Anorexic173 lbs -I am filled with self hateAnorexic5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
157 lbs -I will be beautiful at this rate
136 lbs Youll see, just wait
90 lbs - Now its too late
79 lbs -Show me to heavens gate
51 lbs - My final weight
Ill soon be dead, but Im beautiful right?
Aphelion, revisedMaybe it would be best to tell you nowAphelion, revised6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that there are squalls in your eyes.
In the black of your pupil,
I found a clipping of her hair. It wasn't mine
to find; I left it there. Hurried
to what I love most,
your herculean jaw.
I close my eyes to a burst of red,
and though it reminds me of your strength,
I see nothing but her jacket.
It was lying about in your sclera. Your lips, pressed
hard together, thin houdini lips,
Your mouth parts, to breathe
and allow me passage into the wintry fjord,
nicotine yellow mountain tops.
Theres this wrinkle beneath your eye
from whiskey, or from years of fearing your father.
I can see her, the hesitant smile,
slant of her eye, the pitch
of her hair.
The crow's foot was the full curve
of her breast. The apple chunk
lodged deep in your throat
was her pug nose,
a half-chewed ball of sweetmeats.
Two fingers, mine,
slide down your neck,
just beneath the jaw.
I feel the pulse of a man
who doesn't love me.
Leather, The ContinuationLeather, The Continuation2 years ago in Settings More Like This
Leather, The Continuation
Sarah stared in abject disbelief and horror at her computer screen. The images were refusing to enter into the soft tissues of her brain’s memory, resulting in the constant stare she was shooting the screen. This couldn’t be happening. It wasn’t. She refused to believe that it was. Unfortunately, the damning evidence on her computer said otherwise so she did the only thing she could think of at that moment. She yelled her supposed best friend’s name. Loudly.
The screech reverberated through the apartment as well as several floors above and below it. Thankfully, she wasn’t heard in the basement so the Transylvanian crew still slept on but most everyone else didn’t have the luxury of thick brick walls. Christine sighed into her coffee mug as she waited for Sarah to show herself. She muttered as she grabbed the aspirin, knowing she was going to n
Let me tell you a story"Is that what you think life is then?" Professor Segwick asked, leaning across the table towards Alaster. "Then perhaps if you can take a second, listen to the story of young Alexander.Let me tell you a story6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"You see, once upon a time life seemed much more simple place to live. As is the standard with these sorts of stories, the grass was greener, the sky was bluer and the air was cleaner than they all are today. And, of course, the people were happier too. Technology had not reached its pinnacle, and was limited to industrial machines that few companies used. Cars were relatively new to town, and were a rare commodity for the townsfolk. As a result, people had much more time to mingle, and were on the whole far more sociable then they are these days. He grew up in a rich home, with a famous doctor for a father, and lived his life in luxury. The point of all this you ask? Merely to set the tone, so that you will understand the world that Alexander lived in. Because even with all these differences, I don't i
You bitch: once bittenYou bitch: once bitten2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Frank rolled over whimpering and sat up in bed and around the room blinking "Did I " Frank felt confused there he was sat in his bed the sun on his face " dream that?" he asked wondering did he dream Gerard killing him, there was no doubt in his mind that the vampire is real as he could clearly see the bites on his neck in the mirror.
There was at knock at him door "Co cough come in." He said, the door open and in walked Ray
"Shit dude you look like hell worst than last week."
"Oh thanks you don't look like a pretty picture yourself." He pointed to his hair that looks like it been dragged through the woods back and forth
"It's called sex hair you twit."
"Is that what you call it?" Frank muttered looking at him, Ray smiled
"Yep, so go back to sleep." Frank gave him the thumbs up and fell back onto his pillow and pulled the blankets over his eyes.
Ray closed the door and walked down stairs to kitchen he pored himself a cup of coffee and sat at the table "F
Big bad wolfBig bad wolf2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
A CD is pushed into the laptop, hands tapped on the side of the desk while waiting for the disc to load, a few seconds later the clicking of the mouse button as someone goes to the last dated file '15th July 2011' it was an avi of someone speaking into the laptop, the boy smiles see the young in the frame, turning up the sound and slipping on the head phones you press play "Hey monster man sorry I haven't been able to talk to you there is not wirless or any form of net work here, so I made you this disk. How have you been any way is the 'beast within' been kept within? " she smiled making air quotes with her hands, "I should be back sometime in the next three day from when I sent this off, so watch for the window, I found something's out as you know Scotland is known for these buggers, any ways see you soon Frankie."
