DailySpinningDaily5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I just wanna calm the fuck down for a while
I wanna be numb
I don't wanna fucking care
Paint it on
I'm cool, nothing to fear
We're all just fine
nothing going on here
It's just this, this, this inner war
This over analyzing
These, these, these feelings of judgement and rejection
All this insignificant nothingness that festers in my core
What's wrong? you ask
Nothing, I say
I've gotten too used to being an actor in this goddamn play
My smile? Yea, it's most likely fake
Losing touch with reality
I like to think I know who the fuck I am
I just don't know where to find me
Fiending for release
I use my skin for a canvas
If only to watch myself bleed...
SuicideI take the gun to my head.Suicide5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's a comforting thought,
The thought of being dead.
No one cussing,
No one fighting,
No one loving.
Just the peace of knowing you're dead.
Maybe one or two people'll miss me.
But in a few weeks, I'll be out of their heads.
They'll forget me,
Forget I'm dead.
I'll just be a memory kept in the shed.
So maybe one day I'll pull the trigger.
I think I'll make that one day today.
A final goodbye to my closest friends and family.
I'll be dead.