So you want to kill yourself? Want to kill yourself?So you want to kill yourself?3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Imagine this: you come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So, you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over. You take out those razor blades and cut for the last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the note to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your brother knocks on your door to tell you that supper is ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tries to wake you up. He fails. He tells your mom this and she goes to your room to wake you. She knows something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you. She's screaming your name. Your brothe
Contradictory Suicide LetterIf you’re reading this…Contradictory Suicide Letter3 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Dear everybody throughout the years,
I’m trying my best to write this through tears.
All I want to say is I have finally conquered my fears.
It’s time for me to close my ears
And start up my gears.
I’m leaving everything behind.
Today marks a new adventure to find
What I wanted when I was confined—
Life is telling me to unwind,
For today starts my peace of mind.
So, I’m putting away what harmed me.
All my knives and all their words; I’ll be set free.
I’ve gone through fires of the Hell that I couldn’t flee
Until I saw my own foggy breath and fell into the sea,
Where quickly enough I began to plea.
I’m going to let go of my life and start anew,
Correcting my mistakes and undo
What I have caused that wasn’t true.
So, I would like to thank you
For helping me get through—
There’s no point in me being miserable
When I have everything in my grasp and it’s unbreakable.
Flight Crossing my fingers,Flight3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wrinkling my nose.
Knocking on wood,
Curling my toes.
Please, oh please, let this work.
Spreading my arms out,
Closing my eyes.
Repressing the lies.
Am I ready to fly?
Don't Date an Artist.I once knew a girl who loved to be heartbroken,Don't Date an Artist.4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
she said it's all she's ever known.
"I love that feeling you've left in the pit of my stomach,
it's like a signature and I'm a masterpiece about to be sold.
And though you're gone, it will never leave me;
it shares the darkness with me the way you used to.
It wraps around me and holds me like your arms did,
but there is no warmth.
I always preferred the cold anyway,
it gives us a reason to cuddle.
Notice the difference in words there,
I didn't use 'excuse' or 'purpose'.
You never wanted to cuddle anyways,
it wasn't quite your style.
I believed you when you said you loved me
and now I only believe that you loved the idea of me,
someone you could experiment on
because my physique is different from a mans'
but my point of view was all the same.
I was only ever a science experiment to you,
one where your partner forgot to show up to school
and you ended it with an explosion.
You ended it with an explosion
I felt the burst in my
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