Dear Dad,My fists are bruised for youDear Dad,3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hours I spent just to end up losing you
I tried to rescue, defend, and save you, but in the end you just fell
I grabbed your arms and was pulled to hell
We live there now in anger and disharmony
I strive to save you but you just continue to harm me
"Lets go home dad, lets be a family"
But then you wrap that band around your arm
You pull out that syringe, I stare in alarm
The needle goes in, I cringe at the look on your face
The drugs start to effect you, your heart starts to race
"Stop it dad! Your making your daughter sad!"
But it doesn't even faze you
One time I even cried in your arms on the street to try and reach you
People stopped and stared
I was crying so hard I didn't care
That's when you told me you would change but the very next night you reaked of beer
I stared at you, you were the headlights and I was the deer
But that wasn't what pushed me over the edge
I even stood through thinking you were laying in a ditch dead
The suicide attem
HINAUCHI- Customer review do not commission herSo I thought I would let you all know that back in march of 2011 I had commissioned HinaUchi for a piece of art that I had originally planned to give to :iconcrazy-voodoo-lady: for her birthday. Which is in july.HINAUCHI- Customer review do not commission her2 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
Time went, july came and pasted, I never saw my art that i paid for. Now in late August I had to ask for a refund from HIna because I lost my camera that was my birthday present from my mom and I needed to replace it before my mom found out. For those of you that don't know my family be thankful. My mom can scare the crazy neighbor who has the gun.
Hina Had spent my money in the time and thus couldn't afford to give me my refund. instead she made a journal for me asking others to commission me. While helpfull not that helpfull >.>
I then waited a YEAR, with questions here and there about my art. before I finally got it and she put little effort into it.http://hinauchi.deviantart.com/gallery/?q=silvernightphoenix#/d4ve8mp she even states herself that she does not like it. I spe
Today, I cried.December 10th, 2012.Today, I cried.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Today I cried.
I wasn't bullied today.
Neither was I bullied yesterday.
Nor am I going to be tomorrow.
But I cried.
Because I relived every moment.
And that was enough.
I succumbed to my emotions.
Today I cried.
I wasn't particularly weak today.
Neither was I weak yesterday.
Nor am I going to be weak tomorrow.
But I cried.
Because I relived every moment.
And I'm not ashamed.
I succumbed to my emotions.
But... I'm not ashamed.
Today I cried.
But that's just the way I am.
Once in a while, you just need a good cry.
To remind yourself of:
the little emotion you have left.
Wait for my miracleWait for my miracle3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Daddy please hear this song, soft and sweet
In your head you can hear the screams
Of your memories, longing for those young days
wrapped in days of twilight long and raised
How you laughed when I told you I could see
all my secret songs that I kept so tight in my heart
and sung at night as loud as I could
settled down into the sea to swim once again
And in my dreams, my brother stands with me, holding hands
in a struggle to find my peace deep inside, sounding deep
And in my dreams your alive and your crying
as your arms, move in mine, soft and real
flowers rest on your arms, and how I love you
rest for your life, I'll always take care
Brother see, I wish we were one and the same
and I could leave without feeling ashamed
I watched as your eyes raised to the sky
and I looked away, wishing I could have you resting on my cheek
Cause I know my head is making this fake between us
And as we rest, in god's only spectacle
God is some just holy spectacle
And as we rest, in god's only spectac
The Pain of Changing Feelingshappiness comesThe Pain of Changing Feelings3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but it don't last forever
sadness breaks in
even that doesn't last
the feelings come and go
it never ends
i can't make it stop
they change at random
i don't know what i'm feeling anymore
do i even want feelings anymore?
do i want to be human anymore?
i don't want to feel this pain
make it stop
The Love War: Chapter 1: A Weird DayThe Love War: Chapter 1: A Weird Day3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was a beautiful day as a pink hedgehog by the name Amy Rose woke up to a beau-
Yelled Amy as a alarm clock was flung across the room
Geez! Guess its time to get up!
She happily skipped into the bathroom to do her normal daily things,and today she decided not to chase after Sonic.Instead she was going to take a nice stroll in Emerald Park.She got dressed in a blue top with some black jeans and headed out the door way.As she was strolling through the park she saw a bit of black sitting by one of the trees.So, she decided to investigate.
She stood infront of the tree to find a black and red streaked hedgehog.As she was about to see if he was awake, his eyes sprung open.
