For a FriendI haven't been the best friendFor a Friend6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I hope I haven't been the worst
I hope that you'll remember me
Even when all we know is gone
You'll always be in my mind
I'll never forget all the paths you helped me find
Please forgive my past mistakes
And I'll remember you had none
No matter where you are you'll be here
I'll never forget you, nor your tears
I'll always help you if you only ever asked
No matter how weak you think you are
In my mind you're always stronger
Even if you can't hold on or fight much longer
Then just stay to hear me say my last goodbye
I can't blame you for anything
Please don't have any regrets
You're life is your own to live
But I ask you live it well
I'll always remember the stories you'd tell
But I have one last thing to say
Before I say goodbye
I have to tell you that I love you
Like only a best friend could
So please remember that about me
I hope you give life another chance
Before you think death is what's coming next
That's the way it goes
Falling for a FriendI have a confession that I just have to makeFalling for a Friend10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I do not say it, I fear I'll go insane.
I have a feeling that I cannot fight
It is eating at my insides
It is playing with my mind.
I really have to say this
Because you have a right to know
I feel this friendship is growing
Into the unknown.
I'm feeling something different
That I wish I knew.
I never knew I could feel this way
And feel this way for you.
I hope you don't get angry
I hope you don't get mad
Because I don't want to lose you
Forever I'd be sad.
I just wanted to let you know
This feeling that continues to grow
That I'm falling for you
Into this world called love.
I hope you aren't upset with me
Because I don't want to lose a friend
But I have this other feeling
Like I would never feel this way again.
So tell me what you are thinking
Yes, I know I'm scared.
But maybe if we hold on together
We can find a love to share.
So tell me what is going on
In that mind of yours
Because I don't want to drive myself crazy
Dancing on the sho
Frerard - Im Not CrazyFrerard - Im not crazy.Frerard - Im Not Crazy2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Im not crazy, im not.
I sat in the blank room, just staring at the blank walls. How did i get to this? Why am i here? Oh yeah, thats right. Remember that night Gerard, that night you swallowed a whole box of pills? Swallowing four at a time, 5 times in a row? You woke up two days later in a mental hospital. Remember?
Suddenly my thoughts were inturupted by my door opening.
"Hello, Mr Way. How are you feeling today?" A young woman in a white dress asked me, reassuringly.
"Fine." I snapped back. Pulling my dark hair out of my face.
"Well, you're due in councilling room three in ten minutes, so get dressed." She calmly replied.
I looked down and realised i was sat completely naked, with a thin bit of sheet covering my area.
She left then shut the door behind her. I quickly pulled on some boxers and trousers. I grabbed a shirt and started walking towards the councilling rooms. I threw on the shirt as i backed in through the door. I walked across the al
Games - FRERARDFandom: My Chemical RomanceGames - FRERARD3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Point of View: Gerard
"So, whatcha wanna do?"
I look to my boyfriend, one Frank Anthony Iero, and smile to myself as he gazes at me with those pretty eyes of his. Like the eyes of a puppy waiting to be taken for a walk on the beach, constantly full of energy and waiting for me to give him a belly-rub. Yep, just like a cute little puppy. My cute little puppy.
"Dunno, Gee." He replies, his earlier three cans of Coca-Cola evident in the buzzing tone to his voice. "We could play a game?"
The way that he's smirking makes it perfectly clear to me that that is exactly what we are doing. It's the smirk that he always gives me when he has what he deems as a great idea ticking away in his head like a time-bomb. His lips, those soft candyfloss curves, turn upright at one end, as though they're waiting for my consent to give them the lift that they need to turn into a full-on smile. Something that I could never deny my Frankie; he's too fucking c
kickthestickzkickthestickz3 years ago in Romance More Like This
P.J. was bored... and lonely... and sad. He know the only person to cheer him up when in bad moods is his best friend Chris. He called him up for a quick pick me up.
Chris: Hola Peeeej!
