Tried.I triedTried.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I tried so hard
I tried so hard to get it right
But you slapped me anyways.
I died inside
I'm just a hollow shell
because of you
I've never been the same.
And i never will be.
ButterfliesA slight warmth-Butterflies3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I'm in your arms-
that quickly catches fire
So lost I become
when I stare into your eyes
as if they are a maze
Butterflies find their way inside
when you pick me up into a hug
and they all flutter, flutter.
But that fire,
I never want it to go out.
And that maze,
I want to be lost forever.
I don't ever want them to fly away.
Because my love for you
is greater than I'd rather say...
Little Rag DollrippedLittle Rag Doll3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
ConfidenceTime and time againConfidence3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
we are shunned
we are despised
we are hated
Just because we aren't simple.
We aren't the same.
We aren't like everyone else.
You know what?
I don't give a shit anymore.
I am just trying to find myself.
All that's left of me.
It broken. Of course.
I've been broken.
You really want to know?
I don't care about it anymore.
I am just trying to get through
like everyone else.
I've found my confidence.
I've found my strength.
I've found myself.
SLENDY'S SONG!He sees you when you're sleepingSLENDY'S SONG!3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He creeps when you're awake
He uses tentacle arms to fucking rape you ass to skate
You better watch out
You better not bend over
You better not... pick up notes
I'm telling you why
Slender will rape you tonight
Come away to the slaughterPeople die every day.Come away to the slaughter3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You don't care.
Why would you?
Your life's not in danger.
I'm in a war now.
You cause my anger.
You get in my way
I'll kill you like the countless
Others before you
*Come away little lamb Come away to the water
We're calling to you*
My army is awaiting my command.
Oh they do know the task at hand.
We come to take your land.
The land you will no longer rule.
Yes you were so cruel.
*Come away little lamb Come away to the slaughter.
Give yourself so we can live a new.
We're coming for you.*
Your down fall will open a light
I'm sure it will be so bright.
This smile on my face.
Will look down on your barrel case.
*Come away little lamb*
Dont listenrunning in circlesDont listen3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
in my head
never seem to stop
me to the point
where i break
i break down
I will never again listen to them.
Can You Hear Me Yet?can you hear me?Can You Hear Me Yet?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm screaming your name
I'm grabbing your hand
I'm trying to get you to notice
You didn't hear me
You didn't see me
You didn't even care about it either
I'm hanging from a rope
I'm bleeding with a hole in my head
I still scream your name
I still want you
I still want you.
Can you hear me yet?
thanksthanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthdaythanks3 years ago in Personal More Like This
and a special thanks toooooo~ :iconxSubliminalZombiex: for this
to Tess :iconinvaderjay9776: for http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykTjB0jRZz8&feature=g-u-u :iconrainbowheartplz:
and my bff Destiny :iconrima100: who gave me my own death note xD and also a cute card~ ^w^ but i dont have links to them cuz i have them in real life xD
thank you :3
and all the other stuff i got from my family im gonna post pics of them on my tumblr http://eyeshield21deathnote.tumblr.com/ and not here lolz so if you care that much which you dont just look there
BulimiaI put my head up,looked at the mirror.Bulimia3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Look at you",I said.
"Your eyes are red of crying,
Your face blushed of pain,
You have a scar on your hand,
Thanks to your teeth".
I really tried to be perfect,mama,
I really am trying.
Why do I keep hurting the ones I love?
And my heart is beating fast.
I think I am gonna fall.
Catch me,darling,don't disappoint me.
I need the smell of your skin on me now.
I love you.
My thoughts are lost in the paths of their perfection.
I am a stranger there.
And I was still looking at the mirror.
Talking to myself.
Staring at my own bulimic reflection.
"Look at you!You are beautiful even when you cry!".
.......i never wanted to live.......3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so why is it so hard to die?
