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The Fool & The WisemanOnce below a timeThe Fool & The Wiseman8 months ago in Personal More Like This
A fool thought the wiseman was filled with lies
So he asked him what makes a man
He only laughed an smiled back ever so kind
The fool was furious an skeptical, So he followed him to the ocean
He got there an the sand was high an the fog blurry but the ocean seemed endless
He saw the wiseman walking so breathless he wondered why which left his mind with a question
So he asked "why the sudden breath?" he replied not to mention with 3 other steps
The wiseman started to say like never before unlike any other day
"your questions will never have an answer, because the answer is us"
The fool laughed at his existence an judged his flesh frame
only to realize his disappearance in quick shade of utterance when after he was wasnt, dust
The fool never spoke about it to anyone since that memory
Nor never stopped questioning the impossible possibility or so it seemed unsullied
The fool was ignorant and skeptical but not anymore
because to him everything was a spectacle a
corruptthere's always a paniccorrupt6 months ago in Personal More Like This
deep within
i can't focus on anything
what i want is behind locked doors
i see the key but i can't move
forced back to my vanity
every mirror and my fist can become one
rage and pain are flames consuming my skin
but i don't even know why
there's no direction
i scream because i have no reason not to
addiction
i see it now
risen above me
and driving the whip across my back
feed me, quench this thirst for destruction
i'll swallow your tonic and chew the pills
without the stimulus i sit and stare
while the inner cursing tears holes in my mental
a prisoner constantly
hope is a flicker
a candle behind your lips
one step into the mire
is all i know before emotion sets in
blackbirds circling and i'm alone with you again
she is my empty and lover
i am her stone cold crush
and chilling kisses seep into soul
how can i turn from my weakness
how can i become strong against her beauty
sleep is an escape
pulled in all directions
fast or slow they want me both
something to fill
panic attackit is buildingpanic attack2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
just below the surface
I can hear all the tiny whispers
and every eye that stares I swear is thinking the same thing
he's losing it
they can see right through me
I am paper thin
the wind blows and I shake
unsure of where it's going to take me
i stare back
my rebellion is evident
I want to poke out their eyes
with scissors and replace the sockets with bits of mirror
to give a more twisted view of this disturbing mind
like the first mask I think I ever saw
she had made it
and it haunted me and enticed me at the same time
I have so many masks, I wear them at times
for no reason, for every reason
the reason they are here
to cover up, to conceal
to let me breathe
its that breath i hold onto
i am suffocating
even in my dreams
i was being choked
i awoke with pain in my sides
back to the nightmare i had concocted
she was in the dream and i wanted her back
though there were demons as well
i didn't mind
she was a monster but i loved her
i loved them both
it was terror
but it was b
You Have No IdeaYou have no ideaYou Have No Idea1 year ago in Personal More Like This
What I'm going through,
do you care.
or do you want to care.
You see yourself and your problems
And forget about me.
You say I don't understand but
You've got it backwards you see.
You seem to think that it doesn't
matter to me, or that I don't care
You have no idea how you meant
To me and what you don't.
You've ruined every chance
Of there being an us.
Just go, I will stay high in the clouds
where it's away from you.
Nothing you could ever say or do
could ever interest me.
Go ahead and tell your lies.
Keep your secret from the world.
It will be a great surprise
When they finally realize.
Don't talk to me of loving and caring
Because you have absolutely, positively
No idea of what I'm going through,
do you care!
WHAAAAAT AVI YOU HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN LIKE 90 YEARSYes yes I know I haven't been on D.A. in forever *cries.* I'm sorry I could make some form of excuse like I was busy with school and blah blah blah but the truth is I've been LazyWHAAAAAT AVI YOU HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN LIKE 90 YEARS7 months ago in Personal More Like ThisAnd I went some form of YOUR ART WILL SUDDENLY TURN TO SHIT phase...I dunno but it's getting better now :3 hopefully I won't be neglecting my D.A. page anymore.
