sailors of the universe There's a tingling in my spine as we come in to view of Eris properly for the first time; I figure it's awe but it lasts a little too long and I realise I haven't taken my pill in sixteen hours. I pop one of the gravy coloured things in my mouth and it burns like sulphuric acid going down, but it's preferable to losing motor control.
"Beautiful, ain't she?" Cam asks. He places his hands on his hips triumphantly as if he flew us here on his back. "Xena, the largest dwarf planet." He always calls her Xena, despite her official designation of 136199 Eris.
"Cam, Xena is a character from a TV show." I remind him for what seems like the hundredth time.
"And Pluto is a cartoon dog. What's your point?" He strains himself to put his hand on my shoulder. "Now, Drew, we'd better go buckle up, hadn't we?"
I'm surprised to see the control
Emotion The noise is unbearable. It runs through your body and cracks your soul; the sound of fear. It's high pitched, like a scream from a horror movie. Primal. We've evolved in such a way that such a sound sends terror pulsing through us. It's a chain reaction.Emotion5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Your muscles clench; that's the sound of your wife dying. All the worst thoughts pulse through your head; your mind serves only to exacerbate your horror. Eventually, you can't hear the screaming anymore, not over the sound of your heartbeat. The perfect engine in your chest pumps faster and faster; this is your death as well as hers.
Paralysis comes next. That's when you notice the blood. Again your mind races. Surely, it isn't natural to lose that much blood. The paralysis worsens. Before you were tense, now it feels as though your knees are going to give way. That's when you realise i
A fresh start My dream still plagued every thought as I entered my bathroom. My brown bathroom. Just looking at it made me want to vomit. I managed to contain myself while I showered, but I didn't linger there. I made a mental note about picking up paint before grabbing some fresh clothes. I hadn't thought to unpack my clothes, which were all downstairs in my kitchen. I chuckled to myself about this as I walked along the hallway; sometimes I just don't think about these things.A fresh start4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I slipped into the first clothes I found, feeling incredibly confident that they didn't match. Luckily there were no mirrors in the house yet, so I didn't know for sure. My phone beeped. I hadn't got around to changing the ring tone from the default setting; I bought the phone a year ago. I glanced at the name and sighed, but I had to answer it.
"Yes, Gloria?" My publisher. I should have mentioned to her that I didn't find being d
Doorway to Delusion There was nothing he could do. Everywhere he looked Jonathan saw the door. It was following him. It had to be. The stone arch with its cherry door and a little grate to allow you to see the other side.Doorway to Delusion5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Jonathan had first noticed the doorway a month ago after his girlfriend left him and his sister had been killed on the same day. He had balled himself up on his king-size bed weeping into a mauve pillow when out of the corner of his eye he saw it. The door had looked almost inconspicuous hiding, as it was, halfway behind his bookshelf. Jonathan carefully stepped onto his cold laminated wooden floor as he attempted to blink the door back out of existence. It didn't work. Eventually, he reached the door and peered nervously through the grate. Jonathan's breath quickened as through the grate he saw himself; he was still weeping in his bed. Instinctively, Jonathan took a step back; trying, an
Sweet Sleep I slip out of bed, trying not to make a sound, despite the fact I live alone. I used to sneak downstairs in the dead of night when I lived with my parents, that was more than ten years ago but old habits die hard. I have to force myself to turn on the light, afraid I'll wake my non-existent neighbours. A clock on the wall with a knife and fork for hands informs me that it's 3:15 in the morning. I look for paracetamols first; I always keep painkillers in the kitchen, even though I only ever need them when I'm in bed. In my half asleep state I decide to dry swallow them. One sticks to the back of my throat, causing a horrible taste to fill my mouth. I guzzle water straight from the tap until it goes away.Sweet Sleep4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I contemplate going back to bed, but know that I won't sleep now. Four hours sleep is the most I've had in almost a year. I open the fridge and look at its barren interior: I forgot to go shopping. Again. That's the problem wit
Myself and IForever dancing to someone else's rhythm.Myself and I5 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The Rat and the DollSome time ago there lived a Rat of fine whiskers and a finer tail who stumbled across a small porcelain Doll in a farmer's rubbish heap. Entranced by the Doll's beauty, he carried her home with him and, to the amusement of his fellow rats, instated her as his wife. Finding that she was of little assistance in his daily rambles for food, the Rat placed her upon a slight ledge of the barn in which he lived and brought her an offering of sustenance each day, as well as flowers and other pretty objects with which to enhance her loveliness.The Rat and the Doll5 years ago in Fable Me This More Like This
One day the Rat returned from his foraging to find the other rats throwing pebbles at his Doll. "Stop!" he cried. "Why do you abuse my wife? What has she ever done to you?"
"She does nothing at all," said the other rats, "and that is the problem. How has she proven herself worthy of the attention you grant her, or the offerings you provide?"
"Her beauty proves her worth," claimed the Rat.