What do you want? he asked in an annoyed tone
Well, i was trying to see who by this tr-Eep! she sqeaked as he got up
Well now you know who it is,so go away. he said as he started to walk off
Wait! Sha-! But luck was not on Amy's side today and she fell right on top of Shadow as he turned around
TraumaIt was apparent that my sense of danger was lacking by the age of three. That year, we were on one of our many plane rides home from my grandparent's home in northern Canada. Close to arrival, we became entangled in an unexpected snowstorm. Visibility was poor and the wind had a mind of its own. The flight attendant tried to sound calm as she alerted us of the "unexpected turbulence" (in case we didn't already know) but it was clear that landing safely would be a challenge. Movement sickness came in the form of 300 foot drops in a millisecond. Some held brown paper bags tightly around their lips while others silently prayed, but not me. I loved the feeling of my body being pressed into the scratchy blue seats during take-off and the thrill of bumpy rides. When the plane finally touched the runway and slowed to a halt, passengers released a collective sigh of relief. My pupils were dilated with excitement and my grin could not get any wider. Surrounded by irritable, green-faced passengeTrauma3 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
real world?real world?2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
i am a lonely girl
sometimes people never realize if i were with them
did you know if that hurt me??
people don't care with me
i just little girl.. ok...
but you all don't have a reason to ignore me like this
real world.. is annoying ...
Why I cryI like to cry myself to sleep at night.Why I cry2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I cry for my cat who was run over.
I cry for my father who left me.
I cry for the friends I have lost.
And I cry for the bullies who push me in the halls.
I cry for me, myself, and I.
I cry for the body that I don't have.
And I cry because I'm not happy.
I cry for my broken family.
I cry for lost love.
And I cry for the unwanted.
I cry for the people death has taken from me.
Every night my pillow soaks,
gathering the tears that I shed.
By morning they are gone
and no one knows I cried myself to sleep.
request shadriarequest shadria2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Once upon a time, there was a space colony called "the ark". On that colony, there lived an old sientist with his granddaughter Maria. Maria was born on that ark. She got everything her heart desires but there were 2 things she wanted more then anything. The first was to go to the blue planet every sientist on the ark called "earth". She looked down upon it and wished that someday she could visit it and get out of the dark and cold space that surrounds her.
Her grandfather wanted to protect her and kept her in the ark at all times. Several times she tried and sneak into the ships that brought supplies but she was caught everytime. She tried it less and less as she grew up. But her wish to go to that planet grew stronger everyday.
Her second wish was to have a best friend. This wish was easily fulfilled as her grandfather was ordered to create the ultimate creature. He made a black and red hedgehog and asked Maria to teach the hedgehog everything. The hedgehog was only a baby when it fi
Demon Days-Chapter Five (Murdocx2D)Demon Days-Chapter Five (Murdocx2D)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
2D was well into his third round of pong when he suddenly got a text message. He paused the game and opened his cell phone, reading the message. Hi big brother!! Mom and dad are gone again... I'm all alone again without anything to do! I miss you! Can we meet up or are too busy with the music as usual? /Java <3
The singer smiled and text back, No im not busy. i have some crazy things to tell you anyway He got up and drove over to Java.
Java lived in a huge mansion with a lovely garden and a long path and gate. Her parents had jobs outside of the country and more often than not, weren't home. She was 13 years old, but so skinny and tiny that people always thought she was younger. Her hair was black and cut like Noodle's, and her eyes were brown.
2D smiled. "Hey, Java."
Java smiled wider and grabbed his hand. "Hello, 2D! I missed you soooo much! You wanna come inside!?"
"Sure, luv." He said. He grinned and followed her inside.
Java smiled as they entered the m
What would you do...What would you do...What would you do...3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
...if you'd know a Creeper who wouldn't blow?
Would you get your friends to show?
Or will you kill it with TNT?
A payback, because you had to flee?
if you'd find a Zombie who could talk and run?
Would you have loads of fun?
Or will you slay him without a thought?
Because of the pain they brought?
..if you'd find a skeleton who couldn't shoot?
Would you smack its skull with a boot ?
Or would you help it to improve its skills?
Seeing the gap it fills?
...if you'd see an Ender you could stare at?
Would you keep him as a pet?
Or will it be the other way around?
Guess it depends on who you found.