Thank you everyone!!Thank you very much to everyone who has favorited any of my Deviations! It really means a lot. Also thank you to everyone who has 'Watched' me, given me a llama, or commented on anything of mine!Thank you everyone!!8 months ago in Personal More Like This
relationships...ok so i have 5 friends all in relationships 3 girls 2 guys 2day there all comming 2 me 4 advice 1 dood sais his gf is pssed and she wont tell y i yod him 2 think of her as a flower no matter hw much u pry and fight 2 get her 2 open she wont open on ur comand and the other dood is spasing about collage anyway it gets deeper and honestl i feel bas 4 everyone but im alittle jello cuz i dont got a bf is this odd??relationships...8 months ago in Personal More Like This
im guna say something u all may not wanna here but if u keep reeding dont say i neva worned u
1 i need 2 p
2 tink of a reely odd guy u may not like... now DONT picture him naket...
if u did picture t leeve a comment sucka if not good 4 u
lunch time derpshaha well i was sitting on 1 of my guyfriends and i was sayng how ide probably never date 1 asked y i said 2 much worck the other said all u haveto do is sit there and its just a title another said kinda like u do wt us an im like does that meen im dateing all of u? there all like i guess so lol so now there all my concubines XXDDDlunch time derps8 months ago in Personal More Like This
i think this is a secsessfull derpy derp
attention seeking lies (song i wrote)ok...so dnt make fun of me but..i was just like in the bathroom brushin my hair and i got bored so i started singing bout...my feelings >.> anyway i remember this chick i went to skool with and she would do ANYTHING to get attention so shed lie anyway it rlly got on my nerves alot when i think of someone who does that it pisses me off .-. so i wrote this song...but while i was writing it XD i was pretending i was like a screamo dude singer so yea no makin fun of me xcattention seeking lies (song i wrote)9 months ago in Personal More Like This
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
verse 1:
hey you girl!
do you remember?
what it was like?
when you came to me?
you said that you hate
everything!
you hate him and you hate her
but listen up you fibber
i have something to say...
chorus:
cant you see?!
your not hurting yourself!
but your hurting me!
it is not ok
this is not alright
its nothing more ...
then your attention seeking lies
verse 2:
you smiled everyday
like everything is a-ok
but listen up !
you fucking bitch!
im not dying yet!
so qu
a lil happy and weird-ed outHA YAY! ITS FRIDAY!!! still got homework :3 but its drawing so yay ^^ and umm lets see i felt smart today bc i was da only one dat knew how to do da geometry work yay bitch fear my smarticales and lets see i (sorta) met my friend jarrids(daddy) girlfriend(shes my mommy) XD but i hid behind my tall friend (thanx chris) and umm i made a new friend his names Mario XD hes short lol uhhhh oh! i found out dat my dad told me if i were a guy he was gunna name me Adrian dat kinda freaked me out bc i actually like dat name :3 i wouldn't mind being called dat > wa lil happy and weird-ed out9 months ago in Personal More Like This
HACKER WARNINGApparently there's a hacker going around, hacking peoples accounts, and blocking YOUR friends so that they block YOU. You then get in trouble and banned from DA.HACKER WARNING9 months ago in Personal More Like This
If you read this warning, care about those around you, you will spread this word, tell everyone so you aren't this guy's next victim. ALSO, If I block or say something to you that isn't appropriate for NO REASON, it's not me.
Please spread the word so no one you know is the hackers next victim!
Thanks for reading and pass it on.
Devious Journal EntryHi everyone!Devious Journal Entry9 months ago in Personal More Like This
I just wanted your pinion in something, I'm writing a story,book,fairytale whatever you want to call it
And I had the idea of sharing it here.. this is the sumary, I'll not put too many details because then you'll too much haha
It's about a girl named Nicollette:
Nicollette is an Italian girl that's about to turn 16. She lives in the city of Venice, her family celebrates the most beautiful proms of the city during the carnaval, this year Nicollette's birthday is the same day of the beginning of the carnaval.. Her father died when she was little and she lives with her mom and her paternal aunt Annie.
She's not live the other girls, she loves art and sees the world for another perspective, but nor her mom neither her family approves her passion..they consider art a waste of time.
Her aunt Annie and her best friend Annie are the only ones who knows Nicollette's real passions and secrets.
