Love is Just a Word Until Someone Comes Along...Lay awake, I'm robbed of sleepLove is Just a Word Until Someone Comes Along...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hear the raindrops tap the street
Forgetting all I've fallen for, I can't go on
I can't be more
Hidden behind tapestries
Adorned with painful memories
Slowly realize what you've done, I've lost it all
I've come undone
A fallen angel at your feet
A broken mess at your mercy
Heartless in my time of need, you walked away
You watched me bleed
Holding out for fate unknown
A missing piece, an empty home
Living life with no one there, I know I'm lost
But I don't care
Within the boundaries of myself
Crying out for someone's help
Wishing for, with all my heart
They'll stop the pain and light the dark
A fallen angel at my feet
Broken, shattered just like me
I take her hand and grip it tight
We'll last forever in the light
Era Of SilenceEra Of Silence3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Era Of Silence
Cascading glares swim around my whole body
Searching for some kind of flaw that I might have
But they don't realize that my life is the problem entirely
I can hardly keep on hiding all of the imperfections I secretly grasp
Denial is simple / If you say so
Pretending is impossible / I can't let you know
So I no longer speak for myself
No, not anymore
I feel that I deserve this hell
My pure torture
I'm just too snared by the knives in my back
No one wanted to accept me for who I really was
That's why I had no choice but to put up this wounded act
But I guess that's what the feeling of losing everybody does
Guilt is truly consuming / If you succumb to it
Sympathy is harshly damaging / The infliction is endless
I always put myself last
But first to feel the carnage
I let peace slip through my hands
I hate being so goddamn selfless
I hold my head up high toward the sky
So the tears will eventually dr
The Only One I Love (Prussia X Reader)The Only One I Love (Prussia X Reader)3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
It was two days before your second anniversary with Gilbert and you planned out everything. A walk around the park while the sun is setting and a picnic under the moonlight. But, maybe that was just too good to be true, having your anniversary as perfect as that sounds impossible.
You were at home cooking dinner, waiting for your beloved Gilbert to come home from work. You set out plates of his favorite dishes and sat down on the chair, continuing to wait for him. It was now nine o'clock, but Gilbert was still not home like he usually was. However, you still waited for him believing he was just caught in work and nothing else. Though you were praying that he was just busy, you had an uneasy feeling that it wasn't that but something else...
You woke up not even knowing when you fell asleep, you looked at the time and saw that it was two o'clock in the morning, you gave up. 'What is Gilbert doing!' Frustrated, you tried calling him b
The Death of MeThe Death of Me3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I cry into my sheets
And cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead
Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo
You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain
I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care
If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way
No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same
This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again
I scream at you now
And you're never there
It's come to the point
Where I'm pulling out my hair
And some nights I bleed
I don't know why
Please can't you help me!
I don't want to die!
These tears that I'm crying
They won't go away
Don't you love me?
If you do, won't you stay?
By the end of the night
I am fast asleep
But my dreams are nightmares
Which is why I weep
In the mist of my agony
And in this terrible
CopingToday I sawCoping2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What I've always feared.
I looked in the mirror,
And my mind swiftly cleared.
Below sunken-in eyes,
Red with fatigue,
And blackened with lies.
My hair spread 'bout wildly,
Face covered in stubble
I cupped my face in my hands,
Knowing I was in trouble.
My soul left to die,
Preserved only in words
Shared for attention.
Oh, it's all so absurd!
Today I must face it.
I know I must try.
So I thought of you, darling;
I sat down and cried.
What is wrong with me?I'm a monsterWhat is wrong with me?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm a freak
I lash out
I lost control
For one moment
Pushed over the edge
It was too much
I can't believe it
What is wrong with me?
How could I do this?
It won't happen again
But still stay away
Why be near me?
What good is there to hold by?
Theres one light left
On the outside
To relight the others inside
You're My PoisonI'm dyingYou're My Poison2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The pain seeps through
Clutching at my heart
Ripping it to shreds,
You merely watch
Pretending you're not the cuase
Seeing me die slowly
Every time you leave me,
But you return
As you always do
Slowly sucking the poison out
That you yourself placed
And i begin to forget,
Just for a moment,
And fall back into love with you again.
