Broken HeartOnce your heart has been broken, you can no longer feel.Broken Heart1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Love and hate can no longer be felt.
You sit, all alone, in your icy shell of numbness.
Empty eyes staring at nothing- Hollow eyes that were once full of life, But are now just bottomless windows of endless pain.
A fractured heart, fragile as glass, needs the light and warmth of love to be healed.
The light of those who truly love you can lead you home and heal what's left of your shattered, bleeding heart.
But once the hourglass is done pouring, it is too late.
The heart will stop beating, and the last light will fade.
AloneAloneAlone1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel alone,
Yet i'm drowning,
Drowning in people.
I'm in Sorrow,
Only to disappear.
I'm in Despair,
Confused with nothing,
Nothing to guide me up.
I'm in Vengeance,
Feeling only to destroy,
Destroy the world.
I'm in Anguish,
Enlightened in the being,
Being without anything.
I'm in Love,
Seeing only one thing,
One thing that won't go away.
I'm in Desire,
Hoping that this,
This will solve it.
I'm in Hate,
Knowing that everything,
Everything will always,
Always be wrong for me.
Lava Lamp LifeA bubble formsLava Lamp Life8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A child is born
The bubble rises
The child matures
It hits the top
A man at the peak of his life
The bubble descends
Age brings him to retirement
His children move away
The bubble hits the bottom
Rejoining the collective pool
Now an old man
The child passes away
5 April 2005 © Jim Walker
AbandonedWhat is to become of me?Abandoned11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've lost my way in this dark, empty, void.
My friends are gone, no longer here to guide me.
I've lost my light, and I'm not remembered.
I sit, broken, why will you not come back for me?
To wake me from this eternal sleep?
I wait, for you to come back, But for now I remain lost,
With nothing to hold but my memories of us.
If you only knew meThe world looks at me with closed eyesIf you only knew me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
not willing to see how I see
I supress my feelings in a tiny heart shaped bottle
So small its not known of unless I tell you
Everyone brands me as happy, no worries, hakuna matata
little do they know
Im the girl who thinks of suicide daily
who is there for everyone even if they aren't for her
who when in the shower, prays to come out transformed
to be someone, someone who's beautiful
someone somebody loves
A girl who despises herself and everything about her
she sees herself as to, caring, benevolent, stubborn,
persistent, over-analyzing, annoying, immature, bitchy, and
so much more.
I am depressed.I am sad. Crying. Bored. Alone. Empty.I am depressed.4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I am guilty. Scared. Angry.
I am tired. Restless. Jittery.
I am nervous. Disorganized. Self-consious.
I can't think. See. Move.
I am in a fog.
I feel ugly.
I am dying inside.
I am depressed.
LonelyThere was a time when I loved to be aloneLonely7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I was never lonely
I would escape into a book or a movie or just my own thoughts
Then one day I let you inside
I found that life was far sweeter when it was shared
But now you're gone and I am alone once more
And I am always lonely
Meet Terezka, baby fox with heartbreaking storyHello!Meet Terezka, baby fox with heartbreaking story2 years ago in Personal More Like This
People, I had SO amazing day yesterday!
The weather prognosis was very bad, but finally, the day was sunny and wonderful.
I woke up at 4:30 AM to get to Prague, where I met my friend ~BlueFox-cz. Together, we travelled to ZOO Děčín, where we saw babies of Máa and Tomáek, two foxes we know very well (~BlueFox-cz was the one who took Tomáek to the ZOO in his car. And our friends were those who saved and rised Máa). Kits were cute, but already quite big. We spent few hours in the ZOO, watching baby wild cats, funny squirrels, a running wolf and of course, the foxes.
Then we moved to one wild-preserve. Our friends were given a baby fox!
Myslivci... Well, who are "myslivci"? There is no English tranlastion for this Czech word. Myslivci are Czech hunters, but in fact, they are supposed to CARE for the forest and all the animals. But in the Czech republic, they mostyl have a bad reputation - not because they kill and ea