Ascension 2, Sec 1 Welcome to Hell. Population, me.Ascension 2, Sec 12 years ago in Personal More Like This
Days. Weeks. Months. How long had it been? I didn't know anymore. When your nightmares were all the same, when every day involved the same horrible, useless task, time became…irrelevant. My hands were still scarred from shifting away the rubble of a ruined castle, searching for something, anything, that would tell me she was alive. That against all logic, she wasn't dead. In all that time, I was alone. Tillie, Sky and Jace all searched at my side, but I was by myself. Nobody could reach me past the wall I'd constructed around myself, the wall that had been put up to keep me from burning everything in a ten-mile radius. Those scars on my hands, those earned while searching in vain for her, I refused to heal. I wanted to forget, but at the same time, I wanted to remember. I wanted to remind myself everyday of how I had failed myself, and how I had failed her.
Ascension 1, Sec 3 Tillie and Aida were arguing about whether or not the city deserved to be called golden, as run down as it had become since the days of Adrian's rule. Back then, it had certainly been clean and rich and beautiful, but now…Ascension 1, Sec 32 years ago in Personal More Like This
"We'll be waiting at "The Fragile Falcon's Inn" closer to the main gates. We shouldn't be seen together, but if you learn anything about the Eagles come and find us. May your old kings and queens watch over you, Aida," Tillie said solemnly.
"Aida…I…" I started, unsure exactly what I wanted to say. She looked up at me, those big green eyes curious. "Just…be careful."
"I'll be with Tillie and Zander," Sky said. "Please be careful. If things get messy just run. We will find another way, okay? I…can't lose you too, Aida."
Yes, Aida was Sky's rock, her only rock in a stormy ocean.
"Try to buy a
Ascension 1, Sec 2 Tillie and Sky were walking a little ahead, talking about something I wasn't bothering to pay attention to. Most of my energy was being put into looking straight ahead, and not over at the lean girl at my side. I knew what this feeling was that was starting to unfurl in my chest, and I couldn't let it get out of control. It was too dangerous, to me, and to her.Ascension 1, Sec 22 years ago in Personal More Like This
"Well," sighed the girl in question. "At least Sky looks pretty interested."
"Are you okay?" I asked softly, unable to stop myself. "You look a bit pale…You were in that nightmare for a while."
"Yeah…Flying and then falling into a nightmare trap wasn't exactly entertaining. And I am hungry."
A smile curved my lips this time. I couldn't help it—I found her quite amusing. Was there anything that she did take seriously?
"Did you…did you just…SMILE??? Look at that! I didn't kno
Ascension 2, Sec 5 "AIDA!" I all but screamed. "NO!"Ascension 2, Sec 52 years ago in Personal More Like This
I stumbled over the ground, trying to run to her despite the violently shaking floor. My heart was in my throat. No. No. It couldn't happen again. It couldn't. I wouldn't let her leave me again. I didn't think I could bear that agony a second time.
"Not this time!" I shouted at her. "I won't let you go this time!"
I reached out and pulled her to me—it was easy, with her floating in the air—holding her tightly to my chest. My hands slid up to cradle her cheeks, and I guided her face to mine.
"Please, no…" I whispered, my terror plain in my voice. "Please…I'm sorry for getting mad at you. I'm sorry…I'm so sorry…"
A single tear slid down Aida's pale cheek.
"Zander…" she murmured, her voice thick with fear. She didn't want to die. I didn't want her to go. This couldn't happen again. "I love
Ascension 1, Sec 4 I heard the bastard's voice from a nearby cell. Fire erupted along my arms.Ascension 1, Sec 42 years ago in Personal More Like This
"You know what I mean!" I heard Jace snap.
"No," I growled, shattering the cell bars from the heat of my flames. "I don't know what you mean."
Then my gaze fell upon Aida, who looked pissed but blissfully alive.
"Aida, are you alright? Are you hurt?"
"Does a shattered ego count?" she wondered. I smiled. If she could still be a smartass, then she was fine.
"We can fix that later," I told her, glad that there could be a later. "Let's go. I don't think Til can hold them off any longer."
I led Aida out, hoping with all my heart that Jace wouldn't follow, but he did. Aida stuck so close to me that I was afraid I might burn her, but I couldn't bring myself to tell her to keep her distance. I liked the proximity too much.
Ascension 2, Sec 3 Moisture was already zigzagging down Aida's pale cheeks, which were now a blotchy pink, and I took a step back, intending to leave their reunion to themselves.Ascension 2, Sec 32 years ago in Personal More Like This
"Imgwostry," Aida blurted.
"What?!" Sky exclaimed. I only knew what Aida had said because, well, I already knew.
