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My Angel Or My Devil?Are you my AngelMy Angel Or My Devil?10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or are you my Devil?
You hurt me so bad,
Yet you make me smile so much.
These wounds you cause me,
Are laced with honey.
How can you be my poison,
And my medicine?
Your words are sweet,
So light and kind,
Like bubbles in sunlight,
Rays of rainbows bouncing off.
Yet your eyes are as hard as stone,
And as cold as ice.
Your body language,
Like that of a stranger.
Your cryptic words,
Your hushed sentences,
Behind closed words.
I do,
And don't,
Trust you.
What to do?
Do i believe in the dark in you,
Or the light.
I have to ask.
Are you my,
Angel or my Devil?
ForgottenHello.Forgotten11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your the angel in this nightmare.
Every where is dark,
Yet you glow so bright.
Don't waste your time,
Trying to get me to listen.
Your already the voice inside of my head.
I already miss you.
Another day,
Has gone by.
I'm thinking of you,
All the time.
I wrote this letter,
In my head,
Cos your gone,
My angel has fallen.
I would do anything to hold you in my arms.
To make you smile,
To just fall asleep with you.
Will you remember me?
I'll never forget you.
I'm trying to sleep,
I'd do anything for you,
Your not exiting my head,
I can't forget you.
But i bet,
You've already forgotten,
Me.
Whilst Life Is AboutWe all need silence,Whilst Life Is About11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Alot of us crave it,
But those who crave it,
Will never be truly fulfilled.
Silence is something we all talk about at one time or another,
Something that doesn't exist.
For nothing is ever truly silent.
Some how,
A noise is always leaked.
We live in a world where silence has been diminished.
Life has taken over.
Those who wish for complete silence
Are those who wish all to be dead.
So next time your teachers shushes you,
Or your mother shouts for silence,
Or your brother hits you to be quiet whilst playing a game,
Instead of saying sorry.
And shutting your mouth,
Remember this.
Silence is death,
It me
Head For ShelterThe dark chill,Head For Shelter11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Creeps slowly across the sky.
Shivers run up and down,
Your spine.
Can you feel it,
The darkness creeping up...
Is it too kill?
Maim?
Terrorize?
I guess we will have to wait...
And see...
Such clear blue skies,
Dominated suddenly,
The dark mass,
Creeping slowly,
If you believe in God,
Cross yourself now,
If you do not,
I guess you have no hope left.
The clouds have darkened,
The air is cold.
There is no going back now.
Every one take shelter,
Hide from the downpour,
Of rain,
Souls,
And pain.
Everybody,
RUN
HappinessWhat is happiness?Happiness10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it that feeling,
That wells up,
And washes over us in waves?
Is it an object,
That we all want to find,
Yet,
Very few of us do?
Why do we all,
Seek this emotion?
Why can't we all,
Just stick with contentment?
Is happiness having,
Everything we have ever wanted,
Or may be only achieve happiness,
When we find it in simplicity?
Do you know where,
To find this magic,
That makes everything,
Alright again?
Do you know what happiness is?
Where it is?
Where is has come from?
How to achieve it?
Because I certainly don't.
I Love To HateI love to hate.I Love To Hate11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate to love.
They say that the world spins,
On that lovey dovey feeling,
Well, i agree.
We all love to hate.
The feeling when i trip over,
That person,
The feeling when i make,
That person cry.
Oh, how i would hate to live without it.
Hate loves me,
Well,
The feelings mutual.
I hate you all,
The feeling i get when I see you,
Oh my god,
Its like I'm in heaven.
Because...
I love to hate.
I hate to love.
NumbI can't function.Numb11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel numb.
Lifeless.
All my body is doing is crying.
Tear.
After.
Tear.
Why does it hurt so much?
Why do i wish i had a blade in one hand,
And blood spilling out of the other?
How could one person,
One boy,
Make me feel so much pain.
So much,
Crippling,
Pain.
How can the guy,
Who i was supposed to,
Trust,
Lean on,
Ask advice off of,
Love,
Betray me.
So harshly.
So evilly.
With out even a second glance.
Daily LiesThey say,Daily Lies10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
There is light on the other side,
To just keep on moving,
It'll get easier with time.
These people do so,
Like to lie.
What they don't realise,
Is they have been figured out.
There is no light,
No hope,
No savoir.
What happens is...
We learn to cope.
We find the courage,
We find the hero,
Inside of us.
With time,
We learn to live,
Once again,
It never becomes easier.
It simply
...
Changes us
...
Into beings
...
Who learn to
...
Cope
...
With the
...
Hardships
...
And
...
Pain
...
Within
...
Our daily
...
Lives
Wish It All AwayThe depression sinks in,Wish It All Away11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The numb feeling a distant memory,
The pain pierces my body,
Sinking into my bones,
Like a biting wind.
