Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 11Chapter 11 - When Morning Comes
I woke up that morning, if you count 12:30 as morning still lightly gripping Andy's soft hand, his pale white fingers twined with my tan ones, the red nail polish he wore on one finger standing out against the rest of them. I always wondered why he did that, maybe it symbolized something. I'm not sure.
The sun lit up the walls of my room, making it seem bigger then it actually was. It also shone down gently onto Andy's sleeping figure, causing him to glow like an angel.
He was an angel.
I remembered what we did last night, my belly churned and I blushed inside. Andy's moans still echoed in my head like a song on loop, a good song, not a bad song. Then pushing him away after he had come. Next time. I thought. Yeah, next time.
When was next time? I never wanted to force him to do anything, even if he was my "bitch for the night" last night. Andy was so sweet, and sex does some pretty weird changes to people. I would know, since I ha
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I gave the remains of my pizza slice to Ashley. I couldn't choak down anymore.
Night had fallen and the moon was high up, full and streaming through the windows in Ashley's room where we sat, playing Uno and eating.
"Andy you need to eat it." he said "You didn't eat at all today."
Yes kiddies. On top of everything else that was screwed up with me, I'm anorexic. Plus I just hated pizza. The texture didn't feel right, all slimey and soft, the taste was weird and it just didn't feel right. I shook my head and pushed the half eaten slice back at him. "I don't want it."
Ashley sighed and put it on the bedside table, having to reach around me to get there. His elbow brushed against my thighs, making me jump inside.
"Color change blue." he said, laying down a Wild card.
"You suck." I said, grabbing a card out of the pile. "Pass."
He grinned and put down a switch card. It seems pretty pointless when you only have two people but that gives you a
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I was laying on top of Andy, our hips pressed together and I had one knee on each side of his body, crouched slightly over his slim figure. His slid his hands over the small lump of my ass, warmly trainilg them down to my thighs and the inside of my legs. I reached down and took his hands and gently pinning them above his head, leaning forward and kissing his neck, sucking a loose patch of skin till it left a small pink hickey then drew my tongue up from the spot and up to his plump, light pink lips. He kissed back in ecstasy, letting out a soft moan before slipping his tongue between my teeth. In return I opened my mouth further, letting him in.
"I love you so much." he murmured against my lips.
"I love you more." I replied...
Suddenly I was just back to laying on my side, facing the wall. Next to me I felt Andy shift, he was still sound asleep. I sighed softly, rolling over and looking longingly at him.
"Why did I have to wake u
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Ashley and I turned around, fear jerking through me and I felt like my life was flashing right before my eyes, just as it had done many times before. The jock boy, needless to say was a whole lot taller then the both of us combined bore his weight down on our shoulders, he was one of those overly-muscular guys who was probably on steroids. Stubble covered his face, an evil grin on his lips. His buddies cornered us against the wall, all wearing the same clothes: jock jackets and blue jeans. Ashley cowered into my side.
The jocks crossed their arms, laughing at us. Huddled together and freaked the fuck out. One of them spit on the ground in front of us and laughed when I jumped out of the way.
"Not so tough now, are yah?" he gruffed, looking happily at me.
"What?" I've never been tough...
"He doesn't remember! I'll be damned." one of the others said.
"What are oyu guys talking about?" Ashley demanded.
"Little dark-n-pale here tried to be
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When I got back to school I was glad to see that Andy was there, still freakish and not a jock yet. He was sitting on the stairs outside the school, his head buried in his backpack as he sat against the redbrick school building, the wind blowing his hair slightly.
I was nervous weather or not to go get him, but he looked cold. Everyone had sweat shirts or jackets or long sleeves on while the poor kid only had a black tank and elbow-length gloves, white ripped up jeans too. I took a deep breath and started towards him, unzipping my over-sized jacket to give to him. As I got closer I saw a bruise on his shoulder, dark purple with some yellow around the edges.
"Hey Andy." I said quickly.
His head snapped up, his blue eyes looked fearfully up at me for a split second before relaxing. His ruby-red lips pulled into a smile. Even in cloudy weather his pale face lit up like an angel.
"You're back!" he said happily.
"Yeah." I put my bag down and rested my jacke
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I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to wake up. I didn't want to move.
