memoriesOur secret kisses in the moonlight,
The feeling of happiness just by being st your side,
The long walks thru town st night,
The promises to always strive and solve any fights.
These happy times haunt my heart,
The memories of our promise to never part,
I wish they flourished instead of becoming what they are.
The tears we shed when you had to leave,
The promise to be mine, and return for me,
the smile i had for only you to see,
The happy future i still hope and wish could be.
Is there some part of you that holds to these memories,
A small part that cried when i would beg "please"
A part that regrets all those broken promises,
Something screaming "don't say goods bye!"
A part of your heart that longs to be mine,
Are you breaking like me deep down inside?
to feel...To feel someone's arms around me,to feel...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To feel a kiss, passionate, and deep,
To curl up together as we sleep.
Hearing your heart beat as i lay on your chest,
Holding you close, forget the rest,
Being happy with each other, no less.
Walking hand in hand down the street,
Not caring about the opinions of who sees,
Knowing despite what the world believes,
This love is real between you and me.
This is the simple happiness of my dreams,
Nothing extravagant, just having my love with me.
I don't have much hope left,
but i hope this will come to be.
I might...I might not be the best with words,I might...4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I might want you more then you like,
I might not be agreeable all the time,
but can you see how much your my world?
I might say "I love you" too much,
I might ask too many questions,
I might be too emotional,
but does that stop you from seeing why you love me?
I might not be your perfect match,
I might talk more then you like,
I might start up some fights,
but does that irritate you to forget what we had?
I might not be able to say how I feel,
I might still have some doubts in my heart,
I might want to try to fix it all,
but I will never give up on what you mean to me.
that person...everyone's got that one person,that person...4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
who, no matter the reason,
you will always love with all your life,
do what ever it takes to make them happy,
see them smile.
everyone's got that one person,
who for some stupid reason,
you've unintentionally screwed up,
hurt them, betrayed them, all the above.
despite your please and apologies,
they won't believe your words or cries.
everyone at one point or another
had the one person who they wanted forever,
but because of something stupid,
never got the chance to make it right, be together.
everyone at one point or another,
has asked themselves why did they falter,
how could you have done this or that,
even if you never meant or wanted to, it's now fact.
if this isn't true for everyone, then it's just me.
even to this day, i love you, and I'm sorry.
i wish there was something, some way
to show you how much you mean to me.
i wish we could start this over one day,
so this time would be right, and you'd be happy.
every time i try to talk to you,
all i fe
a warm embraceAs you click away at the computer, you feel warm, soft hands reach around you. They gently embrace you as you feel a warmth move from the back of your neck to one side. It turns into a trail of warm, small kisses that make their way from your neck to the tip of your ear. The kiss turns to a soft nibble on your earlobe, as the embrace around you gently releases and, warm soft hands roam around gently massaging your chest, making their way to their respective shoulders. The gentle nibbles on your ear make slowly, and, softly their way back down one side of your neck.a warm embrace4 years ago in Settings More Like This
The warm and gentle hands start to massage your shoulders starting from your neck and work their way back out, trailing down your back, massaging and lightly scratching their path. The nibbles on your neck make their way around to the back of your neck, ending at the center, where they give a gentle kiss, and gently blow a warm breath to send a warm, tingly sensation down your spin
broken"I'm going to miss you, well this is goodbye"broken4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
how can you justify leaving something like this,
and not care if i cry?
do you even realize how much this hurts?
do you even care that despite it all,
despite my brave words and face,
i love you with all my life?
even if we're not lovers,
why can't we still be friends?
why does it have to be all or nothing?
yes i know I've screwed up, and lied,
but the one truth that will always remain,
is that i never stopped loving you.
whether that makes me a fool...
i don't care...
so as i keep seeing your words in my mind,
all i can do is break apart and cry.
your now the second who said you'd love me,
the second to leave, and not bat an eye...
all I've done since I've read those words this morning
is think, and cry asking myself why...
whether you see this or not is not the point,
i needed to do something to let it out,
i feel so much pain and betrayed,
by the two I've loved the most,
without a doubt in my mind or heart..
...and yet people wonder why
hurt meso many people try and try,hurt me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so many people love to watch me cry,
I'm sure some people wish i would die.
so many people think i was never right,
so many people think all i like is to fight.
why do so many who i hold so close
do nothing but hurt me the most?
what's the point of having friends,
when the closest hurt you in the end?
why do so many enjoy causing pain
to people they claim to love?
if things are settled and done,
why keep going on and on,
all to cause so much pain to someone?
don't you think they cry enough,
when you hurt them again and again,
asking what could they have done,
to cause so much pain and hate.
do you think i love being in so much pain?
do you think i lie when i say "i love you"?
do you think i like being alone again?
do you know that you will always have some power
over this heart that still has feelings for you,
that still wants to have you as a lover,
that will always care and worry for you,
despite all the actions and words that you do.
with so many people c
Am i...am I that...Am i...4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Odd, annoying, controlling,
Clingy, naive, Childish,
Critical, picky?, bitchy?
