Depressed!Canada x Reader - Flawz
Matthew sat in front of the mirror in his bedroom. He stared at himself with disgust, glaring into his deep, violet eyes, tugging at his wavy blonde hair.
I'm so ugly, he told himself.
He tried to tame the annoying curl sticking out of his head but it just wouldn't stay down. He tried to make himself look good with his round, nerdy glasses and his knotty hair.
"I'll never be as good as Alfred", he whispered, standing up. He picked up his school backpack, shoved in today's textbooks and headed out to another torturous day at high school.
You walked down the hallway with your headphones in your ears, your iPod blaring __(favourite song)__. You reached your locker and tugged it open, chucking in the books you didn't need and taking out the ones you did. You were about to head to registration before spotting your best friend walking in with his cute face hidden behind his long hair.
You walked up to him and smiled,
He looked up at you and forced a smile back,
Nightmare...[ Canada x Reader ] "That child is alone."Nightmare...[ Canada x Reader ]2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"He's all alone .so alone will anyone calm that loneliness in his heart?"
Hateful voices worried voices, Matthew has reached his limit. He can no longer stand hearing them, clutching the bear in his arms, crushing the bear against his chest he runs. He runs as far away as he can, as fast as his legs can carry him.
Not caring where he ended up, he just wanted to get away. He could no longer stand to hear all of the pity in the voices around him, biting his lip hard enough blood began to escape from the soft flesh. Ignoring the pain Matthew pressed himself on, he could still hear the voices.
"That child is alone "
No, no, no! He's not alone! He has Kumajiro with him! He has his father France! He's not alone!
"Tch, he's but a mere duplicate of the America fellow."
No he's not a duplicate of America! Of course they look alike, but their tow different people. While America is outgoing and brave, Matthew is merely quite, an
A Night To Remember ~ Canada x Reader"I-I l-lo. . . I lov-. . . dang it." Canada sighed and ran a hand through his blonde hair while shaking his head in defeat. He couldn't bring himself to say it, even when he was alone and everybody had already left-- but, then again, it's not like it would matter if they were here or not. None of them bothered to acknowledge that he present at every meeting. . . or that he even existed at all now that he thought of it.A Night To Remember ~ Canada x Reader3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
But, there was one person who actually managed to treat him like he was an actual human being instead of some phantom. Her name was ______, and to Canada, she was the most beautiful thing he had ever saw in his life-- and the best part about it all, was that she actually knew him! She actually took the time out of her day to notice him. . . him, Matthew Williams! The person who everybody chose to ignore, well. . . everybody except her that is.
And even when--
"Dude! You would not freaking believe what I just found outside my house!"
Oh no, he's back again. Of
She's Got A Boyfriend NowCanada x ReaderShe's Got A Boyfriend Now3 years ago in Romance More Like This
It had been weeks since Matthew had seen you last. You still texted him, but whenever he asked you to hang out, you always told him that you were busy. He knew that you had a boyfriend and that you were sort of obligated to spend time with him, but still You were his best friend. You had always been there, ever since you were kids.
He missed you so badly that it hurt.
There wasn't a lot to do without you around. His social life was already fairly poor, but he'd never really realized how few friends he had until you started dating that guy. He would always be that guy to Matthew. Honestly, he didn't really care for that guy. He wasn't entirely sure why.
His phone beeped meekly, signaling a text message. He checked it, and his insides suddenly seemed to get a bit tangled up. You were asking him to meet you at your house. He texted back a hasty affirmation and dashed out the door, pausing only to grab his hoodie. You didn't live too far away, and he was
Reader x Canada - Exist to LoveReader x Canada – Exist to LoveReader x Canada - Exist to Love2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Note: Once again, please read description if you haven’t read the intro. I had a bunch of ideas for Canada and kind of combined a few, so hopefully it came out ok.
“Vell (name), vhat do you vant to do?” Germany asked and you began scanning the room.
Everyone looked at you with patient eyes, waiting for you to decide who you would stay with. To be honest, you had a hard time figuring out who you would go with, but soon enough a small voice perked up from the back of the room.
“S-She can s-stay with m-me…”
England and America began looking around the room trying to figure out where the voice came from, but you could see the source clearly.
