Mine Chapter 19 - I'm SorryChapter 19 - I'm sorry.
its all your fault.
it's all.... it's all...
I pulled the blankets over my head, trying to block out the bad thoughts. Og course, the darkness only brought them on.
It had been weeks since I was attacked, and I was still feeling the pain of it. Jake gave up on me, he said he didn't know what to do and just left. Left me to my room while he stayed out in the livingroom with his video games and dog. I knew he hated me, he hates me because I cheated. I should've faught back harder but I let my attacker fuck me and I bet I was drunk enough to like it. I'm a slut I'm a slut I'm...
The door opened, I saw Jake's shadow against the wall. He tapped me on the shoulder softly, leaning over me and holding something. "CC." he sang in a low voice.
I braught you something." he sat something down on the bed, I rolled over to see what it was.
It was a teddy bear, a bit bigger then Trixie. It had a p
Mine - Cake series chapter 1"GET UP, DICKHEAD!"Mine - Cake series chapter 13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I groaned, turning over and flicking on the light. Throwing my covers off I tromped to my bedroom door.
"WADDYA WANT?!" I screamed down the stairs.
"DINNER. C'MON DAD GOT PIZZA!" my sister yelled.
I let out a happy noise and pulled on my pants, I thumped down the stairs shirtless and swung into the kitchen where my dad and sister were standing. My dad had 2 Little Ceasers boxes in his left hand.
"Hey sleepyhead." Savannah said, ruffling my already messed up hair.
"Hey whore." I said, poking her bra strap that was visible hanging off her solder.
"Shut up." she pushed it back into place.
"Hey!" Dad warned.
"He started it!" Savannah whined.
"You're 14 Savannah, not 7." he said.
I stuck my tongue out at her.
"Dad! Jake stuck his tongue out at me!"
"You two keep fighting and I'll eat this pizza myself." he said, setting the boxes down on the counter.
I grinned, knowing I won the battle.
Dad handed each of us three slices. I raced to the livingroom and jumped on
Mine Chapter 4I sat on the sofa watching Spongebob, laughing at the jokes most kids wouldn't get.Mine Chapter 43 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Jake have you seen my--"
"No. For the millionth time no. I don't keep track of your shit Sav." I said, not breaking away fron the TV.
Savannah gave an annoyed sigh "It'd be nice if you helped me!"
"No." I said, crossing my arms "Today its 'wheres my makeup?' sooner or later its 'wheres my birth control?'"
I felt something hit my in the back of the head. I cried out and leaned forward, putting my hand over the spot. "BITCH!"
"Why can't you be a good brother?!" she screamed, I saw tears glisten on her cheeks.
"Because you're such a bitch!" I said "Poplars and outcasts don't get along!" I yelled back.
"JACOB! SAVANNAH! JUST SHUT UP!" Dad hollered from the kitchen.
I glared at her, pressing my lips together. She rolled her eyes and went back upstairs, muttering to herself.
I sat back down, rubbing the back of my head, trying to watch TV again. Not 5 seconds later there was an eager knock at the door.
Mine chapter 12To celibrate the last couple days staying in California (plus all of the band wanted one last day of fun with eachother and their mates) we all went out clubbing.Mine chapter 123 years ago in Romance More Like This
Not clubbing clubbing but going to clubs, night or dance.
The black-lighted dance area was filled with sweaty people dancing to remixed pop music made by a DJ. We basically all split apart as soon as we reached the dance area.
CC dragged me to the bar which was right next to the dance area, ordering out drinks.
"CC I don't think you should drink if you're driving..." I said.
"Fuck that!" he grabbed his drink and chugged half of it, handing me the other one. "Get Jinxx to drive."
I thought about Jinxx driving and shuddered, taking a sip of my drink.
"Hurry up so we can dance, Mr. Tour Man." he said, putting down his now empty glass.
I drank as fast as I could then slid the cup toward the barmaid. CC grabbed my hand again and led me to the dance floor.
I did what I considered dancing, trying not to be touched by anyone excpt CC
Mine chapter 20 - She Found You BloodyMine chapter 20 - She Found You Bloody.Mine chapter 20 - She Found You Bloody3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Before I write this.
I'm switching POV's to Sandra, since Jake's POV is just going to make this some kind of ROmeo and Juilet shit or something, plus I've never written from Sandra's perspective. Also, its better for someone else to walk in, mkay?
Now shut up and read.
I threw my drumstick in the air and caught it, hitting the last beat. Andy gave me a thumbs up from behind the glass.
"Thats a wrap Sandra." said the recorder guy into the mic.