...if you'd find a Ghast who did smile?
Will you laugh with it all the while?
Or will you shoot it down?
Not even giving a single frown?
...what would you do?
CandleShe sputters and flares,Candle3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That red-headed girl
Like a candle she burned
And like it she went out
Now all that remains of her
Is a melancholy candle
Without a single spark
To give meaning to life
Regular Time *-* Capitulo IVRegular Time *-* Capitulo IV3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Introooo *-*(Si no quieres , salteatela >.
Agent of ChaosAgent of Chaos3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am an agent of chaos
because chaos is pure
it doest choose
it doesn't care
but in its apathy it is perfect
if a child dies so be it
if a mother cries so be it
when a bird flies so be it
its fair if its by chance
because in chance there is no choice
no choice no voice
birds will fly children die in circles Rosie we all fall down
gET READY TO RHYME!- a PbJ rAp BaTtLe :o)gET READY TO RHYME!- a PbJ rAp BaTtLe :o)2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
TAVROS: gAMZEE, wANNA THROW DOWN SOME SICK RYMES?
GAMZEE: nOw yA tAlKiN bRo!
TAVROS: oKAY, yOU START THE FUNKY TRAIN,
GAMZEE: oK bRo *starts beat* mY bRo HeRe tAv, gOt tHeSe sIck nEw lEgS, iT mAkEs mE waNnA dAnCe wItH hIm AlL nIgHt aNd DaY! Go TaV!
TAVROS: uH, yEAH, MY LEGS ARE PRETTY COOL, bUT YOU GOT THAT OLD SCHOOL GOO THAT KEEPS YA COOL TOO,,,
GAMZEE: nIcE BrO, mY bRo HeRe aIn'T oLd sChOoL, hEs tHe nEw sChOoL aRoUnD ToWn, tHEm AlL mOtHeRgRuBbErS ArE ZGOnNa cRY Of HiS bEaUtIfUl NeW lEgS, wHiCh ArE NiCe TAVROS: aH WELL, THATS SWEET OF YOU TO SAY, bUT, i THINK YOU GOT THE GAME PLAYIN THE WRONG WAY, sON, yOU SUPPOSED TO BE KICKIN MY ASS, rYMIN THE S*** OUT OF MY C LEVEL CLASS
GAMZEE: oHoHo! BrO yOu sO bAdAsS, yOU cOuLd bE tHe NeXt lIlL wAyNe BrOThEr, I gOt yO BaCk, tHeRe aInT aNyThInG tHaT cOuLd StOp uS, nOT eVeN ThEm TrAiNs ThAt Go 100% sPEeD
TAVROS: yEAH, AND THOSE TRAINS WILL LOSE THEIR SPEED WHEN THEY SEE THIS BADASS INSEPERABLE TEAM
DOSZAPDOSZAP3 years ago in Horror More Like This
I still remember the day I got my first ever Pokémon game. I was around 8-10 years old at the time.
My mum and dad had just came back from a shopping trip and I was in my room busying myself with my only Pokémon related game at the time: Pokémon Stadium. I mashed the buttons on the control wildly as the oncoming attack from the opponent Dragonair sent my Jolteon's health quickly down to zero, I was just about to send out the next Pokémon in my teams line-up when my mum called me from downstairs. The console's remote fell to the floor with a loud clunk (something I would regret in later life as I now only have one working remote) as I raced out my bedroom door, I knew what was coming, something I'd been waiting for, for a long time.
My mum was in our sitting room. She held a plain plastic bag in her hands and had a welcoming smile on her face. "I got you something while I was in town. Come see." She chimed as she handed me the bag. By this point, my heart was poundin
WWE: Issuing the ChallengesWWE: Issuing the Challenges3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
WWE RAW 3/19/12
Shortly after the show returned from commercial after Daniel Bryan defeated Zack Ryder, the WWE Universe would be honored by an interview before John Cena faced Mark Henry. Reaper sat down in a dimmed locker room and on his lap sat Daffney, who crossed her pale yet lean leg over the other while her arm went around his shoulders. Reaper moved his hand up and down her leg a bit, perhaps a bit too dangerously up, as if to go against the PG rating.
"Foley," Reaper spoke lowly as his hood once again produced a shadow to conceal the top of his face. "Mick Foley I'm sure many people regard you as a legend, a role model. You're just like every single one of these people who hurt and yet hide behind masks of insecurities."