And with every kiss
Every time we fuck
Every second i spend loving you,
I feel the poison
Seeping back into my heart
And with everytime you leave me
i begin to die again
While you pretend not to see.
You're the poison and the antitode
My killer and saviour
The reason i want to live
While i slit my wrists,
You're my poison
And my addiction
As i continue to drink you in
And choke you down
The Mirror Room TGThe Mirror Room TG3 years ago in Settings More Like This
This was going to be it. I had been out of work for months, almost a year now, constantly looking for jobs here, there and everywhere. I went through vast numbers of interviews with all kinds of people, just trying to live my dream of being a successful photographer, but they all came to no avail.
It had been a few weeks since my last interview but for whatever reason I just thought this was going to be the one, the job that was going to kickstart my career.
"Christopher Stanley please," came a voice from inside the office.
I stood up out of my seat, fixing my tie as I did so. Just before I stepped through the door, I took a deep breath.
"You can do this, Chris. This is the one," I thought to myself.
As I pushed open the door, I saw just one woman in their separated from me by a desk and empty chair where I would be sitting.
I sat the down, the silence unbearable. Then she began.
"Christopher," she exclaimed, holding her hand out to be shaken, "I'm Hilary, pleased to meet you."
The Slaughtered Children.Why? Why? They were children! Children! How could someone strip a child, multiple children, of their innocence! How could someone strip them of life?The Slaughtered Children.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Children are one of the few good things in life. Always learning, not dispicable liars or haters or cheaters like the majority of adults, not able to commit horrendous crimes, not aware of the greater scheme of life going on around them. Believer's they are. In a child's mind, the characters of stories such as Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny are alive. Magic is real and all around us, commanded and cast by the fairies who were blessed by the mighty kings and queens from far far away. In a childs dream, there is no deception, no hatred, no confusion. There is only light and happiness and love, and their imagination is never as strong as it if in childhood.
It is for those reasons, and many more, why I believe children should be treasured. For their beautifully bliss minds and perfectly balanced ignorance. For their imagination, raw and i
I Am Writing This Note... - TG“Mother, father, I am writing this note because I know I won’t see you in a while, or maybe even forever. I am not running away, but, some strange things are going on with me that I know you will say that is crazy. But if you see me after this transformation occurs, I know that you will believe me. There will be a camera her on this desk, and after this transformation occurs, I will take a picture of myself so you can see what happened.”I Am Writing This Note... - TG1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
I sighed as I tapped the pencil to the desk, feeling my mind beginning to change. With tears in my eyes, I looked in the mirror to see my male face for the last time. All of the sudden, I thought of a boy who looked three or four years older than me and in his twenties, but I kept thinking that he was my age. I had no clue why I was thinking of him, so I decided that it was a part of the transformation and I needed to hurry up with the note.
“Right now, I can feel my body tingling and beginning to change. Along with th
Hold my Heart foreverYou make me smileHold my Heart forever2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
in ways that no one ever has
The love that we share
has grown deep inside
The sparkle in your eyes
bring brightness within my life
All the darkness fades away
all that I have, is happiness throughout life
The way that you smile
the way that you talk
it makes my heart skip a beat
but most importantly, it makes me feel alive
I want to feel your touch
to know that you are true
to feel your body around me
to know that this is the right thing
All I ever wanted was to be free
free of this depression throughout my life
Than there you were
that has lifted my spirits up high
The light will always shine through
as you will always be close to my heart
Cause my love it is forever true
that you hold my heart forever
When The Past Catches Up:Chap2When The Past Catches Up:Chap25 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
When The Past Catches Up
A/N: The /text/ are the thoughts
Starscream's plummet towards the ground only served to fuel Jazz's desperation, and the silver autobot decided on his course of action . Revving his cannons he aimed at the 'con's wings and fired causing Starscream to roar in pain. With a few more shots, Jazz estimated, the wings would be severed from the body. Just as predicted, the 'con's wings were severed and Jazz jumped off of Starscream right before the other bot impacted with the ground sending dirt flying everywhere.
Jazz rolled over and over before finally slamming into a telephone pole which halted his forward momentum. Wincing, he absentmindedly rubbed a dent in his side armor and heaved himself up onto his feet. It was time to get to Bee, and Primus help anyone or anything that tried to stop him.
