You can't see,
What you've made of me.
Hidden in a crowded room,
Hoping for someone to save me;
Acting like someone I'm not,
Hoping for someone to save me.
Trying to get you to see,
What you've done to me.
Hoping for someone to save me.
Giving you what I can,
But I can't be someone I'm not.
Hoping for someone to save me;
Beautiful parents you are not.
The Sadist in me wants to destroy
Your hopes and dreams.
The obedient daughter wants to make you proud.
This can't happen cause I have to be myself,
Not the one you created in your dreams.
A Very Synacky Halloween! Part 1 The moon glowed bright in the sky, a warehouse right of the high way into a woodsy area. The warehouse windows were either cracked or missing, replaced with a dark gray cover. Music blaring, spider webs covered the entrance of the warehouse, covered in spiders, ranging from black to purple. Jack-O-Lanterns sat all around the walk way and throughout the patches of overgrown grass. They shone a wicked orange, giving them a sinister look, a line of teens, joking and laughing.A Very Synacky Halloween! Part 11 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Come on Zacky!" called a crazy haired boy who was dragging a smaller boy with black and purple colored haired.
"But Jimmy!" whined the boy.
"No, you're not missing this party!" growled Jimmy.
Signing, Zacky gave up struggling making Jimmy smile.
"Hey guys!" said a boy with shades and ripped black jeans.
"Mattie!" was screamed as Jimmy let go of Zacky and jumped on Matt, giving him a tackle hug and a deep kiss.
Laughing at the scene, Zacky rolled his eyes at the sight that happened almost ever
This Aint A SceneHe saw him sitting at the bar four red upholstered stools away from his own person. He had short raven black hair, his fringe splayed across his forehead covering one of his feminine arched eyebrows, the back spiked in an upwards fashion. He had mischievous yet dazzling jade eyes that scanned the crowd of gyrating bodies, people grinding their hips into each other. His plush lips curled into a devil-may-I grin, the multi-colored lights glinting off his silver hooped snakebites as well as his septum ring, giving the appearance that his piercings were changing colors. His lips were chubby and he had a boyish shaped face but he still was able to pull off the look of a potential sex partner.This Aint A Scene2 years ago in Romance More Like This
He swirled in his chair sharing small talk with the bartender in front of him. His fingers curled over a small glass as he chugged a shot of whiskey straight. The alcohol dribbled off his lip splattering to the countertop.
The bartender flipped his bleach blond hair away from his eyes as he cleaned a m
LostLost in this eternal nothing.Lost1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Numb and tired of waiting,
To fit in , with you.
Supposed to be unadulterated love,
Not this constant feeling,
Of not belonging .
You say you love me ,
But you don't.
You barely know me,
Synacky- When We Were StrangersWhen we were strangers I watched you from afar.Synacky- When We Were Strangers2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Brian Haner flicked his curious brown eyes across the cafeteria towards their common target, his most recent fascination. He wasn't sure what it was about the new boy that so sternly demanded his attention but he couldn't seem to tare himself away, not that he wanted to in the slightest.
He found himself enchanted by the way the dark haired boy was constantly hunched over a spiral bound note book. Oh, how Brian yearned to know what the contents of that notebook were. He wondered if it were drawings or stories, or maybe even songs. Something creative and beyond homework, that was clear by the constant frown of dedicated concentration on the boy's slightly cubby yet childlike and lovable face.
Brian wondered what hobbies the new boy had and if he were sporty and athletic, or artistic and musical. Perhaps a mix of all those things. Brian wouldn't be surprised; his subject seemed to be a perfectly interesting character, nothing would s
Time For Miracles -synacky-Zachary Baker woke up to the sound of someone knocking the door loudly. He groaned loudly as he crawled out of bed, reaching for the closest pair of boxers he could find and pulling them on, followed by a loose football shirt that hung comfortably around his frame. His husband, Brian, was still nestled up in the bed sheets, snoring lightly as he continued to sleep deeply through the battering the door was receiving. Zacky frowned as he watched his log of a husband dreaming soundly in the warmth of the bed.Time For Miracles -synacky-1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Jesus Christ alive, I'm coming, hold the fuck on!" Zacky sighed, storming out of the bedroom and trotting down the stairs, the knocking ceasing before he got to the bottom. "I swear to fuck, if you're trying to sell me something, I will rip your throat out," he grumbled, pulling the door open and gasping at what he saw.
