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I'm Falling DownI'm Falling Down10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm Falling Down
Pain just seemed to pass me by
Swift as tsunami waves touching the sky
Reality was nothing but a mirror
Melting away like frozen water on fading fire
I closed my sorrowful eyes
As if it was going to be the last time
And sparked images of my past that I don't want to remember
I was deceived every time I was told that it was going to get better
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Flashes of agony
Infected my mind
And stinging anxiety
Shoots up my spine
Breathe/Breathe/Breathe
While despair wraps around my heart
I want to let it all go
This life was just too hard
I don't want it anymore
Please/Please/Please
There was no way out of this
I so
UndeceasedUndeceased1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Undeceased
It's just a matter of time
Before I leave myself behind
I've almost pushed everything away from myself
And soon there will be no more reasons to beg for help
I'm very slowly dissipating, and as this continues on there will be nothing else
I am just too tired
The ending is all I desire
I silently quiver as the waves of life crash against my hollow shell
Striking endlessly, and after living through this I don't even fear the depths of hell
Because being this strong means I've accomplished killing every emotion I've ever felt
This life of mine shall be undone
My era of hopelessness has begun
I could be so more much than t
TomorrowTomorrow9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tomorrow
It's so complex
In the minds of society
But once asked
An answer falls instantly
I would have never guessed
I felt that way about you
But now that I look at our past
My next words are true
I would miss you, beyond anything
I undoubtedly would become so broken
I would fall into sorrow and confusion
I never want that to happen
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Every human goes through it though
We're given a life
But in the end we have to let it go
When it's our time
But I never want you to leave
I need you to stay
Who else would be there for me?
When I'm having the worst day
My tears fill up these thoughts
Glistening in my eyes
That simple qu
Martyr:It's Never Too LateMartyr:It's Never Too Late9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Martyr:It's Never Too Late
You don't have to believe me, but I know
All the different kinds of pain, and processes of sorrow
What it feels like not wanting to wake up to see another tomorrow
I had every attempt planned out
I slammed the tear-stained pen down
I screamed in my head it's either never or now
And I slowly walked out onto the road
Trying to not turn back, because there's no more hope
I left it behind mixed on the paper, the last goodbye letter that I wrote
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Give me your hate / Hand me your pain
Toss me your blame / Force out your bane
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I've broken all of my blood oaths
Stacked on top of all the unread notes
The wo
No More TherapyNo More Therapy10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
No More Therapy
Nothing works anymore
I knew it all along; the end is near
I've said it once and I've said it before
I was never meant to exist; I was not meant to be here
Hated by all / See me fall
Loved by none / Heart is numb
Rejected by life / Fallen from strife
From this- I've become / After this- I'm done
Through this blame
Is the choice
Of my decision
Hear the pain
In my voice
I am suffering
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I no longer could drown out the sounds
Swallowed from within
I was surrounded by an internal doubt
Regretting everything
Remember the days
Relive the nights
Of my shame
In my mind
Growing up in society
I got lost
Being raised with hypocrisy
My Unblind SinsMy Unblind Sins11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
My Unblind Sins
In the beginning I was emotionally blind
So I always pushed the guilt to the back of my mind
Even though I saw all of my lies with these heartless eyes
I'm the one at fault
For all of the wrong I've done
And I can't live with what my decisions have brought
I'm my own prisoner of these memories
Unforgettable stains of my grief
I'm also the warden, and I can't leave
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Shackled by my mistakes
Wrapped in a chain of lies
I deserve the past I made
For the future won't be mine
Bound by the pain I gave
Locked in a cage of my conscience
I'm serving my time until the end of days
For this is my own form of self-vengean
How To Use Life[How To Use Life]How To Use Life10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
On Earth,
Life a unique commodity.
It is precious.
Though, what sets it apart
from other resources,
&
A Loveless DayA Loveless Day1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
A Loveless Day
(That Will Never Fade)
This same old dream that I so loath
A vision of a dull world shrouded in gray
As I walk down a never ending road
The colorlessness in everything never seems to decay
In slow motion I suffer alone
Under the liquid-silver droplets of rain
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You had no idea how strong my love was
You played a part in the pain that was dealt and done
You didn't experience the ocean of tears that I had to swim through
You didn't see the countless days I had to endure without being around you
You never felt the sickness within the soul that I had kept
You never knew of the quakes in my heart that you ha
The Road Of YesterdayThe Road Of Yesterday1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Road Of Yesterday
These closed eyes have wept
Over all of the pain I've kept
Knowing I will always be far from perfect
I don't know why I was abandoned or where my hope went
I'm tired, I'm just too tired
A moment of peace is what I now desire
Too long have I searched, too long have I suffered
I'm so ready to collapse
These feel
Shade Of BlueShade Of Blue6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Shade Of Blue
From a deep slumber...
