Roses fade from red to grey,
As your face begins to fade away.
Haunted by all the memories,
Of what had use to be.
Wandering through a maze of broken dreams,
Watching the world come undone at the seams.
Lurid darkness engulf my soul,
I've been forgotten, I'm invisible.
Everything seems so tattered and dark,
Like the torn pages of my shattered heart.
It has become so inevitable now that I look back,
And it collects within my scarred past.
My ambiguous, blemished heart now sees,
How cruel and cold this world can be.
I still can't help but to wonder why,
All hope begins to die..
Beauty QueenWhen she broke downBeauty Queen3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It wasn't pretty,
The beauty queen in pain
She hid it all behind closed doors,
For she was rather vain
Her mascara smeared with diamond tears
Her perfect hair a mess
She screamed and sobbed
And ripped and tore at her party dress
When she had calmed she slit her wrists,
Let all the blood flow out
She sat and waited patiently
For a panicked shout
But no one knew,the show went on
She didn't live for long
They found her dead
Sprawled across the bed
Her eyes lifeless,her skin pale white
Her arms and dress stained red
No one cared
To choose what she'd wear
At her own funeral
She was buried and then soon forgotten
And she probably would have liked it that way,
For soon her flesh was grey and rotten
FormerlyDon't you dare say you love meFormerly3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
(Not now,once I'm finally free)
How could you go and leave me?
Don't argue,we aren't,we were best friends
There's no need for you to cry
When it was you who caused our end
There's no need for you to lie
When we're too old to play pretend
(Remember when you told me that?And now it's too late,you can't get it back)
Besides,I've cried enough for the both of us
If I fall,
You wouldn't catch me
We had it all,
You called it silly
You want me back,
But you can't have me
angelPlease don't cry,angel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I will wipe away your tears,
Please don't be afraid of me,
I will fight off your all of your fears.
But after the rain,
at the end of a storm,
come a rainbow,
that makes you feel fuzzy and warm.
It seems like heaven doesn't want you there,
but that's a lie.
Because underneath all the pain and hurt,
is a beautiful angel in disguise.
We put on our war paint,
and walk out side,
fighting a battle,
watching our comrades die.
But what for?
We all have our beliefs,
is it so wrong to want to hide,
so wrong that we want to leave.
I can see the hurt in your eyes,
I know you love it when it rains,
because no one can see through your smile,
and no one can see the tears of hate and pain.
But is it wrong for me to love you?
Maybe to you it is,
maybe because we are stupid and young,
and because we are innocent kids.
I don't know what to do,
because I refuse to just forget,
So even if I am just a friend,
I will die for you and take that hit.
In this home of sorrow,
there seems like t
You're Nothing...He brushes a strand of hairYou're Nothing...3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
He smiles at me
He holds me into his arms
He whispers into my ears
"You're nothing "
Make Up My Mind"You're too young to fall in love. You're too old to play games.Make Up My Mind3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You're too young to know what's right for you. You're too old to be making
the same mistakes.
You're too young to do this. You're too old to do that."
Well what can I do?
Sit around all day, but then hear you say, "Get up and do something."
Get up and do something, then hear you say, "You can't do that!"
I do one thing,
you say to do the opposite.
I do the opposite,
you say do one th
The Winds of Italia: Chapter 1For all he was worth, Lovino Vargas had never been a person of a calm personality. He was always bursting with harsh attitude and a drive to always be in control of the situation at hand. Despite this personality, he has always been met with awkward situations that have left him both set a-flamed with anger on the inside of his heart, and increasingly flabbergasted at his poor luck to be such a person. Sometimes, he wished he would be left alone by his adoptive father Antonio Vargas. Other times, he has been either afraid or murderously spiteful of his neighbors in this town of Europa. He is frightened by his nearby neighbor and local voyeur Francis Bonnefoy, whom always made subtle passes at every other male and female within the block-radius of his house and job. Lovino has been known to have absolutely no liking for Ludwig, the all-wise but still relatively young man up north of the town near the streets that lead to the Scandinavian Cul-de-Sac. Ludwig is a good friend of Feliciano,The Winds of Italia: Chapter 14 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
hell without youBlood drips,hell without you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
From an open wound,
I watch the clock,
wishing you to come home soon,
I smile at our picture,
and wonder what I should do,
because this heaven truly is,
Hell without you.