In the back of the room hugging his polar bear, Kuma was Cana
Canada x Reader: Time"[Name], I need you to meet someone." Your cousin said after walking in through the front door with a smaller figure next to him. You slipped a bookmark into the magazine you were reading and set it on a nearby coffee table as you slid your feet off the futon. Curiously, you looked up at your cousin as you walked toward him.Canada x Reader: Time2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Since you lived with your cousin, it wasn't unusual for him to walk into your house because he owned the place after all. He took you in after both your parents died two years ago when you were about eleven years old. Since then, it had always been the two of you living together. However, this was the first time he had such a calm yet urgent tone when bringing over a guest.
"What is it?" You asked him and turned your attention to the Canadian boy next to him. He was about your age with long brownish blond hair and pale skin. His sad blue eyes were downcast but looked blank as he stared at the ground. You noticed he was wearing a coat that was several sizes too big
Happy Birthday Matthew! (CanadaxReader)Happy Birthday, Matthew!Happy Birthday Matthew! (CanadaxReader)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Canada slumped into his couch, burrowing his face into his pillow. No one had remembered his birthday, again! He thought that at least his Papa, [Name] or Alfred would, but they never called once to wish him Happy Birthday.
The blonde kept his head stuffed in his pillow as he tried to blink his tears away. It didn't work.
Why did he have to be invisible? Why can't he be seen? Heck, even Sealand, once a port for the British during World War II, but declared itself independent and became (Not really) a micro nation, can be seen, but not him, Canada, that giant space that's between Alaska and America, the second largest country in the world, one of the countries in G8! What's up with that!?
He sighed again, but quickly perked up when he heard his phone ring. He shuffled over to answer it.
'Someone remembered my birthday!' he thought excitedly before answering the phone,
"H-hello..?" The Canadian answered,
"Mattie! You will never guess what I bought
Depressed! America x ReaderDepressed! America x ReaderDepressed! America x Reader2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Castle of Glass
You walked in to your boyfriend’s apartment quietly. It was a bit early; you didn’t want to wake him. But you brought him breakfast. His favorite coffee and donuts. As you set them down on the kitchen counter, you noticed something. A calendar sitting on the counter. Days up until September 11th were crossed out in black ink. The 11th was circled in red marker. “Fuck…”
You quickly glance up at the clock of the wall. 8:46 AM.
He was right where you thought he’d be. Alfred was a few blocks down the street. You watched him trace his fingers along the edge of the monument where the North Tower of the World Trade Center once stood. He watched the water fall out of the sides of the monument inwards into the pool below. He was not the only one there at the monument. Other had come to remember a loved one they had lost.
This day he dreaded ever year for the past 10 years. By now his head ache had
Canada x Reader: Oh Matthew [Birthday fic!]Locking the front door to your house, you stared at the indigo sky before excitedly walking off to Matthew's place.Canada x Reader: Oh Matthew [Birthday fic!]3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Today was the first of July also known as Canada Day as well as Matthew Williams' birthday. Although, not many were aware about the latter one. You made sure that, as Matthew's girlfriend, he would enjoy celebrating his birthday with his friends.
During the day, you had planned many events in order to celebrate the occasion and you had decided that during the night you would have a romantic date.
Still walking, you nervously held the present you were going to give, despite his protests earlier this week. Though the present wasn't much, since, you were so busy planning his birthday that you nearly forgot about getting him a present.
Finally in front of the Canadian's home, a modern suburban house painted white with a burgundy colored rooftop, you gently knocked on the door. Not even bothering to ask who was there, the door opened to reveal Matthew in a black suit.
Ill!Germany x Reader - I'm Staying No Matter WhatIll!Germany x Reader - I'm Staying No Matter What3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I'm Staying No Matter What
"OI, LUDWIG!" You screamed, kicking the Beilschmidt brother's front door down. You peaked your head in the living room, spotting your best friend Ludwig laying on the sofa asleep, his face bright red.
You tilted your head in confusion.
"HEY, _______!" You heard an obnoxious voice behind you, before being hugged and lifted up from behind.
You knew who it was.
"Hey....Gil.." You breathed out, being squashed and suffocated by his tightening grip. He noticed and dropped you down.
"You alright, Frau?" He grinned, resting his elbow on a cabinet.
"Um, yeah," You turned to face the sleeping blonde, "What's up with your brother?".
Gilbert sighed, "He's been acting really weird. He's stolen all the blankets from my room but keeps the windows wide open. What's that about?".
