FuelWhen you let something like emotions be your fuel, you'll eventually lose feeling and run-out.
When you let people be your fuel, you may or may not get better, because people can easily walk in and out of your life.
When you let pain be your fuel, you'll only get better until the pain subsides, then what will you use?
But when you let "nothing" be your fuel, you'll always have energy, you'll never run-out.
I live in a town called Owl CityI live in a town called Owl City.I live in a town called Owl City3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A city made of Gold, inhabited by Angels.
A place where the sky is beautiful morning, noon, and night.
The Alligator Skies turn gracefully into the Vanilla Twilight.
Every night is rewarded with a spectacular Meteor Shower,
while Fireflies and Bees dance among the Plant Life.
Every day is a Good Time and nothing could Take it All Away.
Wondrous attractions speckle Owl City.
Go for a ride in a Hot Air Balloon, and you won't regret it.
Or perhaps stay awhile at the Umbrella Beach.
While the Yacht Club perform on the seas.
This town is nothing like the Real World and I never want to leave.
You have a chance to come too, and visit this lovely town.
Here's Hope that you will arrive soon.
If you cant get to Owl City, though, don't give up.
Because here we have a saying.
"Dreams Don't turn to Dust."
You're Not AloneWe live in a world that is full of great pain.You're Not Alone3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Where everyone one has a heavy burden to carry.
We think that nobody could possibly understand what we have gone through.
But in a world that is abundant in such matters,
there is somebody, somewhere who knows of your grievances;
who shares your pain;
who is in the same boat.
So know; You're not alone.
Like a child behind a locked door,
we keep our burdens a secret.
We do what we shouldn't.
We say what we wouldn't.
Instead of seeking help among ones we love,
we pray they never find out.
We isolate ourselves;
we think we're alone...
Weather it was something we have said or done,
something we are ashamed of,
or something in our past.
It eats at our hearts.
We are afraid to open up.
We forget that we aren't the only ones in the world,
because others laugh and smile.
But I assure you, they have their own problems too.
So don't think you're alone.
Stop looking back if your past is ugly.
Stop looking to your side and comparing your life.
The Worst...The worst wasn't that you weren't open with me,The Worst...3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
or knowing that you didn't try,
or even when you dropped me like a box of rocks.
The worst was when you told me you loved me...
...when you obviously didn't.
What do you say?What do you sayWhat do you say?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when "I'm sorry," isn't enough?
What do you say
when "I love you," doesn't mean a thing?
What do you say
when she's out there with someone else?
What do you say
when words won't do?
What do I say
when you don't believe...
that I honestly still love you?
PrayPray for her. She needs it.Pray5 years ago in Emotional More Like This
I prayed that she wouldn't wake up.
I didn't want her to know that her love was already gone.
Summer of Lust-YaoiSummer of Lust-Yaoi4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Summer of Lust
By: Kaede Natsu Sakurano
Nole checked the calendar. Summer was just about over 2 weeks left. Then it hit Nole they hadn't done to the beach yet! Immediately, he called Daron at work. Daron was only saying he had this Sunday off. So Nole invited K'era, Trey, Jiro and Mikey to come along well, more like a gay man party
Nole smiled, "I can't wait! I'll wear my good trunks too! And I'll get the beach ball out too! Just the six of us guys!"
All the guys met at Daron's mansion first and got dressed; putting on sunblock. Trey put the visor on his sleek emo red-black hair. K'era put on his sun-reflecting contacts. Mikey also put a visor on his blonde hair and Jiro tied his brown hair back.
Nole giggled, "I shouldn't sunbathe too much I'm the tannest as it is!"
Daron smiled, "But your tan is awesome." Nole blushed from being complemented by Daron.
Mikey stood tall, "Alright lovebirds, lets GO!"
Just by walking on the beach, tons of fangirls turned and st
Protect Me - Part 2 - Makorra~P~Protect Me - Part 2 - Makorra4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Protect Me - Part 2
"How long will she need to stay here for?"
"The rest of the week she could start hemorrhaging again... it's completely unpredictable. She can return to the Island after that, but I'd like her to be kept under close watch. We can't have this happen again next time, she won't be so lucky. Also, Tenzin, I must inform you that because of this, the birth will be even more difficult. It could have similar effects to the degree of this anything could happen, but we'll do our best."
"I understand. Thank you, Saiyu."
Korra awoke to two voices conversing somewhere in the room she was in, one of them a familiar, gruff voice and the other a hushed, whispering tone. She kept her eyes closed, a headache splitting through her head, and heard footfalls as one of the two left the room. She suddenly heard more footsteps, some further away, pacing, frantic, quick. Some more then as someone approached her.