It slowly takes over,
Pulling me under,
The light too far away to see,
Pain,
Sorrow,
Hurt,
Tears,
And,
Confusion,
My entire world.
How could he....
Why would he....
The pain.
It controls me.
Moving sluggishly,
All the while,
Wishing for a corner,
Just to curl up in.
Curl up in,
And wish away the past,
Wish away the pain.
Can i pretend this never happened?
It may be the only way to get through the day.
To wish away the past,
To wish it all away.
I wish....
I wish i could go to sleep,
A
Could It Be Worse?Could it be worse?Could It Be Worse?11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone's left me;
My parents in a hearse,
My friends just walked away...
As I sit here crying,
I take some time and think...
Could it really be worse,
Than what I'm facing?
Could there really exist
A life with more strife,
A person with more pain...
Than that of myself?
Is there such a thing,
As a life more pained?
Because really,
Could it be worse?
Everyone has left;
My parents are in a hearse.
My friends have just run away...
Nothing more can go wrong...
But truly,
Could it really be...
Worse than what is me?
The Only WeaponToo afraid,The Only Weapon10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Too afraid of love,
I'm sat terrified in a corner,
Slowly building impenetrable walls around me.
So scared of being hurt,
Of letting you in.
This fortress has no doors,
For me to be let out,
Or you to be let in.
I've been hurt before,
And only just survived,
I feel as if now is the time,
For me to forge my own path.
Alone...
I push you away,
You just pull me close,
I say you can't love me,
That you don't,
Yet you just smile at,
What i presume is what you believe to be idiocy,
And shake your head,
Assuring me,
From the bottom of your heart,
That you do.
These walls i have built,
I built to be impenetrable,
Will They...?Being in love,Will They...?10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is a bit like playing a game,
Where the batteries in your remote,
Have gone dead.
You can do nothing but stand there,
While your other roams,
When they see you,
Will they shoot?
All your defenses are down,
All your control gone,
You can't move,
You can't run.
All you can do is beg,
And hope,
That they will love you enough,
Not to shoot.
Will they stand infront of you,
And defend you from the monsters,
Till you have the power to do,
The exact same?
Or will they stand infront of you,
The gun pointed straight at your heart,
Teasing you,
Till they shoot your heart into two.
They have seen you.
And all you c
When Will You Be Back?Why have you left?When Will You Be Back?11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
When will you be back?
Should i set the table for you,
Or won't you be here for tea?
How long do i wait?
One summer?
Two?
Will you be back soon,
Or will you be back later?
You up and left,
Not so much as a glance,
Never mind a goodbye.
I have to ask,
Will you be back?
How long must i wait,
Sat here,
Waiting for you to be in my arms again,
Or won't you be here again tonight?
I sit patiently,
Barely a whisper past my lips,
As i wait...
Wait so calmly...
For my love to arrive back.
If this was really going to go,
Far at all,
Would you have really left,
Without telling me if you were ever,
Going to be
Lets Let All The Heartbroken Hold HandsAll you who feel,Lets Let All The Heartbroken Hold Hands11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Degraded,
No longer needed,
As if everything you had wanted.
Was ripped away.
All you who feel,
As if your chest has split open in pain,
As if you will never be happy again.
Take a look around you,
And recognize your own kind.
Your all heartbroken,
Hurt by the people you trusted the most,
So i say,
Hold hands,
Lets get all the heartbroken to hold hands.
A problem shared,
Is a problem halved,
Isn't that what they are always harping about?
Well hold a hand,
Share the pain.
To all those of you who feel like the world is ending,
Like a ten ton truck is on your chest,
To all those of you who feel like this c
Heart Ripped OutIs it supposed to be like this?Heart Ripped Out11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it supposed to hurt THAT bad?
Am i supposed to feel,
like some one has reached in,
and ripped my heart out?
I'm no doctor,
But i think something is wrong.
I'm feeling pains so intense,
I swear i could faint.
Could you prescribe me,
Some medication,
To take the suffering away?
The anger i feel inside,
Is coming out as tears.
The pain i feel,
The hurt i feel,
Is coming out in ravaged sobs.
One
After
Another.
How do i stop this feeling?
How do i cure the pain?
How do i start to feel,
Alright again?
Oh don't you please,
Please,
Have some answers?
Two Lonelies Who Aren't So LonelyAll alone,Two Lonelies Who Aren't So Lonely10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
We all feel that way,
Sometimes we can be surrounded by people,
Yet never be seen.
Let me tell you a story,
Of two such lonely people,
No one around them,
To care or love.
She was a young girl,
Her long and unruly hair,
Would topple round her face,
Hiding the pain,
And the loneliness inside.