P.J.: Hey Chris! or is this Enrique?
Chris: No its Chris! What's needed bro?
P.J. couldn't answer honestly. He didn't want to show any kind of weakness. What he wanted to say is 'someone to love me' 'a friend' but he would be called a girl and get laughed at and that was the last thing he needed on this day.
P.J.: Nothing. I just wanted to chat.
Chris: Well, I guess I'm lucky to be graced with this phone call.
No, really. Chris really did feel lucky. He felt so lucky to have such a friend in P.J. Every waking moment spent under the clutches of P.J.'s spell he felt alive. He felt brand new. Well, obviously there are others he is friends with like Dan, Phil, and Shawna but P.J.... he was just very special to him and he wasn't sure P.J. knew it.
Chris: Peej... I really value our friendship and i love-
Frerard: StarbucksHi, I'm FrankFrerard: Starbucks4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I hate school
I love music
I sound like the normal average kid
But also I like boys, yes I am a homosexual
And like a snap no body wants to talk to me.
I am having one of those days where you wake up to your mother yelling to tell you to get up,
You roll over and moan,
What seems like 30 seconds goes by and she is back, yelling, again something about breakfast is ready or you're going to be late.
Oh, the joy
You moan again and don't get up,
Eventually she is furious and yelling across the house so you drag your self out of bed,
Then grunt in response.
Just kill me now.
I sit at the table inhaling the spicy scent of my coffee,
It smells great but tastes like dish water.
I had tossed and turned all night,
I really didn't want to go to school.
These guys have been giving me a rough time and the teachers don't care.
Got to love it.
Eventually I have downed a whole three glasses of 'coffee'
I walk to the bathroom and have a shower, brush my teeth
Chapter 1-DerynDeryn couldn't believe what shed said to him. How could I have been so stupid!, she thought, storming into her cabin and slamming the door. He hand seemed to act of its own accord as it rammed into the wall, crunching the wood beneath it.Chapter 1-Deryn4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Fool! I'm a bloody fool!" she yelled, stomping over to her bed and throwing herself on it, burying her face under her pillow. There she sobed for a good twenty minutes, unable to help herself.
She hadn't ment to be so rude. She was jsut fed up with Alek tryign to pry things out of her. She couldn't tell him her secret, even though it was tearing her up inside to keep it from him. It was only fair that he knew, seeing as he had told her jsut abotu everything. But if he knew she wasn't a boy....she was sure he'd flip over the moon and never speak to her again.
When she'd finally had her fill of girly nonsense, she changed into her work clothes and ran up onto the ships topside, pushing every single thought of the prince ot hte back of her he
Accidents - MIKILLIEFandom: My Chemical Romance/Green DayAccidents - MIKILLIE3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Pairing: Mikillie (Mikey Way and Billie Joe Armstrong)
Point of View: Mikey
The first time I saw him, my big brother's best friend, it was an accident. I swear it was. It could have just as easily been on purpose, what with the amount of spine-tingling pleasure it gave me, but it was honestly an accident. Just like the way I couldn't take my eyes off of the older boy, a young man really, nor keep my mind from the fact that he was in nothing but one of Mom's white towels with hot water still dripping down his bare chest.
The first day I saw Billie Joe Armstrong, the most awe-striking guitarist and singer I've ever seen or heard, was a complete accident. He'd been sleeping over with Gerard, the two of them working on the lyrics that they love to write in their spare time, and I was doing my best to stay out of their way, just as Gee had wanted. Of course Gerard never said that I couldn't bunk in with them or sit around the table with them at
Bring Him HomeDeryn slumped down into the weathered chair, defeated. Her filthy midshipman uniform clung to her body with sweat, taking some distraction from the hot embarrassment she felt flooding through her veins at the moment.Bring Him Home4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"And I don't ever-" her mother's voice screeched with fury, her plump face turning a ruddy color with anger to match her daughter's.