But her best friend Rosemary betrays her beacuse of envy and greed; S
With the helping?Have any of you ever felt like you've got a really really good idea somewhere in your mind but you just can't...pull it out. (BRAIN PREGNANCY......) I've been having this feeling for several hours now after doing some brain storming for characters and it's driving me nuts. It's like when you know the answer to a question and you know you know it but you can't remember the answer even though it's right on the tip of your tongue. If anyone has any suggestions on how to draw out this idea or whatever feel free to tell me before I go crazy trying to figure out what it is.With the helping?10 months ago in Personal More Like This
stufftagged by: RebelxxLovestuff6 months ago in Personal More Like This
1.)Jeans or Sweats?
jeans
2.)Tank tops or t-shirts?
t-shirts
3.)Boots or Sneakers?
boots
4.)Favorite Subject in school?
art or music
5.)Lights on or off at night?
off, i love the dark XD
6.)Favorite Pop corn seasoning?
sweet or toffie
7.)Favorite Video game?
right now... mario kart
8.)Favorite TV show?
i dont like watch TV anymore XD
9.)Beach or Mountains?
mountains
10.)Camping or Hotel?
camping
nicked this from: lonelyperson99
Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette-
() Smoked A Cigar-
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
() Are / Been In Love-
() Dumped someone-
() Been Fired-
() Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR:1
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class-
() Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die-
SO FAR: 4
Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your dA Friends-
() Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane-
() Thrown Up From Drinking-
SO FAR: 7
Level 5
() Eaten Sushi-
() Been Snowboarding-
() Met Som
I got a F in life...I got a F in life.7 months ago in Personal More Like This
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone. (mobile)
[ ] You have an mp3 player/ipod/Discman.
[x but I do not live with them] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You love your family
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up
[/] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[ ] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 6½
[ ] You have over 500 friends on Facebook
[ ] You have pictures on Facebook.
[I'm not in facebook and idk] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[ ] You get allowance/loan.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to college.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] If you want to b
The Lightning Storm of Truths - Part 3Since I have I have first gave details on the authorship of the four Gospels of the New Testatment of the Holy Bible I have had the fortunate opportunity to find some more important details about who were the authors of them. In this piece I shall present what I discovered because these facts are important for all of us and I shall us them in some of my future articles as evidence.The Lightning Storm of Truths - Part 32 months ago in Personal More Like This
The first of these books is, "The Gospel of Matthew". It was written between 80-90AD. It was a popular belief among the scholars and Christians for along time that this gospel was wrote by the apostle Matthew. But now because of all the research that has done over time, most scholars no longer believe that Matthew is the author. Now it is generally believed that, the Gospel of Matthew was wrote most likely by a highly educated Jew who was intimately familiar with Jewish law, as well as probably a very close associate of the apostle Matthew from whom he probably used some eyewitness accounts in his bo
The Lonely Architects3 a.m. coffee stains yesterday's shirtThe Lonely Architects5 months ago in Personal More Like This
cigarette ash falls silent and abrupt
fingers tap lightly on keyboard
red eyes scan pages of research
every fact painstakingly recalled
meticulously described for the reader
the writer is a lonely architect
building bridges with words before dawn
like the poet dreaming idealism
the journalist reporting war
the novelist developing characters
the biographer reliving history
every mode employs different mechanisms
every craft creates artistic nuances
singular to the product of its labors
one is a sterilized physician
cutting out personal bias and feeling
another is a colorful painter
bringing excitement to boring details
wrinkled clothes and tousled hair
the unknown faces of books
smeared lipstick to unshaven cheeks
their ghosts rattle chains of prose
stories blossom in the empty hours
morning glories in newspaper headlines
creatures familiar with florescent lights
spinning yarns in the dark of night
most will confess an understood loneliness
n
A Poem as a Platform.I think I'm ready to go over the poem now.A Poem as a Platform.5 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm not going to do my weird spacing because otherwise this journal would go on for days.
