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Our Razorblade Symphony chapter 10zxChapter 10 - In The Midnight Hour.Our Razorblade Symphony chapter 1010 months ago in Romance More Like This
(Andy's POV)
I gave the remains of my pizza slice to Ashley. I couldn't choak down anymore.
Night had fallen and the moon was high up, full and streaming through the windows in Ashley's room where we sat, playing Uno and eating.
"Andy you need to eat it." he said "You didn't eat at all today."
Yes kiddies. On top of everything else that was screwed up with me, I'm anorexic. Plus I just hated pizza. The texture didn't feel right, all slimey and soft, the taste was weird and it just didn't feel right. I shook my head and pushed the half eaten slice back at him. "I don't want it."
Ashley sighed and put
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 7Chapter 7 - You Are My Sunshine.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 710 months ago in Romance More Like This
Ashley's POV.
I was laying on top of Andy, our hips pressed together and I had one knee on each side of his body, crouched slightly over his slim figure. His slid his hands over the small lump of my ass, warmly trainilg them down to my thighs and the inside of my legs. I reached down and took his hands and gently pinning them above his head, leaning forward and kissing his neck, sucking a loose patch of skin till it left a small pink hickey then drew my tongue up from the spot and up to his plump, light pink lips. He kissed back in ecstasy, letting out a soft moan before slipping his tongue between my teeth
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 9Chapter 9 - Sleeping Beauty.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 910 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to wake up. I didn't want to move.
I lay in my bed, wrapped up in my blanket and staring at the wall. The little bumps and ridges stared back at me. I cocooned myself in my blanket all night, wrapped around my skinny frame. It was hotter then hell but I didn't care. I was numb anyway, only the cuts on my arm provided feeling.
I didn't sleep. I would close my eyes for a few minuets and see him again, then jerk awake screaming. I'll never forget that wicked smile he gave me, causing me to shudder or cry every time it flashed in my head. Luckily my blanket cocoon muffle
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 8 [WARNING!]Our Razorblade Symphony - Bullies and Punishment.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 8 [WARNING!]10 months ago in Drama More Like This
Ashley and I turned around, fear jerking through me and I felt like my life was flashing right before my eyes, just as it had done many times before. The jock boy, needless to say was a whole lot taller then the both of us combined bore his weight down on our shoulders, he was one of those overly-muscular guys who was probably on steroids. Stubble covered his face, an evil grin on his lips. His buddies cornered us against the wall, all wearing the same clothes: jock jackets and blue jeans. Ashley cowered into my side.
The jocks crossed their arms, laughing at us. Huddled together and freaked
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 6Chapter 6 - Night.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 610 months ago in Romance More Like This
A couple months later.
(Andy's POV)
"Get back here!"
I ran blindly through my house, stumbling over rugs and other shit thrown throughout my house. Pete chased me, waving his belt over his head and screaming at me. Among the footsteps I could hear my mom screaming at Pete to leave me alone.
I knocked over the kitchen chairs, blocking his path, only to be cornered between the table and the kitchen sink. I hopped from foot to foot, going one way then the other, trying to confuse him.
In the back of my mind I remembered Ashley telling me to "haul ass" over to his house if Pete went after me again. I planned on doing th
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 2Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 2Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 210 months ago in Drama More Like This
I had ot spend the night in the hospital. Not sleep, you're not SUPPOSED to sleep with a concussion. Oh well, I'm not tired anyway.
I sat alone in the dim-lit hospital room, decorated with bright colored roses and some "get well soon, motherfucker." cards from my cousins that my mom had brought in. I had my eyes glued to the TV screen and my hands clutching the game controller as i played Battlestar Galactia. My 8-bit space jet shooting missiles at the 8-bit alien bug things. I never knew what they were, they look like wasps from Mars to me.
I heard footsteps from the hallway. Even though visiting hours
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 11Chapter 11 - When Morning ComesOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 1110 months ago in Romance More Like This
(Ashley's POV)
I woke up that morning, if you count 12:30 as morning still lightly gripping Andy's soft hand, his pale white fingers twined with my tan ones, the red nail polish he wore on one finger standing out against the rest of them. I always wondered why he did that, maybe it symbolized something. I'm not sure.
The sun lit up the walls of my room, making it seem bigger then it actually was. It also shone down gently onto Andy's sleeping figure, causing him to glow like an angel.
He was an angel.
I remembered what we did last night, my belly churned and I blushed inside. Andy's moans still echoed in m
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 22Chapter 22 - Concert CuttersOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 228 months ago in Drama More Like This
"Ashley your friends are here!"
I was desperately trying to make my hair stand on end to look like the band. The hairspray kept making me cough and I looked like a Mexican Einstein with too much eyeliner. I swore softly to myself and grabbed my brush, yanking it through my hair and using hair jel to make it sit flat. Great, now I look like a hobo.
"Ashley!!"
