Just ThoughtsSummer Day DreamsJust Thoughts1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Sun shine upon my face
no rain in sight not even a trace
Birds are chirping and singing
while watching over their young.
A faint barking dog is belling in the background
as I watch a small ant trying to carry something larger than it's self
All the grass is such a vibrant green
flowers are growing and blooming beyond one's dream
Sunshine on my face Sunshine within my heart
Summer Day Dreams bring happiness to my soul.
BazArt© Creations: PaMonk 2012
The Most Powerful Spirit In the World.::::::Her mind is imagining wildly::::::The Most Powerful Spirit In the World.3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Her eyes know her power.
Her heart knows it's strength.
Her love never dies.
Her body is a disguise.
Her desire is fatal.
Her purpose is sacral.
She goes on in her wrath of the weak and under nourished.
She judges everything, yet knows the Truth that has not flourished.
She can't stop her mind in it's unique design and youth.
She can't let go, and she won't give in.
She's a (i'm)mortal player in the game of fighting her own Sin.
HeartWhat light to be seenHeart5 months ago in Personal More Like This
In such a dark, dark world?
What true misfortune
Does her life unfold?
But life that speaks
Brings unfortunate lies
To whom it comforts
With tranquil eyes
Tears of sorrows
Flow like a stream
Unknown, and unconscious
Like a subconscious dream
Atlas a heart!
Much like her own.
Does it acknowledge
The truth unknown?
Truth tis the day
Where the sorrows are found
A heart less of agony
A heart truly unbound
Tis so doleful
With the eclipse of eyes
Obstructed from such truth
And mind so demised!
A lack of knowledge
Some shall say
Those who see
Less of color
See shades of gray
T'was minds like this
That "seized the day"
Dismiss from mind
Those whom were lead astray
August 5 2012
Holly Ann Byles
Gay Rights"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest GainesGay Rights9 months ago in Personal More Like This
"As long as society is anti-gay, then it will seem like being gay is anti-social." - Joseph Francis
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." - Woody Allen
"Everybody's journey is individual. If you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with a boy. The fact that many Americans consider it a disease says more about them than it does about homosexuality." - James Baldwin
We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on DeviantART. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you believe in gay rights, then repost this in your journal and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, or you're indifferent, then just ignore it. Thanks.
Fifty Shades Of GreyWhat the fuckity fuck!? I feel like I have been hit in the face by a large bolder. This book is terrible! (And I only read twelve pages!)Fifty Shades Of Grey11 months ago in Personal More Like This
The writing is horrible, the descriptions are horrible, everything... Oh god... Just... no.
I just heard about this book today and heard that it was worse than Twilight, so I went to check it out.
Yes. There is a book worse than Twilight. And it didn't even have to ruin vampires. Just ruin a virgin's idea of sex. Seriously. If you're a virgin and you expect sex to be this way... just... no. No, hun. It's not.
The main character nearly has an orgasm just shaking his hand! It was really odd. I mean, I thought I wasn't that skilled of a writer, but after reading a few pages of this... I feel very confident in my work.
And best seller? Realy?! Is the book industry loosing it?! Dudeeeeee.... So not cool.
I mean, I guess this book wouldn't be considered for teenagers, but it's no doubt that teenagers have read it. And even if teenagers we
Another sleepless night...Another sleepless night... I need coffee... No one bother meAnother sleepless night...11 months ago in Personal More Like This
A thunderstorm kept me up last night, it was rather hypnotic and I found it hard not to fully transfix my attentions toward it. The feeling that thunder was beating inside my chest as the lightning lashed through my bright eyes. I felt my body quivering at first and my breath was shaking, but the fear left my spirit as the storm's energy pumped through my veins. When I went outside to face the stiking immensities, I linked with the storm, my body was racing with surrounding, the rain cooled my face as it beaded down my neck and chest. It was a connection that I can't even describe. The storm attached to my soul. I lost track of time and life and found myself spiralled into another sleepless night.
every night a song plays in my head .you make me weakevery night a song plays in my head .11 months ago in Personal More Like This
you make me weak
you make my
legs shake;knees lock
goosebumps
you give me butterflies
and, butterflies,
and
you make me fucking sick
so fucking sick
of all your
shit
but
you
make
me
weak
PHONES. ARE. FUN.I got random texts today at work from someone who I thought I was someone else so I decided to pretend that I was the person for like 40 minutes. They really thought I was that person (maybe I should become an actress) and I was laughing so much, but at the same time I ended up feeling really bad especially because I was using Google to look up the stuff they were telling me so that I could be more convincing. I kinda just stopped answering them after a while.PHONES. ARE. FUN.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Also I write long sentences!