You thought for a moment, what WAS that about?
He couldn't be sick....could he?
He couldn't be! Ludwig Beilschmidt never got sick! He was always fit and healthy!
You hurried over to his side and plac
CanadaxReader: Set Us Up!I just had to be the shy type. I admired the boy from afar as he sat underneath the large maple tree in the park. Matthew Williams was his name. He was somewhat of a scrawny guy with blonde hair and indigo eyes. He had an interesting curl in his bangs that was always covering a little bit of his face. While I admired him, I felt bad for him at the same time. I watched about five people trip or step on him as he tried his hardest to just relax. It seemed as if nobody ever noticed him. I wanted to walk over and say hello. I wanted to think that it would brighten up his day.CanadaxReader: Set Us Up!3 years ago in Romance More Like This
But nope. I was way too shy.
Later on that evening, I was spending the evening having a "girl's night in" with my friend, Morgan. We weren't much of the large party types, so if we ever hung out, it was at either one of our apartments watching movies and scarfing down popcorn. That night, she came over to my place carrying a plastic bag that was possibly over its capacity.
"_______!" she e
Swimming With CanadaSplash~!Swimming With Canada3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You felt the relaxing coolness as you dove into the clear swimming pool. It was so soothing to be engulfed into the water after being in the scorching weather for a long time. For the moment, your worries were over.
As a last minute decision, you planned a pool party for your normal friends because this would be the last time hanging out before school starts. You came thirty minutes early to the pool (who your aunt owns, so you were able to reserve at anytime), and set up the refreshments and volleyball net. Though you thought it would have taken awhile to finish complete your task by yourself, but it actually only took ten minutes. Therefore, you changed into your (f/c) two-piece and dove into the pool with those embarrassing Speedo goggles on so you could see the crystal clear water in its perfect form. Once someone did come, you would quickly and secretly put the goggles away. More than
Making a Move [Canada x Reader]Making a Move [Canada x Reader]3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Matthew stammered, looking down at his thumb-fiddling.
"Hm? What is it, Mattie?"
[Name] asked, looking up from her book.
"I w-wanted to a-ask if u-uhm "
"There's no need to be shy, Matthew! You can ask me anything!"
[Name] encouraged, closing her book.
'It's now or never, Matthew!'
He thought, quickly blurting out,
"I-I lost Kujamirou! W-willyousleepwithme?"
He had whispered the last part. Blushing, he squeezed his eyes closed for impact.
"Uwah! You're so adorable, Mattie!"
[Name] cheered, pinching his burning cheeks.
"Don't worry, I'll help you find Kumajirou, just let me put my book away!"
Matthew was crestfallen. Francis told him this would work! The bastard. He watched as [Name] got up from her seat, book pressed to her side. Walking up to Matthew, she leaned over, resting her head on his shoulder. Pressing her chest into his, much to his
embarassmentexcitement, she cooed,
"Oh, and of course I'll sleep with
Canada x Mute!reader Canadian snow Part 1'Just another great day in Canada' You thought as you shivered against the cold of what was the canadian winter.Canada x Mute!reader Canadian snow Part 13 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
You were cold, tired, hungry, and weak. Your lack of clothing made it nearly possible for you to stay alive. Trying to make a fire was utmost futile. you had no weapons to use to hunt either.
'This can't get any worse' you thought, only to have regretted it. Why?
It started to rain.
'Mother %$#@!" You thought. Your clothes becoming damp, soggy, and wet. Making you even more colder.
Even trees couldn't give you any shelter at this point in time.
'I guess ill just have to except my fate." You thought.
the cold was giving you pneumonia (i was surprised i could spell it)and frostbite. Your shoes were thin and had holed in them making your feet numb and useless. Your scarf tattered and worn out. Your clothes itchy, damp, soggy, cold, worn out, and thin. Your jeans dirty and torn. It was awful.
You were weak from loss of sleep, food, and warmth. 'Well this is it," You t
Goodbye JapanXReader There used to be a girl I knew named (Name). She was my best friend; the best friend anyone could ever have. She was sweet, kind hearted, and a wonderful person to be around. Everyone loved her, especially her boyfriend, Kiku Honda. She loved him with all her heart and he felt the same way. They seemed to be made for each other and (Name's) life was happy. But (Name) had a dark, dark secret.Goodbye JapanXReader3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
(Name's) days were numbered.
