Lost feelingsIt's crazy the way I felt for you,Lost feelings1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Crazy how I truly believed that I loved you right down to the core.
But now I see you, and something's not right, I've lost all feeling.
Thoughts of you don't seem to keep me up all night.
I told my self you have to be the one, all the moments we shared how ever small, they used to keep me dreaming that you were the prince I would meet at the fairytale ball.
But now know those feelings of wonder and love, have seemed to disappear to the heavens above.
And I feel remorse for those feelings I had, the ones that made my skin tingle and hair stand on end.
And those missed heart beats when you said my name, I truly fear that they shall not come again.
What's wrong with me? I thought I'd always feel that way.
But now I'm numb my life feels only grey.
A diamond in the roughHe says I sparkle, he says I shine, but only because he is mine.A diamond in the rough6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The dullest stone in the dirt, broken smashed, raw and hurt.
With tender eyes and a loving heart, he bent down and picked me up.
Polished and cleaned with loving care. A diamond in the rough, one not to share.
But the gem I am sparkles only under his light, a radiant glow that lasts all night.
A treasured piece that he holds close, for I am the one he loves the most.
A void that can't be filled.An echoing silence.A void that can't be filled.10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Haunts my bones,
I hate this feeling.
Of being alone.
That I cannot fill.
I do not have the strength,
Nor the will.
What I've longed for,
Has gone and changed,
To form a monster,
One so strange.
I do hate,
What you have become.
You try and impress,
I hate myself,
For messing up,
One too many chances.
It's just my luck.
So I'll give up,
On thoughts I had.
It was just a trend,
A new found fad.
So many lies,
I'll fill my head.
Though it will haunt me,
Till I'm dead.
Even though I'm angry,
And though I am in pain.
It's not you,
Who I blame.
Is a pain I can't bear,
And though you're not who I want.
I still wish you were.
What if?If life as we know it ended today, would you fall to your knees and begin to pray?What if?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or try and make amends for sins of before, and hope it will lead you to heavens door.
Or would you act like you don't want to know, and hope it's all just a show?
Would you hold your love ones tight, or do something crazy on the last night?
But if it's going to end today, do you even have time to say,
Sorry for all your wrongs, or just tell them what you thought all along.
Even the ones who believed it was true, will be shocked that it actually came through.
So in the end there's not much to say, it's the end of the world.
Have a nice day.
Re-readingReading things from times gone by, it all still manages to make me smile.Re-reading4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Thinking back to every second we shared, and even back then how much I cared.
Playful humour between friends, hearty laughs that never end.
And them hearts to hearts that put my mind at ease, or times when you just flirt and tease.
And now we've just gotten so close, and fight on who loves who the most.
And we'll tease and laugh at the others expense, but it's all with the best interests.
But from time I'll look back, wondering what would happen if we had followed a different track.
If things had been different and we never met, I'd still be searching for my other half yet.
But I'm glad I found you and I'm glad your mine, because I will love you till the end of time.
What I'm not.I may not be the girl you write about, sings songs about, the girl you paint.What I'm not.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I may not be the girl that everyone wants to be, I'm just plain and simple me.
I may not be anything extraordinary I'm nothing new,
but I guess I'm here for you.
A shoulder to cry on, a helping hand. That's the kind of girl I am.
And if that is not what you want then it's plain to see.
You simply can't have me.
The demand of Augustus Gloop.Show me the chocolate, Mister Wonka!The demand of Augustus Gloop.1 year ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Longing LoveI'm listening to the sad love songs on the radio, and my heart whispering your name.Longing Love1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trying hard to block you out, I stare out the window and watch the rain.
But oh! How I wish you were here, you could take away the pain.
Your soft lips would touch mine; your warm skin would surround mine.
And I'd be happy.
Snap out of the dream world, I have to command myself.
Thinking about you all this time could not be good for my health.
I've been so close and yet so far.
Those moments we shared, I know they were brief, but yet they replay as I try to sleep.
And I find myself smiling, no control do I have.
You've stole my heart, and weirdly I'm actually glad.