The boy smiled again and looked at the date on the packet that the CD came in it was sent after she made it and it is now 18th? So she hom
Awesome HalloweenAwesome Halloween2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Halloween is my fav day apart from Christmas, it's almost my birthday and I get do whatever like, one because it my birthdays, two it Halloween and three I'm the FUCKING SON OF THE DEVIL, and I love coming out up on the surface and today as I am 20 I'm gonna bring someone home evil smile
My name is Frank, I know the name sound sooooo scary 'HA' whatever, so knowing that everyone up here likes to dress up I just decide to let my fangs show and eyes turn black, really why would I need to dress up, moving on as I was walking through the park I saw these two guy one with bright red hair dressed in white with wings, I could tell he was no angel but hell he could pass as one, the guy with his was taller than him and dressed as a vampire (I think, the idea of vampires have become a siriusly fucked up) but I guess the kid would make a bad arse Vamp. I walked up following behind him, I could smell that they are related to each other YES not got a boyfriend I thought happy
DeathNow I refuse to cryDeath2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All pain I will hide
Numbness is what I need
Cold glow in my eyes
... Still remains
I am weak enough to give up.
Yes, pathetic they call me. Yes, such I am for ending this all.
I can still admit my own mistakes, and will stand proud with them as I smile coldly one last time.
I shall not regret anything.
Heart once torn apart
Never will live again
Wings once ripped off
Never will rise again
He refuses to sob
No single tear shed
As heart freezes
His already pale skin
Now turns to white
Yet so cold eyes
Shut will be forever
His clothes so black
Against the white snow
Frigid ice under him
Turns to crimson
He is gone
Yes, the angel has fell
For the one last time.
His last words were found written beside the crimson snow.
I shall not admit pain
Nor despair inside me
I ask forgiveness
But never sorrow
I ask understanding
But never grief
Thou shall not yearn over me...
~Angel, this is for you
Reach out for me, please
He's a vampireHe's a vampire2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"He's a vampire and is slowly turning the whole fucking school." Said Frank, Ray looked at him and raised an eye brow
"Frank its day light even if this true they would be burnt blood suckers." Frank opens his mouth and then shut it again "You have been watching way too many vamps and monster films boy." Ray laughed
"B But I saw him I swear he is." Ray rolled his eyes
"Yeah okay the guy and his brother are odd but I don't think they are blood sucking vampire's hell bent on turning a school in the middle of fucking nowhere." Ray said as he patted dark hair boy on the back,
"But what he is a normal teenager like the rest of use, we maybe not you, your alien." He said as they both went to their class rooms; Frank kept a tightly warped scarf around his neck, as he walked in dogging the paper balls thrown at him an took a seat at the back near a window, so if he had to escape he could just jump out and brake his legs.
Gerard walked in, Frank h
Dying to met you 18Dying to met you 182 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Who is my cleaver little girl, yes that is your uncle Frankie." Jessica cooed at little Night she was now a 4 months old and made popping noises with her mouth and sounds that sound like 'Breeeeeee' and 'Graaaaahul' her hair same colour as her mother's dark brown but her eyes were black Gerard told her that they will be fine after she is 3 years old
"She is so cute." Frank said picking her up she gurgled happily in his arms
"Yeah by little demon."
"Awww come on she has to be an angel right?"
"With those eyes you're joking right?"
"Point taking." Frank rocked her back and forth in his arms, Jessica smiled at him "You're a natural mother you know that right?" Frank beamed at her as he handed Night back over to her "Have you and Gerard thought about having one?" she asked, Frank just look at her
"Are you mad I can't have kid I'm a guy?"
"You're a vampire you undead nit, your body wouldn't work the same way anymore, even when you started drinking his
where do I signwhere do I sign2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
There was a knock on old door, a black hair man turned around in the red chair, "Come." He called out taking a sip of his coffee, the door open and in walked a tall man with glasses
"Ray had come back with a guess." The man behind the desk smiled
"Send the guess in Mikey." Mikey nodded and moved aside to let the guess, Gerard looked up as almost wanted to do back flips as this boy walked in he was small and thin, he could see tattoos on his arms, his neck sneaking down under his shirt, "Mr Frank Iero." Mikey said give him a little push in and closed the door.