To Kiss A GhostSlowly the drug pulls down my veins,To Kiss A Ghost3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Pulling my hand in purpled waters,
Dragging me down into a misty realm,
Of lavender smoke
Landing in a chilled crystal lake,
The ripples lapping against my legs,
I lift my eyes and see someone
A shadow of... someone
He reaches out a hand to me and touches my neck,
With the other, pulls me closer
It was like kissing a ghost,
He was there, and then... he wasn't
I never met his true self,
But I knew him then, and only then
My hair ruffled through his fingers,
Rough and red,
His skin was cool and fading,
I never knew what it was
To love a ghost
I'm Not Who You Wanti dont think i want to be savedI'm Not Who You Want3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I dont think i'm pretty
I dont think i'm skinny
I dont think i'm smart
I dont think i'm creative
I dont think i'm fun
I dont think i'm nice
I dont think i'm going to be here much longer
I dont think i'm ever going to be better
I dont think i can be your stereotype you want me to be.
I'm not the emo chick who self-harms, I'm a semi-happy girl who has an addiction.
I'm not the goth girl who doesnt know shit, I'm the girl who takes pride in wearing black and knows every song by PATD, BOTDF, and ATL by heart and would sing it to you if you asked.
I'm not the mentally disturbed child who like trouble, I'm a proud fighter and has a few quirks.
I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be, SO YOU CAN LICK MY VAGINA.
FUCK YOU. GO FUCKING DIE IN A HOLE BITCH. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. FUCK OFF.
Gay but not gay?Gay but not gay?4 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
You can be gay and not gay.
If you're born that way, it's not a mistake, right? You have no choice but to eventually come out and live according to your genes. Wrong. I'm here to argue the opposite; not to dismantle gay, not to excuse it and not to dismiss it. I know at least in some cases that it isn't all that from personal experience. First, though, let me explain something. There are two ways to be gay. You can have sexual desires for someone of the same sex, and then you can act on those desires. Most people today will say you are gay if you have the first one, mainly because because in this culture, it is unthinkable to have sexual desires and not act on them- even to dwell on them or to please yourself. I am speaking on the point that you can be gay and not be gay, and I hope to convince you of this point.
First off, let me tell you my past, since most things like this nowadays are written by people who don't have an understanding of where people are coming from. I'm not going t
Tempt Me With WordsWords are luscious and flow off the tongue,Tempt Me With Words3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tempt me, suitor,
With words of honey and lilac.
With faded parchment and onyx ink,
Slowly seduce me, kind sir,
With words of velvet and flame.
Words are precious and form the souls' essence,
Court me, gentle man,
With literature and good graces.
Words are indefinite and lucid,
Speak my language, hot-blooded spirit,
By softly whispering stanzas in my hair.
Words are eloquent and unique,
Trace sonnets on my skin,
Capture my heart with words.
Stain my blood with poetry,
Heat my heart with haikus,
Make my skin shiver with lyrics,
Capture my attention, soulful man,
By reciting and writing.
Words are thicker written, fair souls,
And they taste of cinnamon and passion,
Tempt me, brave man,
With your words, above all.
SoonerSickened with frightSooner3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hating this night
Crying with doubt
Screaming with anger
All you were was danger
Her heart is damaged
Beating on the floor beside her
Bloodied knife in hand
Just lying on the floor
Soaked in her own tears
Bleeding out the sorrow
She has left inside her
Who decided to find her?
Who is looking for her?
How will they fix her?
She is a mess, dying
If only they came sooner
They might have been able to save her
CanvasThe staining ink of your darkest Sharpie,Canvas3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The bitter scent both relaxing and startling
The gentle tug of felted tips and pen on skin
Just rest my head down,
Let the shivers take me,
I wish you could experience something similar,
But I wouldn't know how to explain,
How wonderful it feels,
When I become your canvas.
Closing my eyes,
I listen to your steady breaths,
Your soft but precise movements on my skin,
My arm stretched across the cool wood,
My knuckles lightly touching your chest
I think, if I lay still enough,
I can feel your heartbeat through my skin
When you set that ink upon my skin,
I forget about everything bothering me,
Everything hurting me
And let the shivers consume me,
When I become your canvas.