"Imsosorry," Aida tried again. But then, third time's the charm, right? "I'm so sorry Sky!"
"Aida!" the brunette responded. "Why are you sorry? What have you done?"
"Ighwokshakls," the silver-haired girl stumbled again.
"Come on," I said darkly to Sky. "You are gonna want to hear this."
I sighed at Aida's angry hiss of "traitor!", and withdrew from the argument. I had a feeling that Sky was about to make my anger with Aida look like absolutely nothing at all, and I had to admit I took some selfish and sadistic satis
Rant..Decided to express my feels about a recent experience. Now I think I have come closer to understanding why some people feel that they are being mean - it's not that they are mean, but.. that period just makes you feel like you are mean...Rant..2 years ago in Personal More Like This
It was very educational, though, I learned a lot and I hope I won't sound as mean next time. Because... amg, I feel like apologizing for everything to everyone. _(:3 」∠)_ It seriously shook up my heart, since I'm sensitive.
I still have so much to learn. I made so many mistakes. I hope this experience will lead me to becoming a better, more understanding person.
I want to continue being soft, but I need to discover a way how to continue being soft and reasonable. I never wanted to become a person who would look at people less experienced and feel pity... I... just, feel sick about feeling that way.
Humans are equal, no matter their level of experience or abilities, no matter how they act or what they do. I feel like I betrayed this belief
Are you a brony?...That is what a little girl asked me yesterday during my last trip to USA, I was in a Hot Topic and I had a big amount of pony products in my hands so I put them in a shelve to know how much I was going to spend so I was talking with my dad about what to buy and a little girl approached me, saw that I put a Vinyl Rainbow Dash in a shelve and asked:Are you a brony?...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
-"Are you getting this?"
and I said:
-"yes, not yet but I'll definitely get it",
she continued to see some Pony merchandise and then turned to me and asked, with the most cute voice ever:
-"Are you a brony?"
to which I happily just answered:
-"Yes, I am"
and she said:
-"That's really cool, I like Pinkie Pie" (At this point, in my head I was like "Hnng, stop it, you are going to give me a heart attack")
so I said:
-"My favorite is Twilight Sparkle"
So she smiled and continued to see more pony things.
That was a really cool moment, I have bought pony things in Hot Topic many times and I have never
Christmas DashBlitz Contest *deadline soon*Okay, well this group is holding its first ever contest, and since it's almost Christmas, it's the perfect time to start one x3Christmas DashBlitz Contest *deadline soon*2 years ago in Personal More Like This
All you need to do is draw a cute couple picture of Rainbow Dash and Rainbow Blitz doing something Christmas-y together, like for example, decorating a tree or drinking hot cocoa together, it doesn't matter as long as it involves Christmas x3
Rules (very important):
Comment under this journal if you're gonna join the contest and I'll put you on the list
Picture has to include DashBlitz since this is a DashBlitz group xD
Picture also has to include Christmas
Submit contest entry to the Christmas DashBlitz folder please!
Bases are allowed but no lined paper art pictures, since those are usually hard to see (the only way you can draw on lined paper is if you show me how it looks when you draw on lined paper and if your pictures come out blurry or not. If I accept it you
Ascension 1, Sec 1 "Tillie, are you insane?" I demanded. "The entire cave just about fell down on top of us! We can't go any farther—we need to get out."Ascension 1, Sec 12 years ago in Personal More Like This
"No way, Zander," Tillie answered with an anticipatory grin. "Something caused that tremor, and I want to find out what."
"Til, this is a bad idea," I growled.
"Loosen up, Zander," she laughed, then started walking farther into the dark tunnel.
"Do I never get a say in anything?" I sighed to myself, before following her down the dank, musty passageway.
Moon elves, like myself, could see pretty well in the dark, so I had an idea of where I was going. I could just see the end of the tunnel, where it widened into what was probably a large antechamber. We'd been here before, and I knew that the only thing in that antechamber was a tall marble statue of an old queen that had a red gemstone embedded in its forehead.
