Suicide is Painless C.1Suicide is Painless C.13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Suicide is Painless"
Into and Disclamer:
"Through the Early Morning Fog I see"
Deep breath Hold. Cut. Breathe out Flex. Deep breath in Hold. Cut.
He went through the motions, counting the seconds off in his head.
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
Cut. Sharp breath in.
These things had to be precise, or you'll cause your own death.
They didn't want you.
You should just die.
Hold those tears back Breathe out. Flex. Feel your fingers move. You're alive. They're gone. Blood.
Blood on his arm, on the blade, on his pants, on the floor. Still, he kept going, holding the tears and sobs back.
Don't forget to smile.
The quick sob was silenced as he let a small smile cross his face.
It's not so bad No one understands .
The smile fades
Since You've ReturnedSince You've Returned3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I honestly didn't know what to do. In a single night, had lost my two best friends.
I pushed forward- I really did! But... I felt so scared.
You know I cared about you, didn't you? About both of you! How could I have known the girl I was so sure I loved would disappear? That my best friend would turn his back on me!?
I made more friends, and I traveled to so many worlds that I was overwhelmed! I was just a kid- so why did I have to save the worlds?
I didn't remember that man from when we were children until recently but... It makes sense now.
I learned so much, looking for you two. I was looking for both of you, you know! I wanted you both back... so badly... and when I found you...
There's like a whole year missing from my memory after that horrifying meeting!
I don't know how it happened. I don't understand completely, but I was asleep for so long...
Then it was like all my previous work of saving the worlds been meaningless! This 'Organization', this 'Kingdom Heart
Game of Cat and Mouse P7Game of Cat and Mouse P73 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
In a way, the Amusement Park wasn't so bad. Watching Pierce re-experience every ride like it had been the first time on had been 'amusing'. He went from childish excitement of going in line, to nervous fear when they got to the front, to reaching out for Boris' hand as the ride started, to happily giggling as the ride progressed, and then babbling about it as they got off just to start all over again for every ride.
The Cheshire Cat had actually rerouted them a few times to avoid the horrible entertainment provided by Mary Gowland.
Honestly Pierce was lucky to have forgotten that and Boris only wished that harm on his worst enemies. Peirce was not a 'worst enemy'.
As the day wavered and the park started to empty, Boris offered to buy them food before heading upstairs.
Despite Boris' brightened mood, Pierce stayed away from the cotton candy.
"And then the dip-!"
"Yea Pierce " Boris smiled lightly, taking a sip of the soda.
"And the spins-! It was amazing Boris!
Meeting You AgainMeeting You Again3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Once we step through, we might not be able to come back. We may never see our parents again. There's no turning back. But this may be our only chance. We can't let fear stop us! I'm not afraid of the darkness!"
when I think back to the day I screamed those words into the howling wind rippling around us, I wonder if you could see the fear in my eyes. I didn't want you to see it, I didn't even want tobut it was there.
It started out so innocent, a small dream to sail from the islands and see the worlds beyond what it ended up being was an insatiable lust for power that took me down the darkened path.
Looking back at it now Kairi was my justification; my one alibi when questioned of my intentions. I was feeding off the darkness, and as long as Kairi was unconscious she was my reason for doing so. I wasn't ready to take responsibility, to admit that I was using the darkness to cover up the insecurities.
I wanted to get her heart back, I really truly did. But even mor