I lay in my bed, wrapped up in my blanket and staring at the wall. The little bumps and ridges stared back at me. I cocooned myself in my blanket all night, wrapped around my skinny frame. It was hotter then hell but I didn't care. I was numb anyway, only the cuts on my arm provided feeling.
I didn't sleep. I would close my eyes for a few minuets and see him again, then jerk awake screaming. I'll never forget that wicked smile he gave me, causing me to shudder or cry every time it flashed in my head. Luckily my blanket cocoon muffled it from anyone being woken up and questioning me...especially him.
My blanket was one of those really fluffy ones, long enough to wrap around me twice but still hung over my bed slightly. It had a soft texture and was plaid black and grey, about 1 inches thick when ironed. I've had it since I was little.
When the sun started rising I hid even deeper
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Loud screeching noises woke me from my nap, making me fall out of my bed. Nice.
When Andy left, looking like a puppy on his way to the vet to be put down I had sunk into my room and laid down on my bed, trying not to think of what would happen to him when he got home. Andy didn't deserve any of the things he got from that evil man, if I could stop it I would. But for now, I couldn't. He'd get taken away. My eyes evantually drooped lower and lower untill I fell asleep.
I pulled myself off the ground and looked out my window. 1, 2, 3 cop cars and an ambulance rushed down the small urban street and came to a halt just a few houses away. One more cop car parked right outside my house, blocking off the road. The others pulled into a house driveway...
My heart literally stopped, as did my breathing. Andy!
I pulled on my shirt and shoes then rushed down the stairs, pulling the door open and not bothering to close it. I rushed to the cop car, my feet moving
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It was raining like crazy by the time I had left Ashley's house, making my still-warm shirt cold and wet again. I turned down Ashley's offer for an umbrella since Pete would probably break it if he decides to have a rage fit again.
I kept my head down and my bag over my neck and head as I ran up the winding street. I stepped nimbly over all the dents and cracks in the sidewalk, since more then once I've mapped them out in my head when trying to run away. I was always caught though.
So many times had Pete pissed me off to the point of packing what few valuables I had and climbing out during the night, running down the street in almost complete darkness and trying to find the shelter. In the process, usually the police found me or my mom did. I could never tell the police why I'd run away, my mom knew right away and just told me to get in the car. She'd sneak me in.
My house was just in sight when I tripped on my shoelace and dived head-first into a pudd
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 5Chapter 5 - Hair Dye, My Pretty Kitty.Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 51 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
You're sure about this?"
Andy and I stood in front of the mirror in my tiny bathroom area, his hair completely clean and surprisingly waver then the ocean. A box of black hair dye sat on the sink, its contents out and in Andy's gloved hands. He ran a free hand through his dirty blonde hair. He turned his head left then right, studying his natural color as he'd been doing for the past 5 minuets.
"Yeah..." he said, poking at the jawline-long blonde hair.
I was only here to help him with the back of his head. Otherwise he could do this all himself.
In the few months we'd known eachother Andy and I had become best friends. We liked the same music, style, our sense of humor clashed but we still laughed our asses off at eachother. Andy still had that sad puppy twinge to him, just as he had when I first met him. I've been trying my best to make him happy.
Once when I found him crying near the Git-N-Go gas station. He just sat at the back of the building
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I had ot spend the night in the hospital. Not sleep, you're not SUPPOSED to sleep with a concussion. Oh well, I'm not tired anyway.
I sat alone in the dim-lit hospital room, decorated with bright colored roses and some "get well soon, motherfucker." cards from my cousins that my mom had brought in. I had my eyes glued to the TV screen and my hands clutching the game controller as i played Battlestar Galactia. My 8-bit space jet shooting missiles at the 8-bit alien bug things. I never knew what they were, they look like wasps from Mars to me.
I heard footsteps from the hallway. Even though visiting hours ended a while ago, 5 hours to be exact, people still came in and wandered in on the people they knew seeing as this was considered the "ghetto hospital" and the doctors didn't care if people came in to see us or not. They just wanted their shift over.
