When love hurts you!Some times you think you know what is going on, but you really don't. Recently Anzu told the Pharaoh something that I never thought I would hear from her, but I did. Sure I already knew that the Pharaoh was with Rebecca, of course I wasn't quite sure at first what to think about it, but over time I accepted it since Rebecca seem to begin to have feels for the Pharaoh more often then she did for me. That was ok with me since I had feelings for someone else and that was Anzu. I don't know how to say it, but when I'm around Anzu I feel as though we are more then just friends. She's always been there for me and continues to always make sure that I'm fine. This got me thinking that some day the two of us could truly be happy, but I stopped believing that and all of the other feelings she had for me when Anzu...ummm....how should I say this. I paused for moment knowing what I was about to say was going to be quite hurtful and painful to say, at least for me. Anzu said...that she had feelingsWhen love hurts you!9 months ago in Personal More Like This
The Puzzle - Saves lives or traps them!The Millennium Puzzle, does it save lives or does it trap them? That is a question that I have been asking my self lately. Of course what else am I supposed to do when I am trapped within the very thing in which I am speaking of. It's like I know how the Pharaoh feels. For 3,000 years he was trapped within the Millennium Puzzle or should I say his spirit. Still being trapped within the puzzle one has to wonder what he did all of those years until...until I solved the puzzle. Why is that so hard for me to say? It's probably, because when ever I think of the puzzle I think of Yami. I sigh as I look at the puzzle, but I don't look at it very long. My gaze shifts away from the puzzle that hangs around my neck. It's even so hard to just...just to look at it and to understand why I am having so many mixed feelings about the puzzle. I should have wonderful thoughts about the puzzle. How it has given me lots of good friends. After all that was my wish when I placed the last golden piece of itThe Puzzle - Saves lives or traps them!7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Wishing you a happy birthday...Pharaoh!Today instead of staying in my soul room I have decided to once again try to enter the Pharaoh's soul room. You may ask why I am trying so hard today since the many other times I have tried I have failed. That is, because today is special. For you see it is Yami's birthday. I had so many wonderful things I wanted to do with him, but that doesn't seem like it's going to happen. Not only am I trapped in here...at least that is what I think, but Yami just hasn't been himself lately. He used to be so understanding of people, but now he doesn't want to take the time to understand let alone talk to people. I have never seen anyone take so many other risks for others...these days however it's like he feels that since he has taken too many and can't afford to take another risk. Doesn't he realize it could be the different between defeating are enemies and putting the people we care about in even more danger.Wishing you a happy birthday...Pharaoh!6 months ago in Personal More Like This
I remember when the Pharaoh and I would win a duel or save the world from some c
The Death of the Creator?((Roxie, you seriously know how to depress people ;; I read the journal on Pegasus just now (didn't have time to read it when it was actually posted), and I'm, like, seriously depressed right now XD Hold me, guys ;; Anyway, I figured since Pegasus is the creator of Duel Monsters, and he's like very well known and stuff, I figured his death would get a lot of publicity, so, that's why I'm gonna have YuYu say something about it ))The Death of the Creator?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Life has been a lot easier on me now that I stopped having nightmares. I mean, everything's not all peaches and cream right now, but it's definitely a lot better than I could previously say it's been. Me and Yami are still working hard to unlock mysteries of certain things, but I know that with the help of friends and allies, we can get it done.
It's been a long day, so, I just wanna lay down on the couch for a minute and settle down. Laying down on the couch, I grab the remote and turn on the TV. The very first thing I hear and see is a complete s
Merry Christmas...I suppose!I had so many wonderful plans for Christmas this year...but those plans will never happen. Merry Christmas, how can it be merry if I am trapped in the puzzle? Ever since my friends Jounouchi-Kun, Honda-Kun, and Anzu came over to see if they could figure out why the Pharaoh is acting so...strange I have stayed here in my soul room of the puzzle among the many toys that are here. To pass time I have probably played with all of them more times then I can count...but what choice do I have when my best friend is using my body and won't even let me use it. The pain of thinking these things is too many to bare at time and I find my self hugging a teddy bear that is in my soul room more times then I thought. While it can't bring me comfort it is more of...something that I like to let all of my negative feelings and thoughts out on, since that is something I shouldn't be doing to Yami. I sigh as I look around my soul room, so colorful and cheerful. That is what this time of year should be...butMerry Christmas...I suppose!8 months ago in Personal More Like This
'Who are you. . .?'". . . who are you. . .?"'Who are you. . .?'3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm laying on the couch on a casual night. It's very dark outside, it's cold, and the only light I see is from the little light I have on in the bathroom where the door is ajar. Everything in the house is locked, and it's near time for bed.
I've been doing nothing tonight except thinking. Thinking about all that's happened, and what me and the Pharaoh have been going through. It seems as though every time we turn around, something has happened to a friend or acquaintance that has landed them in the hospital on near death situations. I could name all of them, but then again, it'd be much easier to tell who wasn't hospitalized yet.
But enough negativity.
Hopefully, tomorrow we can get a break.
I go to the bathroom and turn off the light and go to my room, laying down in bed to sleep.
I'm almost asleep when I hear something. My body tenses as I think I hear glass breaking. Everything is locked, nobody could've made that noise.. what was that..?