SugarA young girl of the age of fourSugar10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Sat silently on the kitchen floor
Eating cookies to her hearts content.
Unaware of any ill intent.
She ate until she could no more,
And quickly moved up off the floor,
She put her vice back in its stash
For her room she quickly dashed.
As she walked through the room,
She heard a voice mutter "doom"
Unsure of it she couldn't see,
What in this world could it be?
But the darkness made her blind,
No trace was there for her to find
So warily she kept on walking,
And silently it continued stalking,
Her heart raced as she peered,
Pace quickened as she steered.
Not stopping for any hesitation,
Kept heading for her destination.
In her room, door slammed shut,
Her imagination cought in a rut,
Of horrors recently conceived,
Monsters so vivid she believed,
Then as the floor boards creeked.
Overcome she quickly peeked.
Nothing seen, nothing moving,
but the danger was ever looming.
But she kept staring,
Struck down by fear,
Horrible images did appea
Why Can't I Be Normal?Sometimes I wonder,Why Can't I Be Normal?5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why I am the way I am;
Why can't I be normal?
Why must I worry,
About every little thing
That may affect the way
People respond to me?
Why must I overanalyze
The way people react
To things I say or do?
Why can't I just accept
That the reactions of others
Have nothing to do with me?
Why can't I be happy
With the way I live my life
And just not care about
What other people think?
Why can't I just accept myself
And stand up straight and tall
With a smile on my face,
And no fear at all?
I really wish I could
Be confident and strong
But I don't know how
And even if I did
I probably wouldn't
Be able to do it.
I WonderI wonder if you care for meI Wonder6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As much as you say you do
I wonder if you think of me
As much as I do you
I wonder what you really think
And how you truly feel
I wonder about our friendship
Is it a lie or is it real?
I wonder if you'd miss me
If I were to disappear
I wonder what your reaction'd be
If you'd shed a single tear
I wonder if it pains you
To see me in despair
I wonder if you meant it
When you said you'd always be there
I wonder if you love me
As much as I love you
I wonder if you'd stay
If everything about me, you knew
I wonder if you're tired
Of my insecurity
I wonder if I mean to you
As much as you mean to me.
A pencilA pencil3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A pencil is a small thing
Irrelevant to most
But it can create anything
It can create images of a beautiful coast
It creates images that can change your life
It creates images that will withstand time
It creates words that make you feel alive
It creates words that can describe a crime
It tells a story of the past
While looking forward to the future
A pencil shows you a world which is quite vast
It can create images that are quite obscure
A pencil can defeat a sword
But it can also create a sword
So if you're ever down
And you are sitting in your room with a frown
Pick up a pencil
And let it guide you to a world
Beyond your wildest dreams
Not good EnoughI've tried my whole lifeNot good Enough3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but I am not good enough
Nothing but a failure
Nothing but a mistake in this life
No matter what happens
No matter what I do
Nothing is ever good enough
and all i feel is tears in my eyes
Why bother trying?
when you know your not good enough
No matter what anybody says
It will never be the same in my eyes
The tears that fall
the cuts that don't heal
all the pain I feel inside
I never wanted to live
There is no point
there is no other feeling
but this pain deep within me
a pain that nobody knows...
I will never be good enough
I will never be the best
Cause I'm worthless to this world
and that is what I think of Myself
Exactly the SameI wanted to be confidentExactly the Same3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I wanted to be strong
I thought I was almost there
But I guess I was wrong
I am just as pathetic
As I was back then
Those thoughts and feelings
They're all here again
I failed my mission
I'm still so weak
I still haven't found
What it is that I seek
I can't believe it
I thought I changed a lot
I guess it was dumb to think
All those optimistic thoughts
"Look at me now!" I thought,
"Look at what I overcame!"
But I was just fooling myself
I am exactly the same.
BreatheBreathe in, breathe outBreathe1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Slow and deep
Breathe in, breathe out
You need to sleep.
Breathe in, breathe out
Nothing is wrong
Breathe in, breathe out
You need to stay calm.
Breathe in, breathe out
Anxiety, go away
Breathe in, breathe out
It'll all be okay.
Breathe in, breathe out
Just clear your mind
Breathe in, breathe out
You'll be fine.