My Little Pony PLZMy Little Pony SectionsMy Little Pony PLZ3 years ago in Personal More Like This
My Little Pony : Friendship is Magic // Page : 1 2
16 Pugs in Costumes to Chase Away the NightmaresLet's take a break from the Nightmare Fuel and look at something cute.16 Pugs in Costumes to Chase Away the Nightmares2 years ago in Art Features More Like This
Christmas Pug 2012 by check-out
Pumpkin Pug by dosecreative Agent F, reporting for duty by MonsterBrand
Halloween Pugs VI by LDFranklin
Collection: My Little Pony plz -Secondary Cast 1/2:icontwilightgalaplz: Greetings, my pretty Ponies! :iconbackhug:Collection: My Little Pony plz -Secondary Cast 1/24 years ago in Personal More Like This
Since the size of a Journal entry is limited to 60KB, I had to split the collection:
Mane Cast 1/2: Greeting; Explanations; Twilight Sparkle, Pinkie Pie, Applejack
Mane Cast 2/2: Rainbow Dash, Rarity, Fluttershy
Secondary Cast 1/2: Spike, Celestia, Luna, CMC, Trixie, Discord, Derpy, Chrysalis
Secondary Cast 2/2: Other secondary and background characters; Multi-Pony-Pictures
Featured DeviantsI decided to do this just for the hell of it. Why not, you know?Featured Deviants2 years ago in Personal More Like This
1. For each of the 10 first people answering this journal, I will put their avatar and the three deviations I like most from their gallery on the list!
2. If you answer, you have to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on the first place. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone.
(They're all so hard to choose! :iconpapmingplz: )
trees are awesome by MissCicero
MY CHAIR YOU SILLY HUMAN! by MissCicero
I'M BLUE DA BA DEEE~ by crazylame1
Levi. Rivaille. Corporal. Heichou. (OU contest) by crazylame1
Proud Otaku in Training by crazylame1
Ascension 2, Sec 2 The captain greeted her by name, so I assumed this was the ship she had come in on. She and the captain bantered like old friends, and the captain easily agreed to take us all to Ildis. In no time we were on board, and Aida was going through the journals I had transferred to her arms at the earliest possible opportunity. Probably not the wisest decision on my part, because now the stupid sun elf was leaning in very close to her, telling her all of the things she couldn't recognize. Their words by themselves weren't what bothered me—it was the easy way that they interacted. Faelern was hardly forthcoming, and yet he would tell Aida just about anything she wanted to know. When they started talking about finding help to translate the journals, I decided it was time to intervene.Ascension 2, Sec 22 years ago in Personal More Like This
"Ildis library has a large selection of books about Kadan," I said.
"We need to warn Sky and Tillie first," Aida reminded me. "As soon as I s
Ascension 2, Sec 4 Trouble followed Aida like a bad smell. A large group of Eagles members were waiting for us down at the docks, trying to bully our location out of Captain Nina. They were no trouble picking off, especially since we had finally learned how to work as a team, and after an extremely disturbing message given to the only Eagle left conscious by Aida, we boarded the ship. Was it bad that, out of all of the terrible disturbing things Aida had told the member to relay, the thing that got to me the most was when she said Diego had a cute butt?Ascension 2, Sec 42 years ago in Personal More Like This
We had barely gotten out to sea before Tillie got herself drunk, and Jace was already leaning over the side of the ship, well-prepared to hurl anything left in his stomach into the ocean. I took some small pleasure in the green tint of his skin.
"So," said Aida, coming over to me, once again after talking with everyone else. I wasn't sure how I felt about being the last one she
CLOSED - Christmas 400 Point Giveaway'Tis the season of giving! So, here it is that time again where I run another contest.CLOSED - Christmas 400 Point Giveaway2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I am sure you are all jumping with glee!
:bademoticon: 1 Person will get 200 Each :bademoticon:
:bademoticon: 3 People will get 50 Each :bademoticon:
:bademoticon: 5 People will get 10 Each
How to Enter:
Add me to your , if you have not already;
How I (Finally) Got Good SkinI get lots of compliments on my skin in my photos. I got told yesterday on my latest set how nice it was. I won't ever deny it; I use photoshop to take out distracting blemishes, but for the most part, my skin is how you see it. I wanted to go into a bit more depth on how I got to this place. This journal may get a bit gross at times, just sayin'How I (Finally) Got Good Skin3 years ago in Personal More Like This
My skin was not always baby-smooth. Throughout my teenage years I had what is known as cystic acne. Life was depressing. I can't say which kind of acne is worse, all-over surface type, or one single giant zit-from-hell in the middle of your forehead. I had the second kind. I was extremely self-concious, and I wouldn't have dared to take stock photos had I not found a way to clear up my skin. Day-to-day, I took my stress out by picking at my skin. You can't see it in my photos now, but I do have some permanent damage from skin-picking. It's a reminder that self-harm is self-harm. You don't have to be taking a razorblade to you
Let's play tag!1. You must post these rules.Let's play tag!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them.
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page to inform them they are tagged.
6. Not something like "You are tagged if you read that."
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
8. No tag-backs.
9. You can't say that you don't do tags.
10. You must make a journral entry. No comments unless you're commenting about the actual entry. (i.e the one that you were tagged in.)