I groaned angrily as I lost another life. Damn space wasps kept hitting me! The footsteps from the ha
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In a large middle school cafeteria many students chattered and laughed, being gleeful as any regular group of 12 and 13 year olds would be. On the far side of the room sat the sportsy boys, heavy built with red and white jock jackets, even through most of them were one the soccer team and their short hair was spiked up, giving a headgehog type look. Near them were the cheerleaders, which also mixed with the popular girl and girly-girl groups. They giggled and gossiped, occasionally gasping and play-hitting eachother, putting on more bubble gum pink lipstick every 10 minuets. There was the averages, who sat in the middle more part of the room. Some talked about TV, video games, their boyfriends or girlfriends. The nerds sat in a small table within the averages.
Then there was the "Freak corner"; for the "freaks."
Multi-colored hair, dark and/or black clothing, bandanas around their necks or sliced up gloves on their hands with rings in their lips.
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A couple months later.
"Get back here!"
I ran blindly through my house, stumbling over rugs and other shit thrown throughout my house. Pete chased me, waving his belt over his head and screaming at me. Among the footsteps I could hear my mom screaming at Pete to leave me alone.
I knocked over the kitchen chairs, blocking his path, only to be cornered between the table and the kitchen sink. I hopped from foot to foot, going one way then the other, trying to confuse him.
In the back of my mind I remembered Ashley telling me to "haul ass" over to his house if Pete went after me again. I planned on doing that, I knew this neighborhood inside and out. Every crack in the sidewalk every path behind the houses every tree was carved into my memory like hieroglyphs. As I swayed I maped what passage I'd take to Ashley's.
I dove sideways and Pete ran at me. I dropped under the table, crawling as fast as I can and ran to the door, unlatching it and swinging it open;
Rebel High chapter 1 [Collab Entry]Rebel High chapter 1 [Collab Entry]1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
Rebel High - Chapter 1.
(Insert chapter title here)
Just another day at this hell hole of a school, sitting as usual in my isolated section of the classroom with the people who hated me. I was dark, black makeup and clothing, dyed hair and skinnier then a rail while the "normal" ones were bright, blonde and so happy it was almost scary. Then there was me, never smile in public, quiet Andy.
I sketched a picture of Batman on the side of my test, trying to think. Math always got to me, the numbers just seemed to be everywhere and then the letters that symbolize the numbers and all the equations that made my brain feel like an empty box full of stupid when I tried to figure them out. It was especially hard when the blonde bitch sitting next to me poped her gum every 3 minuets and had a pencil eraser that could wake the dead.
I seemed to be the only one of my kind here, aside from the 3 friends I had. They all were in another class though. None of us had a class together except the las
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On my way out of class I tried to catch up to Ashley. Peering over heads, trying ot find him in the crowd of all my classmates. Everyone seemed to be walking shoulder-to-shoulder and slower then a turtle, sealing him out of sight. I grumbled softly and shouldered my way around a couple popular kids, accidently knocking the books out of a cheerleader's hands.
"Watch it, dumb fuck!" she snarled, bending over to pick them up. I seemed to be the only male in the hallway who didn't stop to watch her gather papers, I was busy trying to catch up to him while the crowd slowed down. I stopped and swiveled my head side to side, searching for him...
CC slammed his hands down on my shoulders, pushing off the ground and jumping a little bit, scaring me senseless for a second. I glared, unamused.
"Aw Andy's grumpy." he said. "Whats wrong?"
"I'm looking for someone." I said, going back to looking over people's heads. Cheerleader bitch must've gotten all her papers, since
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The nineteen year old's makeup was perfect, and he was truly beautiful underneath it all. His saphire like eyes always shone like a toddler's. Though, it saddened me because I heard his cries at night. He thought I was asleep, but I really wasn't. I knew what he did at night.
'You're insecure, don't know what for. You're turning heads when you walk through the door. Don't need make up to cover up, being the way that you are is enough.'
He giggled as I turned up the radio. It was some older rock song I didn't know, his deep voice started to sing along. I kept an occasional eye on him as I drove.
"Andy," I started.
"I love you." I smiled, if he only knew I loved everything about him.
He chuckled, "I love you too!"
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I was woken up by the sound of my phone buzzing, making an annoying tapping noise against the table where I left it. I rubbed my eyes, the room had gotten darker since I laid down and I could see stars start peeking out in the sky.