"Ma, this is my passion! Ever since Da died- " Deryn sputtered out.
"No. Don't you say a word, young lady. Passion has nothing to do with it! A young woman such as yourself doesn't go hop on some warship and come back like like this!" Mrs. Sharp vigorously waved her flour-stained palms in Deryn's direction, and Deryn could do nothing but hang her head in shame.
Another set of eyes had been watching this scene, taking in the childish bickering. The brunette knew better than to get between a mother and her offspring, so he forced himself not to make a sound and drew himself to the farthest corner of the table.
"Why can't you just ac
Ryden - Happy New YearNew Year's Eve. Five minutes remaining of 2011.Ryden - Happy New Year3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Ryan and Ian were playing the last tones of Time To Dance and I was prancing around, flirting with the crowd. A surprisingly large amount of people had shown up, joining us in our celebratory concert, instead of going out partying.
"You guys are fucking fantastic and I love you, we all do, you're amazing. Alright Spence, what time is it?"
Spencer checked his wristwatch. "A minute left!"
"Alright, you guys wanna join us in counting down?"
A great scream of approval. And then, one single voice screams out.
"Brendon, kiss Ryan!"
Everyone starts screaming again. I look at Ryan. He looks down, blushing.
"KISS! KISS! KISS!"
I look out at the crowd. And, with a laughter, I walk over to him.
"Ten seconds!" Spencer shouts. The crowd starts counting down.
"Ten, nine, eight..."
I've reached Ryan and I lift his chin up with my finger.
"... seven, six, five..."
I place an arm on his waist. He smiles and puts both of his around my neck.
The Inescapable Truth - Chapter 3 (Twilestia)The Inescapable Truth - Chapter 3 (Twilestia)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Can you keep a secret?"
Twilight was lying in her bed wide awake, staring at the ceiling. The sunlight was creeping into the room behind the thick blue curtains; the light filtering through casted faint shadows on the walls. The mare was going over yesterday's lesson in her head. Instead of ending awkwardly like the one earlier this week, it had just been awkward in general. The lengthy discussions she and the Princess usually had about the books had been diminished into a few words and there had been no "ideas" from Princess Celestia. At least this time Twilight had been prepared for it, though the way she prepared for something like this meant that there was rarely much more she could learn. Luckily studying was something Twilight greatly enjoyed. She also got to spend time with the Princess - something she enjoyed even more, lately more than ever. But no matter how much she loved all this, she hadn't been able to shake the nagging feeling that s
Leviathan: SketchesLeviathan: Sketches5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Leviathan: A picture for a prince
Just a small intro. Deryn/Dylan Sharp and Prince Alecksander Ferdinand are on board the leviathan heading towards the Ottoman Empire. A surprise request from Aleck gets Deryn/ Dylan to realize her true feelings for him. Rated pg-13 for later chapters.
(I might go to four chapters at most, also keep in mind there is a change of point of view and that the book just came out in October. This fanfic is a test run for future fanfics later on)
Alek walked along the great air ship that was the Leviathan. His now rubber soles clanked against the metal walkways of the ships spine. The whole crew seemed to be a little on edge whenever he and his men walked about with their "highly flammable" shoes. Until finally to put them all at ease they borrowed some rubber shoes that were necessary if you were to walk along the great ship.
After receiving the shoes Alek decided to head to the backside of the creature or "dorsal" as he learned later it
FriendFinally I can seeFriend3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Really see your heart
It is so big and beautiful
Even with all your defects
No one can replace you
Don't ever change
Chapter 4 "Prince Who?""DERYN!!!!! DERYN!!!!!" Alek's voice rang out in the near silence. His body felt like it had been stepped on by the Stormwalker. Somewhere amidst their decent, he and Deryn had gotten separated, and he had no idea where she was.Chapter 4 "Prince Who?"4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Alek could barely move himself, his legs felt like they were broken, but he tried to ignore it, standing weakly to search for her. He had held on for dear life but....