There was a young child sat on the door step, wide green eyes shining up at the rhythm guitarist. He was holding a letter in his chubby little hands, a relatively la
FoREVer- Synacky Oneshot1686FoREVer- Synacky Oneshot2 years ago in Horror More Like This
Brian sighed as he watched the witch trials. Women all ages were dragged from their homes, tortured then condemned for been witches... all because of one boy. Zachary Vengeance, as he liked to be called. He was the real witch and yet only Brian could see through him. He could see past the innocent appearance and saw the wickedness that laid underneath. It repulsed him yet he could not stay away from Zachary. The little witch had put a love spell on Brian and so he could not stay away. He curled his lip in distaste then turned and walked through the forest. He stopped as he heard a twig snap then two arms wrapped themselves around him.
"Don't leave me," A small whisper said. "You can't leave me,"
"Zachary..." He whispered.
"Do ye know how a love spell works?" The voice whispered. Brian shook his head. "The caster must have desire for the person of their affection and the person must have desire for the caster,"
"Are ye sayin'-" Brian growled, yanking his grip from the witch.
Bruised and Scarred:Twenty [Alex/Kellin Collab]I thought for a second, my heart still pounding in my chest.Bruised and Scarred:Twenty [Alex/Kellin Collab]1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
"I'm not sure...But, I know what I want us to be..." I mumbled, looking down into his big, beautiful eyes.
"Well, what do you want us to be...?" I bit my bottom lip, my face reddening slightly.
"...I want us to be...Boyfriends." I whispered. He smiled up at me, his eyes lighting up.
"Me too." I felt a small smile spread across my face.
"Good...Now, where were we?" He blushed slightly as I leaned down and kissed him again. I slid my tongue along his lower lip, sliding it into his mouth when his lips parted. I moved my hands, and let them settle on his stomach as he moaned softly, his back arching slightly. I moved my lips down to his jaw, then to his neck, sucking on the dip between his shoulder and collarbone.
"Fuck..." I couldn't help the smile that tugged at the corners of my mouth at his half-moan.
"Do you like tha
Bruised and Scarred:Twelve [Alex/Kellin Collab]I sighed, trying to ignore the pain in my chest. Alex looked at me, a worried look on his face.Bruised and Scarred:Twelve [Alex/Kellin Collab]1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Oh...I'm sorry..." I forced a smile. I wasn't going to let anything ruin this night.
"No, it's okay. Let's go downstairs and do something!" I said quickly, standing up and grabbing his hand. Before he could say anything, I rushed out of the room, leaving my notebook on Justin's bed. We ran down the stairs, and into the crowd. We weaved our way through the crowd and into the kitchen, where we were pretty much alone. We talked mindlessly for a few minutes, then, I opened the refrigerator. I looked around, finally finding a bottle of beer. I knew I really shouldn't drink it, but everyone around me was, and I needed something to help with my shyness. Alex raised his eyebrows, but also pulled one out. We talked more, and finished our drinks, b
Just A KissJust A Kiss1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just one kiss,
Would be great.
To be loved by you,
But I know,
That wont happen.
I feel I'm not worth,
Just a kiss,
wouldn't be enough.
Synacky- Tell Him"Tell him," Matt urged as he and Zacky sat in the greenroom after that nights show. Recently, Zacky had slipped into a state of depression. It had taken him a while to confess it to Matt the true reason; because he was hopelessly in love with their best friend and band mate, Brian Haner and that love was unrequited. Brian was oblivious to this, of course as the raven haired guitarist was almost certain that if he told his friend, it would ruin everything and he would lose his best friend. Zacky pulled his bony knees up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them while shaking his head. He couldn't tell Brian. "You have to tell him, Zack. It's the only way things are ever going to get better."Synacky- Tell Him2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"What am I supposed to do?" Zacky sighed, Matt was talking like this was a simple thing. "Go up to him and say 'oh hey, Brian. I'm in love with you and always have been'? He'd hate me. No, I."
"What?" Brian asked incredulously from the doorway. Both men gasped in unison and turned around,
Dinner Date - SynackyI sat at the elegantly decorated table, drumming my fingers against the tablecloth. It was a luxury for me to be in a restaurant -- I wasn't exactly rich. I yawned a bit. It was a Saturday, so I didn't have to work that day, but I was still tired from working the midnight shift at Taco Bell. Open 'til 2 AM who the fuck came up with that idea, anyways?Dinner Date - Synacky3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
I put my head on the table and I was almost about to fall asleep, but then I noticed a waiter approaching me. A pretty good-looking waiter, at that. I sat up quickly.