I reached over and grabbed my phone, a text from Jake.
"Andy, you gotta hear this dude" it said. Attached to the message was a video, the preview picture was a darkened picture of Ashley holding a guitar and looking down at it, playing it. I felt butterflies come to life in my tummy again as I opened it.
He was playing, the low tune from a bass guitar. He sang as well, his voice was more beautiful then an angel, singing a song I haven't heard before.
I sat back down in my bed, watching the video and covering my mouth in awe. It was beautiful, he was beautiful.
Your the love that grew cold
so very deep inside I feel a
darkness taking over, I am
falling to earth on fire unable
to control my darkening rage
The video clip ended after the verse. I sighed
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That afternoon I was in my room, laying chest down on the floor, staring at the wall. Most normal people would go do something when they're bored, like write or hang out with friends or masturbate or do something else, I just stare at walls and think about things.
"Andy!" mom opened the door, causing it to hit me in the head. I yelped and jerked away, holding the side of my head. "What?"
Mom frowned. "Are you okay? Jake is on the phone." she said, handing me the house phone.
"I'm fine." I said, rubbing my head and taking the phone. "Yeah?"
"Hey its Jake" Jake said over the phone. I rolled my eyes, thank you caption obvious. "Did you hear what that Ashley kid did? CC told me you liked him."
I blushed. Jake knew that I was bi, and CC had to have told him since those two are like yin and yang together. "I don't like-like him, he just seemed like a cool guy."
"Cool? He's a badass." Jake laughed "He told off the school slut for hitting on him. 'I'm gay you fucking slut go fuck yourself!' ah
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Chapter Six: Depression.
I never went home after school I knew it would be pointless so I walked off to the Park i had heard talking about. I sat there with the Bass Guitar my father bought me and began to play. The song I worked on was "Passion Crime" I wasn't sure what else to do, I had told off the cheerleader earlier this day, my parents would likely hear of it and well I just didnt't want that talk. I knew if I had gone home I would have gotten the "Son you can not go around announcing your a homosexual."
I won't hide what I feel inside,
I won't let you live knowing
I was the one you stiffed in
the back, This is a passion
crime. Once a dark love.
Why should I care so much what my father thinks it was no is my life, I stand up for myself and I fight my own damn battles. My thoughts were on Andy they had never strayed from him. I continued to play not caring that people kids I went to sch
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This story contains violence and REALLYSUPERSADSHITTHATSGONNAMAKEYOUCRYGODDAMNIT So don't read if you're in a good mood.
She walked to school with the lunch she packed, nobody knows what shes holding back. Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday, she hides the bruises with the linen and lace. Oooh.
A small boy walked quickly out of his house, clutching a brown paper bag to his thin chest, his superhero backback hanging off of one elbow. He wore a plain white tank top and jeans that were too small, not reaching his ankles, he wore the same clothes all week because his mom didn't wash his clothes anymore. Or buy any for him. He looked around slowly as he walked to school, the other kids passing him and whispering to eachother. The other kids didn't like him all that much because he was quiet. Not even his teacher talked to him all that much.
"Bye sweetie I'll see you after school!" Andy watched as a nearby mother hugged her da
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Chapter Eight: Stolen Kisses & Payback.
"I figured you texted Andy your friend, but I doubt he will come here, and I doubt he will ever have anything to do with me." I had said to them both if he had not shown up by now he never would. I felt like That Prince in beauty and the beast when he was a beast, the one line the narrator spoke in that movie rang in my head ........ "Who could ever love a beast" I felt CC take my hand and smile he had also turned on that damn video feature too I didnt know it.
"Its Andy's loss Ashley if he can't see what Jake and I see happening when you look at Andy, then he is a fool." he said and then pulled my hand back I was being silly Andy would never have a damn thing to do with me, I am what the kids call a freak a damn loser.
"No CC I am the fool he isn't besides I am bad news anyways so what I like Andy big deal, so what I hve a freaking crush on the guy, again so what." I said and sig
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The next few days were horrible for me. Andy hadn't come to school after he was shoved in the police car, I hadn't seen Mrs. Biersack anywhere and I had no one to really talk closely to other than CC, Jake, Jinxx and Sandra. They were cool, but they weren't Andy.