Welcome 2013!Okay, I just cannot help it....Welcome 2013!5 months ago in Personal More Like This
IT'S 2013! THE YEAR OF THE SNAKE!
Hrm hrm. So. Now the the shout of excitement is done, I can tell you that it is the morning of January 1st, 2013. And I still cannot get my mind around the idea that it is the Year of the Snake. I am excited, and yet not.
Why? Cause I am a 1989 girl, which was two Snake years ago.
Hell, I am really trying to get the max out of this year. After all, if it is over, it will take another 12 years until the next Snake year arrives.
So, let's shed our old skins and grow ourselves wings. (duh, that rhyme n.n") Let's do our best to grow stronger in body and mind and reach our dreams. I hope that your plans this year come to great fruition.
ALL THE BEST FOR THE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! KEEP GOING!
a sad zombie apocalypse dream.i must warn you, this is not a happy dream.a sad zombie apocalypse dream.6 months ago in Personal More Like This
this is not a nightmare, but it is not a happy dream.
as soon as i woke up, i grabbed a paper and pen to write everything down, these are the results.
V V V
-the clifford crew was together.(what my group of friends and i call ourselves) it was the zombie apocalypse. me, austin, james, carlos, bryan p, leroy, and aria were together at some sort of park, fighting off zombies with improvised weapons to get to our escape van. we barely succeeded, and we drove to our safe spot, which was a large fenced off area, packed with survivors, very near our city. nicole and most of our parents were there,
:'Ci am grateful to have my great Grandmother, but sadly; she is starting to pass away. My whole family and i know she will die, but not suffering, but peacefully. I am really thankful that i got to know her for the last 18 years of my life; She was born in 1920 and has lived through every possible history plot; Roaring 20's, the depression, WWII, Korean war, Cold war, JFK assassination and etc. I will miss her truly, she was and still in through my eyes the best Great Grandmother i have ever seen, But she will be reunited with her husband at the gates of Heaven; But new life comes into my family as My cousin's wife is going to have a baby very soon; the new beginning of an end. for all you who know me, watch me, like or whatever else, thank you for being here for me and i hope you will still be here with me when she passes peacefully.if you all read this thank you for being here for me.:'C7 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm too slowoh man, 5 weeks after AX and I still haven't uploaded my pics. Sorry everyone, I've been busy with stuff involving summer steam sales, anime, and learning the intricate and fine details of how to solve cases as a defense attorney with Phoenix Wright.I'm too slow10 months ago in Personal More Like This
P.S. I also went to AM2 this year and will be dumping those pics as well
Devious Journal EntryYour perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card again.Devious Journal Entry10 months ago in Personal More Like This
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.
Your perfect little girl doesn't go to church.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl .isn't so perfect anymore
Winter WindsWinter Winds, Mumford & SonsWinter Winds1 year ago in Personal More Like This
~~~
As the winter winds litter London with lonely hearts
Oh the warmth in your eyes swept me into your arms
Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night?
For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt
And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no
This time no"
We'll be washed and buried one day my girl
And the time we were given will be left for the world
The flesh that lived and loved will be eaten by plague
So let the memories be good for those who stay
And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no"
Yes, my heart told my head
"This time no
This time no"
Oh the shame that sent me off from the God that I once loved
Was the same that sent me into your arms
Oh and pestilence is won when you are lost and I am gone
And no hope, no hope will overcome
And if your strife strikes at your sleep
Remember spring swaps snow for leaves
You'll be happy and wholesome again
When the city
To: Leviathan Fans of my Deryn Sharp Cosplay(SIDE NOTE: this just occured to me... it may not matter at all to most of you, but i have a tumblr account. i update that a lot more than deviant art, so it may spark some interest in some of you leviathan fans out there. ill link my tumblr at the bottom of this journal)To: Leviathan Fans of my Deryn Sharp Cosplay1 year ago in Projects More Like This
my blonde roots are growing in! soon ill be doing some more deryn cosplays, and start working on a teaser trailer for a leviathan movie.
in the near future, it would be awesome if there are any leviathan fans that live nearby (LA county in CA possibly) that could assist me in the making of this teaser trailor.
help would be super amazing!
but fret not, my blondness isn't so abruptly back, we all have time to plan stuff out some more! im willing to drive a little too. i dont know exactly where i want to film the teaser yet, so im open for any ideas you guys have!
when the blonde gets here, be prepared for awesomeness!
i love you all! and thanks so so so much for your support!! i will try the hardest i can to be the bes
Pursuit your happinessI'm on this journey to find a heart of goldPursuit your happiness9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Trying to find my Nirvana before I get too old
I have come across some gems, and many stones
And then there are some who consist of gold.