Optimus Prime sighed in relief as the trash yard came into view, and pushed his alt mode to its
When The Past Catches Up:Chap4When The Past Catches Up:Chap45 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
A/N: Yeah, I'm spoiling you guys again with another super fast update . Please leave a review for me!
Sam squeezed his eyes shut and gripped the arm rest next to him so tightly that his knuckles were white.
His stomach rolled painfully as he felt the car swerve and heard the tires screech a protest. He almost smiled when he heard Lennox inhale sharply from the swerving motion of the car.
The silver Pontiac Solstice that they were riding in was definitely living up to his reputation.
/Satan's Camaro/, Sam snorted at the thought, /more like Satan's Solstice/.
/I'm just happy that I didn't have time to eat breakfast/ , Sam mused as he fought to keep what little he had eaten in his stomach.
Then Sam made a mistake. A very big mistake. He opened his eyes just in time to see that the Autobot was getting ready to speed through a very busy intersection.
The car swerved around and SUV, slammed on the brakes and just about got crushed from behind by a dump truck. Jaz
The Five SensesYou are music to my ears,The Five Senses2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
art to my eyes,
a confection to my taste.
Your skin like satin to touch,
the smell of your cologne welcomes me home.
Your BrideThink about our wedding, what it will be likeYour Bride2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You'll be so sure and I'll be shaking in fright
But then we will interlace our fingers
And the fear and nerves will melt away
This is how I see our coming wedding day
There may or may not be a reception
Not all the details are worked out
But let me tell you what the day will be about
The joining of you and I underneath the sky
Then dancing under the moon before heading to the room
We'll have stated our vows that I will force you to obey
We will take many pictures until I find one thats okay
I'll stand by you through hell and will always work on you
We'll teach the other how to love and we'll never be through
The marriage will have started with a woman in a white dress
And a man who bought a ring that showed her shes the best
They will go through many trials and learn along the way
That they'll make it to forever due to vows on their wedding day
These are not just words that are said to earn your trust
Theyre what I feel when I think about u
RebirthRebirth5 years ago in Settings More Like This
This is my story, of how I was reborn, as a BUFFIE.
I would like to thank the BUFFIES for their help with writing this, especially Meg, Diana and Cele.
You may also notice some references to my fav shows in it.
Rebirth by Belle
As I lay in my semi-concious state I catch parts of conversations going on around me.'We found this in the ruins of the building where Belle was trapped' I hear someone say 'it's a brooch with her name engraved on the back'.
Cel looks at it 'I remember this, it's a kind of heirloom, handed down from generation to generation. Belle loved it and wore it all the time, she never took it off. It's the crest of her Clan, made from Scottish gold and a meteorite'. 'That's Diogenite says' Nic. 'Yes', Cel continues 'the legend is that is was made from a rock that fell from the sky. I have an interest in Celtic arts, and Belle told me the story one day.
It was always worn by the daughter of the Clan chief. Only once was it worn by a male of the Clan, and he
The Heart that still beatThe Heart that still beat2 months ago in Horror More Like This
TheHeart that still beat
(original text ITA by Zenox)
Chapter01: "do you hear my heart?"
Into a dark night, into a dark forest, there's a huge and old mansion, that looks even older than the city that had arisen nearby.
According to the rumors this manor was haunted by ghosts, there still was no proof, but the folks didn't want neither to came closer to that manor, for not take any risk, so that mansion was abandoned for years.
Dilapidated, with the window glasses broken by the time and the stoning of some foolish thug, its appearance aroused fear, and no one ever tried to came closer, until…
One night the snow was falling very dense, engulfing the country with a thick layer of snow and frost, and stopping the motor of a car, with a stranger inside, just near the abandoned mansion.