All she ever does,
Is walk the halls,
And to scribble away,
In her little book.
She will stare across,
The room so long,
To watch the boy,
Leaning on the other wall.
The boy will watch her too,
Out of his long eyelashes,
Looking at the face,
Normally no one can see.
They were forever apart,
Day by day,
Never together,
Monster Or NotMonster or not...Monster Or Not11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Would you still accept me?
If I turned insane...
Would you still be with me?
Because it might happen one day...
These... marks on the table...
Were they from me?
Those cuts on my wrists...
Did I make them...?
What's happening to me?
Every day I wake up
And notice something new.
Be it something about me...
Or something about you.
And it's fascinating.
When it's me...
When I'm the one who's different.
I often wonder...
What's happening...?
What's wrong with me...?
But when it's you...
You seem more distanced.
Distracted... always...
Spacing out, twirling your hair.
And it worries me.
Would you continue
I Tear My Heart OpenI tear my heart open.I Tear My Heart Open1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
For only you it will bleed.
My heart, as open as my mind.
Ready to accept you.
To cherish you.
To be consumed by you.
I tear my heart open,
My love. My desire.
For only you it will bleed.
Without you,
My heart bleeds from its depths.
With you,
My heart bleeds eternal devotion.
I tear my heart open.
For only you it will bleed.
Eyes bloodied.
Blinded by your lust.
Stricken with your want.
Your greed.
I tear my heart open...
For only you, it will bleed.
My SanityThe matter of my sanityMy Sanity8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is nothing for you to yearn.
Just something for me to know,
And for you to learn.
My mind is cracking,
The flaws becoming apparent.
My soul is shattering...
Splitting me into nothing.
But my bonds...
They hold me together.
They keep me stable...
Under control.
Like a light
In the darkest night,
They lead me to where
I should take residence.
Sheltering my soul,
My mind and my heart
From the evils forces at work...
Saving me from utter destruction.
My twin and my love,
The strongest of them all.
Holding me up
While I don't let them fall.
The matter of my sanity
Is nothing for you to yearn...
Jus
Notice MeNotice me...Notice Me10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sitting here,
Eyes closed,
Tears flowing.
I'm down here...
Down in pain.
You can't see
All of my scars.
My pain is different.
It's not physical
Like those cuts and bruises.
So you can help...
You can help
Take the pain away.
By being there for me;
By being the one who loves me.
Please take the pain away...
It's unbearable...
But if you can't...
If the pain can't be driven of...
Please at least...
Notice me.
One DayI don't want to fall,One Day10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Unless i am falling for you,
Cos fallings painful at times,
But when its with you,
Your my cushion to save me from hurt.
Its hard to picture,
Your not next to me,
Is it too late to try,
I'm still stuck,
In that time....
Where are those plans?
That future we pictured for two?
Its hard to picture,
You not next to me.
One more stupid love song,
And i swear i will end the world,
Is it too hard to ask,
Not too feel pain for one day?
Don't expect me to be okay,
Just like i dont expect you to care,
Is our fairy tale over all ready?
Where is our happy ever after?
Remember this message,
Cos this is what
Already DidThey say,Already Did10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
When they see my my sad look,
To cheer up,
It might never happen.
At which point,
I have to look at them,
Smile such a sad, little smile,
And say,
"It already has..."
They stare at me surprised,
And see the pain in my face.
What could have happened?
What have they stumbled upon?
The pain in my eyes,
Paints clearly the strife i am in,
Because this thing that might never happen,
Already did.
Even Heaven Is Hell Without YouWhere ever you are,Even Heaven Is Hell Without You11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Be it on this world,
Or one afar,
Is where i want to be.
Be it in a dumpster in New Orleans,
Or the Garden of Eden,
Aslong as you are in my arms,
I am so happy i could dance with glee.
I'd follow you,
Where ever you want to go,
I'll be by your side,
No matter what you do.
I could be in the slumbs hanging,
Or in the White House dining,
But as long as you are there,
Its my paradise.
I guess what i am trying to say darling,
Is that even,
Heaven is Hell,
Without you.
Wake Me UpWake me up when this pain ends,Wake Me Up11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wake me up when all this torture stops.
I can't stand it.
I just want to drift
...
Drift to unknown lands
...
And unknown places
...
But reality is still here.
I am still here.
How hard is it,
Just to leave,
Leave this Earth,
Leave this agony,
Leave all this drama,
For just a few...
Blissful
...
Simply
...
Perfect
...
Seconds.
The urge to end it
...
To leave these people
...
These
...
Disgraces,
...
Unworthy,
...
Worthless..
...
Humans behind
...
To move onto,
Bigger
...
And
...
Better
...
Things.
The blade to my skin
...
The urges i feel
...
But oh,
The promis
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