Murdocx2D Yaoi story pt 20I decided to stop dilly-dallying and get right to the birthMurdocx2D Yaoi story pt 205 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
~~~~The big day~~~~
It's been nearly a whole month since the last ultrasound, and 2D was tired of the being inside of him. He was so tired of the kicking as well as the cramps he got FROM the kicking. As he sat on the couch in the Winne, his mind began to roam again. The diaper changing, the child bathing, teaching her manners. "Ugh!" He just wasn't ready. His eyes focused on the clock on the wall, his mind still racing. "Everybody's here wif me...got no camera to see...don' fink 'm all in dis world...da camera won'--" He cut himself off with a yawn. His attention turned to the door as it swung open and the bassist stepped in with a plastic bag. "Oh, 'ey Muds." The bassist smiled and handed the singer the bag. "I jus' went to Taco Bell." Digging into the bag, 2D quickly unwrapped a taco and bit into it. "Mmm. Fanks Muh-doc!"
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 18How long had it been? Three months? Three, almost four months since 2D left Kong studios. The whole place wasn't the same at all without the blue haired singer. He was a part of the place. He was a part of the band. He was a big part of their FAMILY. None of the band members had the feeling to do anything. Noodle had spent the most of her time by looking out through the window like a puppy that waited for its owner to come home and play with it. She had waited like crazy for several hours every day for the singer to come back. Sometimes when she wasn't looking through the window every fifth minute she used to walk into the singer room and lay down on his bed. She used to fall asleep there and later the drummer had to come and pick her up and carry her back to her own room. Russel felt horrible to see the poor girl suffer like that. He had tried his best to make Noodle feel better. He always used to walk up to her and ask her how she felt and suggested different things they could do togMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 185 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
What Have We Learned?Gaspard thought it was strange that when he'd called up to Xavier to tell him he was making dinner the younger man just yelled curtly back down to him. Usually his friend would come down, curious to see what Gaspard was making and willing to help.What Have We Learned?5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He figured the other musician must've been taking a nap or something, perhaps he wasn't feeling well. However this theory became less and less likely as he heard thuds and strange footfalls coming from the second floor as he tried to wait for the water to boil. His curiosity finally getting the better of him, Gaspard lowered the heat and went upstairs to see what his friend was doing.
He wasn't expecting what he found.
"Xavier, what are you doing up here?" He pushed the door to Xavier's room open to see the shorter man standing shakily with his back to him. His shoulders were rigid and his arms were out slightly, he was trying his damnest to maintain balance. Slowly, the brunette turned to him, head moving before feet, one foot going achingly
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 16The night slowly turned into morning. The sun rose over the hotel and the first one who woke up was the bassist. Murdoc hadn't got much sleep at all. He hadn't got any damn sleep at all since he came here! Murdoc groaned and rubbed his black messy hair. He rose from the bed and stretched a little. He could hear some small creaking sounds from his neck and he groaned deeply. Today it was only packing and driving on the bands list. Murdoc didn't bother to get dress or brush his teeth. He walked around in the room and started to collect his things that lay all over the floor. The room looked like a bomb had exploded in there. The bassist chuckled when he imaged the cleaner's expression when he or she saw the mess the bassist had left after him. Murdoc didn't have to bother so much about his clothes since he didn't changed clothes that often. And he now realized that he had felled asleep in his black jeans. He didn't care if he had worn them for almost three days in row now. It was how heMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 165 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Not good EnoughI've tried my whole lifeNot good Enough3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but I am not good enough
Nothing but a failure
Nothing but a mistake in this life
No matter what happens
No matter what I do
Nothing is ever good enough
and all i feel is tears in my eyes
Why bother trying?
when you know your not good enough
No matter what anybody says
It will never be the same in my eyes
The tears that fall
the cuts that don't heal
all the pain I feel inside
I never wanted to live
There is no point
there is no other feeling
but this pain deep within me
a pain that nobody knows...