The young man, scarf on his neck and heavy vest, began to walk toward that mansion with the only light of his flashlight, hoping to find some help,
he began to notice
A Love Like This A Love Like YouA Love Like This A Love Like You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What if I held you like you were made of glass
And out of my dreams you would never pass
I'd like to think you'd know just what love is and was
Because in my arms I'd show how to really love and be loved
My world would be complete
If I could just lay at your feet
And tell you all that you mean to me
Oh how my heart and soul would be so free
I think a love like this would stand a chance
And be more than just a simple little romance
I would take you and hold and never let you go
I would never let this love grow cold if you'd only say so
My heart feels like a fire is waking from a dark cold slumber
And if you touched my chest you would certainly fall under
The spells of my love yes my love that's who you would be
Just say the word and I will be your everything
I'll even take the time to learn what makes your heart truly sing
I'll be your everything if you would swear upon all you hold dear
That you'll never fall out of love with me not once ever you hear
Cause with my love in yo
A Curious FindA Curious Find3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"And you have a good day yourself!" Jessie said cheerfully, handing the customer's shopping bag. The customer smiled brightly and skipped off, happy as could be. Why shouldn't she though? Only a few moments ago, she was a young, grouchy sort of guy in a foul mood. After a quick spray of the Costume in a Can, he had turned into a peppy and cheerful looking Loly Aivirrine (A far cry in personality from the original version to be sure).
It was 11:17 AM and things were certainly underway in at the neighborhood wide garage sale. After a big burst of people right away, things had settled down in the area, now at a nice and more manageable rate. Jessie *coughJDcough* and her partner, Rachel, were busy selling off their wares and dealing with the waves of customers that came through. At that last person left, there was no one left at their particular sale, allowing themselves to take a quick break.
"Phew!" Jessie said
TToG:Chapter2 pt3 SlimeTToG:Chapter2 pt3 Slime4 years ago in Settings More Like This
Where am I?
Oh no...tied up again, oh god. Someone!
Anyone! HELP ME!" I shout.
There's no answer...just the sound of water dripping.
The dungeon is unbearably cold...how do I always end up in these places?
"What is that? Hey! HEY! St-stay away from me!" I say in fear.
"GeeheheHEHEHEAHAHAH! GET AWAHAHAY!" I scream.
The strange slime reaches out, tenderly stroking my bare skin, sliding up my shirt and fondling my helpless belly.
I tug and tear at the ropes holding me down...but they hold strong!
The slime moves closer, covering my body.
"AAAAAH! AHAHAHAH! WAAAAAHAHAHA! GET OFAHAAHAHA MEHEEHEH! GEEHEHET OAFAH!" I scream.
The slime pulls my clothes around, attacking every inch of flesh it can find.
Tiny fingers dig into my belly, poke an prod my belly button, and feather like strings slide in between my toes.
The slime's tickling is soft, but relentless...it reminds me of my nightmarish encounter with Lady Venus.
Fear floods my heart, the though of su
The FearThe day was a fair one, when changes aboundThe Fear3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The sun cast its smile on her face
She lived like no other, in regions of sound
A child in the loveliest place
But as her head lifted, the glow fell away
Her heart skipped a beat in alarm
The shadows of darkness were longing to play
The moon seemed a beacon of harm
"I'm tired," she whispered. "I just want to sleep
But oh, God, I pay such a price
With no sweet distractions, I'm in the King's keep
And I'm trapped, all alone, in his eyes."
She curled up, lost in her thoughts and despair
No warm touch or words gave her peace
The King set her off, with a gentleman's flair
(But he'd drawn her the darkest of dreams)
A lion that lay with its head all amok
A scream that leaked blood from her soul
A house that caught fire, a corpse on the rocks
A little boy dizzy with cold
A room with no meaning, a cliff with no life
A Reaper that started too late
A man chasing children with armies of knives
A jungle that chose her as bait
The dreams rolled
Could it be true? Find me 5Could it be true? Find me 54 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
No one talks to me like that. No one. Well, maybe my mom. Whatever. Ghetsis was there pointing at me with the finger with triumph in his eyes.
"It's time you know N's real intentions. He doesn't have time to play boyfriend. Ever since he was eight, I told him he was going to unite Team Plasma an Team Galactic through marriage. N knew this whole time and didn't tell you. Marlene was the heir of Team Galactic. It's practically cheating," Ghetsis stated.
"No no no! He wouldn't do that! You're lying!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I was having the worst day of my life. N and Black followed me and I stared at N.
"Is this true? You kept it up this long just to tell me you were going to marry some other girl?" I cried.
"White, it's not like that," N tried to explained.
"Then what is it like? N, I can't do this anymore. It's obvious that you care about pokemon than me."
"Because you're engaged, no, you've been engaged to Marlene. It seems that if you want that then I'll take you down