If I'm not as bad as I think,
then why does it seem no one wants or likes me?
If I'm not all these things,
then what do people really think?
if I'm not what I think I am,
then what do people really see?
Everyone tells me not to worry too much,
but are they just telling me this to shut me up?
If I'm not as bad as I think,
then why is it I'm always lonely?
If there's supposed to be someone out there for me,
will they find me before I'm dead and buried?
I can't help but think there's something wrong with me,
when no matter what I do I'm always
lonely, forgotten, wrong, unhappy.
Fall Upon Blind EyesI force a smile, my lips crack like concrete,Fall Upon Blind Eyes3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the words provoked are too heavy
for my voice to carry.
I sit quite awkwardly, the silence, an opponent to contend with
it's always there but not ever present,
silence does fade.
Noise in the form of simple words
fall upon waiting ears.
Accepted in the form of knowing worth,
rise from waiting years.
Patience is a friend you hate to be right,
needed yet underrated.
Living how I always have just a different life,
a want on a whim yet contemplated.
I stand for the first time, the roots tear like string,
what I've felt was too heavy
for my hands to hold.
I think in absolutes, my will is the leader of my fearful mind,
it's not always present but benevolently looms,
strength will come.
Logic is thrown to the ground and breaks, like the waves
of a tide too strong for us to escape.
We drown in a sea of our solidified fate.
We see no need to try,
that sight falls upon blind eyes.
When the world feels like an ending day,
having you solidifies faith.
have i changed?so many times,have i changed?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so many mistakes,
have i learned anything?
have i honestly changed?
so much pain,
I've caused my share,
and received so much.
yet it seems i go back for more
each time being hurt and torn.
i know I've changed some,
but is it a smart way, or dumb?
there are still so many question
there are so many lessons,
all remain unanswered,
so what is it I've really done?
i hate seeing loved ones in pain,
yet all i do is cause it again and again.
am i really wanting to be alone in the end?
do i really love causing myself so much grief,
to sit and crying wanting some relief?
is there something about me
that i don't or can't see,
that i don't want to believe?
is there something wrong with me?
LiesGotta love finding things out from a third party,Lies4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
are we not good enough friends for you to tell me?
Gotta love when people say "Don't worry, I got this"
then turn around and act like you never said it.
Why do people feel the need to lie?
Do they think they're doing you right?
Don't they realize it will start a fight,
and end with someone wanting to cry?
Gotta love when you say your single,
all the time you've been seeing another.
Why even say we can still be friends forever,
and if given the chance, get back together?
Why doesn't anyone realize the truth hurts less,
if you hear it from their lips?
If you care for someone as much as you claim,
why do you lie and cause so much pain?
Gotta love being told all your life
so many lies.
I can't even see the truth,
how can you take me for a fool?
If you love someone so much, why hide things?
Why do you not have enough decency to be straight?
Is honesty really that hard to tell?
Is this how far humanity has fell?
Tell Me LiesI don't like the world I see,Tell Me Lies5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Very much at all right now,
I know it would be so different,
If I could see it through your eyes somehow
The truth is small consolation,
Because it fills me with so much doubt
I've lost my center of gravity,
I'm getting knocked all around...
(So tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me lies...)
Because I don't want to believe what I feel...!
Rip into my thoughts!
And take them all away!
I wish that you would steal them,
'Cause something needs to change(Change!)
I am falling so much faster!
So much further every day!
So rip into my thoughts!
And take them all away...
(Just tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me lies...)
I don't like who I am,
And I don't know who I should be,
It's like being trapped in darkness, and,
I can barely breathe
But if I could see it through your eyes,
I might feel like it's worth a chance,
To listen to your lies,
And not give truth a glance
(So tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me lies...)
Because I don't want to believe what I feel...!
Sweet DreamsClose your eyes now,Sweet Dreams4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
count to three.
State one last avow,
Life's full of uncertainty,
and the privilege of tomorrow is no guarantee.
Happy birthdayToday is supposed to beHappy birthday2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But to me,
It's the worst day
Words said of habit,
Carelessly and empty.
How can it be happy
When there's no one
To be with and have fun,
When it's just me,
Another day, lonely?
Every year has been the same.
Spent alone, just another day.
My birthday wish?
"Have someone here,
Someone to have fun with.'
"Feel special and loved
On one day of the year."
hatei hate:hate4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
how i let things bottle up inside
how easy it is for people to hurt me
that i still let people in
that i can't forget, move forward
how i feel so weak
how people have no issues with hurting others
how there really isn't any honor or loyalty
that people are so selfish, self centered
that people are so blind
how people can easily turn on one another
how this pain still cuts a deep wound
how this heart still breaks from memories
that no matter how i try i can't forget
that you could lie the way you have
how I'm so lost and confused, what to do.
how people are so naive about how life is
how people have no problem screwing over others
that people don't understand or care
that people have no time for anyone else
how this world is so cold to their own
Sing me lullabiesI miss the lullabySing me lullabies4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
your heart used to sing to me,
lying my head on your chest
listening to your heartbeat
as I fall asleep
was music to my ears.