I will never be good enough
I will never be the best
Cause I'm worthless to this world
and that is what I think of Myself
The CageIn a darkened room, surrounded by iron bars, I feel trapped, but don't know why. I can't seem to see anyone else, and I know that I'm all alone. My heart begins to sink from some sort of foreboding feeling, and suddenly I hear a sharp, metallic screech. The ground beneath me begins to shake, and as I look at the iron bars around me, they start to close in ever so slightly and suddenly STOP. My eyes gape open as I realise I need to get out, but I don't know how. There's no door, no lock, no key, no way out. I grab one bar with both of my hands and then prop one leg against an opposite bar and push! Despite my greatest efforts, the bars remain unmoved.The Cage3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Sweating now, my heart begins to flutter as I start to realise my impending doom. A clock somewhere lost in the darkness goes tick-tock-tick-tock and I can't help but start to count the seconds in my mind, "1, 2, 3, 4... 117, 118, 119, 120." Suddenly, the bars start to move again! I try to push and resist all I can, but they oppose
AnorexiaI sit and listen quietlyAnorexia11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To your gentle screams
No matter how hard you try
This is going to be a dream
No matter how hard you close your eyes
Or how quick you dry your tears
I'll come after you
I'll fill you with numerous fears
Running away won't help
Neither will trying to hid
Ill follow you wherever you go
And you'll come back to me with lies
You say it won't get out of hand
That you'll control it this time
But both of us know the truth
That you will never be fine
I'm the one you rely on
I'm the thing for you
You can't beat this fatal disease
You can't make it through
No matter how hard you try and deny it
You will never be free
It makes not difference what you say
We both know you need me
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 17The band kept going. They went from place to place and it took around a month or more. It was a long tour. The band had already been on their places and played their music and concert.It had been long weeks with fans who yelled out their names and lots of fame without any rest. The sad thing was that the band had seemed to forgotten about what happened a week earlier. Murdoc and 2D didn't fight or speak to each other at all. They stayed quiet and did their "work" instead. They only focused on the music and the concert. Noodle and Russel didn't bother at all. They just felt glad that the two guys finally stopped fighting for a while. Sure 2D and Murdoc fought a little but that didn't turned out much worse at all. And without knowing it the tour was over and the band could finally go home to Kong studios again. The bassist sat in the driver's seat and stared at the road with half opened eyes. He had waited so long to finally get home again. It was early in the morning as usual when theyMurdocX2D - A big tour ch 175 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 21Back at the car park at Kong studios Russel had just helped Murdoc to get up on his legs and dragged him to the car. They needed to get to the airport and get Noodle back. Russel had even tried to make Murdoc drop the damn frying pan he had swing around with after poor Cortez. Russel was so damn tired of this all. He gave the bassist a slap across the face to make him stop acting like a moron. Murdoc had just shook his head a little before he started chuckle and talk a lot of crap again. Russel sighed and grabbed the car keys from Murdoc's Winnebago and unlocked the bassist's new car. Russel blinked at the bassist who only chuckled.MurdocX2D - A big tour ch 215 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Russel: Who will drive?
Russel: Stupid question Get in!
Murdoc: Just make sure to kill us on the way Russ.
Russel: Shut up! Just get into the damn car!
Murdoc and Russel got into the car and put on the safety belt. Murdoc had brought a can of beer with him and opened it while Russel drove away from Kong studios. Russel glared at M
TiredTrying to get myself up.Tired3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Surrounded by dirty cups.
Really need some motivation.
Tired of this bored sensation.
Want to get up and clean.
Or go out and be seen.
Want to go out for a walk.
Or call a friend and talk.
Turn up the music and sing.
Just want to do something.
Hope that I don't get fired.
So tired of just being tired.
The Depressed IntellectualMost people will never think,The Depressed Intellectual4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I rue them this,
Even as I envy it.
Pain is a Feeling.
Feeling is Pain.
What's it like
Not to feel Pain?
But I think,
Therefore I feel.
My thoughts race,
And so does my heart.
It has no end,
It has no start.
This is all a Disease
Of the Intelligent.
Showing YourselfShowing yourself doesn't make you weak.Showing Yourself2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'll give you exactly what you seek.
This vulnerability is a part of you.
There isn't anything you can do.
I'm only here to give you help.
Don't have to do it by yourself.
It doesn't matter what you say.
I promise that I'm here to stay.
When you find it's hard to breathe,
Let me be there to relieve.
Want you to know I don't think less.
Only you think that you're a mess.
Please, I just want to be here.
I really do love you, dear.
ChokeThin fingers wrapped around my throat,Choke2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
My mind begins to slowly dote
Tightly they squeeze to end my life
I gasp but it won't relieve my rife
Tears fall down my cheeks
leaving long and stinging streaks
Fingernails dig deep into my skin,
What I've done to deserve this was a terrible sin
The dark spots dot my vision,
My world with the spirits has reached a collision
I will come back, my enemy.
Your foolish eyes cannot see
This is only the beginning
So don't start to think you're winning
Partner in PainI can't escape.Partner in Pain4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've ran till my feet have bled,
The trail left in the wake,
A gushing river of red.
The blood from years of fear,
Mixing with tears
From all those years
Of not knowing who I am.
The tide is rising,
And I am failing at disguising
The gurgles from my throat
Refusing to scream for a boat
Stubborn and broken
My cries for help go unspoken.
Will you watch as I drown?
Scream as I go down?
You can't pull me out,
So don't give in to doubt
That there was more to be done
To take bullets out of this gun.
Locked and loaded
I aim at the past
Shooting at nothing
But the pain that has amassed.
No this gun is shooting blanks
The water I am drowning in
Is no deeper than my shins
And the sound you hear is me choking on my sins.
I have no words strong enough for my thanks
To always have you sitting beside me on this bloody bank.
Hide it.There are those moments where I feelHide it.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that, if, at all,
my hands were thought
to shape and form
to bring to life what did not move;
that, if, that given,
I would show
what sprang forth from the empty page,
I should not whisper it to any
yes, to nobody but you.
All I Need's A Whisper|Steve Rogers x Reader|5All I Need's A Whisper|Steve Rogers x Reader|51 year ago in Romance More Like This
Steve had never woken up next to a woman before.
