TF2 plz'sThese are my tf2 account's, more will be added and any help getting more will be appreciated!TF2 plz's3 years ago in Letters More Like This
A Thank YouThank you for your wordsA Thank You8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They helped me feel alright
They helped me to think positive
They helped me see the light.
Thank you for your help
I won't listen to what they say
Just like you said to me,
What do they know anyway?
Thank you for being there,
Thanks to you, maybe I won't flip,
I'll remember your kind words instead,
Thank you for your friendship.
I'd Rather Be DeadYou're always asking me if I had anything worth dying for.I'd Rather Be Dead7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'll pose the opposite to you and ask you this:
"Why is it that you find life to be worth living?"
Is it so interesting to go through each day feeling anxious?
To the point that you feel nauseated enough to collapse.
Is it so joyous to spend each night staring at a blank ceiling,
Hearing the clock tick on toward morning,
And yet you lie awake.
Tired, but awake, emotionless, but awake...
Do you truly get up each day, facing it with optimism.
Or do you look at the news and the state of the world,
And genuinely fear for your safety?
Now, if it were me that you had asked my dear,
I'd tell you quite honestly: That I'd rather be dead.
At least I would not have to hear the white lie inside my head.
That tomorrow will bring me a 'better' day...
But of course, you are welcome to believe that.
Silent EndI feel as though I'm emptySilent End3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There's nothing left
Weights have not lifted, cracks have not mended
The pulsing has not become a strong survivor.
My world is made of glass
Bits have fallen, broken
The red skies above echo the spilling below
Unstable silence reigns
No more gunshots, no more laughter either
The glass takes a breath.
The standstill is eerie, nothing moving
Nothing happening or changing
Though change is rife here
It's had to be.
Supplies are running out
I'm running on empty
Worry sets in
About the future, about others
And all I can do is wonder
Why I didn't die
When the end of the world came.
Starkit's Prophecy Parody"Jayfeather! Jayfeather!"Starkit's Prophecy Parody4 years ago in Humor More Like This
A sharp yowl from the camp quickly jerked the ThunderClan medicine cat from his slumber. Muttering under his breath about how much he hated when other cats disturbed his rest, Jayfeather sleepily stretched himself and slowly padded out of his den to find out what the matter was and if it warranted waking him up.
"Jayfeather! Starkit needs some help again." yowled the voice as Jayfeather finally emerged out into the clearing. He recognized that it belonged to Cinderheart.
"Again?" Jayfeather asked, trying to hide the exasperation in his voice as he followed the she-cat to the nursery.
"Don't be like that," Cinderheart meowed over her shoulder as she led the blind medicine cat, "You know more about her problems than anyone else."
"Yeah, yeah," Jayfeather muttered, still tired and desperate to get this over with and get back to his nest.
This had all started less than seven moons ago when Dawn showed up. Dawn
Cutters RainDown pours the bloody rainCutters Rain4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Each containing the bloody faces of those who score their flesh
See them crash to the ground
Watch the faces burst into a thousand gleaming droplets
Stand in the rain and let the blood cover your body
Learn from it
Cause if you can see the bloody faces
You are soon to be one of them
Don't Mind.Don't mind the scratchesDon't Mind.5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That run down my porcelain frame
Our vanity is as thin as glass
We're shiny like window panes
Don't mind the markings
The grooves my tears form
No matter how broken I feel
I show flawless and reform
Don't mind the sorrow
For it won't be there tonight
It'll be held tight under lace
Tied away in bows; out of sight
We'll drink our midnight tea
Another gulp to forget my woes
I won't mind the words
That are thrown by loving foes
Don't mind me when I break
For I can't hold my frame
Its just another move
In this simple game
EpiphanyI'm pointlessly sitting in the bitter windEpiphany4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
goosebumps all over
thinking to myself
it would be worth it
if i was keeping him warm.
Until the Lightning ComesThe rain pounded mercilessly on the small porch, drenching a pair of sandals that lay there forgotten and alone. Beside them was a welcome mat decorated with the traditional green and yellow of the Earth Kingdom, as well as a bowl that filled quickly with rainwater. Soon it would overflow.Until the Lightning Comes4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
A figure glided over the motley gathering of household items, moving down the single step and into the storm. The dark cloak fluttered in the wind, trailing behind him as he followed the walkway out.
He'd come here seeking shelter from the storm. That was what he'd told them. But sometimes the storm follows you wherever you go.