Don't ask me why,
Cause I don't know,
Our love will go.
Just take my hand,
And follow me,
Together against the world,
But if only that's what you'd see.
I smile through my tears,
because I have you,
knowing some aren't as lucky,
to know love when it is true.
They say to the world you are one person,
but to one person, you are the world,
I would die for you and you know it,
But I am still just one girl.
So I'll love you forever,
just as long as you love me,
and even if I was a monster,
together we'd still be.
You say your insane,
but I don't see it,
awesome and loving,
but not crazy in the least bit.
Maybe I silly for saying this,
maybe im just completely mad.
But what if something happened,
what if you became a dad?
Then again, im crazy,
and probably should get smacked,
But I d
promiseWhat do I do?promise3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm so lost,
Seems like the choices I can make,
will have some type of cost.
I just wanna run away,
and never come back,
take you with me,
but you wouldn't come because of what I lack.
It feels like,
I am just a slave,
always being whipped,
and told to behave.
Shackles and chains
round my wrists,
a choker in my mouth,
so I cant cry or use my fists.
I Love you,
I can never explain how much,
you have always been there for me,
and helped me when I was stuck.
I want to give you something,
but i'm not sure how you would react.
Cause once i've given it,
you can't give it back.
So you can have it,
because it is what make me officially yours,
just promise once you take it,
you won't leave me face down on the floor....
what i write when i cant sleepBloody hell and taco sauce! Where is my unicorn???what i write when i cant sleep3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Its in the Cheerio box!
Come here you beautiful pink elephant you!
Er.... I'm a unicorn?
Oh right, sorry fred.
My name is bob....
Youv'e been cheating on me with a jar of octopus!?
No I swear officer,
the jar came on to me!
Im a freaking unicorn!!!
God... your drunk...
CAT IMA KITTY CAT WITH A MEOW MEOW MEOW AND A MEOW MEOW MEOW.
Omg... your made of rain bows!!!!!!!
And you are a hairy gorrilla!
Get outta my house you hoser!
Get the !@#$ out!
fine, but ur sleeping on the couch tonight mister!
APH: I don't belong hereAlfred wasn't sure what he had just walked into. He stood at the door trying to grasp a hold of what was appearing before him.APH: I don't belong here3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Arthur stood in the middle of the living room in front of a glass coffee table that had a sheet of paper on it. It was too far for Al to read but he was able to assume it was a suicide letter. Arthur with a gun in his hand had it pointed to his own temple. Obviously his concentration and a little of his determination was broken when Al had walked in. He now only stood as a statue, held in that position; eyes trained onto Al, letting the tears just run down his cheek, then to dry.
Silence had gathered in the room as neither of them moved or muttered a single sound. The only sound that was heard was the slow ticking of a clock that clicked as each second painfully moved. Arthur was the first to say something and his lower lip quivered as he muttered, "Al " saying his name brought new waves of tears.
Itacest~ I'll Protect You FratelloOn the playground the children surrounded one particular Italian child that they found to be rather irritating. They laughed at him when he curled into a fetal position and cried for help.Itacest~ I'll Protect You Fratello2 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Fratello, help me!"
"Would you shut up!" One of the kids began to be irritated and started to kick him in the side.
Suddenly he felt another child grab him them from behind and knock them down.
Another Italian child that looked much like the one lying on the ground had knocked the child down. He shielded the crying one with his body.
"Leave mi Fratello alone!" he cried out.
The whimpering boy under him said with a shaky voice, "G-grazie Lovi."
"I'll always be there to protect you Feli."
- - - - - - - years later~ - - - - - -
"Fratello!" Feliciano hugged Lovino tightly. "Ve~ I'm so happy that you're staying with me for the weekend!"
"Yeah, yeah, it's only for the weekend."