I have awoken
To this cruel color...
That leaves me haunted
My eyes scream
As I opened the door to my soul
Those thoughts of you start to bleed
Reminding me that you're just a person I used to know
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A dark ocean blue that I once knew
Leaked through my window
It matched this mood
Amplifying the sorrow
Sparking negative energy
It's the secret source of my core
The only element allowing me-
To survive another day, once more
Without a care
I can endure
Without a prayer
I push forward
So let this hue shower
With extreme hatred
Force the nostalgia to devour
And let my heart remain powerless
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Wishing I was
The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)
Every choice that I've made always failed / always failed
Every day I looked death in the eyes, and I smiled / I smiled
I guess I just gave up somewhere in the beginning / in the beginning
Piece by piece, I let myself go, I'm slowly breaking / I'm slowly breaking
Taunting my own useless mortality / preaching to the ashen-winged angel
This lifespan of mine is such treachery / the golden doors are too judgmental
My worst enemy is also my own reflection / a war to be unleashed
My only friends are the tears that keep dripping / though they still leave me
Far too long have I been on my life's edge
L
OceanfallOceanfall1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Oceanfall
One final leap into the depths below is all it really takes
Open my lungs up, and let freezing freedom take my breath away
I did my time here on Earth, I served my time in life
So now I'm done, it's over, I no longer need to be alive
I've seen what cannot be unseen, I've done what I cannot undo
I cannot change the past, and the future is what I cannot live through
Splash
DOWN
Down
down
A watery grave is what I have dreamed of, it's all I have ever really wanted
A slow, and silent decent, it's an honor to finally become one of the departed
My eyes unknowingly darken, as I instantly try to grasp onto the last of the light
Drowning Out The WorldDrowning Out The World4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Drowning Out The World
I find myself in the sounds
I release my pain in the lyrics
Enveloping peace is found
The vibes calm my spirit
But when silence falls
Reality and time stop
And then my mind floods
With ever-consuming thoughts
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The walls in my head break down
The serenity within goes silent
And every regret cries out
My memories become violent
I get this sensation
That my soul is too damaged
A dreadful realization
There's nothing left of me to salvage
Music is just a distraction
To blind myself from the carnage
I remain behind the destruction
Where darkness has the advantage
Remnants of rhyme hinder
Calling out to me once more
Ne
A Sleepless NightA Sleepless Night10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A Sleepless Night
(That Will Never Alight)
This same old nightmare that I grimly fear
An image of my life haunted by your shadows
I'm frozen in place, waiting for daylight to soon appear
But I don't know if I'm ready to take on another loveless tomorrow
Why am I the one who suffers when you're not even really here?
I should not have to be the one inflicted by your falsely bestowed sorrow
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You made and broke every one of those promises
You left even though you knew that you'd be greatly missed
You were not the one saying that you're so sorry
You were not the one who was left crying uncontrollably
You didn't feel your heart being
PassionPassion9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Passion is like a flame,
It's never the same.
It will bring inspiration,
It can bring frustration.
Passion can make you create,
It can irritate.
It can destroy,
It can bring joy.
It can make you feel sad,
It can make you go mad.
It can make you smile,
It will make your time worthwhile.
Passion is what drives us,
It's what makes us work towards success.
The meaning of passion is up to yourself,
Just like my meaning is up to myself.
But remember that your passion helps you realize your dream,
And remember that even if you are working hard, you should ''carpe diem''.