See, (Name) was born with a rare disease that would eat away at her heart and eventually kill her. I was really upset when she told me about her affliction. She begged me not to tell Kiku and to keep her secret. I almost refused her request, but the look in her eyes stopped me. I still remember the day she told me like it was yesterday.
I was sitting at my desk in the apartment (Name) and I shared, watching some youtube video, when (Name) came into the room and sat on the bed.
"Hey, Mady?" she asked. I took off my head phones and turned around to face her. She
Broken Smiles - Canada x ReaderCanada x ReaderBroken Smiles - Canada x Reader2 years ago in Romance More Like This
She was at a standstill in her life. She was eighteen, with the whole world ahead of her, and yet she had absolutely no idea what to do with it. She was very stressed about it, and Matthew got to hear about this whenever he would listen.
Matthew Williams was nineteen and a shy, quiet man who rarely got noticed by others. He was good friends with her, and didn't mind helping her out in the slightest, unless she got too pushy. They had met when she bumped into him on the street in the city one day, and she fretfully fussed over him and apologized many times, even taking him to a coffee shop as an apology. They quickly became friends. She wasn't from the metropolitan area, but had moved into a small place on the other side of the city, and since their meeting relied on Matthew to help her get around and used to the new place.
She was a pretty young woman. Actually, pretty wasn't even enough to describe her correctly. She was stunningly beautiful, with
Canada x Reader: Snowed InIt was the worst storm your county had known in decades, and it had to strike when you were visiting a certain someone. Yes, a bone chilling blizzard had broke out at bellow freezing right after you had arrived that evening. The weather forecast had predicted much snow fall, but not in this way. This was beyond belief, mind boggling even.Canada x Reader: Snowed In2 years ago in Romance More Like This
The day started off like any other day in winter. You were heading to your dear boyfriend's house, Matthew ,Christmas was around the corner and you were going to spend a week with him for it. The two of you have been together for around a year now, but you two weren't rushing things. Separate houses were a good thing, it gave you independence so you would not bother the other too much by being clingy.
Pulling up to the freshly snow shoveled drive way, you stepped out and strolled onto the porch. You were careful with your steps because anyone could be clumsy and trip of some slippery snow or ice. It happened to everyone and you defiantly did not
Lonely .:Chibi!SwedenXChibi!Reader:.You were in the playground playing with the other chibi nations. While Germania and Roman empire were watching you guys. Well Germania more than Roman Empire, but what did you expect?Lonely .:Chibi!SwedenXChibi!Reader:.3 years ago in Romance More Like This
The Italy twins were playing in the sandbox with HRE, and Japan. The BTT were playing on the jungle gym. And the others were either on the swings or playing on the slides or something. You were playing with China on the swings. Then yo noticed a little nation just watching from the edge of the playground. He had a glare on his face that made him seemed a bit intimidating, but most of all he looked lonely.
"Hey China, who's that?" You asked.
"Oh that's Sweden, aru." China said stopping his swing next to yours.
"He looks lonely..." You muttered.
"Well alot of people are afraid of him. He glares a lot and it scares people away, aru." China said matter of factly.
"Well, I'm gonna talk to him." You said and jumped off the swing. You landed gracefully on the ground, well as gracefully as a chibi nation could.
CanadaxReader- Actually... (Request)CanadaxReader- Actually... (for Anonymous-Lizard)CanadaxReader- Actually... (Request)2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It was early fall on campus where you sat beneath the tall maple in the courtyard. It's shedding leaves had plastered to the bench around you. There was just a big enough gap in the wet leaves for you to sit down comfortably. The chilly air turned your ears and nose a dusty pink. Your breath was also visible, clouding your view of the letter you were writing.
You were writing to him again. Your cold knuckles held your notebook and pencil and you wrote nervously, responding to the one he had sent you over a month ago. It seemed like forever since you two talked. With school starting up again, everything seemed like a struggle. You tucked the pencil behind your ear and slipped his now crumpled letter out from your (jacket type) jacket. Scanning your eyes over the handwritten note once more made the chill of autumn disappear, being replaced with the joy of his words.