"Hello," the waiter greeted me in a monotone voice. He sounded bored, like he hated his job. "My name's Brian, and I'll be serving you this evening."
Oh yes, a boring waiter. Might as well mess around with him, have a little fun. "Hi Brian, I'm Zacky. It's a pleasure meeting you, and I do hope that we can continue to talk even after this dinner." I stuck out my hand, offering for him to shake it. Brian looked at me like I was growing extra fingers, and I turned my hand
Animal -Synacky- -ZackyCat-Brian smiled gently, the sound of birds chirping outside waking him. The golden sun was shining through a gap in the curtains, giving the room a warm glow. The man rolled over, running his hands down his boyfriends body, the tips of his fingers gliding down Zacky's waist, his pert ass, his fluffy tail, his- wait, what?Animal -Synacky- -ZackyCat-2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Brian opened his eyes, instantly widening them when he saw Zacky.
Ears. Furry, fluffy, cat ears. And... and a tail! Mother of god, his boyfriend was not meant to have a long, swishy tail! Zacky sighed in his sleep, purring when Brian reached a hand up to stroke his ears.
"F-fuck... Zacky? Zacky, wake up, hun..." Brian whispered, poking Zacky's arm gently. The younger man fluttered his eyes open, smiling sweetly at his boyfriend. Brian would've returned the gesture, if he hadn't noticed the fact that those fluffy ears perked up when he smiled.
"Morning, Bri," Zacky chirped, seemingly oblivious to the fact that he was a cat man.
"Zack... do you fee
He lurves himI looked at him on the other side of the room. He was smiling at the girls surrounding him, his big pretty brown eyes coming to life as they swarmed him.He lurves him2 years ago in Drama More Like This
"So what're you doing tonight?" A girl asked, sitting besides him on the left, twirling her blonde hair with a finger.
"I'm well, I'm not really sure." He said smiling at her, which made me giggle, as it always did.
"Well I know what we should do." She replied smiling, placing herself on his lap.
"Oh wait, I do know what I'm doing tonight." He said smiling at the girl, who was smiling just as widely back, blushing slightly.
"I'm going out with my boyfriend Zacky to the movies." He said smiling, pointing to me as I smiled at them shyly.
The girl just looked at him for a second, and then at me, thinking it was a joke, but then jumped off him, realizing he was serious, looking at him in disgust, along with all the others.
"I love you babe." He said smiling brightly, walking over to me, sitting on my lap.
"Love ya more Brian. M
Synacky - One Shot"Zacky! Get a grip man! Seriously, if she doesn't want to go out with you, thenSynacky - One Shot1 year ago in Romance More Like This
you can't force her!" Johnny was trying to calm me down. Let me get you caught
up, right now I was just told by my girlfriend of 23 months that she wanted to
be single again. What kind of reason is that!? I was really pissed off yet
really upset at the same time and it was putting me on edge. I really loved her
and now she is gone. I guess I should get myself together for the bands sake.
I'm performing in a few hours and we wanted to get an afterparty set up. It is
the LAST show we are playing for a year while we work on our new album, so we
are gonna party, get laid and take some... substances all night long!! To be
honest, I'm really excited and nothing will kill my mood tonight. Not even her...
"Zack! Where's the guitar tech at?!" Brian shouted over the loud music playing.
We where in the tour bus behind the venue and 5 guys in that small space is what
you would consider to be quiet. Brian walked over to
This Night's Almost Over -synacky-Brian Haner-Sanders couldn’t keep the growing smirk off his face as he saw Jimmy Sullivan getting flustered as he spoke to Johnny’s parents, the tall music teacher’s face blushing a bright red as he complimented Johnny’s overall performance over the year. Jimmy and Johnny had been sleeping together for a year and a bit, and it was painfully obvious how awkward Jimmy was about meeting his boyfriend’s mother and father at a parents evening, seeing as what he was doing with their son was just a little bit illegal. Brian, however, was having the time of his life, seeing as only about 5 of his overall 100 students in the grade were actually going to show up and talk to him, thanks to their parents deciding drama wasn’t a good enough subject to talk about. Brian stopped caring about a second after he was told. He just wanted to watch Jimmy flail.This Night's Almost Over -synacky-10 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
“Mr Haner, right?” a nice enough looking woman stood before Brian with her husband beside he
My KnifeAll was quiet that eveningMy Knife1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Then something happened.
