Dear FriendDear friend,Dear Friend2 years ago in Letters More Like This
I miss you.
I could probably write down on this letter everything and anything that is going through my mind right now but I would never reach out for you if I didn’t say those words.
I understand your pain. I know it doesn’t really mean much but, all those fears, all those fantasies, all those tears, all those sleepless nights… I know them well. I know that you feel alone and loneliness took you in like a mother. I know you feel safe within the walls of your heart, covered in wounds as faceless shadows consume your light. I know you never give up on making others happy disregarding your own comfort. I know you’re the least loved one but you love the most.
That’s why I don’t want to see you fall. I’ll rescue you from the darkness because I don’t want you to lose your brightness. Truth is I also need you. It doesn’t look like it and I don’t think it was meant to, but your dreams and hopes show everyone a diff
Le FacadeHey, how are you?Le Facade2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nice talking to you again
Life gets harder every day
And I really needed a friend..
and don’t know how to say
That I’m hurt
when they ask if I’m okay
‘Cause all I have now
Is this face
All I wear now
Is this lie
All that’s left now
Are scattered pieces of this broken heart of mine.
So look into my eyes,
These desperate eyes
And see that I am struggling
Just notice im not fine
Im feeling helpless here
What should I do my dear?
Why am I surrounded but feel
So damn lonely still?
I understand you have to go,
Give me a minute, please wait,
I’m fixing up my soul..
Putting up my facade.
AloneScreaming.Alone2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Yes, alone she was
drowning without water.
Are you breathing or are you living?
She said she was merely passing by.
She didn't really know how, to say her last goodbye.
Crying through the night
Bleeding, not in sight
Why did she never see, another brighter side?
You might've tried to save her.
But, you didn't try hard enough
You left her trapped, inside her head.
With the demons saying,
"you're already dead"
Promises, PromisesAll the words coming outPromises, Promises2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All the paintings on the floor
Water's running in the ground
And I can't fight anymore
Butterflies flying around
Killing leafs and falling down
Nothing is what it used to be
Because you are not here with me..
When you left this world died
I still miss you, can't deny it
But life goes on
Yeah, life goes on..
Now my heart's wide open
and my blood keeps flowing
The wound is just too deep,
The sound of your voice
It is calling me over
Promises you didn't keep
Yeah promises that you didn't keep
Mom, can you see me?Mom, I wonder where you areMom, can you see me?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't reach you.. you've gone so far
If you can see me, do you like what you see?
Dad says I'm a great man, girls say I'm handsome, I've got a great job - is this what you wanted me to be?
I feel so sad right now
Tears won't stop flowing somehow
I've made so many mistakes during this 20 years
But I wasn't one of yours, that you made very clear
I just wish you could be by my side
Mom, your son feels so lonely tonight.
Better Half Of MeTime passes in a strange wayBetter Half Of Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I look to the night sky trying to reach for my stars above
I watch people as they sail
Happily in the river of love
But I wait, and sadly ask GOD why
Then take a deep breath and close my eyes
Tears stream down my scarred face
My arms are open to find your embrace
My voice fails me when I need to scream
And let my heart loose going with the stream
I only want to be with you
Your love is the fire I need to live through
The world lost its color and I cry every night
Lovely as you are there's no one else on my mind
So read now
As I pour
Bits of my little soul
Into tiny words
Because you might be
The better half of me...