Gerard sat there looking at the boy that was Frank, you can tell a lot of a person without them saying away, Gerard could already tell that he was fearful and scared being here, that he knows of this place, he paler then normal humans, and the smell of death lingers around him letting him know that his boy is dyeing, Frank moved not like how this man behind the desk is eyeing him, Frank was sacred
If men were like shoesIf men were like shoes7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If men were like shoes, I'd go to the store and pick out the hottest pair of stilettos. The only bad thing about stilettos though is my feet do hurt and gosh they leave blisters. I don't think I could handle such high heels for my entire existence, so back to the store I could head. This time I'd get something a bit more comfy. Out would I walk with a great set of flip-flops. I think I could wear these for the rest of my life, if only there wasn't December. See the issue with these is they end up leaving you cold, and uncovered. Boy, I am getting annoyed with all this...shopping again would this little miss be. So I think to myself, maybe I'll go for a run, I'll buy me some sneakers, that should be fun! So I lace um' up, and with a marathon I begin. I run and run until my breath I can no longer catch. Its safe to say that was fun for about an hour and a half, but going at it without end can be exhausting don't you agree ladies? I might have to give up finding a pair of shoes that fits
Hippogriff Amigurumi PatternBuckbeak the Hippogriff AmigurumiHippogriff Amigurumi Pattern3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Pattern by Bandotaku
You will need:
-F hook (main body), G hook (wings)
-Light gray yarn (head, wings, and upper body)
-Medium gray yarn (lower body and back legs)
-Dark gray yarn (front legs, beak, wing tips)
-Black yarn (hooves, tail)
-White or cream yarn OPTIONAL (for chest and upper-front-legs. It's m ore difficult to do, but it looks very pretty.)
-plastic safety eyes, approx. 12 mm. (felt or button eyes would also work)
Feel free to choose colors other than what I have directed. How about a brown hippogriff? A black one? Multi-colored?
Please make as many cute little hippogriffs as you'd like for you or your friends or sell them locally, but please do not sell them online.
The toe design I tweaked from this pattern http://sarselgurumi.blogspot.com/2011/05/toothless-amigurumi-pattern.html
The wings I borrowed from the same website, which was borrowed from a different source.
Because this is a free pattern, it has not been offici
Dying to met you 2Dying to met you 23 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
After Frank ate is omelette Jessica took him to his room, which was on second floor, he watched her walk in front, "Mr Iero eyes on my feet please." She spoke clearly enough for him to hear her, turning red he look down at her feet. They stopped outside a door near the stairs, she took a key out of her pocket and open the door, "This will be you room, as you can see you have your own bathroom, a walk in wardrobe a desk and a lovely view of the gardens." He walked in and his mouth dropped it was as big as his the ground floor of his house, the bed was a king size with red and gold satin sheets
"Evening tea will be 6pm I will come for you, then you will met Mr Way and I am sure you two will get on well with each other, in the mean time if you need anything please pulls this cord and someone will come to you and take you anywhere you wish to go and bring you food and drink. The rest of your belongs will be arriving shortly, so in the mean time why don't you take a lo
Dying to met youDying to met you3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
10 Polaroid pictures lay on the table in no partially order a ghostly pale hand waved over the pictures, until his hand rested on one Polaroid of a young man with a goofy smile, the dark brunette woman next to him picked up the pictures and looked on the back "Frank Anthony Iero, 18 years old and had ALS." She spoke
"Yes Frank, pick him up."
"Of course Mr Way."
"Oh Miss Stone?" he waved his arms up for her
"Yes Mr Way."
"Play this one sweet and kind I want him hopeful when he arrives."
"Yes I believe I can do that." She started to wall way with her heeled shoe clipping the floor as she walked on the marble floor.
A black limo pulled up outside the young boy's house, walking out was the woman in a black jacket and skirt, with a white shirt underneath, her hair twisted in lose curls around her face making her look younger softer and sweet compare to what she is, walking up to the house she knocked on the door and waited.
A tired boy open, his brown eyes d
You're still my everythingI'm blinded by tearsYou're still my everything2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sitting in the dark
Writing this peom
All about you
I'm dead inside
I realise now
That you are the
The one I need
It's time to tell the truth
That I still believe
That you're my everything
You're my king
That you want me too
Always be here for you
You need me too
Be here to hold you
I'm sitting here
Pen in hand
Tears running down my cheeks
Wishing I hadn't done that
That we can still be
Take you back
Your heart isn't to hurt
Not hurt it again
I guess I see
Through blinding tears
What it means to love
I see now
From my empty heart
Saying it wants you
And only you
That this is not the end
Be able to breath again
That you still love me
Repeat it back to you
Crying myself to sleep
Hurts me nothing like you
You ignoring my signs
Because of me...
Hurts nothing like seeing you leave
Saying nothing but what the cold stares whisper
"I hate you"
Because of me.