My poem "Inevitability Clause" ( http://schriftsteller.deviantart.com/art/Inevitability-Clause-330602156 ) was featured in the December 11th DLDs by `Kneeling-Glory (who is amazing, by the way, and has always supported me in the best ways!). Of my poem she wrote:
Visceral and raw, this poem is a
biting reminder that the world can be
unforgiving of those with mental health issues.
That really struck me as something important to talk about. I've skimmed over the situation that happened in August with Jordan not coming here but I never really got in-depth, which I now see as a little bit wrong. Now, don't expect this journal to be entirely like a love-struck teenager lamenting about how she and her boyfriend are the modern Romeo and Juliet-- "Why can't we be married? We're so in love!" Blech. No. I'm writing this pretty much only for the reason of
Friday Night Features LXXVYear II - Issue XXIIIFriday Night Features LXXV6 months ago in Art Features More Like This
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Doors and ShadowsWalking through darkened hallsDoors and Shadows10 months ago in Personal More Like This
Alone, I pace slowly from one door to the next
Never stepping foot inside for more than a moment
Only watching from the edges
A shadow in my world
A spectator and nothing more.
Music catches my attention
A smile.....that laugh
For a moment I bask in the emotions
Soaking up the light like a flower drinks rain
Fleeting visions etched in memory to be cherished
When time is the shadow and the players are gone
but not forgotten.
Never forgotten.
Past the doors locked and barred
Marked Love, Belonging, and Forever
These things I cannot see
They are only a dream
The door to Faith stands ever open
Welcoming, and waiting, always just the next door down.
Future is hidden,
A censored, cinematic sideshow
Covered in mist and filled with blurred faces and
disguised voices.
Past is everywhere, no matter where I turn
The unbidden, unwelcome blitzkrieg piped through
the a
TiredI'm tired... i babysat today :iconss-wtf:Tired7 months ago in Personal More Like This
they were all like :iconexcitedplz:
and then five seconds later one of them went all :iconsadplz:
and i was like :iconss-horror:
and kareena was in the corner like :iconlalalaplz: :iconleleleplz:
but i also got to hang with Tony... and yes, there WAS alone time haha :iconpervyerzaplz:
Helping out a friend"If you do this quick survey, copy it as your reply, then answer them. Thank you!!!!~Helping out a friend1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Also, no answering with, "IDK's" or more questions. This needs to be accurate." for :iconPassionateMasochist:
1: Have you ever listened to metal, and if so, did you enjoy it?
~Yes I did, on both accounts
2: What bands do you listen to?
~I listen to a variety. I like Linkin Park, Imagine Dragons, ZZ Top, STYX, Two Steps From Hell, Future World Music (not sure if the last 2 count as bands though)
3: What is your preferred genre of music?
~I prefer classical music the most, I think
4: What is your favorite song at the moment, and what is it's genre?
~Abraham's Daughter by Arcade Fire. Pretty sure it is listed as 'Soundtrack'
5: Would you consider listening to bands from the 70's and 80's?
~Hell yeah! Too late for that!
6: Do you pirate your music?
~Maybe.
7: Do you like to dance to your music?
~Hahahahaha yes
8: Are you a singer? Do you sing in the shower?
~Yes and yes
9: When you listen
ReplyReply to PassionateMasochist's journal.Reply1 month ago in Personal More Like This
1: Have you ever listened to metal, and if so, did you enjoy it?
Yes, it is one of my favorite genres.
2: What bands do you listen to?
Avenged Sevenfold, Halestorm, Bullet for My Valentine, Three Days Grace, Five Finger Death Punch, AC/DC many more
3: What is your preferred genre of music?
rock, metal, alternative, jazz
4: What is your favorite song at the moment, and what is it's genre?
Freak Like Me by Halestorm, rock/metal
5: Would you consider listening to bands from the 70's and 80's?
I grew up on music from that era xD Blame my parents. <3 GNR and ACDC
6: Do you pirate your music?
No....
7: Do you like to dance to your music?
Only when I'm alone, I'm a terrible dancer. xD
8: Are you a singer? Do you sing in the shower?
I like to sing, one of my favorite places to do it is in the shower.
9: When you listen to music do you listen to the lyrics or the instruments?
It depends on my mood. Sometimes I like to follow a certain instrument.
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