"Oh, Korra," she heard the familiar voice say, and
Fangs in you, my Lover-YaoiFangs in you, my Lover-Yaoi4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Fangs in You; my Lover
By: Kaede Natsu Sakurano
It was close to midnight on a cold January evening. Kio sat on his window. It was about time to feed again yes, he was a vampire. But he never enjoyed drinking blood. He found it a disgusting habit, and never drank more than he needed to survive. But he was lonely in his huge mansion on the mountain hill. He lived alone, but he always wanted a lover. Kio loved sex like most men do. But he LOVED IT really. He raped just about everyone he sucked blood from. Even the men and children but it was time to get some blood, and of course time to have sex again.
Riley was on his merry way home. He finally had his groceries and was going to make some hearty stew. He was a happy clam.
As Kio walked down the street, he smelled it. Riley's happiness and kindness, mixed in with a hint of sadness and regret. This was going to be a piece of cake. He just needed Riley to get a bit drunk and that would be his week
Piece of MindThe euphoric wind encompasses my soul,Piece of Mind8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
a serene trace imprinted.
The orange melancholic light fades.
In the hollow night
the imprint remains
The seed is planted
and bliss begins to bloom.
A Lover's LongingI don't think I'll find peaceA Lover's Longing3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Until you're here with me
When my body can physically feel
What the Universe has made to be
Every time I hear your voice
I get a shiver up my spine
I giggle like a schoolgirl
Living out adolescence in its prime
I don't think I'll love another
Quite as much as I love you
Sheerly because we're best friends
And are alike in so much that we do
I hug my pillow at night
Wishing it were you instead
Crying the driest tears
That leave no stains upon my bed
I wish I were with you every day
That I may express my love for you
In a slightly differing sense
Than that which you are used to
The contract part 7The contract part 74 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The Contract part 7
So as we got started Jackie opened a portal leading to some room which had 4 large chains in, as we entered Jackie asked me to stand by them, being my friendly self I done as she asked and she cuffed my arms and legs to the chains. "What the hell are you doing?" I screamed as she changed in to her grim form. "You really are stupid aren't you Louise! Do you really think I would help the person who is taking away my pay?!" I looked at her as she grabbed her scythe and opened a portal, "Now Louise I shall leave you here to rot!" Said Jackie slowly walking through the portal, I looked at my bracelet and thought to my self "change Change to my scythe Change damn you CHANGE!!!"
When suddenly the chains all snapped, a blood red aura surrounded me and a mask slowly generated on my face when the mask was complete I picked up my scythe which now had a spine instead of a wooden staff. I turned to Jackie, who was standing just behind her portal, and I lunged forward
the contract part 18the contract part 184 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract 18
Later that evening me and Rosie designed a new training room to test her powers and see what her tertius gradus could really do, as we got started she showed me the five main abilities of tertius gradus the first being the wings of the black angel which made her move at speeds beyond the speed of sound, her second was the black cero which emitted an energy that was so dense almost nothing could break the beam, the third was a form of enchantment she pointed her sword to the floor and aimed its sheath in the direction of the target and said:
"Vengeance in my heart, death in my hand try and stop me, but I will kill you where you stand!" her sheath then became another sword only this time it emitted the same sort of black energy as her black cero, as she attacked the target a thick wave of energy blasted from the sword and incinerated the target and about 2 miles of thick obsidian rock behind it, I decided to end it there because I feared that if she went any higher she wo
The contract part 9The contract part 94 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract part 9
When I woke up, the ferryman, Jackie and Masami where standing around me "oh my Louise are you ok?" Said the ferryman trying to help me to my feet "w-what happened to me?" I asked hoping one of them knew. "Well I was talking to you and praising you on your skills, and when you walked away I grabbed your arm and wanted to reassure you that the demons won't be a match for you, but the second I touched where your scar was you became a mumbling wreck on the floor begging for mercy." Said the ferryman kneeling down next to me. "Oh that When I was hit by the car my left arm was crushed, they managed to mend all my bones and my arm healed great apart from one scar that stuck out like a saw thumb, when I went back to school a few months later one of the boys at the school grabbed my arm directly on the scar, the pain that shot through me was the single most painful experience I have ever endured as I told him to stop because my arm is still a in bad condit
the contract part 16the contract part 164 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
As I stood there in confusion I asked "what is this move and how will I be immortalised?" God then let go of my left arm and said, "the move is called forma piorum it was designed by me when time began I made it because I knew that all living things have souls that needed to be guided to the next life, so I would need help collecting these souls so I created and hired reapers now I made forma piorum so that if a reaper tried to challenge me they would be incinerated by this move in an instant." I stood there in shock that there would be such a move and said "but God I don't think I would be anywhere near powerful enough to go in to that stage." God then smiled and said "of course you are and the method is simple but deadly, if not done correctly you will be destroyed by the outburst of power, are you sure you want to go through with this?" I stared at Masami's body which was possessed by the greater demon and nodded my head, God then grabbed hold of my bracelet and said "this will hurt
the contract part 17the contract part 174 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The contract 17
Rosie tapped the hilt of her blade and thought for a second, I assume she was weighing up the odds of her killing Shirosaki, after a few seconds she nodded her head and said "Ill take him on just for the fact I want payback for being manipulated by him. The ferryman and God got on their phones and informed the press that the fight was being changed and almost instantly a load of press swarmed the room all asking questions at once.