Lovino hugged his brother right back with just as much passion. They let go of each other and walked into Feliciano's
Earthquake - ItacestPain.Earthquake - Itacest5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Sharp pain ripped through Lovinos side and he grabbed it instinctly, flinching. This, in turn caused him to drop his fork with a loud clatter. Feliciano looked over at his older brother, and seeing the look of pain on his face rushed over.
Lovino, whats wrong?
Death. People were dying. What was happening?
I dont know Lovino gritted out. Feliciano hugged his older brother, not knowing what else to do. Lovino was grateful for the gesture, even if it did nothing to ease his pain.
Eventually though, it stopped.
Feliciano, realizing that his brother was feeling better, went to find out what had happened. He soon returned, a somber look on his normally cheerful face.
There was an earthquake in L'Aquila, Feliciano explained. Lovino did ask for the death toll. He could guess quite easily by the feeling of just loss he was experienc
Unspoken sorrows, [Itacest fanfiction] Part 1~Feliciano sat down in a corner of the dark, cold, and dreary place of a slave house. His hands were bound by thick ropes that cut into his skin, and a heavy steal collar was around his neck with a chain leash attached to the wall so he wouldn't run, He had been here for most of his life and had gone through a nice set of masters. He thinks he was about fifteen in age but who knows he didn't exactly keep track of it in a place like this, let alone even know what day it was. It was selling day at the slave house so to only add to the suffering of his consciousness he might have to get to know another master who would beat him and much more if he didn't listen or do something right. His only happiness was taken away the one person he actually had loved was killed after he got sold to a particularly evil owner, poor Ludwig didn't even have a chance, and Feliciano hated knowing that he would never see him again.Unspoken sorrows, [Itacest fanfiction] Part 1~2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Then he heard some talking, the Italian slu
Take Back Myself.Who is this person in my head?Take Back Myself.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It isn't me! it isn't me!
I swear she's not real
I swear it
I would never think such things!
Who is this person taking over my mind
Turning my thoughts dark
Turning me against myself
How do i get her out?
How do i make her be quiet?
I want my mind back
I want my head back
I need to take it back!
But i've come to depend on her...
I use her like armor...
But she's ruining my name!
Ruining my mind!
I will no longer use this person as a crutch
I will get rid of her
I will take back myself.
Can't help yourself..I never wanted this to happen to us.Can't help yourself..3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's slowly erasing our identities.
Could you find your heart buried in needles?
Lost in the woods, Rivers flow, minds blend
Can't help yourself...
Watched me crumble,
I wish I was a little stronger.
Leave Me StandingSteal away my happiness,Leave Me Standing3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
These actions of your sin.
Bite your words into my flesh,
Scar my trembling skin.
This purpose of despising love,
Makes my pulse pound no more.
My heart turns eternally black,
Filled full of hate, guilt, and sore.
A mess you've made of my mind,
Turns me into something I'm not.
Something I hated,and wished not to be,
Those painful memories I forgot.
Record each precious moment,
And play them back inside my head.
I'll Weep till dawn turns to dusk,
And try not to end up dead.
Leave me standing...
So please, hold me in your arms
Drag me from all this harm
Pull me into an embraceable cage
Confused and screaming in a saddened rage.
Pain explodes into my eyes.
Holding in the tears, threatening to cry.
No need to feel my pain.
It would just make you become more vain.
Your life punctured
And trapped forever
A soul pleading to escape
Satan's idea of pleasure
Each day it hits you
Bites away more and more
Before you let yourself fall upon the floor.
It's just an
I Love My Brother Club Itacest Romano exited the stupid club, not really feeling better at all. America could have his brother (who he wasn't really sure existed) if he damn well wanted to. Prussia God dammit he'd had sex with Germany! How fucking unfair! And the rest were as alone as he was.I Love My Brother Club Itacest3 years ago in Humor More Like This
He began thinking about the damn potato bastards again. It wasn't that he wanted to have sex with his brother (not that it wouldn't be totally hot and perfect) but he wanted his brother to actually love him. He could trick Italy into sex, but he'd still be absolutely alone.