Above the porch was a second story window, round and patterned like a wheel, with another circle in the center from which four spokes connected it to the main sill. If the young monk crouched below it had bothered looking, he would have seen the figure in the cloak approach the gate at the end of the courtyard and leave. But he wasn't. He'd seen too much already.
"What just ha
Starkit's Prophecy Parody - 1Well, here it was: the big day. Against all odds, Starkit had managed to survive until the day of her apprentice ceremony. All of the cats of ThunderClan had been abuzz about Starkit in the days leading up to the ceremony, wondering what Firestar would do, but now they would finally get to see for themselves.Starkit's Prophecy Parody - 14 years ago in Humor More Like This
The Clan had grown to accept the strange kit, but whether or not it was wise to let her take this step was the question that everyone was asking.
As the sun was rising, Firestar crept down from his den on the Highledge, heading to the nursery to speak with Dawn. The ginger tom noticed that the young queen was just waking up as he padded into the nursery.
"Dawn?" he asked, keeping his voice low. "Today's the day. Are you still sure that you want to go though with this?"
"Yes, Firestar," Dawn responded, looking back at him with determination in her eyes. "This is what I want for my kit."
Firestar sighed. He was sure that she was
SometimesFly on fast wings and smileSometimes1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
you are quicker
than the sadness chasing you.
Horses, HorsesHorses, Horses10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Through the window in my mind
as I watch from behind my closing eyes
with the joys of happiness dripping through my veins
I see charging violently,
With their eyes full on fire.
I see horses.
Brilliant bright lights blinding.
Horses, horses blinding me softly.
emitting from their shining bodies
and rhythm sounding powerfully
from large elegant hooves.
Bright, shining light
from their glowing silver bodies.
from brilliant black outlines.
Freedom ebbing from pulsing veins
reverting back toward my gaze
feelings of wonder.
bright and shining,
free and wild.
They gallop from within my weak grip
And disappear as I awaken my eyes
To view their full, great beauty.
But they have gone.
They have flown.
Stretching out powerful strides
running from this mist,
that surrounds me.
They have gone.
Left me alone.
They were horses, horses
Free before my eyes.
On fire with beauty
GazeThe earth will meltGaze9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the eyes of the Sun
Her blank gaze
We tremble to behold.
An endless view
Into the void.
A burning fate
To end it all
Pierce the veil
Of twilight's gown
And to the ashes
We'll return, again.
Silent DreamsIn the deepest slumber, in the dark of nightSilent Dreams4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Through my window, gleaming moonlight
While I sleep it's you I see
In silent dreams, you come to me
Kiss my lips, so soft and sweet
Feel my heart begin to beat
Been cold and empty for so long
Now pumping with love so pure and strong
You speak to me in alluring tones
Sends shivers deep down into my bones
Tender words from your lips do part
Singing the melody of my heart
You heal every single wound
Soothe my soul with your heartfelt tune
My angel from the heavens above
Despite our differences, it's you I love
So take my hand and hold it tight
Hold me close all through the night
I have nothing left to fear
As long as I'm with you, my dear
-ERROR - English TranslyricsTranslyrics by JoyDreamer-ERROR - English Translyrics2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Can you see the tears I cry? Slowly falling from my eye
Blurring all the colors of living
Why did you leave me standing alone to drown?
I'm calling and I am falling down
This blue and red and white is just blurring in my sight
I am shouting from the world here inside me
I am not really sure what I'm looking for
I'm tired chasing to comprehend
I'm wondering when it will end?
Am I breaking down again?
I am breaking just like then!
But I want to know that I am breathing, I'm breathing
I wonder if I just saw you
I am dreaming hoping for something new
The words are stuck that you stand for - ERROR
On a distant day I see light swaying away
And it's overflowing up in the high sky
Can you decide and tell me, what is your choice?
My tears are welling up by your voice
The consciousness is floating by
Melting all I feel and I see the world inside me get blurry
What are you standing there and comparing to?
I'm sad, I'm fai
Child of Stars I am a child of starsChild of Stars9 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
A doppelganger of the cosmos -
I long to see my sisters and brothers
Spread across the light years
Like spilled milk.
I come not from pure light,
But from darkness, silence
Pure black, and right before it bursts -
I am alive right when I need to be
Even if it does not feel like it.