MonsterWhy can't I stop?Monster2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know I don't want to
But it's so irresistible
It gnaws at my soul
Telling me to do it
But I gotta stay strong
Can't bow down to the beast
That lives inside me
I mustn't let go
To my will power
Images flash through my mind:
My cold, pale skin
The vibrant, maroon blood
It courses down my wrist
Like a river of sorrow
Releasing itself upon my arm
With it goes my anger
Gone with the swipe of a blade
I mustn't give in
I must stand tall
But I can't
My hand reaches
The cold metal
Feels good in my hand
I hesitate-but I can't
One quick swipe
The crimson liquid starts to pool
Soon my arm is in slices
Like my soul
Look like I'm
Not strong enough
The beast within
PillsOne pill for the pain.Pills7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Two pills to make me sane.
A pill for the sleep.
These pills have got me knee deep.
A bottle of pills to help us write out our wills.
Pills, pills, pills.
All these pills are startin' to give me the chills.
One pill for the lies.
Two pills to help me open my eyes.
A pill to counteract the pills.
These pills are startin' to get unpayable bills.
Pills, pills, pills.
Pretty, pretty pills.
Pills, pills, pills.
My life resides in these pills.
So take your pills every day.
Then we can go out and play.
We take our pills by the bulk.
All these pills so I can no longer sulk.
Pills, pills, pills.
TAKE YOUR FUCKING PILLS!
Pills, pills, pills.
FUCK TAKING THESE PILLS!
Real words, Real tears, Real me.Go to Church.Real words, Real tears, Real me.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Be a virgin.
You're a freak.
What are you?
I hate you.
I hate myself, too.
I hope you die.
I hope I do, too.
You're an attention-whore.
Is it wrong to want someone to be there?
Why can't you just be happy?
Because there's nothing to be happy about.
You're a loner.
You're a whore.
I hate you all.
im still waiting youim still waiting you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so am i still waiting
for a wish to make come true
have a life with you
but im alone
sitting here on a bench
and you will never come
you left with no sign
you left without a goodbye
i dont know anything about you
your heart belong
to someone new
im still waiting you
i can wait all my life here for you
as you left
and you didnt even care
who you left in pain
i want believe
that you are still by my side
when it seems
is just me and my past scars
you said you love me
i belived you
stupid me when i was beliving you
im still waiting you
im trying to get a word from you
but my words are stoping on a wall
that u will never let me
so im still crying
crying because of you
i am starting to think
yo never wanted this love
i am still right here
with my arms open wide...
for an last hug of good-bye
im still waiting you...
and u will never come
Over YouI never thought I'd noticeOver You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the many tears cried.
I never thought to feel
so empty inside.
You never gave me peace,nor
did you tear my world apart.
So I can't blame you for everything,
only shredding up my heart.
An introverted soul,
not quite unlike you,
was trusting you with everything
no matter what you'd do.
How could I trust in you
when you threw it away?
How can I forgive you
each and every day?
Do you know the pain I have?
Do you see my open scars?
There was a time for me and you,
once a love under the stars...
That was a different time!
That was a different place!
You took all of my love,
and threw it in my face!
I don't give a damn right now!
I don't want to pity you!
I don't think you're worth a shit!
Out with the old in with the new!
Not a fairy tale but a Dragon's tale PrologueNot a fairy tale but a Dragon's tale Prologue2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Not a fairy tale but a dragon's tale
So it's been a while well I say a while it's been 5 years I know have two kids a 5 year old girl called Farfalla (butterfly) and 3 year old boy call Tusk, it's kind of hard to tell who they take after, I'm sure when they are older we will find out who has the stronger genes. We still live with Chew it Gerard's Dragon, remember him he lost his rider and become attracted to Gerard and then when my Gerard was stabbed Chew it saved him and Mikey... Oh god you don't know about what happen to him do you, shock horror gasp really it is, I should tell you before you become confused.
Well you know about the merman Ray such an odd name for a merman any how they had a kid together didn't they, know this is the sad part really the kid died in child birth, Mikey was heartbroken and to make thing worst Ray got himself bumped off, while trying to collect his thoughts. He cried f
Stolen lifeHave you ever been hurt?Stolen life3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Such unbearable pain.
Have you fallen in love?
Don't ever again.
Each night are you screaming?
Alone in your bed.
Do confusion and doubt
Fill your sweet head?
When the pain and confusion
Become too much to bare
Have you ever thought about
Ending it there?
Sometimes I reach for the knife
But just stare at the blade.
When I set the knife down
The blood never fades
I try hard to fix myself
But I end up more broken.
I live each day like a day dream
As if reality's stolen.
When it comes to the time
For looking back
Will I remember these years?
Or will this life have a crack?
I just want to have a life.
I want to be myself.
I want to feel the ground
So please take me off the shelf.