I jumped down from my stool and shoved my drumsticks in my back pocket, grabbing my cell from Jake and headed to the door, digging in my pocket for my car keys.
We'd been at the studio all day. Andy nearly lost his voice just during practice, Jake and Jinxx's fingers were raw from fingering their guitars and my wrists were still viabrating. I almost felt bad for being able to leave because everyone else had to stay late to finish up and write the rest of the riffs and notes.
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It was raining. Perfect fucking weather to perform.
I really didn't want to get ready, I had talked to CC on the phone half the night. We talked about the random shit we always do, burning up phone minuets like crazy. I didn't care, we had been on tour for two weeks and we were only in Florida.
Even when its raining its hotter then hell and twice as humid. To make matters worse the air conditioner died, so we were all sweating out asses off.
All the boys had their shirts off, Sandra a tank top. I sat with my head pressed against the window, watchign the raindrops slide down the window and form bigger drops. My breath made the window fog.
My fingers hurt from playing a concert every night this and last week, Ashley's hand was in a glass of ice water to keep it from stinging, I just delt with it. Somehow Jinxx was able to still text lightning fast with his fingers raw.
The bus rolled down the highway, passing many other cars. A brave soul was r
Mine - Cake series chapter 2A loud pounding at the door woke me up before my alarm did. I turned over and closed my eyes again, trying to ignore it. It was probably some hobo looking for some money...Mine - Cake series chapter 23 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
It came again, louder and faster. I sat up. "Dad! Someones at the door!"
"YOu get it!" he called.
I groaned. Why did I have to have thr room closest to the door? I pulled on my pants and went down stairs, opening the door.
"Look dude we don-"
Oh god, it was CC.
"CC?!" I blinked my tierd eyes at him. He was in full clothing with his backpack hanging down at his side, grinning at me.
"Ready for school?" he asked.
"School doesn't start for another three hours, I'm not soupposed to wake up for another half hour."
"Oh. I've been up for five hours." He jumped 360 "In my book that means the whole night! Whoo!"
"No wonder you're hyper as shit. You don't sleep."
"Oh I sleep. I'm nocturnal so I'm awake during the night. I'm probably going to fall asleep in school or on the bus...."
"Who is it?" Dad called.
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Mom was helping me get dressed, since she decided I was shaking too much to do it myself. We decided to go with normal wedding colors, only no dress. No matter how much Jinxx tried to convince me I stuck with a suit.
Mom held the white jacket against my back,checking for the thousandth time that it would be the right size. I held my arms out so she could check the sleeve length.
"Is your shirt buttoned right? No poping your collar either!" she fretted, making sure my buttons were right and fixed the collar again. I couldn't help but smile at her. She was crying with joy when I showed up at her house with the ring on my finger. He ran her hands over my cheeks, making sure no stubble came up.
"Mom I shaved half an hour ago." I said.
"I'm making sure." she replied. "I still don't see why you have to keep your god damn hair down."
"He likes my hair down."
Mom shook her head, still smiling. "I can barely remember when your hair was short."
"It was never sho
Mine chapter 7We dumped our plates in the sink. Jake grabbed out his phone and checked the messages on his phone.Mine chapter 73 years ago in Romance More Like This
FUCKING KNEW IT. I. FUCKING. KNEW. IT. said Andy's reply message.
Jake Jake and CC sitting in a tree, k i s s i n g! was Sammi Doll's reply.
"Sammi has your number?" I asked.
"Yeah. She got it from Jinxx, most likely." he said, replying.
"Musti've been some joke if Jinxx's girl is texting a reply." Mom said, loading the dishwasher.
"It is." I grinned at Jake. He elbowed me again.
A sudden pounding at the door made us all jump. I raced to the door, unbolting and cracking it open a bit.
"Is Jake here?"
Oh god, it was his dad again.
I went into scared CC mode, I felt like I was shrinking as I opened the door a little bit more. "Yeah but...b-but hes...kitchen." I choaked.
"Jake!" he called in his loud, horrifying voice.
"Dad!" Jake came out, holding a new icepack on his head.
"Are you coming home tonight? Savannah's decided to hermit herself in her room so you might get som
Mine chapter 9"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!"Mine chapter 93 years ago in Drama More Like This
Mom was flipping out, she bent down and held me by the jawline, looking over your face.
"Who did it baby tell me." she said.
I shook my head, trying to pull away.
"Who?" she demanded.
"I can't...You'll be mad." I murmured.
"Was it one of the older kids? I swear I will march down there right now and tell the principal to keep a better watch on-"
"I was punched by a girl, ma." I muttered, covering my eye.