To be a relative of the Rock of Cashel,
Cousins of the Alps
Distant sisters of the Pacific Ocean
My brother the Amazon;
I am one with this universe,
And I am not gone when I am
My ForestMy ForestMy Forest4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A tangled web of greenery
Fading slowly into red
See the falling scenery
Leaves plummeting, dead
Lie crushed on the ground
Memories of a better day
When hope could be found
Now consumed by my decay
I walk between the trees
Sadness staining the air
Whispers hang in the breeze
Soft words of cold despair
Serenading an unwary ear
This cold sorrow stings
Feelings won't disappear
And the misery it brings
Further in the wood I go
The trees grow more dense
A world draped in shadow
Clouding out every sense
I'm numbed by the pain
Every soft spoken blade
Cutting through me again
All my scars have stayed
My route remains haunted
Stalked by the illusions
Of all I've ever wanted
Only pathetic delusions
It's my dreams you steal
Sleep silenced by beauty
No hope of becoming real
For only in there I see
I find my secluded seat
Hidden far out of view
By a veil of thin defeat
My forlorn dreams of you
Twisted lies in my head
They're tearing me apart
But onward I dare tread
With this wounded heart
Akuroku : All Hallow's EveAkuroku : All Hallow's Eve8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Yeah! That's it! Bite the damn thing!" Xigbar laughed loudly, his Chinese zombie hat twirling around his finger, nearly hitting Demyx's face. The blond, dressed as a Egyptian mummy, grabbed the apple between his teeth and displayed it like a trophy before tossing it back into the barrel of dyed red water. "Next! Next! Come here, Xaldin!"
"No bloody- oof! Watch it, Saix!" Alcohol was definitely in the lance-user's bloodstream as his famously bad temper flared when he was knocked forward towards the barrel by the smirking Number Seven. Or perhaps he was still mad from how the others had managed to bully him into becoming a famous female ghost from some movie, which requires his precious hair be unrestrained and hanging loosely in front of his face. He growled when the Number Two called for him again.
The furry ears attached to Saix's head twitched, though not in annoyance, as he continued his course and went straight for the arm of one Melodious Nocturne. Caught by surprise, Demyx gave
Akuroku-SacrificeMy SacrificeAkuroku-Sacrifice9 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
(Inspired by "Sanctuary" by Utada Hikaru)
I can't let him go. He's my world; though I would never admit it to his face, he means all of my existence to me.
Did that just sound a bit cheesy? I thought so too.
You'd be amazed what love makes you say though. You say and do weird things.
What's also amazing is the sacrifices one will take. I've recently found this out. But not from the one I love-from his twin.
Sora told me that a few choice kids from school have been threatening Roxas-to put it correctly, threaten to hurt ME if he didn't do as they say. That explained all the bruises he'd been hiding on his arms. Sora actually found him past out in an alleyway once, bleeding and broken. Roxas hadn't said anything, and continued doing as he was told.
Little did Roxas know that I knew what was going on. I figured it out after I saw him t
Love?I wish I believed in loveLove?4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I wish I could only try
I'm longing to give into love
'Cause I feel life passing by
I've never known a love that's lasted
I've never seen it all work out
And I feel my chance is passing
I don't know what it's all about
I don't know if I'm truly happy
Don't know if I've ever been
Wish someone would just tell me
Exactly who I'm meant to be
Feel like I'm missing out on something
That I don't believe in
Feels like I'm living my life sleeping
Everywhere I've gone I've been
And what if I can't do it
What if something's wrong with me
Feels like others would kill for it
For something I don't see
Why won't somebody tell me
How I'm supposed to feel
'Cause I'm terrified you'll all leave
And leave me with only me
Don't think I can believe in love
'Cause I've never seen it end out right
What does it even mean, love?
Maybe I'll find that out sometime
My Disappearing ActMy Disappearing Act4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Whatever happened to the skin that covered these bones?
It's all pierced by the sharp edges of a me I cannot recognize.
What would it be like to die alone?
I don't know...
I'll let you know soon enough.
Trapped inside reflections
Some of then, and then there's now.
Do you ever want to know?
You won't gain, but you'll still feel strong.
Wanting to get out, but then I'd call it quits.
Too weak; what could I do for you?
You don't want to punish, but I do.
The starving hunger and the wandering to the bright side.
Trapped inside reflections
Some of then, and then there's now.
Do you ever want to know?
You won't gain, but you'll still feel strong.
It's not a game anymore.
The pleasure is not on this ride.
(For your entertainment)
Emotions aren't hard to see anymore.
Get away while you can.