No Shoulder to Cry OnI hate this burning silence in my heart.No Shoulder to Cry On8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Its so fragile. One scream and it will break apart.
Not even faint arctic desert winds are sensible.
The intensity of sound is invisible, measuring no decibel.
Sleepless nights provoke me to cry.
Im beaten and broken from that last goodbye.
My soul is bitter from sorrow and fear.
These emotional cuts have not found its cure.
I close my eyes; just me and my brain.
Thoughts pound on my head like thick acid rain.
What is wrong? What should I do?
Ill never be happy, until I find you.
Loving YouJust lay your head on my naked chest,Loving You8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Can you hear the song my heart sings for you?
Just listen to the life beneath my breasts,
Can you feel the way I live for you?
Do you feel the fire in my fingertips
Every time I run them through your hair?
And do you feel the passion in my lips
After you see the desire in my stare?
Can you still feel my soul while were apart
Resting in the home Ive found in you?
In these words do you see my opened heart
As Im pouring all of my love on you?
I love you so much it moves me to tears,
And all I want is for you to be near.
The Stars We RideLet these tears float offThe Stars We Ride8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like butterflies as the stars in the sky
Burn out mid-evening
I start to cry as it all sets in
As my mind splits up and falls
Away in tune with you
Follow me down
Into the darkness
That I can't escape
Life's just a little bit harder
Without your smile to guide me
Open your broken wings and fly with
The stars tonight
It's just so different when the smoke is clearing
Your feathers burn as we're fading into white
Into the darkness
Not knowing at all
The Sea SingsThe seaThe Sea Sings8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
sings to me
as I dance in the never-ending daffodil fields,
adopting my hair.
surrounds my legs,
and a sweet tickle evokes me.
I smile contently
as you hold me from behind,
facing the sea.
Falling for a FriendI have a confession that I just have to makeFalling for a Friend10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I do not say it, I fear I'll go insane.
I have a feeling that I cannot fight
It is eating at my insides
It is playing with my mind.
I really have to say this
Because you have a right to know
I feel this friendship is growing
Into the unknown.
I'm feeling something different
That I wish I knew.
I never knew I could feel this way
And feel this way for you.
I hope you don't get angry
I hope you don't get mad
Because I don't want to lose you
Forever I'd be sad.
I just wanted to let you know
This feeling that continues to grow
That I'm falling for you
Into this world called love.
I hope you aren't upset with me
Because I don't want to lose a friend
But I have this other feeling
Like I would never feel this way again.
So tell me what you are thinking
Yes, I know I'm scared.
But maybe if we hold on together
We can find a love to share.
So tell me what is going on
In that mind of yours
Because I don't want to drive myself crazy
Dancing on the sho
You Broke My HeartYou said you loved me,You Broke My Heart6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You said you cared,
You said youd protect me,
When I was scared.
But then you told me,
That it wasnt real,
Then you told me,
Loves not what you feel.
You made sad,
You broke my heart,
You hurt me deeply
You tore me apart.
I still love you,
I still care
You said you dont
You said why should you care
You really hurt me
You made my cry
You said that one word
You said goodbye
I cant bear it no more
I cant go on crying
So Ill say goodbye
As I lie here dying
You broke my heart
You wrecked my life
You drove me to destruction
You might as well be the one holding the knife
The knife that caused me to leave this world forever
The world that I would destroy for you to be with you forever
FallingFalling again from the topFalling8 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My heart is empty once more
The cold winter in my life
Is never gone to come spring
No collors in my life
Only the white snow
The storm in my soul
Kills me with its blow
Hes might is so big
I cant fight the void in my heart
A pain comes from within
I am falling apart
This winter is never gone
Falling i am from the abysm
No one to handle my hand
Ive born to be sad
Sorry if i disapoint someone
Sorry if i break any heart
Im so used to be alone
That nothing can keep me alive
Falling again and once more
This winter is too cold
When will my spring come
Maybe later maybe never....who cares???
I Cant...I cant cry anymoreI Cant...10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And feel these tears run down my cheek
I cant smile anymore
And be in disbelief
I cant miss you so much
And you be right by side
I cant say I dont love you
Cuz thats just a lie
I cant sit here
And watch you walk away
I cant stand here
And face the day
I cant look at you
And see you look back
I cant think anymore
That theres something that I lack
I hate being here
And you not with me
I hate doing this
And the tears not let me be
I cant stand this
Not for one more minute
I cant take this
Everyone reaches their limit
I have to say
What ive been holding back for so long
I have to do
What will right this wrong
The love we had
And what now is gone
Should come back
Dont let it take to long
I cant be without you
I know it took me awhile
I cant let you not know
My love for you stretches beyond these miles
I have to be with you
But I cant tell you this
I have to be near you
You are the only thing that I miss.
I wish I could tell you this
And all the problems would disappear
Falling Falling~Falling7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I wished you would have realized I was falling,
falling so far down, I couldn't stand...
My life had lost its meaning, lost it's purpose.
All it's worth had been removed strand by strand.
The light had disappeared, total darkness.
Why had my happiness gone away?
Everyday I would wonder maybe...
You'd notice I was falling and help me stay.
The days went by and slowly there came thunder,
but not even lightning lit my dismal sky.
The rain poured down, joining in my tear drops,
and all alone I sat and wondered why.
Why am I depending on you?
Why don't I just get up on my own?
Why can't I stand up when I fall?
Why is it to much to be alone?
So I got up and screamed over the thunder,
that I could help myself, and be strong.
I shouldn't have waited for some one to realize,
I should have stopped it myself, I knew all along.
~I stopped falling.
Always YouYou are broken and smashed.Always You6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your scars, you attempt to hide.
Our hearts broke together,
I cried when you cried.
The distance is painful,
my weakness to it, shameful.
All odds are played against us,
but we will never stay fenced in.
You are full yet in pieces,
cracked and mangled, your reason.
Yet the water that you hold,
does not escape its fine mold.
Every tear you cried, my spirit diminished.
Our bond never broken, never finished.
When you always smile, I envision your tears.
Loud, lonely nights, emotions in smears.
Large crowded graveyards,
the tombstones, our name(s).
A shocking sense of panic,
then overall dismay.
Forever Your's AlwaysI see you and my heart stops beatingForever Your's Always7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I swear I stop breathing
You talk to me and I stutter everyword that I say to you
You speak to me like you don't notice my babbling
I babble becuase I can't believe your talking to me
We say goodbye & I see you again
You walk towards me & I'm lost in the way you move
You look at me & I could lose myself in your eyes
Your eyes are a wonderful shade of Brown
When you look at me I feel as through you can see into my soul
I am secretly Forever Yours
Untill the day that you stop Loving me
I will always be Forever Yours
Always and Foreverits so hard to sayAlways and Forever11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
how are love could end this way
the one that used to care for you
just turned and walked away
and its so hard
to leave the pain behind
when all the things Im lookin for
my heart cant seem to find
I'll be the air that you breath
I'll be the strength that you need
I'll be the light in your eyes
when hope is hard to see
I'll be that shinning star
to guide you where ever you are
and i promise that I'll be by your side
always you and I
Dark EmbraceI lie here in the dark embrace of the earth... wondering when I shall see you again. You once came quite often, but I now wait for longer and longer periods... these moments becoming epochs, becoming ages.Dark Embrace8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
.... And now you come, and lay your sad roses on my words, and whisper to me without speaking... Your tears like rain fall upon my earth and cause the roses to bloom once more. We are together again, in life, in death... We will be together again, in the eventuality of eternity.