Greetings traveler! Do you want to play tag? I just got tagged by :iconbabette-the-unchild: and :iconsereglothiv:
Before we play tag, let me tell you 10 things about me:
1. I was born in India 23 years ago, but I've lived most of my life here in Denmark
2. I don't have any siblings I always wanted a big brother
3. I had a crush on Professor Remus Lupin (from Harry Potter), when I was younger... sti
Touhou 14.3: Danmaku Amanojaku ~ Impossible SpellGet your hype on! Or not, dependds on if you got it already, but whatever, here it is for those who want it.Touhou 14.3: Danmaku Amanojaku ~ Impossible Spell1 year ago in Personal More Like This
It's the newest Touhou game, this time instead of capturing spells with that Shutterbird Aya, the whole game is about Seija capturing them all.
Link has been brought to you by PeacefulMoonlight so get it while it's still hot.
PS: I am still noticing people blindly throwing their submits to the 3D Art, I'm going throw in a mix of ignoring them and denying them without a word about it.
Awoken to bad news... RIP Mom...Around 9:30am I received a phone call... I thought nothing of it until it was handed over to me.Awoken to bad news... RIP Mom...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
It felt like everything stopped..
My mind is in a state whether it wants to believe this or not but it's slowly sinking in..
My mother passed away..
Dad said she laid down to nap and she didn't get back up, she passed away in her sleep peacefully.
But she went out fighting...
Dad told her that we were on our way, she tried so hard she fought for a long time, she tried so hard to wait until we got there.
She tried, she fought for so long, I'm sure her voice right now would still be strong..
She was my hero, my best friend, my rolemodel..
She was always there to pick me up when I was down.
She always did things that made me laugh and smile, as did I for her.
It's hard to believe she's gone... and the cancer won but not without a fight..
I'm crying off and on because it hasn't fully settled in my system yet.. but it is slowly..
I'm anxious to see my dad right now.. he was trying so hard not to
Unbelievable Realistic Miniature Food Sculptures140 unbelievably realistic mouth-watering food sculptures that can fit on the tip of your finger.Unbelievable Realistic Miniature Food Sculptures2 years ago in Art Features More Like This
Mini Clay Cannoli by WaterGleam
Chocolate bracelet by OrionaJewelry Strawberry bracelet by OrionaJewelry
Chocolate treats, close up by thinkpastel
Carrot Cake, take II by thinkpastel
Halloween Treats by thinkpastel
Tutti Frutti - 1:6 assorted fruits by thinkpastel
Scale 1:3 Neko Cheesecake by asuka-sakumo
Blueberry Cake by MyPetiteCakes
Pumpkin Pie -a la mode- by sonickingscrewdriverFudge Brownie Charm by MotherMayIjewelry
Carrot Cake Magnet by MotherMayIjewelryMiniature Charlotte Cakes by MyPetiteCakes
Just a Bunch of Miniature Fruit Tarts by PetitPlatSweetness dream - 12th scale dollhouse miniature by PetitDeCherries
Little Busters! new PV and Initial D 5th seasonhttp://litbus-anime.com/Little Busters! new PV and Initial D 5th season3 years ago in Personal More Like This
The official website and new PV of Little Busters! anime is finally up! The anime will be on air in October. Even though it's made by the infamous JC...I still puts high hope on this anime because the original is my favorite Visual Novel and able to watch it as an anime has been something I dream of for quite a long time. Please, JC, make it a miracle as you did with the Toradora anime!
Another news is the announcement of the new Initial D anime (most likely will be the 5th season) on Young Magazine, they had said more information will be announce on August 8th. I seriously can't wait for that! (Any Initial D fan here w?)
Out of topic, I just experienced a little blackout in my house, luckily i now saved my drawing file very frequently and also had backup at the same time due to the disaster from last time http://kerikaza.deviantart.com/journal/File-corrupted-300500892 ..|||
Life is Beautiful...Isn't it?Life is Beautiful...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
There are magical moments in life where I get the opportunity to remember that I'm nothing but an insignificant living being among 8 billion others.. on a planet among 8 in a solar system among billions in a galaxy among trillions and all in one universe-- possibly among others?-- where whether or not I died, would hardly leave a mark even in the face of my own city.
The world goes on without you.
Yet I once realized, that a meaning in life, is to give life a meaning.
Live your dreams! You only live once.
Don't do idiotic dares for the sake of saying you did them-- go tell that cute boy or girl you like them!
Go tell the world your name!
Why must everything be over after one failure..?
Sure, the humiliation of having everyone look down upon you is torture itself... but when you get back up and show everyone that you're somebody, it won't be you who'd be ashamed for not realizing your potential sooner-- but them!
There are mome