But at that moment, a gust of wind swept the Doll off her perch an
deliverance does not come,as does the bell-boy from his duties,deliverance does not come,5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the rough-boned burly man from his cell.
with the calendar days deemed ignorant,
the time-clocks cloak themselves. from what?
natural disasters are nothing, nothing I say,
compared to cold metal making nests
within a womb. and men, are wild -
run rampant through the night,
start fights, take heaven to tired veins and
in blind glory, ignite.
The problem with mankindMankind: Starting fires and playing hero.The problem with mankind3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Last Dawn It is 5:31 A.M. and in precisely one hour seventeen minutes the Sun will rise. I can already feel its warmth, it is heavenly. I am trying to think of when I last saw a sunrise. I can't.Last Dawn5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
My name is Charles Michael Edwin Claremont and I was born on the fifth of October, 1911. Today is my ninety-ninth birthday. Today my wife, Elizabeth, died. I sat next to her as she lay in bed. I could feel the life drain from her body, could see the light leave her eyes. I did not call an ambulance; they could not help her. I called my son, Jonathan. He lives approximately two hours away, by the time he arrives I shall be gone.
I am five foot ten inches tall and I look as good as I did sixty years ago. My hair is a smooth silky black and my eyes are Ocean grey. Lizzie always joked that I looked like a Byronic hero, she did love her literature. My nose was
The Nightmare Door I opened the door to my nightmare; the door shrieked in pain. The doorway opened onto unadulterated darkness that cackled menacingly. I glanced behind me at the dreamy meadows and stepped through. There was no ground beneath my feet in the darkness and I fell. The darkness caught me, smothered me; it protected my body from the fall. There was another malevolent cackle and I was thrown onto a cobbled road.The Nightmare Door5 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I stood wearily; my face felt warm with blood. I looked around at the world I was in; everything was grey. The door to my dream seemed distant now; I couldn't go back. I walked toward the town; each of my footsteps echoed ominously. Each building seemed to loom over me and groan in pain as I moved near it. I moved up to one of the houses, it emitted a death rattle as I touched the door and began to crumble away. The darkness let out another long laugh and I realised this world was dying. Everything here was
Brothers Explosion. Gunfire. Yelling. The noises blur into one. You look for your brother, but he has fallen. You want to stop and cry but a hand grabs you by the shoulder and drags you forward. You wipe the mud, the blood, and the tears from your face as you continue the charge.Brothers5 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
You yell as loud as you can; you yell because there's nothing else you can do. Another explosion rattles your whole body and you can't hear anything except ringing. You stumble forward, unable to keep your balance as around you men charge forward and men fall dead. There's a hand on your shoulder again and you turn to see your brother mouth something - you can't tell what. The musket flashes and explosions have almost completely blinded you. You look into his eyes and you smile, despite everything you smile. You smile in horror as you watch half of your brother's head get blown off by a sniper.
Synesthesia Water falls drip by drop from the tin roof and Tim gets a sense that time is slowing to a stop. Each speck takes its ten foot dive to earth so slowly that Tim finds it serene to watch, as though nature was jumping to her death. When a drop finally crashes against the concrete the sound explodes in a vivid blue in front of his eyes.Synesthesia3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
His heart rams against his ribcage repeatedly, trying to break free. It is almost painful, but not quite, to feel it hammer away at his chest. With each barrage his heart makes his body shakes and he hears a rumble within himself. The growl is fierce and shoots wisps of red into his vision. The beating of his heart begins to dance in step with the water; the blues and reds collide before his eyes forming the beginnings of an image, though Tim could not make out what it was.
He knows he can't put it off any longer; he turns to face his assailant. The man is taller than h
Dear MomDear Mom,Dear Mom5 years ago in Letters More Like This
[I know this really isn't a letter like I promised, but you should be used to me giving less then I say I will]
I'm going to feel bad, throwing you into the ocean.
I'm going to have to clench my teeth, close my eyes, and grip my hip [because you're there, forever; in jagged scar tissue with upside down mountain capped M's and a blocky O, you're there, forever.] to keep myself from diving in after you and gathering you back together with the finest cheesecloth, molding you back together and filling you with all the beautiful things you've been drained of. I'll jam sea glass in your eye sockets and replace your weak bird bones with coral, I'll fill your lungs with saltwater [because oxygen obviously never worked; I almost miss that respirator keeping me awake at night] and wrap you with seaweed to hold you together again.
And I'll let you speak by jamming the truths to all my lies I've told you down your throat. I will whispersobconfess all my dirty deeds. I will tell yo
MatthewThe silhouette in the back seat seems to say,Matthew5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
what's a few more miles per hour?
Jesus, there ain't any cops around at two AM.
The needle on that glowing green dial shivers, taunting.
After forty days of temptation in the desert,
I turned his breath bitter and blue from nicotine.
The illuminated cone of open road chokes the windshield
And he cranks the gas, feeling his back press against the seat.