That knocked me down.
Days dragged by,
Till it was driving me crazy.
Insane inside my mind.
Upset with the fact,
My sadistic lover.
My bloodly knife.
Blood dripping from my wrist.
You ripped open,
My sarcastic voice,
In my head,
Live live life.
The Only Thing I Ask Of You -brohnny-"Is there a hedge maze in there or something?"The Only Thing I Ask Of You -brohnny-1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
Brian looked up at his roommate, frowning at his words. Zacky had never been the clearest with words, but what he had just muttered was pretty random, seeing as they hadn't spoken to each other for the previous ten minutes.
"I mean, in your closet. Seeing as you're still determined to stay in there." Zacky said nonchalantly, flicking through his English textbook and scribbling down a few sentences, not reacting when he heard his best friend give an irritated sigh, or when he felt a pillow hit the back of his head. "Don't blame me because you're too much of a pussy to come out."
"I'm not gay, Zack. How many fucking times do I have to tell you?" Brian hissed, resisting the urge to just storm out and tell Matt to talk to Zacky instead of having to explain himself once again. It seemed like the rhythm guitarist's boyfriend was the only person able to talk some sense into Zacky most of the time, especially when it was pissing someo
Synacky- First DateIn the car I just can't wait to pick you up on our very first date.Synacky- First Date2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
A slender dark haired man flicked off the radio and laughed, memories flooding back to him. He looked to his side, affectionately drinking in the appearance of the shorter man next to him.
"Zacky, remember our first date?" He asked, sure that he would. Zacky clicked to attention, smiling with his lover as he remembered.
"How could I forget?" Zacky replied, even in fifty years time he would remember that nights; it had been so perfect. Brian had been unbelievable; he had planned every tiny little detail to a tee. Zacky's chest swelled with love as he thought over the day that had started their two year relationship.
"Shit," Brian mumbled, checking his reflection in his rear view mirror. He messed with his long mahogany locks, feeling nervous. He looked towards Zacky's house and felt a whole new wave of terror surge through his system.
'What do I do?' He thought to himself. Never in his life had he go
Synacky- Love in LimboYou missed the winter and it followed you back homeSynacky- Love in Limbo2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Where sun kissed the crimson footsteps in the melting snow
I left Zacky in November, when the first of the winter chill was taking over our home. And although I left, I was never truly gone. I left him cold and alone; I never meant to. He waited for me to return until finally he realised that I would not.
We are doing our best to disown the golden mean
By disacts of cruelty in the name of beauty to be free
I watched as he cried at night, but I was hopeless. I couldn't do anything to fix the mess I had made. I heard him talk to me, beg for me to return to him but I could not, the choice was everything I wanted but not an option I could take. His tears never stopped, his beautiful face constantly contorted and wet with tears. My heart broke every time I watched him and constantly scolded myself for my inability to do anything.
The acoustic funeral for love in limbo
We're dancing with tags on our toes
I protected hi
New year's eve - SynackyNew year's eve - Synacky1 year ago in Romance More Like This
NEW YEAR’S EVE – SYNACKY
“Johnny?” I asked to the small bassist on the phone. “Where the fuck are you?”
“We’re coming Zack. We got stuck in the traffic but we’re almost there. Give us 5 minutes okay?” Johnny told me.
“Traffic?” I asked. “Are you fucking kidding me? You live like three streets away and I didn’t saw any traffic while coming here.”
Silence fell on the other end and I just waited for Johnny to say something but when I heard Lacey’s voice, everything took its place in my head.
“Oh my God!” I said. I couldn’t believe it. “You two are late ‘cause you were having sex again!”
Johnny only sighed and I started laughing hysterically.
“Are you fucking kidding me? Really?” I said still laughing.
“You’ll understand when we come here.” He said sighing. “We just turned in Matt’s street so we’re almo
Not Worth Your LoveNot Worth Your Love1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel I'm not enough.
I'm not worth your love.
Filled with sorrow.
Not a chance,
To be with you.
We would be great together.
I know you wont
The way I want you.
But to be friends
with you is enough.
This secret affect,
You have on me,
Sets by heart on fire.
I burn with hope
At very Smile.
But in my Heart
I know I'm,
Not what you want.