She was quiet for a moment. "Why?"
"She was beating on Jake I was trying to help him and she turned around and BOOM" I punched my hand.
"Why was she beating up Jake?" she asked, rubbing my eye with her thumb.
I looked down, trying to think of a lie.
"B-because...I-I-I..." I racked my thoughts again.
"No, it was his sister." I said softly.
She stood up stright and looked out the window. "I'm going to talk to his Dad right now" she growled "No bitch punches my son and gets away with it."
"Mom no!" I grabbed her arm "What if he hits you?"
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I checked tour dates online to see how many more shows there was. Of course there was about 15 more shows before they got back.
I sighed and closed my laptop. Now it was freezing in my apartment because I liked it cold now.
I was turning into a sad person, I couldn't help it. Jake was gone for so long, so was all my other friends if you didn't count Craig. I couldn't text anybody personal stuff in fear others would read it, I couldn't have those couple-y talks with Jake we always had, I couldn't talk to Andy about the other random shit I do, nobody.
I got used to sleeping in the queen bed alone, even through Jake didn't live here with me he slept here most of the time. I would lay on my side, curled up staring out the window at the people passing by on the street. Children, women, sluts, teenagers, all that. The dark-dressed teenagers reminded me of Jake, making me more of a sad person.
I was staring out my balcony window again from the sofa. A couple of bir
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I lay still on the hard concrete floor, half my body on the carpet. First I felt, the rough carpet on my shoulders, the cold stone on my feet and my head felt like I had been smacked with an ax. A soft pressure on my chest too. Then I heard, soft breathing. Not just mine. Then I saw, I opened my eyes and looked down. My vision was blurred so I could barely make out the head that was rested on my chest.
His eyes were shut, his side rose and fell slightly. I rubbed my eyes and they cleared. I looked over Jake again and almost screamed.
He was naked.
I was naked...
I barely remembered anything after looking for the magazines, it was all a blur. I remember music...
"Jake, Jake! Get up your ding-a-ling is hanging out." I shook his shoulder again, he shifted and smacked his lips.
"Jake I swear to god..." I flicked him in the forehead, shaking him again. "Wake up!"
Jake's eyes fluttered open for a second then squeezed shut. He grunted in pain and put one hand over his
Mine chapter 22 - SurprisesChapter 22 - SurprisesMine chapter 22 - Surprises3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
My eyes flicked open and automaticly flicked to the window to see if it was dark or not. It was somewhere in between, like morning. Grey-blue light flooded through our living room.
It must be late because the medicene wore off. I had that pulling, empty feeling in my gut again. Jake's head was still resting on my chest. His pale face lit up by the little light that came into the room.
I bent and kissed him softly before sitting up stright and shaking his shoulder. His eyes fluttered open, staring up at me.
"Hey sleepyhead. I think we should go to bed now." I said.
He sat up and turned around. "I'd like to go to bed" he smirked.
I shook my head. "Not right now Jakey."
Jake's smirk dropped. "Alright."
He got to his feet and helped me up, putting his arm around my waist and led me to the bedroom. I stopped in the doorway.
"I'm gonna shower."
Jake nodded. I turned to walk to the bathroom, only to have him follow me.
"Alone, this time." I said.
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Andy was literally dragging be down the hallway, leaving Jake, Jinxx and Sandra jogging to catch up.
"You're gonna rip my hand off!" I yelled.
"Quit bitching." I said, shoving all four of us into the band room.
Instruments lay everywhere. A whole rack of guitars (electric and acoustic) was lined up against the wall. three keyboards, a piano, a drumset and a few other sting instruments were scattered around the room.
Ashley sat with 2 other kids I've seen around school. I griped my drumsticks in my hands, going to sit by them.
"Guys, this is CC. He's new." Ashley said as everyone pulled up a chair.
"Hey CC" said the kid with brown and black hair.
"I thought it was only you guys and Sandra..." I said, looking at Andy.
He shrugged. "We have a couple others."
"I'm Craig, this is Chris." said the other one, a black haired kid with overly baggy shirt.
"What do you guys do?"
"I sing" said Craig. "I can scream too."
"Guitar." said Chris.
"Nice little meet up. Is he using
Mine - Chapter 3I had wondered around the school forever trying to find the Office, the door numbers were all trippy and I was lost.Mine - Chapter 33 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I had passed a group after group of tightly knit kids. Jake wasn't kidding...the populars were snobs. Everyone kept to their own little group from what I could tell.
When I looked up from the paper the hallway was empty. A small wave of panic shot through me as I whiped my head side to side looking for other people...
