my fear and my end((RP JOURNAL. comment? ;n; ))(( i try to make my rp journals interesting.....somewhat.))
~what's the use of living?~ I thought. ~life is nothing more then a lit candle, and when it's snuffed out, we die.~ I sighed and looked out of the window in my apartment.
"We will be together forever!" My mothers smiling face came to her mind as I listened to her cheerful voice.
"Yea.... " I whispered with a few tears sliding down my cheeks. "forever....." I went outside since my home was gloomy and strolled over to the park nearby. I found something familiar.
"Bluebells......just like.....that other garden...."I whispered. "Just like......mothers garden." I whispered sadly.
A distant memory triggered in my mind.
I was a little girl again, running after my mother in the garden and laughing. my mother was smiling and singing. And the flowers, were bluebells.
((the song is called sou gan if you care to know.))
"Hunan blentyn, ar fy mynwes
Clyd a chynnes ydyw hon
Breichiau mam sy'n dyn amdanat
Cariad mam sy'n dan f
(( meet the admin))- Name: sofia(( meet the admin))10 months ago in Personal More Like This
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: 11, October 1995
- Sign: Libra
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: brown
- Height: i haven't measured my height but i'm short sadly ;n;
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight but im not a people person.
S P E C I F I C S
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: tresseme
- What are you listening to right now?: lady gaga.((dont you fucking laugh at me.))
- Who is the last person that called you?: people never call me
- How many buddies are online right now?: some are online.
F A V O R I T E S
- Animal: gecko
- Color: black and dark blue
- Drink: milk with seltzer ((haters gonna hate.))
- Element: fire
- Food: sushi and miso
a mission gone wrong~Death.............the thing everyone fears most. But my only fear was what would happen if I remained alive.~a mission gone wrong1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Lady ran on through rainy night. She was out of breathe but she pushed on, because if she didn't whatever was chasing her would get her and that would be the end of her. "I've got to keep going." she huffed and ducked into a dark ally to catch her breathe for a few seconds.
~So I ran. I knew that thing would try to stop me. And I knew it's others would come for me as well. The others whose only desire was money.~
it was but a second until the being had found her but she ran off again the instant it did.
~But my longing was stronger. I wanted salvation. Of all the sensations, pain is the purest without ambiguity. you feel it or you don't.~
in her dire attempts to escape life, escape reality. When your alive, days just drone on meaninglessly and without rhyme or reason. She ran on and only stopped when she reached a cemetery and looked up at the dark foreboding sky.
a message to everyone))(( i don't think i have a reason to be on here. the only reason why i was really ever on here was not for views, not for fucking faves but because i found real people who accept me for what i am, not like the assholes in my schools who hate me for no reason and call me a bitch. but it seems they all are leaving too like everyone else.a message to everyone))9 months ago in Personal More Like This
i don't hate you for that. I'm sorry that the world is cruel. If i could change it for you all, you know i would. but i can't. i can't change the way assholes decide to be assholes or anything. I wish i could. but i can't. But know this: i love you all and you'r existence means very much to me, next to my mum and dad. i love you all. i'm not lying. but if you leave, i'll still remember you all. i never forget. ever. Thank you for talking to me, i will truly miss you and i hope you'll be well wherever you go.
yuuka returns!" i do apologize for my absence dears." she smiled. "i hope you all have been well."yuuka returns!8 months ago in Personal More Like This