schizophrenia horror and fear
a child 12 years
mommy what are you doing?
mom-all things yellow are evil must break. yellow is not evil mom. god said.
mom. jesus pictures covering the walls. candles everywhere. mom- evil spirits in the house. . child not real mommy. you are scaring me. mom. walls covered in red lipstick crosses. she covered legs with pen crosses. burning paper. screaming. she is talking to someone. mommy there is no one their. meds not working. mom tries to kill her herself . throw herself infront of subway. police take mom away to hospital. finally peace. child no more raising an enfant brother . mom returns but doesnot take her meds. rice throw everywhere. burning many objects. mom. i am a servant for god. mom you are crazy. child afraid of getting beaten. horror feels the child. i want to die please. god please let me die. i am suffering said the child. mom- mother mary is evil. bull shit mom. i hate you. why can you be a normal mom. mom