I was late for school that day and was responsible to find my way up to Ms Jenny's room, I was only a 2nd grader so I had no idea where I was going.
I took the back stairwell, climbing up the everlasting flights of grey concrete that went on forever. I forgot how many flights there were untill I got to the right floor. Three? Four? Five? I forgot. Ms Jenny always brought us up in line. I pulled on a door only to find it locked. Letting out an annoyed sigh I climbed more stairs.
I heard voices up above me, laughing. I looked up to see some ol
Mine chapter 10I decided to go countryman and sit outside, with a shotgun while I waited for Jake.Mine chapter 103 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I explained to Mom how he was staying over again because of how his dad was, she agreed to letting him stay since she didn't want him to have to deal with his dad. She hated him, I hated him, Jake did too. She even offered to set up an air matress for him.
"He can sleep in my room, I don't mind sharing." I said.
Mom hesitated slightly. "Okay, but don't stay up late on regular days okay?"
I sat on the porch, determined to stay awake, watching around for Jake. I slid my finger along the wooden part of the shotgun, wondering how they make it...
The last light that was on in his house went out. My eyes snapped up, watching the door.
I saw a silloette move in the living room, The curtian shifted. I looked back at my dark house, then down at the shotgun.
His door opened slowly, I saw the decorations off my My Chemical Romance shirt and knew it was him.
He pulled the door shut, shifting a bag over his shoulder
Mine chapter 11I gave CC a piggy-back ride on the walk home since he could barely walk anyway. He was pretty light, he didn't pass 90 pounds. His arms dangled over my shoulders as I carried him down the street.Mine chapter 113 years ago in Romance More Like This
I dropped him on one of the sofas in his house. Mrs. Coma giggled at the two of us.
"I havn't seen him that tierd since he was a toddler." she said, taking a sip of her coffee.
"He could barely walk. I carried him like a good boyfriend." said, brushing the hair out of his face.
"Boyfriend? Heh. My vibes were right for once." She sat down on the couch parallel from us.
"He didn't tell you? I think thats one of the reasons why he got upset when dad hurt me..." I sat down beside him. "He was crying."
Mrs. Coma nodded. "He always...cries...over people he loves. When I broke my leg at a Breaking Benjamin concert he was so upset, he looked like he was going to kill Mr. Pitts when he was bragging..." she sighed. "ONe of his old friends was shot, he didn't come out of his room for days. I h
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"What do you mean?!"
I was still pressing myself against the wall, wanting to fall through it so I can get out of there. I clung to Jake's arm for dear life, half crying in fear.
"Redhead" I whimpered "I reconize his voice, its him." I whimpered.
My memory flashed back to that night, stumbling down the alley drunk off my ass in high heels. Someone grabbing me from behind, pushing me against the wall, knife at my throat...
"Whats wrong with CC?" Jinxx said, causing everyone to turn to us.
My knees gave out and I fell to the ground. Jake stumbled down with me. The others came over and surronded me, trying to get me back to my feet. Jake and Ashley carried shaky me to the back sofa and gave me a water bottle then sat down on either side of me.
"That Danny guy, its him he's the alley guy..." I mumbled into my hands.
Jake put a protective arm around me. I could feel how pissed off he was.
"You're sure?" Andy asked.
I nodded. "Its his voi
Mine Chapter 16 - I can't waitChapter 16: I can't waitMine Chapter 16 - I can't wait3 years ago in Romance More Like This
I sat cross legged in my bunk, my laptop sitting infront of me with the screen leaned back so CC could see my face.
"Bitch throws a water bottle and it got all over my jeans, it looked like I pissed myself." I was explaining a tour story of when we were playing for a rough crowd and they didn't like it, then decided to show their hate by throwing shit at us.
"I'm pretty sure I saw a bottle pass by Jinxx, but I was barely paying attetion. Its just play and don't screw up."
"Did you ever screw up?" he asked.
"One time during sound check, it screwed everybody up." I said.
CC laughed. "Its the drummers who would have to worry about that since we're the percussion of the whole thing."
"Lead guitarist gives the tune though, it makes the song sound right." I said. "The person who absulutely CAN NOT screw up is the singer, or else fans go ape shit."
"Tell me about it." he laughed.
"Hey is Jeff still in his cage?" I asked.
Jeff was my pet spider in case you'v
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"Setting up drums takes forever!" CC complained as he dropped the pile of drums he held on the floor.
"And that, my love is why I'm a guitarist." I said, helping him set them up.
"I like my fingers callous free, thanks." he said, setting the foot pedal in place.