Italy didn't even like Romano. He knew Italy was still inhumanely nice to him, but his brother was just like that. One person's inhumanely nice was Italy's annoyance and dislike (not hate, though. Was it even possible for Italy to hate?)
And Romano just kept loathing his life as he walked headfirst into someone on the way home, shutting his eyes in pain.
Veneziano's Soup>Itacest With counter top actionVeneziano's Soup4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
>CRACK + ANGST = CRANGST
> Veneziano taking something that belongs to Romano because he was jealous.
> Complete but kinda long
Veneziano was humming a tune, propped lazily in the kitchen bar stools and waiting for his pasta to boil. Cooking is his favorite chore. It's housework but it feels like the natural course of action for his body to do. It's like breathing. He doesn't need to check if it's aldente or not. He just knows. Throughout centuries of making pasta, he has developed a psychic knack to tell if it's OK or if it's Feli-pasta-perfect. After all, pasta is serious business and should not be taken lightly.
He glanced at the boiling pot and knows it's not yet perfect. It would be approximately 6 more minutes and 30 seconds before the pasta would reach his desired perfection. He knows! That's what the kitchen timer said and now it's 6 more minutes and 26 seconds. 25... 24...
If he has t
Every time i look to you.Every time I look to youEvery time i look to you.3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You're charming yet another
But every time I glance once more
My heart quietly flutters
Your smile it melts
My hardest resolve
And my foolish hopes
Soften the harshest of blows
Your eyes draw me in
An inescapable pool of light
I'm too weak to move on
Ill put up no fight
I remember how it felt,
To be safe in your arms
I crave it once more
To be shielded from harm
That time was so perfect
How did it go so wrong?
We could've been so good together
And our romance was young
Then you went away
Acted like nothing had happened
We all knew it did
But the memory's been flattened
I didn't see you for weeks
But when I saw you again
It was like you didn't know me
As if I was to blame
It's clear you've moved on
And I just can't let go
How did I come so close
Just to hear 'no'?
I talked to your friends
They told me your thoughts
You liked my body, they said
But my personality fell short
Really I shouldn't stand for it
I thought I knew better
To let a guy treat me like this
Tomatoes, Tobacco and WomenWhat's in this fic?Tomatoes, Tobacco and Women4 years ago in Profiles More Like This
>Romano ladies man
>Mafia!Romano and Mafia!Veneziano
>Original Character reporter/columnist human
>Jealous!America of England's former lover
>World meeting chaos with various appearances of countries
>nation that can manipulate their citizen.
>Bad touch trio appearance
Romano's handsome smile was a gift. It was something you would remember and expect to receive when you know he's in the club. When he comes, he is either with his brother or is surrounded by people. It may be a group of intimidating men in suits who seems to be his bodyguards or skimpy clothed women who hangs all over him. At first glance you can tell that he is different. It may be because he's handsome but it's more like his aura or maybe because he is the embodiment of half a nation and affects southern Italians that way. Not that the people know that. He carries himself with an air of confidence and awesomeness that other nation does not know abou
Shut Up I love youI spent all my life living soloShut Up I love you3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I don't need words
I need pages to follow
I'll write this life and have you revise
You're my best critic
You have all my lines memorized
You are my hero
and I'm just your girl
You're the one who will go
save me from this world
Is it not enough to say...
Sh-shut up I love you
Shut up and love me
You've already caught me
In your time, you are mine
I feel like I've won
Sh-Shut up I love you
If love is a crime then
I'm your convict
I'll face all my time
Since you're a convict too
I'm getting sick of living behind bars
So far away from you makes me lovesick
You are my hero
You've knocked down these walls
No longer will I be counting crows
You saved me from it all
Is it not enough to say...
Sh-shut up I love you
Shut up and love me
You've already caught me
In your time, you are mine
I feel like I've won
Sh-Shut up I love you
Take a look around
I'm sick of singing to take in
And you won't even listen
Turn on the stereo
And listen to the sound
Of this 4/4 beat s