Breathe in, breathe out
Just a few more times
Breathe in, breathe out
Just close your eyes.
Showing YourselfShowing yourself doesn't make you weak.Showing Yourself2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'll give you exactly what you seek.
This vulnerability is a part of you.
There isn't anything you can do.
I'm only here to give you help.
Don't have to do it by yourself.
It doesn't matter what you say.
I promise that I'm here to stay.
When you find it's hard to breathe,
Let me be there to relieve.
Want you to know I don't think less.
Only you think that you're a mess.
Please, I just want to be here.
I really do love you, dear.
Depressing AnxietyI live in the future,Depressing Anxiety3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and the future is bleak;
I fear coming hardships,
knowing I'm weak.
It's too hard even
to live day by day
When every hour alone
brings a price I must pay.
still feel fresh,
While Tomorrow already
cuts into my flesh.
I don't have time
to think of Today;
I must prepare for Tomorrow,
I cannot delay!
My thoughts rush by,
my mind never rests,
new trials and tests.
The CageIn a darkened room, surrounded by iron bars, I feel trapped, but don't know why. I can't seem to see anyone else, and I know that I'm all alone. My heart begins to sink from some sort of foreboding feeling, and suddenly I hear a sharp, metallic screech. The ground beneath me begins to shake, and as I look at the iron bars around me, they start to close in ever so slightly and suddenly STOP. My eyes gape open as I realise I need to get out, but I don't know how. There's no door, no lock, no key, no way out. I grab one bar with both of my hands and then prop one leg against an opposite bar and push! Despite my greatest efforts, the bars remain unmoved.The Cage3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Sweating now, my heart begins to flutter as I start to realise my impending doom. A clock somewhere lost in the darkness goes tick-tock-tick-tock and I can't help but start to count the seconds in my mind, "1, 2, 3, 4... 117, 118, 119, 120." Suddenly, the bars start to move again! I try to push and resist all I can, but they oppose
A House Divided: Chapter 1The Walking Dead GameA House Divided: Chapter 12 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Episode: A House Divided
Character: Original Character
The lurkers banged hard against the weak, wooden doors. I held my entire body against it and with all my strength I tried to keep it closed, Nick was leaning against it too. I looked up at him in pure terror as I began to tremble, “What’s the plan here Nick?!”
Nick shook his head and walked away from the door, I was in shock, what the hell is he doing? I yelled over to him, “Nick?! What’re you doing, Nick?!”
Nick didn't answer me. Both of the doors flung open, I tried my best to keep them both closed but I just didn't have the energy or strength. Then Nick pushed a wooden crate against the door, holding it shut completely. I backed away from the door and took a moment to catch my breath. Nick walked over to a chair and sat down, he looked awful.
“A-Are you crazy?! They could have got in! I could've died!” I rambled on about myself.
ChokeThin fingers wrapped around my throat,Choke1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
My mind begins to slowly dote
Tightly they squeeze to end my life
I gasp but it won't relieve my rife
Tears fall down my cheeks
leaving long and stinging streaks
Fingernails dig deep into my skin,
What I've done to deserve this was a terrible sin
The dark spots dot my vision,
My world with the spirits has reached a collision
I will come back, my enemy.