Daffney nodded her head slowly before she let down Reaper's hood, stroking his hair a bit. "Let them all know, my Reaper."
"But you're no role model to me. I hate you, Foley," Reaper didn't face the camera just yet. "You remind me of my fat
mistmist2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel corroded
I feel manupulated
I feel enraged
I feel used
red as the pounding heart
scaring flesh and skin
mist over the river
boats to the other side
Shut Up or Get KissedShut Up or Get Kissed4 years ago in Romance More Like This
"I summon this! It attacks your monster directly!" The 13-year old boy said, he commanded his monster to attack his opponent's monster. The boy name's Yuuma Tsukumo, he is a duelist climbing up the ladder to become a great duelist. He loves the game Duel Monsters and there were many duelists to be found in Heartland to challenge.
"Eh?!" Yuuma shouted in surprise when his monster's attack didn't work but also defeated his own. That was when he noticed his opponent had set a trap card to prevent Yuuma from attacking their monster. He groaned in frustration, he wasn't going to back down.
He loved dueling, every bit and pieces of it except for one thing.
That one thing would be
Yuuma had no idea how many times he had marked him as an annoying figure who follows him around and tells him how to duel.
"Toma, you should've set a magic card to support your monster." The glowing alien-like figure said next to Yuuma. He's called Astral; he came from Astral World where he was a
Little!Reader x Daddy!Russia part 3It's been several months since (f/n) came to Russia's house, and everyone was quite happy.Little!Reader x Daddy!Russia part 33 years ago in Romance More Like This
Russia now thought of her as nothing other than his daughter. (f/n) had nearly forgotten about her abused life, though she still had the occasional nightmare. The Baltics loved her company as well, especially Ravis. Ravis has been like a brother and best friend to (f/n) since her first day there.
(f/n) had even been introduced to Russia's sisters Ukraine and Belarus. Ukraine immediately adored the young girl, treating her like a little sister. Belarus, after some hostility, soon warmed up to (f/n) as well. Now Belarus is as protective over (f/n) as she is over Russia.
It is now early December and there's already a considerable amount of snow. (f/n) absolutely loved playing in the snow. Ravis usually played with her and when he wasn't working, he joined them. They build snowmen, had snowball fights, or just chased each other through the snow.
One day, everyone was in the living room enj
Gokaiger Vs Akibaranger Ch. 4: ExpectationsGokaiger Vs Akibaranger Ch. 4: Expectations3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
After the cashier fiasco, the Gokaigers had moved the fuel onto the Galleon, but there was no rejoicing. Luka's past was (seemingly) now back to haunt her and the enemy that the Gokaigers had thought dead was crawling back from the grave like a zombie.
The camera pans out to view the entire dining table inside of the Galleon. While Marvelous ate more and more food, Gai and Luka just kept eying the empty seat where Don would always sit while Gai and Ahim were in in their own little worlds (Gloomy worlds, obviously)
"The crap's hitting the fan by the hour." Joe says. "First Don goes missing, then the fight, and now Zangyack's back. Marvelous, what should we do?"
Marvelous looks up from his 'feast,' with food still in his mouth. "Stay on course." He says, with Ahim obviously not appreciating the low quality of his manners. Though it WAS justified.
"Man, why do they wanna revive a tyrant that would rather off them than rule over them in the first place?" Gai asks angrily.
"It's not HIM the
No Second ChancesWell you know what?No Second Chances3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
FrUK - Sleepless DreamerArthur was painstakingly wide awake, for which he could only come to two logical reasons. One, due to the fact that for the past two nights he'd been crawling to bed in the early hours and falling into a slumber mainly fuelled by sleep deprivation his brain was now addled and his usual strict 10PM sleeping schedule was out of sync with his newly adjusted body clock. Or two, that that shameless blonde flirt, the frog, was plaguing his every thought and denying him the ability to drift off into happy oblivion for the next nine or so hours.FrUK - Sleepless Dreamer4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Sitting upright in his bed and resting his chin on his drawn up knees England scowled fruitlessly at the patterned sheets covering his mattress. This bed held too many memories for the newly appointed couple and all those scenes were now fore front in his consciousness: their first kiss, their first time being intimate with each other, it had all happened right where Arthur now desperately tried to rest his head for some shut eye.
Punching his pillows