But some have been jaded, two faced.
Showing me nothing but disgrace.
But nevermind those who have done me wrong.
I'm on the pursuit of happiness. Everlong
My GirlHad hair dark as ravens claws,My Girl10 months ago in Personal More Like This
lips fertile with desire.
Eyes you could not resist,
And a smile to die for.
Although MY GIRL dont come to me,
She sleeps so far away.
I still dream of an enchanted place,
Where we could always be.
But this cloud its hangs so low,
Above our heads so I will always know.
Our love is doomed, punishable by death,
But the night with MY GIRL is one I will never regret.
This "poem" makes me sound like a hardcore lesbian, the one thing I always tell people is, my poems dont always have a meaning I kinda write just to write and if it sounds good I go with it. So enjoy this, and the sun, the ones you love and the life you lead. GOOD DAY.
<3 Nikita
#1It's kind of weird knowing that in a couple of years I'll probably be bored one day, and come back and look at the things that I've written down on paper or posted online somewhere, and just think to myself oh, what a little kid I was back then.#110 months ago in Personal More Like This
And then a couple of years after that it'll happen all over again.
And at this point I realize that I'm pretty much deathly afraid of being old and getting to that point.
those daysi remember when.those days10 months ago in Personal More Like This
me and my bestfriend shed just come over in the morning to go to school .
my mom would leave .
and we would be like oh her dads taking us.
then no one would be home .
and she told her mom my moms taking us .
so we thought , who needs school .
we just stayed home .
we would play video games and draw and do stupid things .
until the end of the day .
one time we had no ride to school so we were like lets walk .
but by the time we got near the school it was already second period.
too late. so we we just kept walking .
we walked to my aunts aparment complex which wasnt too far from the school .
and we sat behind garage things for a while .
we fell asleep in the grass .
played in the park then walked to my aunts once school got out like normal.
i remember it was a friday.
and fridays we have brakes and stuff.
so we were like lets just ditch one class today .
sooo we stayed in a bathroom stall for 45 minutes .
and walked out like normal .
we ditched and skipped on regular bas
idgafhotty with the tomb raider bodyidgaf10 months ago in Personal More Like This
come here and suck up this shotty
get naked kick up this party
dont be afraid to get naughty.
The sunThe sun rises yet another dayThe sun10 months ago in Personal More Like This
But I shall watch it fall again tonight.
Like the weak on the streets
It grows tired.
Like the sparkle in my eyes,
It fades.
Like the truth among reason
It's going to leave ya
So don't grow attatched to it's warmth
Because even the warmest thing on earth is cold as ice.
DRIFT.Bloated with emotionDRIFT.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
About wanting to be next to the ocean
Where my troubled mind
Can erase stubborn times
And be born again in the depths of love and passion
Let me not be reminded of the times when
The scars bled out and never healed
My heart died and no one stood by my side
But in my rear veiw was the mountains
And the road in front of me was as endless as the ocean.
Thank Youi wrote this poem and thought it be nice to post it :3Thank You11 months ago in Personal More Like This
Thank you for always making me smile....
Thank you for always making me laugh...
Thank you for always cheering me up when life brings me down...
Thank you for always taking me to my favorite place...
Thank you for always sharing what you have...
Thank you for always thinking of me when you buy me a gift...
Thank you for always having to put up with me when i was having my moody moments...
Thank you for always being there for me when i needed you...
Thank you for always roleplaying with me even though it was a lot...
Thank you for always holding my hand when we were together...
Thank you for always understanding me when no one could...
Thank you for always showing your love to me...
Thank you for always praying for me hoping i was safe...
Thank you for always giving me comfort when i felt alone...
Thank you for doing many things for me and id always remember you no matter what. You always be in my heart and i wish nothing but the be
i dont caaaaareif you thinki dont caaaaare11 months ago in Personal More Like This
im ugly
or a bitch
or stupid and blonde
what the fuck else...
i dont even know.
i just dont fucking
CAAAAAAAAAAARE
anymore
im sick of worrying about what everybody fucking thinks
im not 12 years old anymore
so fuck everybody
and your mom
and your brotha
and you gramma.
bitch.
GHOOOOOOOST ADVENTURES!
RAW!
EXTREME!
STOP !
STOP RUNNING!
THESE ARE OUR
GHOST ADVENTURES !
holy shit.
i fucking love
ghost adventures.
i wanna have some ghost adventuressssss.
COME GET ME
(who wants to visit Bobby Mackey's with me???? ) :3
k thats enuff
guh niiight
after a long muhh
fucken
day.
<3 ily all