His head was spinning, the ground a mix of colors and directions. He wasn't sure where he as at all. It was dark, the only light coming from the moon and the lanterns from somewhere up ahead.
He had heard it hit the water, the crunch of wood and screech of men and creatures alike. He wanted to go help them, to find Volger and Klopp and see if they had made it out alive. But he couldn't.
In a way the scenario was perfect. Everyone would think he and Deryn were dead, and his whereabouts would remain a secret forever. But he would give himself up right now if it meant saving the lives that were most
Frerard - The End of Prom NightEveryone had arrived with someone.Frerard - The End of Prom Night3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
A boyfriend, a girlfriend, maybe a cousin, groups of friends, couples of friends, and everyone looked excellent. Every kind of dresses were seen on girls; pink, yellow, green, black, dark red, with sparkles, hollow, short, long as well as every kind of guys were seen; the football team, black suits, grey suits, well-combed boys, more rebel looking ones and still, there was only one kind that called the attention; Frank Iero.
He was a simple guy. No one really cared for him. People didn't bully him and weren't awful to him, but he wasn't popular or well-considered to invite to parties or something. He, however, was known and respected by many people, if not everyone, there in his high school for one particular reason; he was the boyfriend of one of the most popular guys.
His name? Gerard. At first he was the weirdo, the freak, nobody liked him, but as they noticed him and as days passed, he somehow turned into a social, attractive and well kn
The Way You Look At MeThe Way You Look At Me2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I sit in Art class, drawing carelessly in my book. It’s the last lesson of the day and I can’t wait until I leave…as much as I do love art. Frank is sitting behind me, his eyes burning a hole in the back of my head. I know he is staring, I can feel it. He always stares. I wonder why. I think maybe it is because the teacher sat as apart because we talk too much. Frank and I were best friends and we were always together. I throw a little glance over my shoulder and see his eyes flicker away towards the window. I can see him blush and I turn to the front, a smile forming on my lips as I ruffle a hand through my raven hair.
He was so adorable when he was shy or nervous. I caught him staring. It was only the ten-millionth time I have seen him staring at me. I really don’t mind though. What I would like to know is what goes on his small mind. I must admit, I like him, but he doesn’t know that and nor will he. I don’t want to jeopardise our perfect friends
What He Doesn't Know (Fraycest)What He Doesn't Know (Fraycest)3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Ever since we moved to Belleville New Jersey I have felt out of place. Then again I was completely out of place in Summit as well. At least I still have Mikey tho. Yes there is a bit of weirdness about us. Not just usual brother crap. I mean we do on occasion have our 'tender moments'. I guess you could call them tender moments. Well, we are both sorta loners. Getting dates has never really been easy for either of us. I guess that's just an excuse tho. I'm 18 and he is 14. He acts older tho. He has always fit in with any friends I had. And sometimes at night he comes into my room and we... snuggle and 'stuff'. It's not like we've ever had sex or anything. We just make out a little. Okay a lot but whatever. We might get a little touchy feely but that's it tho I swear! Mikey is my brother and I'll always love him! This is just a thing. I don't know. I'm sure it will end as soon as we both get steady people in our lives.
I've been able to make friend here at least.
Lullaby-Rydon"Ryan, don't go. Stop going." I pleaded.Lullaby-Rydon3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Brendon...I'm sorry, Brendon, but I have to. I hate it too. This was amazing; the best night I've had since I felt the band. But, c'mon, we both knew that tonight was temporary-"
"I don't want it to be!"
I burst into straining sobs.
"Hush, I know. I'll wait with you until you fall asleep."
"What if I don't fall asleep? Would you stay with me forever? Ryan, please please stay. I'm begging you. What more can I do? What would make you stay?"
"Nothing Brendon," his tone was harsh but he softened it "Do you want me to sing to you?"
His arms tightened around my body as he began to sing to me.