Alcohol Fueled WordsAlcohol Fueled Words1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Alcohol Fueled Words
Blame can go a long ways
When the problems stay intact
Guilt always refuses to fade
After another hurtful attack
Regret has an unquenchable thirst
While voices are thrown every direction
Rage is tightly bottled up until the next outburst
Though the tears dry, the reasons for them won't be easily forgiven
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You bring out those secret, false words I don't even mean
You push me over the edge, and get rid of my sense of controllability
You expose hidden feelings that are supposed to be locked deep within me
You pull me into a downward spiral, to release my brutality
You choose innocent targets to go for, but y
I'm So Far Away From HopeI'm So Far Away From Hope9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm So Far Away From Hope
Society told me the world is black and white
I didn't want to believe it
Because I want something more than a narrow minded life
I need something different
Feeling as if I was truly alone in this world
It's hard to keep believing
Feeling as if I no longer could move forward
It's difficult to keep breathing
I'm stuck between the realms of discrimination and belief
I had to lock away my tears in a prison
For I am the only one who can keep my resolve safe
But I'm such a fragile person
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I knew I couldn't take any of it / I knew everyone is so swift with judgment
I knew I would fall to the hatred / I knew
Aura: The RadianceAura: The Radiance11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Aura: The Radiance
I wore this pain like a crown / I was so broken
I kept on falling down / I felt my soul shattering
I couldn't hear anything / listening to my own twisted thoughts
I was blinded from everything / witnessing my own tragic downfall
I stopped dreaming of better days / I ceased believing long ago
My countless nightmares wouldn't fade / I was left in this dark world alone
I guess this is how I really pictured my own end
I just want it to finally be over with, I won't resent death
To the end of this long, and lonely road
Dangling on my unfinished rope
Lift me up, lift me up, lift me up, and don't let me go!
Hold me hig
A Spark In The DarkA Spark In The Dark9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A Spark In The Dark
After I had met you
I found out that hope can be so wounding
Now I know what love can do
As the pieces of my heart are still falling
You made me fade in-and-out of heaven
Allowing me the taste of peace momentarily
And you're right back to testing my withdrawing patience
While I plunge back into the same old hell with this vulnerability
The feeling is too raw
A tug of war between different kinds of torment
I'm missing you so much
A never ending stalemate, the sorrow is infinite
Stay Stay Stay
Don't go, don't leave
Pray Pray Pray
Don't let go of me
....Please
-
But you left me for the last time
I
Remains Of A FlowerRemains Of A Flower1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remains Of A Flower
One by one
I love you so
Petal by petal
I want you to know
Second by second
I would never let you go
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My sick heart clutched the surroundings on the inside
Filled with unseen love that can't make it's way to the outside
Unseen tears bide, along with these strong feelings that I try and hide
My whole body wants to just curl up every time I see you
Concealing the secrets within, I guess there's nothing else I can do
So like a human flower, the emotions I have for you just grew and grew
Never ceasing, never sleeping, never thinking of anything else
I hate this daydreaming, because I always self-consciously dou
Behind Hollowed EyesBehind Hollowed Eyes7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Behind Hollowed Eyes
Day after day
I tried continuing on to live this way
With damaged veins made of concrete
I am the undone suicide that was kept a secret
But I can no longer exist
Inside of this pretentious skin
There is a past that I wish I didn't remember
There is a future that just looks too painful
There is nothing you can say or do that'll help
Because there is no turning back now
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I drag everything down with my endless lies
I smother the remnants of hope until it dies
I win the battles, I win the wars, and I win every fight
I am a maelstrom of deceit
I am a darkness that you cannot defeat
I am the awaiting fate of this pathet
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Breaking Out TonightBreaking Out Tonight10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Breaking Out Tonight
Your name is despair
And you demand that I live in fear
I gave you everything that you have ever asked
But I never got anything in return for any of that
Although you still managed to continually stab me in the back
Your name is remorse
And you wish for me abide by a damaging oath
Nothing but puppet, as I was used as your scapegoat
Sinister strings guided me to cast aside all forms of hope
We considered each other friends, because you were all I used to know
Your name is sorrow
And you want me to never again see tomorrow
I am your undying sacrifice, the one and only reoccurring offering
Once you had a taste,
Rain Of DarknessRain Of Darkness11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Rain Of Darkness
Something inside me broke
The core of my soul snapped
That is when I felt this numbing cold
I blinked, and everything started to fade to black
When you left me alone
I felt this eternal betrayal
When you finally let me go
The pain inside me became unstable
The weight on my shoulders collapsed
While the world I knew faded
As the remorse relapsed
I'm consumed by hatred
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Thou have forsaken
So the rest shall witness my conviction
My hope was taken
But was replaced by affliction
You knew what would happen
When you took back your salvation
Why am I the one abandoned?
I didn't take -ANYTHING!- for granted
Rev
Sta.sh