"Just a sec!" I called, pulling on a plain white t-shirt. I knew by the end of the concert it'd either be stained or torn, so I decided not to wear any band shirts. I thumped down the stairs and swung out the door, just as Sandra's brother blew the horn at
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 13Chapter 13 - Get AwayOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 1310 months ago in Horror More Like This
I looked over at the door to see mom standing there, a shotgun perched on her thin shoulder, the barrel aimed directly at Pete's balding head. He pulled out of me and yanked up his pants, raising his hands in the air in surrender. "Sweetheart you don't have to..."
"Shut up!" she yelled.
"Baby--"
"Don't 'baby' me you sick bastard!" she screeched.
Pete stepped back farther, almost to the wall. The plastic beer bottle clattered under his fet, tripping him and making him fall. She bent slightly to aim at his forehead.
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't blow your brains out." she growled.
"I didn't do NUTHIN'!" he yel
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 3Our Razorblade Symphony chapter 3Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 310 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
When I got back to school I was glad to see that Andy was there, still freakish and not a jock yet. He was sitting on the stairs outside the school, his head buried in his backpack as he sat against the redbrick school building, the wind blowing his hair slightly.
I was nervous weather or not to go get him, but he looked cold. Everyone had sweat shirts or jackets or long sleeves on while the poor kid only had a black tank and elbow-length gloves, white ripped up jeans too. I took a deep breath and started towards him, unzipping my over-sized jacket to give to him. As I got closer I saw a bruise on his shoul
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 4Chapter 4 - We got our nicknames.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 410 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
It was raining like crazy by the time I had left Ashley's house, making my still-warm shirt cold and wet again. I turned down Ashley's offer for an umbrella since Pete would probably break it if he decides to have a rage fit again.
I kept my head down and my bag over my neck and head as I ran up the winding street. I stepped nimbly over all the dents and cracks in the sidewalk, since more then once I've mapped them out in my head when trying to run away. I was always caught though.
So many times had Pete pissed me off to the point of packing what few valuables I had and climbing out during the night, runni
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 24Chapter 24 - Out Of JailOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 248 months ago in Romance More Like This
I saw Andy just as the gates slid open. For a second I didn't recognize him, then I saw his baby blue eyes light up and run to the car. I kicked open the door for him and immediately hug tackled him when he sat on the edge of the seat. He flung his arms around me as I broke down into tears, burying my head in the crook of his neck. I felt him smile against me and pat my back. Within a few seconds he let go and leaned forward, embracing the crying Mrs. Biersack. After a few moments of hugs and kisses, he sat back beside me and shut the door then rested his hand on mine. I smiled at him and re-buckled my seat-belt.
An
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 5Chapter 5 - Hair Dye, My Pretty Kitty.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 510 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
You're sure about this?"
Andy and I stood in front of the mirror in my tiny bathroom area, his hair completely clean and surprisingly waver then the ocean. A box of black hair dye sat on the sink, its contents out and in Andy's gloved hands. He ran a free hand through his dirty blonde hair. He turned his head left then right, studying his natural color as he'd been doing for the past 5 minuets.
"Yeah..." he said, poking at the jawline-long blonde hair.
I was only here to help him with the back of his head. Otherwise he could do this all himself.
In the few months we'd known eachother Andy and I had
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 1Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter One.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 110 months ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
In a large middle school cafeteria many students chattered and laughed, being gleeful as any regular group of 12 and 13 year olds would be. On the far side of the room sat the sportsy boys, heavy built with red and white jock jackets, even through most of them were one the soccer team and their short hair was spiked up, giving a headgehog type look. Near them were the cheerleaders, which also mixed with the popular girl and girly-girl groups. They giggled and gossiped, occasionally gasping and play-hitting eachother, putting on more bubble gum pink lipstick every 10 minuets. There was the averages, who
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 17Chapter 17 - TrialedOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 179 months ago in Drama More Like This
Seated in the large, government-looking courtroom was nerve wrecking. I waited patiently in a chair just a few feet away from Andy, still dressed in the orange prison uniform while everyone else (including me) wore suits or else the nicest clothing possible. To my right was an older lady, her white hair short and expertly curled and she wore a dull colored pinkish-grey dress with her handbag clutched in her wrinkled hand. Taking a guess, I'd imagine this was Andy's neighbor. On my left Mrs. Biersack sat, a black long-sleeved dress fell past her knees and a white plastic clamp held back her golden hair. She held my hand
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 16Chapter 16 - You Said You Loved Me As You Left Me.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 169 months ago in Drama More Like This
I haven't rode in a car in years. An actual car, not a bus or an off roader. As I walked outside with Mrs. Biersack I stopped beside it, unsure which one I should sit in.
"Passenger side is on the other end, Ash." Mrs. Biersack said, coming up to me and opening the driver's side door. I walked around the other side and tugged open the door. The seat was way too low but still comfy once you got settled. She stuck the keys in the ignition and started the car, it was a lot quieter then Auntie's bike. It barely shook, which I wasn't used to.