"Goodnight my angel, time to close your eyes. And save these questions for another day. I think I know what you've been asking me. I think you know what I've been trying to say. I promised I would never leave you. Then you should always know. Wherever you may go, no matter where you are, I never will be far away. Goodnight my angel, now it's time to sl
Chapter 10 "Monotony"The port was bustling, people of all ages were filling the walkways, there was barely room to breathe. Alek grasped his satches tight to his chest, ushering Deryn towards one of the farthest docks. Children ran underfoot, nearly sending him to the ground twice. But he didn't stop to complain, if they didn't hurry they would miss their boat.Chapter 10 "Monotony"4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
At long last they made it, just as passengers were boarding. It was a large vessel, probably larger than the Leviathan, length-wise. They hurried up the ramps, handed their tickets over, and boarded.
Alek and Deryn contained themselves to their cabin for most of the trip, not wanting to get noticed in case someone had a keen eye. The trip was scheduled to be three weeks, so they had plenty of time to plan their next move.
"I can't wait to get off this barking ship" Deryn complained, only three days in. "The water is not the most entertaining way to travel. At least on the Leviathan I had things to do besides sit on my bum in a room all da
Cold as Stone 4Deryn sat bolt upright in the dismal hospital bed. She looked around. The nurse was nowhere to be seen. Setting her ice pack on the table beside her, she slid off the bed and crept to the door.Cold as Stone 44 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
She swore she just heard a gun shot. The sound was unmistakeable. Deryn slowly opened the door and peered both ways. The hall was deathly silent and dark. Her feet made little sound as she padded shoeless down the hall and in the direction she thought she'd heard them go an hour ago.
Deryn encountered no one as she glided along, keeping ot the shadows. Blisters, this place is confusing, she thought ot herself as she rounded a corner. It seemed there was no end to the twisting corridors. Portraits stared down at her, as if tracking her every move. She shuddered. The sooner they were out of this place the better.
But what would happen after this? The Leviathan was dead, she had no money to return home. She was stranded somewhere far from home with the archduke of Austria-Hungary.
Deryn shrugged aw
Shot to the Truth Chapter 2Shot to the TruthShot to the Truth Chapter 24 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Deryn sprinted down the corridor, grabbing the gut hatch and peeked out about what the commotion was. What she saw totally blew her mind.
"Barking spiders," Deryn mumbled in awe as she saw a clanker machine swoop overhead and shoot a row of bullets into the whale's spine. Deryn dropped down the hatch as the aeroplane zoomed overhead almost beheading her.
"Barking persistent are they! Once on the glacier and now on the border of China? What are the clankers now; watchdogs?" Deryn exclaimed, checking first to see if the aeroplane was gone, then pulling herself out onto the spine. She whistled with the scene that met her eyes; there were huge masses of dead bodies strewn all over the Leviathan, both beastie and human. The sight brought tears to Deryn's eyes to see the airship so helpless with the clankers swooping again and again destroying more and more of it each time.
"Bum-rags!" Deryn shouted at them tears spring
Chapter 12 "Memories"Trees were not very comfortable.Chapter 12 "Memories"4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Alek tried to sleep, but perching precariously on a branch about fifteen feet in the ari was not the best idea he'd had. No one ame into hte park that night, and they weould have been find sleeping on the ground. But Deryn was snoring away on his lap, and he didn;t dare disturb her.
After a few failed attempts, Alek gave up on counting sheep, and counted the stars instead. He hadn't been in Austria in so long, and now that he was back, he felt a strange kind of peace. He was home.
The sky was outrageously beautiful, the stars glittering against their black backdrop. There was a faint glow on the horizion from the city, but it didn't disrupt the gorgeous view. He played with Deryn's hair, watching her sleep. She looked so peaceful. His heart leapt when he touched her skin, her face completely blocking out any pretty night sky. She was beautiful, her features strong and sharp. He chuckled. Her name fit her so well.
He eventually was able to rest, his eyes