In trusted with my heart.It's fragile, please look after it.In trusted with my heart.1 year ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
WaitingWords that will never reach your ears,Waiting1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
are the true thoughts that I want you to hear.
How are you doing? I hope your well!
Just not knowing gives me hell.
As I look back at messages from the past,
I just wish that time didn't move on so fast.
I bet your doing all the great things you do,
But it would be nice to hear from you.
But good things come to those who wait,
But waiting is the part I hate.
ChampionAs a child he watched, his heroes bask in glory,Champion1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hoping that one day that would be his story.
All day and all night he worked himself to be the best,
Put his passion to the test.
Then one day he got a break,
A unknown fighter, against a flake.
With the dodge of a punch and the flick of the hand,
For the first time he was a winning man.
Notcied by a guy who looked like a bum,
Told he would train him, to be the one.
With the nod of a head and a shake of the hand,
Could there be a champion in this young man?
Blood, sweat and tears went hand in hand,
With new found titles, 'he's our man!'
He rose higher and higher on his winning streak,
But to the glitz and glamour he became weak.
Lost in the glory that was his own,
feeling high on top of his throne.
But into the scene came a new kid in town,
Who took him on, and brought him down.
Down and out he had lost his fame,
So he turned to a bottle with no name.
And in a drunken rage he let rip on the town,
Caused him a lock up in old downtow
HollowWalking lonely on the path of life, the dark shadow always at my side.Hollow1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
See the light, but as I walk it gets further away.
You are golden, but I'm scared to touch you incase you break like glass.
Why do I feel alone in a room full of strangers, why do I feel like the only one to walk this earth?
Inside my heart feels heavy, but my body feels hollow, one breeze and I might break.
I feel lost, I feel alone but yet I know you are there.
Please always be there.
A name less soulPlain and quiet, a girl with no name.A name less soul1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Who was dying on the inside, but showed no outer pain.
She wasn't like the rest, she could never be.
She felt unloved, she was never called pretty.
She tried to be what she hated the most,
So maybe someone would show her some love.
Forgotten, rejected, and on her own,
Loathed those who had cut her to the bone.
Each night her pillow was filled with tears,
Each day her shoulders carried all her fears.
Alone she sat, ridiculed by all,
Her heart was heavy, she felt so small.
Burnt out and broken, She couldn't take no more,
Lost with out feeling, her wounds were sore.
Until one day, the light did shine,
and on that day she did feel fine.
She stood up and found her voice,
her name, and with her life she had a choice.
And if you look, and you will see,
that plain, quiet girl, that would be me.
In replyI'm allergic to roses and violets too, and I'm sure there's other colours than red and blue.In reply1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I thought you could have done better than that, the bubble has burst the tune went flat.
Talking about flats I want to move out, it's for the best we just don't work out.
You should have tried harder but alas you didn't, so that's us over, we are done we are finished.
Oh one more thing before I go,I know about your skanky little hoe.
So I hope you two are happy together in bed, because my dear you're out on your head.
Midnight kissesIt's late, and it's cold, oh what I wouldn't give to have you to hold.Midnight kisses1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your arms wrapped around me like a safety net, you plant kisses on my neck.
Shivers run down my spine, when I'm with you I feel electrified.
A soft kiss on the lips, your hands resting on my hips.
The magic look in your eyes, a look that gives me butterflies.
You hold me close and tight, everything feels just right.
You lean down and whisper in my ear, "I really do love you dear"
And with those words I hug you tight, nothing could ruin my night.
Killer QueenShe's that girl you'll want to know,Killer Queen1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
She doesn't make it rain, she makes it snow.
She can be fully dressed, in nothing but a vest
and a pair of white high heels, and still walk with added zest.
With a glass in her hand and a man 'round her waist,
She's got a killer instinct, and a extravagant taste.
She'll wine and dine at your demise,
But you'll fall hopelessly in love with her eyes.
She'll kiss you, and you'll feel fireworks,
And then leave with a devilish smirk.
She'll crush your heart in the palm of her hand,
And then laugh as it was part of her plan.