After a good hour of answering rather pointless and stupid questions me and Rosie headed back home, as we exited the portal I noticed the front door was open, I then heard foot steps upstairs so I picked up a kitchen knife and prepared to fight whatever was up there, once up there I saw a man rummaging through a draw and putting my jewellery in his pocket, I was pissed at this point and threw the kitchen knife in his direction and watched it get stuck in the draw he was looting, he jumped with fright and turned my way, "what the fuck do you th
The contract part 15The contract part 154 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract part 15
As she got her training I noticed Masami had opened a portal to the room just next to me, "hey Louise can I talk to you for a minute please?" Said Masami as she opened a portal to hell, when we both walked through Masami started to ask me about an old ritual as old as time its self, as she explained it I kept hearing a faint cry for help behind her, "what was that?" I said looking down the corridor "N-nothing Louise! There is nothing down there now let's keep to the subject!" Snapped Masami, jumping in front of me, I took a step back and said to her "soo you want me to kill the ferryman to restore this order," Masami nodded and opened a portal instantly to the room where the ferryman was in, he was just sitting at his desk writing some more souls to be collected,
as I went to hit the ferryman with the scythe he clasped the blade with his hand and said "my, my Louise what are you trying to do?" he then pushed back at my scythe and launched me across the room, Masami
The contract part 4The contract part 44 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract part 4
As I got back in to my room I cleaned up the ornaments on the floor. Thankfully none had broke and I thought to myself "Hmm need an open area to use this thing so I don't break anything." When I was in the shower an idea clicked "The basement that's it!" I said to myself almost falling in the shower.
When I got myself sorted out and dressed I went in to the basement and looked around, there where a few boxes about but they could be moved out the way easily to give me enough room to swing the scythe around without smashing anything or knocking in to something or someone.
Once I moved a few of the boxes I looked at my phone to find in horror that class was going to start in 10 minutes and I the college was a fifteen minute drive away. So I decided to use my new abilities to my advantage and test my new area out the first thing I thought while swinging my scythe was the girls restroom in the college which thankfully it made a portal to. I was hoping no one was there an
The contract part 12The contract part 124 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract part 12
As I left the arena with the demons mask I was welcomed by a large crowd all screaming and cheering, I decided to take a bow and out of nowhere Jackie leaped over the crowed screaming "Louise!!! Well done you really are a powerful reaper you destroyed that demon with it only hitting you once" I smiled and said" well he was very slow but extremely powerful," after signing a few autographs I said to myself "now I know how a footballer feels " Once I got home Masami walked in with a friend and said "Louise-Chan! I have a friend for you to meet" the mysterious boy walked in wearing a red hooded top and didn't seem that tall. "Hi my name is Renn pleased to meet you, I saw you fighting that demon, you have some serious skill there, you wouldn't be interested in a fight some time soon would you?" Renn said revealing his bracelet. "hmm if you want I would be more than happy to just please don't go easy on me, there is nothing more I hate than people going easy o
The contract part 11The contract part 114 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract part 11
As I sat down at the table Jackie pulled a flyer from heaven showing the fight advertisement between me and this demon known as soul crusher. I gazed at the flyer and laughed saying "so this fight is a big one to everyone?" Jackie took a big sigh and said "this is more one sided than you think Louise, this demon has killed all the reaper's he has faced and that is well over 200 of them." I asked her some advice and she said "keep him away from the torches! He absorbs the fire and uses it to restore himself." I then looked at the photo and said "where is his weak point because I can use it to my advantage and hopefully tear him apart using it." She leaned back on her chair and started thinking of all the fights she saw him in and then clicked her fingers "I got it when he has his arms and legs rendered useless he is almost powerless" she said in an instant of excitement. I sat there for a second and thought of a trick I could use to immobilise him and the soul
The contract part 10The contract part 104 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The Contract part 10