Your foolish eyes cannot see
This is only the beginning
So don't start to think you're winning
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 15The morning after was horrible. It was like everyone had a hangover. Well at least Murdoc had a real hang over. He always drank so much. The others wondered if he's organs had started to rot by this time. Russel had spent the whole last day on his room talking to Del. His best friend could always help him with problems and cheer him up. Russel missed the time when his friend still lived. Noodle had sleep so bad that she almost couldn't keep her eyes open. 2D had lots of problem with keeping himself calm. He had spent the half night to clean up the blood after Murdoc's and Therese's fight. (Little too dramatic eh?). None of them said anything at the breakfast table. They didn't even say good morning to each other. The band had their last concert tonight on this place before they would keep going. The four band members sat all quiet and ate their breakfast slowly. Suddenly the silence broke when Noodle noticed a scratch on Murdoc's cheek. It was from where Therese had hit him. She askedMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 154 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Gorillaz - The pocky gameNoodle: HURRY UP 2D-KUN!Gorillaz - The pocky game4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Noodle yelled out the words high as she dragged 2D after her. 2D and Noodle had been out for shopping during the afternoon. 2D had been looking for a new zombie movie but he almost already had everyone and he thought that the new one's sucked. Noodle had been looking for clothes that would fit her taste but she hadn't found anything either. After awhile they still hadn't found anything at all. 2D suggested that they should go back to the jeep and go back home. Noodle agreed and followed him. When they were halfway back to the car they passed an Asian shop. Noodle's eyes widen and she quickly grabbed 2D's hand and dragged him towards the store. She told him to hurry up so they could get in faster. 2D flinched in shock as Noodle dragged him into the shop and ran through the shelves in high speed. He didn't even have the chance to ask her what she would buy before she let go of his hand. He yelped as he accidently flew into a shelf nearby. He shook his
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 16The night slowly turned into morning. The sun rose over the hotel and the first one who woke up was the bassist. Murdoc hadn't got much sleep at all. He hadn't got any damn sleep at all since he came here! Murdoc groaned and rubbed his black messy hair. He rose from the bed and stretched a little. He could hear some small creaking sounds from his neck and he groaned deeply. Today it was only packing and driving on the bands list. Murdoc didn't bother to get dress or brush his teeth. He walked around in the room and started to collect his things that lay all over the floor. The room looked like a bomb had exploded in there. The bassist chuckled when he imaged the cleaner's expression when he or she saw the mess the bassist had left after him. Murdoc didn't have to bother so much about his clothes since he didn't changed clothes that often. And he now realized that he had felled asleep in his black jeans. He didn't care if he had worn them for almost three days in row now. It was how heMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 164 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Partner in PainI can't escape.Partner in Pain4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've ran till my feet have bled,
The trail left in the wake,
A gushing river of red.
The blood from years of fear,
Mixing with tears
From all those years
Of not knowing who I am.
The tide is rising,
And I am failing at disguising
The gurgles from my throat
Refusing to scream for a boat
Stubborn and broken
My cries for help go unspoken.
Will you watch as I drown?
Scream as I go down?
You can't pull me out,
So don't give in to doubt
That there was more to be done
To take bullets out of this gun.
Locked and loaded
I aim at the past
Shooting at nothing
But the pain that has amassed.
No this gun is shooting blanks
The water I am drowning in
Is no deeper than my shins
And the sound you hear is me choking on my sins.
I have no words strong enough for my thanks
To always have you sitting beside me on this bloody bank.
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 21Back at the car park at Kong studios Russel had just helped Murdoc to get up on his legs and dragged him to the car. They needed to get to the airport and get Noodle back. Russel had even tried to make Murdoc drop the damn frying pan he had swing around with after poor Cortez. Russel was so damn tired of this all. He gave the bassist a slap across the face to make him stop acting like a moron. Murdoc had just shook his head a little before he started chuckle and talk a lot of crap again. Russel sighed and grabbed the car keys from Murdoc's Winnebago and unlocked the bassist's new car. Russel blinked at the bassist who only chuckled.MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 214 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Russel: Who will drive?
Russel: Stupid question Get in!
Murdoc: Just make sure to kill us on the way Russ.
Russel: Shut up! Just get into the damn car!
