, the sun completely blocked out, and then they rocketed out of the other side. Miko crowed in exultation as the dune collapsed in on itself behind them.
What I Learned at SRU -124-What I Learned at SRU -124-2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A/N: This chapter is different from most chapters. It is a special chapter to celebrate New Year's. It is technically a flashback sequence, but also a slice of original fiction. So if you're a regular SRU reader, you'll notice it's...different. This chapter is a means of getting the message out to my readers that in 2014, this new year, I will be working to revise this story into an original series - which it basically already functions as - and these flashback scenes of sorts are the first I have written specifically for this purpose. Many things will stay the same, but many things will change (ex. the crime drama subplot will be toned down and scaled back quite a bit).
Keep in mind that none of this is final! This is all still technically in planning/concept.
What We Learned at SRU
- August -
"A fresh start," she said, spreading her arms up with enthusiasm as they approached the campus center's e
Fraternizing 66After Nightstalker’s hysterical fit of screaming in the night, Nightflier had been sure he would never go back to sleep. Just the memory of it, the recurring nightmare, made her scream like that? Shivers tingled down his back. He couldn’t even begin to imagine how horribly she had screamed when Megatron had been in the act of that depraved deed.Fraternizing 662 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
And yet, recharge he did, if only to wake from his own sleep violently thrashing from the flames consuming him. Hot and sticky with sweat in the early morning, Nightflier staggered to his peds, leaving the berth rooms entirely. He needed some space, space that wasn’t occupied with others.
Stepping out into the chill air of the morning dusk, Nightflier sighed, opening his vents and letting the hot air billow out and the cool air to cycle in his sweltering systems. The sun had yet to come up yet, the grey-blues of the sky having yet to release the star into the air, the lingering darkness a hollow echo of his past. Striding to t
death is slimming.i.death is slimming.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a boy in my grade
took his own life
and people said how
sorry they were
that they all picked on him
because he was
gay. they gave a shit
for about two weeks,
but after that, it
all came down.
they were back
to calling each other
faggots in the hallways
and making gay
jokes as if they don't
hurt. as if they
hadn't ever hurt.
then this year
was drinking and
he got in a car to go
home. you can tell
me what happened next,
because we've all read
those stories. those
tragedies. and the day after
it happened, all the
students were crying
because this was a boy
was a great guy. he
had a girlfriend and
a life ahead of him, and this
was such a terrible accident.
they said that the
good die young. but
what is good
about getting behind the wheel
when you can't even
and when someone
finally got fed up with the
lies and the idolizing,
they called her the same things
that they called the boy last year
train tickets are like 200 bucks.i loved her fortrain tickets are like 200 bucks.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the miles between us,
and i think i
might always do so.
she is printed in my mind,
like some halfbreed stoner dream
and i feel her colors like
sun. rain. hurricane.
leaves side vertically
in my veins,
the left side of a bicycle
wheeling around my brain
and she is a fucking drug, man.
i think i'm gay.
i'm not saying that just to
say it, either. i just
why else would i write letters to her
even though she'll never read them,
and why do i wonder how she looks
right on the verge of
sleep? i think about kissing her
a lot. it's always her.
she is my now. my then.
my way bak when.
but most of all, she is my
why, and that is
What I Learned at SRU -114- (Part 2)What I Learned at SRU -114- (Part 2)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A/N: Just in case you missed it, I posted this and the previous update simultaneously. So in case you clicked this one first, you'll find a link in the description to the previous segment. Also as a head's up, this update does contain some potentially violent but vague imagery.
+ Youtube.com/watch?v=VUyXIg31SqA +
('I Will Rise Again'; Uncle Daddy)
Wind whips at Korra.
She shivers. No clothes, save for black boxers and bra.
A hand on her shoulder.
She jams her elbow into its owner.
Spins round, smashes her fist into his face.
He falls to the ground. She pounces atop him.
Fist against flesh. Knuckles against nose.
Bones against bones.
A pathetic pulp of red is all that remains. She stands, unable to look at her horrid handiwork.
She closes her eyes, fists balled at her sides.
Wind tossing her hair. Waves lapping at her bare feet.
~No man is an island, but I'm in the waves~
Korra stands alone in an ocean of white.
Water slides across ankles.