Did I mention I had gone into some kind of depression cocoon? After school I went right up stairs and locked myself in my bedroom and either slept or drew pictures. By wednesday I had filled half my journal with drawings and poems, Auntie was getting worried...so were the other four.
"Since Andy left you've become some kind of angry hermit crab that writes all day." CC said.
I was quiet and kept scribbling in notebook.
"Denying our help isn't going to do anything either." Sandra said.
"I'm not denying anything, I just don't accept it." I grumbled, erasing a stray line.
"Why can't you?" Jake demanded.
I slammed down my pencil, causing the tip to fly off and roll onto the table. I glared at Jake, his expre
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I remember walking past the gated school Campus, the next thing I felt was being knocked on my ass first words I heard were.
"We don't like tattooed long haired Faggots who are pretty boys." then I felt blood running from my mouth, I felt my eye burn, I had taken a really good beating the local bullies, yeah bullies cause they didn't like how I looked immidately I was label a "faggot", Typical wherever I went. If you haven't guessed by now I am Ashley Purdy new boy in school.
I turned to walk away but stopped then turned back, I placed my hands on the largest Bullies shoulders and kneed him in the nuts.
"That's for the names." I turned around and kneed him the second time.
"That's for beating the fuck outa me asshole." I said and then I kneed him once more and looked him in the eye.
"And that one dickfuck was because I felt like it." I said and then walked off before I had I spit a mo
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"Ashley your friends are here!"
I was desperately trying to make my hair stand on end to look like the band. The hairspray kept making me cough and I looked like a Mexican Einstein with too much eyeliner. I swore softly to myself and grabbed my brush, yanking it through my hair and using hair jel to make it sit flat. Great, now I look like a hobo.
"Just a sec!" I called, pulling on a plain white t-shirt. I knew by the end of the concert it'd either be stained or torn, so I decided not to wear any band shirts. I thumped down the stairs and swung out the door, just as Sandra's brother blew the horn at me. I covered my ears and got in.
"Took you long enough, Fonzie." he said, revving the engine and pulling ahead. Sandra punched him in the arm before securing her seat belt.
"We gotta get C and Ashley's lady friend." she said, looking over his shoulder. He swung the car around a corner, nearly missing another car and screeched to a halt infront of wha
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Chapter 15 - Die For You.
Hes going to die hes probably dead right now its all your fault you could've stopped him from getting up you could've not left him you stupid, stupid boy...
My thoughts were torturing me, telling me it was all my fault, that I could've done something to help him. I should never have run away after yelling at Jake. My shyness is a bitch, I'm a bitch, stupid stupid little boy. Thats all I am.
Only faintly did I hear Jake and CC trying to talk to me, someone was proding my shoulder with their shoe. I looked up, but I didn't see. It didn't regester in my brain that anyone was there. All I saw was how much of a screw up I am.
"Its like he's asleep." CC said, poking him again. Andy turned his head up, looking distantly at the two of them. Jake snapped his finger in Andy's face. "Hey! Are you there?"
I held a still beating heart in my hand, it pumped softly, spilling drops of blood out with every twitch. It's owner's blood soaking my hand and runnin
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I nodded at the short girl that I'd only heard a little about. "Nice to meet you."
Andy jumped up and gave her a hug. "Sandy!"
"Hey Andy," she said, ruffling his hair, which was especially comical since she was so much shorter than him.
We all sat down and started talking. Sandra explained a few things to me, how she had been their first drummer and left to join Modern Day Escape. She talked about her girlfriend. Andy and I looked at each other, grinning.
"I know that look. Batmandy, talk, now," she said. I grinned even wider at his nickname.
"Batmandy and I are together," I said, smiling and leaning my head on his shoulder. He wrapped an arm around my waist and smiled at me.
Sandra grinned. "That's fantastic! If you hurt him I'll fucking kill you."
I smiled and nodded. "I wouldn't dream of it."
We laughed and joked around for a few hours when Sandra got a text.
"SHIT!" she yelled, jumping up and grabbing her coat.
"Is everything alright?" Andy asked, standin