And not even the louder
thunder of this rain of pain
that's where my soul
used to be for so long,
not even that could wake me up.
(I thought my soul and my heart
could actually get along
but they never seem to work things out)
Can you live with a feeling heart
and have no soul?
because I've never felt
I missed it
it's like you had always been
my missing soul.
(So I guess that's why
my soul isn't coming back
not unless you leave
but no, darling
don't ever leave
you're so much better
singing me lullabies
as I try to sleep...)
AsphyxiationI want to drag you to the floor,Asphyxiation2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and cover your mouth so you can't breathe,
with my lips over yours
and feel your blood rushing through your skin.
Tear at the unnecessary garments
obstructing my roaming fingers
that can't seem to find your pulse.
Hands wrapped around your shoulders
that slowly make their way around your throat,
squeezing harder and harder to form bruises.
I will drain the air from your lungs
as I inhale all the delicious toxins
and flavors that play on your tongue
just so I can say
that I really did take your breath away.
When fragile things let goHave you ever feltWhen fragile things let go4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
like a leaf in the middle of autumn?
Just falling off,
into n o t h i n g.
Like if the wind was trying to set you free
but it only got you nowhere?
I promised myself I wouldn't let you close enough to hurt me
But like everything in life,
it's just meant to be broken.
Now I feel like if I didn't feel, (does it even make sense?)
and I'd like to call myself a zombie,
but even zombies are more alive... (and they don't even exist)
You told me to hold on,
that you'd never let go
How didn't I remember that it couldn't be true?
that forever is just in fairytales,
and that I'm not in one.
Love seems so strong but it's so fragile,
it lifts you up to the sky, and when you fall...
you just break.
And the falling is even worse that when you hit the ground.
Fragile things we hold on to...
and when they let go,
we are just blown away...
And I'm just a leaf,
that is falling off
it's like if I was on the edge.
(and I feel it's all o
Can I?I don't believe in fairy-tales like my friends.Can I?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm not waiting on a prince charming to light my life.
I don't believe that peace will ever truly exist.
I'm not one wait on a daydream of love.
Sometimes I don't believe in love at all.
Other times I don't understand life at all.
I might look into a mirror and not know who I am,
Or days can lull by without a smile on my face.
Whispering to myself, "Just another day."
Another day to hold on to a world that's cracking.
Grasping on to a stand of a string, slipping.
Telling myself, "C'mon babe, you can do it."
But something in the back of mind just questions,
Way to blueI remember your hugsWay to blue4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
they were warm as sunlight
they kept me alive
but they made me burn inside.
I knew you were broken
I was too.
to love every single
piece of you.
Soon it felt like
if I was inhaling
every single piece
and every single breath
But I needed it.
I needed it, to feel
the burning inside.
it woke me up.
Let's just say
I don't want to go back
to sleep again.
with the cold of your [written] words
because you know words
mean to me
but you always said
that words were never enough
as the touch of my hand,
or the sound
of my voice.
I gave it all.
All that my heart
all for you to
it was all in vain.
I'm on my way to blue
I'm giving up,
giving up on you.
The BrokenA fractured laughThe Broken4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A broken word
You're losing grasp
And breaking hard
A tragic smile
A half told lie
A constant trial
Not to cry
A hidden past
A dismal life
A question asked
What are those scars?
What happened then?
What is your past?
You got those when?
You're the abused
You're the struck down
Broken by fools
And scarred by hands
Can't hold it in
Can't keep it up
You've had enough
how can someone like you want someone like meis it with hearthow can someone like you want someone like me3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
you wish to start
a tangle of you and me,
not just of skin
or place within
to just feel less lonely;
and how on earth
could i be worth
that space you wish to fill
for a body, tight
no vacancies at night
i fear it stays empty still.
ScarsI am scardScars4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Both mentally and physically
There are scars all over my body
They are deep and speak of times much worse than these
Each one for a broken hear, a shattered friendship, a forgotten promise
These wounds within my mind
They tear me apart
The bleed and pulse with pain just as much as they day they were wrought upon me
The flower of those i love has now rotted away
Only the petals remain and the float all around me
But i can not touch them
Their they go, blown away in the subtle breeze
Hear me scream
See me burn
Never shall i allow someone to be as beaten and rejected as me
If you feel pain as i do
If you bleed as i do
If you love as i do
If you have been rejected as i have been
Talk to me
I shall help
Even if i must give my life
I must help
I will help
Broken Beyond RepairI hear insult,Broken Beyond Repair4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
and all it does is tear me down.
I'm so used to,
all I ever do is frown.
As my tears fall,
you just stand there,
and look down at me.
I always try to,
be so perfect.
I'm not perfect...
I'm not perfect...
I'm not perfect.
I just end up with an insult,
and another bruise and scar that no one else can see,
yes, I'm broken.
Isn't that what you wanted me to be?