Murdoc and Russel got into the car and put on the safety belt. Murdoc had brought a can of beer with him and opened it while Russel drove away from Kong studios. Russel glared at M
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 18How long had it been? Three months? Three, almost four months since 2D left Kong studios. The whole place wasn't the same at all without the blue haired singer. He was a part of the place. He was a part of the band. He was a big part of their FAMILY. None of the band members had the feeling to do anything. Noodle had spent the most of her time by looking out through the window like a puppy that waited for its owner to come home and play with it. She had waited like crazy for several hours every day for the singer to come back. Sometimes when she wasn't looking through the window every fifth minute she used to walk into the singer room and lay down on his bed. She used to fall asleep there and later the drummer had to come and pick her up and carry her back to her own room. Russel felt horrible to see the poor girl suffer like that. He had tried his best to make Noodle feel better. He always used to walk up to her and ask her how she felt and suggested different things they could do togMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 184 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 192D woke up early the next morning all tired without any sleep at all. He hadn't got much sleep at all since he read the message he got from Noodle the last night. He groaned as he rubbed his hair and forced himself out of the bed. He was going to take photos for the new collection today. The blue haired singer didn't felt for it at all. 2D went to the bathroom and brushed his teeth. After that he watched himself in the mirror for a while. He didn't bother that much of his reflection like the girls always did. They went crazy if they discovery a pimple or that their makeup were messed up. 2D shrugged and then got dressed. He didn't care about eating breakfast and instead walked out on the balcony. He stared out over the town and sighed. He thought about Noodle's message again. She seemed to miss him very much. 2D felt bad for leaving her without even say good bye. Noodle was like his little sister after all. But yet the singer couldn't go back. He had been gone for a long while and if hMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 194 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
AnorexiaI sit and listen quietlyAnorexia11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To your gentle screams
No matter how hard you try
This is going to be a dream
No matter how hard you close your eyes
Or how quick you dry your tears
I'll come after you
I'll fill you with numerous fears
Running away won't help
Neither will trying to hid
Ill follow you wherever you go
And you'll come back to me with lies
You say it won't get out of hand
That you'll control it this time
But both of us know the truth
That you will never be fine
I'm the one you rely on
I'm the thing for you
You can't beat this fatal disease
You can't make it through
No matter how hard you try and deny it
You will never be free
It makes not difference what you say
We both know you need me
Murdocx2D Yaoi story pt 11~~~~~1 week later~~~~Murdocx2D Yaoi story pt 115 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Whoa, D! That's a lot of food." Russel gawked at the table covered in breakfast food. The singer, blowing on his pancakes, looked up at the drummer. "Oh, ello." Russel walked over to the table and sat down. "Yo, you're eatin' quite a bit of food, this mornin'." 2D blinked at him and looked down at his plate. "Well...I-Um...OH! Hi, Muds!" The bluenette waved at the bassist walking into the kitchen. "Hey..'D." He lazily waved back, heading for the fridge, then looked over at the table. "Holy bollocks! Ya think ya got enough food there, mate?" 2D frowned. "It isn' dat much food." Murdoc scoffed. "Russel doesn't even eat that much, 2D." Hurt showed on the singer's face. "Yer callin' meh fat, den?" Murdoc's smile faded. "Wait, no! Yer as skinny as a twig!" The singer pushes away his plate and got up from his chair, only to be pushed back down by Murdoc. "Jus' eat..." Russel shook his head and grabbed a bag of chips, heading back to his room. Looking to make
Murdocx2D Yaoi Story pt. 28~~~~Big day~~~Murdocx2D Yaoi Story pt. 285 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
2D was sleeping soundly in his room when he suddenly felt a shaking on his shoulder. "Uhn?" What was that? WHO was that?! "Wot?...'o?" He didn't open his eyes. "...Stop shakin' me!" A giggle sounded and the shaking stopped. Noodle. "Noodle-luv...wot're ya doin' in meh room?" He rubbed his eyes sleepily. The young guitarist smiled. "It's big day today, 2D-kun!" She started to pull him up from the bed. "You must get ready!" 2D blinked several times, trying to make up fast enough. "Wot?!" Was it really the day to get married?! A giant smile showed on his face. "Woo!" He sat up straight, ignoring the small pain from the still healing gash in his stomach. Noodle jumped back in surprise.
"2D-kun. I help you with outfit, yes?" The singer smiled and nodded. "Yeah...sure ya can , Noods." He got up of
Murdocx2D Yaoi Story pt. 32Artist's comment: I can't believe I couldn't think of ANYTHING good. I literally spent 2 weeks restarting this over and over. And still nothing good came out of it. Fuck...I'm so sorry...There will be things that I look forward to writing out...but it'll take some time to get to them...I'm filling in the boring stuff as much as I can. Forgive me. :CMurdocx2D Yaoi Story pt. 325 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Wot the fuck happened?" A distant, muffled voice asked. Murdoc's voice. "Well...we DID get along for the first few minutes...and then...it turned rotten real fast. David--" Rachel's voice was cut off quickly. "Oh! It's always David! If he's got a problem wit' me, then me and him'll talk it out! He needs to leave Stuart out of it!" The bassist was getting angry. "I know..." A quiet growl. "Where the fuck is he, anyway?" There was a pause. "At work. Stuart's in here."
A door opened and light blin