Without knowing, a smile had spread across your face thinkin
Denmark x Reader - Give UpDenmark x Reader - Give Up3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
93. Give Up
Denmark x Reader
"UGH! I give up on that idiot!" You shouted, slamming your cup down onto the coffee table, making it shake.
Arthur sat back in his chair and rolled his eyes, "You haven't even tried to do anything yet, _______".
You pouted, crossing your arms across your chest. You hated when your best friend was right, which was basically all the time. Arthur was the smartest person you knew, apart from Yao and Eduard.
"He'll never like me", you whisper, sadly.
Arthur notices your sad tone and moves next to you, wrapping his arm around your shoulders.
"He might, though. But you'll never no because your too shy to talk to him", Arthur stated bluntly, in his usual no it all tone.
"Uh, whatever. I can't help that he's like, one of the most popular kids in school".
Arthur sighed, "So is Alfred, and Gilbert, and Francis, but your able to talk to them fine. You stayed over Al's house once".
"Yeah....but I don't like them in that way, so it's easier to talk to them!", you complai
2p!Canada x ReaderPrize for K8tly1n!2p!Canada x Reader2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Warning for language.
“Oi, _____! Hurry up, dammit! We’re going to be late!” Matthew Williams stood outside, pounding on the front door. You opened your bedroom window. “Chill, will you? I’m gonna be a few minutes. You can leave without me if you want.” He quit abusing the door to cross his arms. “No thanks. I’ll wait.”
“That’s what I thought.” You shut the window and continued getting ready. After a minute Matthew started knocking again. Grabbing your things and half falling down the stairs, you landed surprisingly well in the living room. “Grandma! I’m going to school now.” “Your lunch is by the door. Have a good day, dear,” she called back from wherever she was. You had been living with your grandmother for a year now, your father being long dead and your mother rather abusive. But seeing as
Too Much Loss (Anorexic!America x Reader)Looking down at the scale, Alfred grimaced. He had gained another pound, and he could see his large, flabby skin, grasping at the rolls of flesh.Too Much Loss (Anorexic!America x Reader)2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Except, he wasn’t grasping at anything, it was in his imagination.
In reality, Alfred was nothing but skin and bones, desperate to lose weight he did not have, or never had in the first place. His classmates always teased him, saying he was a fatass and a whale, and he took their jabs to heart.
For months he had been doing anything he could think of to lose weight, even though he still thought he was overweight. Hearing his mother call the bus was arriving, he threw on his baggy clothes, grabbing his bag as he ran out, waving goodbye to his mother, as he got on, and bowing his head as he sat at the front.
The ride passed uneventful, fortunately, but getting off he was shoved, hitting the ground as people snickered, walking on top of him, crushing him into the pavement, unknowingly snapping one of his ribs.
Suicidal!England X Reader - Halo~Halo~Suicidal!England X Reader - Halo2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
*Suicidal!England X Reader*
The Brit sighed once again,putting his large hand on the tiny glass of the window.
He went through so much pain,but losing (Name) was the worst.He couldn't even bear the thought of living without her.His whole existence would be meaningless and even the bright sunny days,would turn dull and with no reason to go on.
He could accept Iain's bossy attitude and the fact that his red headed brother could hold his liquor better.
He could accept that Liam was better at expressing himself and that he was an amazing writer.He was proud of him,truth to be told.Liam was the one who brought so much prestige to the Kirkland family.
Dylan lived a peaceful life his own and he was surrounded by people.He had his charisma which Arthur didn't.He wasn't stubborn as the Brit was and that was an advantage.
Even Petter and Alfred.He raised them both,but they got to that point they wanted to have their freedom,as they plainly called it and went against their older bro
Not The Desperate Type [Canada x Depressed!Reader]Not The Desperate Type [Canada x Depressed!Reader]2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
[A/N: Contains underage alcohol use, slight mention of smoking cigarettes, cursing [[though I don't often warn for that]] and alcoholism caused by depression.]
I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down
I stumbled from the room I was in, amidst booming bass and weak pleas for me to come back. Tonight was not about to end with me sleeping in any bed I could find, with anyone who would have me, as my nights usually did. The only thought in my head was of finding Matthew, my best friend, my angel, and the only one who didn’t know about my double life. My life was falling to pieces around me; my grades were failing, I rarely came home at night, most of my friends had distanced themselves from me because of my rapid downward spiral, and I began to lose weight because I barely ate, due to a lack of appetite.
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type