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I raced up the steps in front of the jailhouse, p
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 19Chapter 19 - Fuck SchoolOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 199 months ago in Drama More Like This
(Ashley POV)
At school the next day all sympathy for me was gone, and the bullying was worse than yesterday. Since Andy wasn't around like I had mentioned so many god damn times I decided to hang around Jake, Jinxx, CC and Sandra more.
We sat around one of the picnic tables outside, not a single fucking being given that it was colder then hell out there. CC was trying to make a joke but I wasn't listening.
"So her boyfriend says 'where'd it go?' And she said 'my vagina ate it!' Wait thats right.."
Jake laughed anyway when nobody else did, probably just trying to save him the humiliation of getting it wrong. Jinxx
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 18Chapter 18 - They Say That Love Is ForeverOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 189 months ago in Drama More Like This
I laid on my bed, face down and sobbing my eyes out. It'd been about a month since Andy was convicted and put in prison. Every day since then I had come home feeling cold and empty and miserable. At least they had the hearts not to bully me...
Until today.
I kept my head down and my hands shoved in my pockets, my backpack bumping softly against my back. CC, who was becoming closer to me walked silently next to me. He was comforting but not anything like Andy.
"Do you need some water?" he asked as we walked by the fountain.
I shook my head, looking at it out of my side vision, only remembering th
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 15Chapter 15 - He's GoneOur Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 159 months ago in Drama More Like This
The next few days were horrible for me. Andy hadn't come to school after he was shoved in the police car, I hadn't seen Mrs. Biersack anywhere and I had no one to really talk closely to other than CC, Jake, Jinxx and Sandra. They were cool, but they weren't Andy.
Did I mention I had gone into some kind of depression cocoon? After school I went right up stairs and locked myself in my bedroom and either slept or drew pictures. By wednesday I had filled half my journal with drawings and poems, Auntie was getting worried...so were the other four.
"Since Andy left you've become some kind of angry hermit crab that writes a
Rebel High chapter 7Rebel High chapter 710 months ago in Drama More Like This
I was woken up by the sound of my phone buzzing, making an annoying tapping noise against the table where I left it. I rubbed my eyes, the room had gotten darker since I laid down and I could see stars start peeking out in the sky.
I reached over and grabbed my phone, a text from Jake.
"Andy, you gotta hear this dude" it said. Attached to the message was a video, the preview picture was a darkened picture of Ashley holding a guitar and looking down at it, playing it. I felt butterflies come to life in my tummy again as I opened it.
He was playing, the low tune from a bass guitar. He sang as well, his voice was more beautiful then an angel,
Rebel High chapter 5Rebel High chapter 510 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
That afternoon I was in my room, laying chest down on the floor, staring at the wall. Most normal people would go do something when they're bored, like write or hang out with friends or masturbate or do something else, I just stare at walls and think about things.
"Andy!" mom opened the door, causing it to hit me in the head. I yelped and jerked away, holding the side of my head. "What?"
Mom frowned. "Are you okay? Jake is on the phone." she said, handing me the house phone.
"I'm fine." I said, rubbing my head and taking the phone. "Yeah?"
"Hey its Jake" Jake said over the phone. I rolled my eyes, thank you caption obvious. "Did you hear
Rebel High - Chapter Six.Rebel High - Chapter Six.10 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
Chapter Six: Depression.
I never went home after school I knew it would be pointless so I walked off to the Park i had heard talking about. I sat there with the Bass Guitar my father bought me and began to play. The song I worked on was "Passion Crime" I wasn't sure what else to do, I had told off the cheerleader earlier this day, my parents would likely hear of it and well I just didnt't want that talk. I knew if I had gone home I would have gotten the "Son you can not go around announcing your a homosexual."
I won't hide what I feel inside,
I won't let you live knowing
I was the on
Rebel High - Chapter EightRebel High - Chapter Eight10 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
Chapter Eight: Stolen Kisses & Payback.
"I figured you texted Andy your friend, but I doubt he will come here, and I doubt he will ever have anything to do with me." I had said to them both if he had not shown up by now he never would. I felt like That Prince in beauty and the beast when he was a beast, the one line the narrator spoke in that movie rang in my head ........ "Who could ever love a beast" I felt CC take my hand and smile he had also turned on that damn video feature too I didnt know it.
"Its Andy's loss Ashley if he can't see what Jake and I see happening when you look at Andy, then
Rebel High Chapter 2 - What Else could go wrongRebel High Chapter 2 - What Else could go wrong10 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
I remember walking past the gated school Campus, the next thing I felt was being knocked on my ass first words I heard were.
"We don't like tattooed long haired Faggots who are pretty boys." then I felt blood running from my mouth, I felt my eye burn, I had taken a really good beating the local bullies, yeah bullies cause they didn't like how I looked immidately I was label a "faggot", Typical wherever I went. If you haven't guessed by now I am Ashley Purdy new boy in school.
I turned to walk away but stopped then turned back, I placed my hands on the largest Bullies shoulders and kneed him in the nuts.
Sta.sh