A rush of lines and blue-grey pavement.
His fists were scarred, probably thought even Behemoth
was wary of his mirrored sunglasses.
And he thinks: bitch, you're gone,
You're all gone.
Bet you didn't say your prayers right.
He grips the cracked leather steering wheel
Cranks up the radio,
His feet brush crumpled cans
Of beer and Diet Coke
And he feels them holy.
I made him proud of that stain on the wall;
Made his fists bruised from scrubbing and scrubbing.
He stops when it gets light,
Wheels kicking up dust under the dead tree,
Bone-white, like fingers in the sun.
The dust scratches his lungs t
Marlboro MeteorologyI can always predict the weather given how my morning cigarette goes. If it tastes like cardboard or an old apple, it will rain hard in the late afternoon. If burns the back of my nose, it will be cloudy all day. If I get a toothache it means hail and anything blowing up into my eyes means hot, humid, and sunny. My great grandmother had the same talent. If her back itched it meant snow, if her neck hurt it meant midnight rains had come and gone. Some things must jump generations.Marlboro Meteorology5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Looking at our flowerbed, you'd think it was snowing in July. The kid above me would chain smoke and scream language learning dialogues at his computer, tossing ashes out the window in a steady, Vesuvian stream. The land lady would always leave a filter or two as her treat when she'd leave notices for the rent crammed into door frames and mailboxes. And of course I carried my own weight, poisoni
Dread There it is again. That feeling. Whenever it strikes it doesn't matter how big the room is, the walls always begin to close in. They don't stop, not until movement is impossible. Frozen, Bill sees it again. That face. That body. It is a creature not of this world; a remnant of a darker age. A remnant of the mind.Dread5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It is the being that you see out of the corner of your eye. Vanishing as soon as you try to look at it. It's eyes are hollow; a corpse in a black cloak floating in the air by the noose around its neck. Nothing good can come of its presence. Bill's eyes are trained on it. He can't move even his eyes away. He can tell it's going to hurt him. Even as he stares at it and it stares back with those dead none-eyes he pictures it. It wants to flay the flesh from his bones. It wants him. Only death will satisfy it. Those eyes tell him this.
.vesta..vesta5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It is time. We feel the pull of summer along our spines
as we head into hibernation. Bed is short respite for our leaden limbs,
our singed hair. The air aches with the wait of it, where the embers
click and sing like crickets. Snippets of sound from the underground.
"This," someone says, wide-eyed with awe, "is what the insides
of the earth look like" - the world beneath, struck through with
dragons' teeth, pocked with open sores. The slit smile of the crater
in a slack jaw. Our scarred skies are littered with lights, many
mechanical suns spun into the ceiling, glinting like electric sequins.
And in the middle of it all, where our tracks meet, lies Vesta,
incomplete. The heat seeps from her as she speaks neat,
untranslatable lines of words, tapped out as if on a bell.
She's a shell and she knows it, tied heart to hearth. She hears
the earth and extracts, repeats an exact echo. Sometimes
she's nearly crushed by the rush of words, spilling into the air
like prayers, but by now we know
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Confession OneRecently I've been wishingConfession One6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I could explain the
love you and
I Love You
The Pizza, The Prophet, and MeSo. It all began when the prophet Mohammad, peace and blessings be upon him, came for a visit to my house for some pizza and video games.The Pizza, The Prophet, and Me8 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Id had the cheese and garlic pizza, with the pan-style crust with mozzarella crammed inside, and he had the regular old original crust topped with lots of vegetables, a lot of them olives, onions, mushrooms, and green peppers.
He really likes those peppers a lot, so I always make sure I have some in the house in case he decides to come over.
So anyway, there we were: me, lounging on the couch with my feet propped up on the little wooden folding table and he, sitting in his green robe thingy, cross-legged on the carpet.
I told him, as I always do, that he doesnt need to sit on the floor, and that hes a guest in my home and thus, can sit on the couch next to me. In fact, if anything, as a guest, the roles ought to be reversed completely.
And, as always, he just smiles and responds that I am a lady and therefore, I should get the couch
Final ThoughtsYou know, it's funny. I always imagined my death to be a moment that took my breath away, metaphorically as well as literally. As such, words cannot describe how I felt as I lay on the cold, hard concrete floor at the foot of my apartment building watching the pool of blood, my blood, slowly increase. I was...underwhelmed. My new old friend took a step forward and crouched in front of me, his hands on his knees. He tutted.Final Thoughts5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Such a shame." He said, shaking his head, eyes downcast. I couldn't help agreeing; his shiny black shoes were now covered in my blood, not that I needed it anymore. Finally, he stood up. He brushed his crisp, black suit as he walked behind me; I didn't make the effort to move. I felt somewhat underdressed in my black jeans and t-shirt. A moment later I felt his cold, yet soft, hands on the sides of my head, then I was looking at the sky, at the full moon shining down on us. I felt, as well as heard, a loud crack, which I can