She'll watch you burn without a flame,
And play with your life like its a game.
And you can go and call her mean,
and try your best to make a scene.
But you'll never beat the Killer Queen.
Just so...You pick me up and put me on the highest pedestal you can find,Just so...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just to knock me down.
You put me in the shop window for everyone to see,
Just so they can mock me.
You tell me the world is my oyster, and I am the pearl,
Just to trap me inside.
You lift my heart and tell me its a gem,
Just to break it like glass.
You give me the good news first,
Just so you can hit me with the bad.
You give me dreams and hopes,
Just so you can crush them like a bug.
You do this all,
Just to make your self feel better.
How wonderful my life is, now your in my worldOne big blur my life used to be, but now I see it in perfect clarity.How wonderful my life is, now your in my world2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
You show me life the way it's meant to be, you make me truly happy.
You treat me so well I can't thank you enough for the things you do, I've fallen so deeply in love with you.
Every day I wake up, I thank the heavens you're mine, my other half till the end of time.
My perfect match, my missing piece, my dear you complete me.
Cliché as it seems I want you to know, I really do love you so.
So my love I write to you, I speak my words, humble and true.
A little verse for you to see, just how much you mean to me.
Lost in the starsShe wanted to ski in a desert, and swim in the air.Lost in the stars1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It didn't have to make sense and she really didn't care.
She liked to dream in black and white, and pick out all the colours.
Have no time to finish one, but enough to start another.
She listened to the mute, and talked to mimes.
She was always running late, but walked like she was on time.
She was in love but never fell, she even rang some wedding bells.
But people knew it all along that no one could ever tame her heart, because it was already lost in the stars.
RougeIn a smoke filled room, mixed with a musty sent of cheep perfume and dryed lust. Love left this place years ago but this is were she resides.Rouge1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Under a lace and feather cover is were she hides.
Long black hair, that falls gentlely down her back like a waterfall, coressting her pale white skin.
Her deep brown eyes outlined heavily with glitter, and gold and toped wih thick black mascara, like heavy black feathers they flutter over her eyes. The same eyes that could lead a man to there demise with just a wink.
And under this perfect shell, a body that some would die for, a body that kills some, but yet it hides a broken soul of a lost child.
A child that has seen so much, but yet has felt so little, and now the child is lost forever and now all that is left is this monster with the rouge red lips.
You can't always get what you want.You can't always get what you want.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it wrong to want someone all to yourself for just one day....
Just one night...
Under the moonlight on a secluded beach.
Or a day spent in Paris or Nice?
Maybe I'm wrong to be wanting something I can't have,
but I'm still dreaming of a life we could of had.
I've seen my dreams shattered when she's around,
My heart ripped in two, and I'm left feeling like a clown.
And I'm left thinking to myself is there nothing I can do,
to let you know how much I love you?
UnnoticeableThe boys only learn the names of the pretty girls, the ones with perfect wrote all over them.Unnoticeable1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The girls who talk and laugh a lot at foolish little things, girls who vocabulary of jewellery is bling.
Girls who can quote all the shows, name the stars and hop from cars.
Girls who have seen the film, never read the book, those are the ones that the boys look.
And then there's me, shy as can be, wishing I became the sea so that someone would notice me.
Bad skin and nerdy specs, knows the definition of perplexed.
Though I've been here of years, you never noticed me that's clear.
And even if I reach fame, you'll still remember me as the girl with no name.
Maybe.Maybe I should stop looking for the pot of gold, and just enjoy the rainbow.Maybe.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
RestlessHaunting voices torment my sleep.Restless2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Growing pressures pull me to the dark so deep.
Heavy weights upon my chest.
Losing will, I cannot rest.
Nightmares grow in strong daylight.
A losing battle, one I cannot fight.
Tears do not fix, nor ease the pain.
For all I do seems in vain.
Feeling useless, feeling spent.
Would it best if I went,
Far away, never to return.
To run from the pain that bites and burns.
Far away, in a foreign bed,
Still unable to rest my head.