He'd really never had the opportunity. All the pretty girls in Brooklyn had always went home with Bucky and his 94 pound, asthmatic body didn't exactly provided the romantic night a woman was looking for, at least that's what he'd always been told. Then, after the super serum, he'd had other pressing matters on his mind and, though this time women were more inclined to choose him, he'd just always refused. He was too busy, too preoccupied, and he'd started to just accept that fact that he'd probably never know what it was like to have someone else there when he woke up.
That is, until this particular morning.
She lay on her stomach, arms curled up beneath her pillow and the thick comforter just low enough on her body that Steve could see her bare shoulders and the start of the smooth curve of her back. The feel of her skin beneath his fingers was still fresh in his mind and Steve reached out, brushing feather-light touches along her shou
Wonder.Do you fear your own death?Wonder.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it hard to conceive?
Draw in your last breath, then-
Your last breath will leave.
Isn't it strange to think,
That there's a timer above your head?
A countdown you can't see,
That finishes when you're dead.
Don't you ever wonder,
What it'll be like when you're gone?
I bet the world will keep on spinning.
There will be another dawn.
But the harsh reality behind it-
We're all going to die.
There's no reason to try to fight it
Not even to question why.
It makes me wish that I could have a little more to give,
Because I'm not afraid of how I'll die...
I'm afraid of how I'll
Dear DoctorDear DoctorDear Doctor4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I didn't get my Hogwarts letter
I didn't compete in the Hunger Games
I wasn't in the battle for Middle Earth
I didn't meet my time traveling Henry
I didn't find Graverobber in the graveyard
Sylar didn't come for my brain
I didn't find a Death Note
I wasn't born in Gotham
My dad didn't go on a hunting trip
I didn't meet a consulting detective
I couldn't join Loki's army
I didn't kill Zombies
I didn't get my ticket to The Devils Carnival
I didn't become a killjoy
Mother War didn't take me to the Black Parade
Freddy wasn't in my nightmares
Hannibal didnt invite me to dinner
Im not Divergent
Dwarfs didnt show up for an unexpected journey
I didn't get trapped in Storybrooke
So I'm asking you to come pick me up in the Tardis
I only want something exciting to happen in my life
Hope to see you soon
Kids These Days.I don’t have swag.Kids These Days.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have integrity.
I am not a boss.
I am a leader.
I’m not a hipster.
I do what I like.
I do not live only once.
I live every day of my life.
EmptinessThere's an emptiness inside of meEmptiness3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A thirst that can't be quenched
It's raining loneliness and pain
Rain that leaves me drenched
There's a hole inside of me
A hole that I can't fill
This hole, it hurts so much
A pain that I can't kill
Everyone is leaving
I've got no place to go
No one to spend time with
And I feel so alone
I'm tired of being here
I'm tired of the things I do
Nothing seems fun anymore
Days are hard to get through
I just want to disappear
I don't want to stay
Here in a life that's lacking
I just want to fade away
I'm getting really tired
What am I here for?
You know what, nevermind
I don't care anymore.
AnorexiaMornings filled with hunger pains,Anorexia8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Blood slowly dying in my veins,
Exercise then fall to the floor,
Haul body up then work out more,
Chest growing tight and lungs are weak,
Head to tired for tongue to speak,
A mirror hanging in the hall,
What I would give to have it all,
With every bite of food I fail,
Body and spirit growing frail,
Silently dining from an empty plate,
Life measured out in height and weight,
Pangs of guilt as pride begins to grow,
Rib and hip bones clearly now show,
Each extra inch breeding despair,
Body and soul now running on air,
Staring as the mirror is now too tough,
Because nothing will ever be good enough.
Doctor Who 101Doctor Who 101Doctor Who 1016 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
1. Bananas are good.
2. Watch out for women named Jackie, they slap. Hard.
3. "Go to your room" are terrible last words.
4. Be silent in The Library.
5. Fear of the dark is NOT irrational.
6. Don't blink, blink and you're dead.
7. Travelling with the Doctor is not safe; however it is the journey of a lifetime.
8. Statues of weeping angles are dangerous.
9. The Doctor is rubbish at weddings, especially his own.
10. The Doctor does not appreciate being called "Doc".
11. The Doctor likes the word fantastic and brilliant.
12. A strange man in your bedroom does not mean anything can happen.
13. Lots of planets have a north.
14. If you meet an eccentric man who says his name is John Smith, the wise thing would be to get away as fast at you can. It's not the most fun though.
15. The Doctor is good at accents. Rose is not.
16. The Doctor came first in 'Jiggery Pokery'.
17. 'Tainted love' and 'Toxic' are earth classics.
18. 'Toxic' is actually a Ballad.
19. The Docto
BondageBondage...Bondage11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the fiend of pleasure,
the drive of pain...
the addiction forever;
that drives me insane.
The desire that makes me,
the cloud that has change..
a new founded sex type;
that makes me feel the same.
My weakness is a pin point,
i surrender to the mood;
i feel your breath on me..
like a whip in the herd.
I scream with excitement,
i shrill with glee..
i moan so spontaneous,
I experience the climax,
i endure the rush,
those cuffs hold me down..
when i feel i've had too much.