After a rather uncomfortable night sleep I woke up to find Rosie wrapped around me with her hand on my left breast, I slowly lifted her hand and got off my bed to go have a shower, I looked at the bracelet and saw that one of the chains is a red colour I ignored it and my morning ritual's, I still had a habit of putting the towel around my waist, this was soon to be a big mistake because when I got out of the bathroom I saw the ferryman and Masami sitting on the end of my bed. "Good morning Louise, I like what you done to that demon last night, great skill and the video was a hit with the angels in heaven." Said Masami staring at my breasts. I ran back in to the bathroom and wrapped it over my chest to cover my breast's, I went back out and said "sorry about that I wasn't expecting you. "Both the ferryman and Masami giggled and stood up. "So where were we, ah yes the video of the fight was a big success and we would like to give you your pay." I paused and said "wa
The contract part 5The contract part 54 years ago in Emotional More Like This
The contract part 5
I invited Jackie in to the house and gave her a fake meeting just to make it appear to Rosie that I was interviewing someone to stay. After a long chat and a few laughs and giggles I took her mobile number and let her go. I then talked to Rosie and got her take on Jackie. "She seems very nice, she looked well presented and she took everything in well." Said Rosie who still seemed upset after the death of the professor but I noticed something odd the bracelet she has looks exactly the same as your one. I looked down at the bracelet and said "what this old thing? I have had this for about 10 years now." I said starting to wonder if she could string the fact that we most likely knew each other very well. "Must just be coincidence" said Rosie as she stared at my bracelet.
Later that day I gave Jackie a call and told her she could move in. within 30 minutes she was at the door with a few suitcases, I shown Jackie to her room and helped her unpack when she closed the door
In Arms of Sorrow - CHAPTER 4In Arms of Sorrow - CHAPTER 43 years ago in Emotional More Like This
I heard desperate high pitch squealing, followed by a burning pain all over my neck and arms. It felt like small dagger cuts, spreading poison under my skin. I could hear someone calling out for help, screaming, crying, begging. It was a female voice. My body was hurting like crazy, my limbs slowly went numb. I was petrified. I couldn't open my eyes, I couldn't tell what was going on. I was afraid Someone was fighting for their life not too far from me. Could it be Twelve? Or perhaps Glimmer? My body got heavier, I couldn't move myself. I tried to stand up, I tried to run.. nothing. The screams got louder and louder. Than I realised.. I needed to be saved aswell. The daggers piercing me have doubled, so did the pain. My skin was burning.
TRACKER JACKERS! My mind was screaming! Damn it! We got attacked by Tracker Jackers. A stung after another, their poison can be deadly and causes hallucinations.. Was I going to die like this? Killed by buggs?I violently opened my
The contract part 2The contract part 24 years ago in Sketches More Like This
The contract part 2
February 4th 2013 6:30am
As I awoke to my alarm clock a vast amount of images of friends and family past and present flooded my head which made me feel rather sickly so I got up and went straight to my bathroom which to my amazement looked completely different yet I still knew was my bathroom. The wash basin was pristinely, clean as was the toilet, the shower, everywhere was spotless. As I looked around I muttered to myself "oh great I am a clean freak" and decided to get myself sorted out before I was late.
When I got undressed I turned to see myself completely naked in the mirror, the male me would of went in to a blushed red state, bleeding through his nose but I seemed to just turn away and got in to the shower as if I seen this image everyday, while in the shower I done all my cleaning rituals as if it was second nature, done my hair and shaved my legs and "other" areas in a breeze but there was a small voice telling me that this is all wrong.
After getting out
The contract part 1The contract part 14 years ago in Settings More Like This
Please note that all of this is true until it reaches 2013 that we will soon see!
February 4th 2003 8:15am the day I died
I was walking to school; it was a cold and icy day just like every other day in the UK but today would change my life forever.
As I was standing at the crossing just yards from my school I saw to boys about 2 years older than me jump over the railings and sprint full pelt to the school, "tsk, idiots" I mumbled to myself. As I walked across the road a ford mondeo come speeding at around 50 miles per hour and hit me head on at this point I was knocked out and what I am guessing, dead.
From what I remember from the dream was that there I was just standing in the middle of a giant white room, no windows, no doors, nothing apart from a small old looking desk and two people. One standing in white robes head to toe and the other in black.
As I went up to the desk the man in white stood up and said "well haven't you got good timing Luke we have an offer f