Andy hoped on the stage, turning on the mic and tapping it. "Test one two, batmaaaaan...."
Ashley laughed off stage. Andy turned around and gave him the middle finger.
We all knew about Andy's obsession with Batman, he had 3 tattoos of the symbol on his arms, his blankets were batman, he even said his underwear was batman. I never really wanted to check...
"Ow! Son of a bitch!" CC grunted. He hit his head on the edge of a drum.
"You okay?" I said, crouching next to him.
He rubbed his head, massaging the injured part. "Yeah..."
I kissed the top of his head. He smiled warmly before getting to his feet.
"All set up?" Andy asked, looking over his shoulder at us.
"yeah." CC sat down on his stool and spu
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"Alright this is CC, everyone say hello to CC!"
The whole crowd screamed at the top of their lungs, raising their painted hands in the air. Most of them were girls or guys with really long hair, like us. Damn near all the fans had some type of warpaint on. I raised one drumstick in the air, waving to everybody. Jake smiled at me from the side of the stage.
"This is going to be a 2 song warning, so we're going to let CC pick which song." Andy turned towards me. The fans began screaming out song titles.
"Never Give In I guess." I said, spinning a drumstick.
The crowd screamed again, making my ears ring.
"I reason, a victim, I shining beacon in the sky..."
"Hot DAMN my ears are ringing!" I said, sticking my pinky finger in my right ear.
"What?" Jake said, packing his guitar.
"HE SAID HIS EARS ARE RINGING!" Andy said, squeezing past us.
"I can't hear worth shit!" Jinxx said.
I shook my head roughly, trying to get the high pitched whine out
Mine chapter 18 - You Weren't therechapter 17: You Weren't ThereMine chapter 18 - You Weren't there3 years ago in Drama More Like This
I woke up on my own today. Usually CC wakes me up by ripping open the curtians or staring at me untill my senses kick in and tell me he's staring at me, but not today. The curtians were still drawn shut, light spilling through the split in the middle.
Oh shit, he didn't pass out at Sandra's did he?
I went into he bedroom. Sure enough, he was there in bed. All the blankets wrapped around his skinny body, rising and falling as he slept. I climbed across the bed and shook him "CCee" I sang.
He rolled over, his eyes were wide and bloodshot, almost scared looking. He looked like he had been crying.
"CC are you okay?" I said.
"Y-yeah, fine." he croaked. "Have you seen my cigerettes?"
I read his eyes, no, he wasn't fine. "You're not okay." I said.
"I. Am. Fine. I need a smoke." he tried to get up but i pushed him back down and climbed on top of him. He wriggled underneath me, trying ot get free. I held him down by his arms.
"Jake let me go!" he squeeled.
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We walked into the adoption agency clinic place thing. I guess you could call it an orphanage without the little creepy kids running around talking in unison with bloody fingers waiting to grab you and rip your soul out...I play too many video games.
The people in charge of the adoptions had taken our request for a little girl, not too young but still little. We were to meet with our perfect little angel today.
"5th floor, right?" Jake asked nervously, keeping his hand in mine.
"Uhh..." I looked at the hallway map thing between the elevators. "I guess."
Jake pushed the call button on the elevator. A soft wooshing sound and a squeek told us the elevator was coming down. With a small ding the doors slid open.
A family stepped off the elevator. A man and a woman held the hand of a small red headed child who looked scared, but happy and had a death grip on his new parent's hands. I smiled at the child as Jake pulled me into the elevator.
I pushed the '5' button,
Mine chapter 8A usal my internal alarm went off, jerking me awake. Jake was clinging to my middle, snoring softly.Mine chapter 83 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Jakey-Jake!" I whispered, shaking him. "Time for school."
His eyes opened, blinking up at me like an angel. "I just fell asleep though." he whined."What time is it?"
I looked at my window, it was still pitch black out and the moon was slightly to the west. "Judging by nature I'd guess its 3 am." I said, petting his hair.
"Why do you get up at 3?" he asked as I kicked the sheets from my body onto his.
"Because I only need a few hours of sleep to function." I giggled, pulling on my clothes.
Jake rolled over and bunched the blankets benith his shoulders, falling back asleep. I grunted in pain while trying to pull on my pants, trying not to squeel then wandered into the bathroom to brush my hair.
This is why I hate sleeping with wet hair. I yanked the brush through all the clumps and rats that formed when I went to sleep. I plugged in the iron to warm it up while I brushed, resorting to so
Mine Chapter 17- Wings and HalloweenChapter 16 - Wings and Halloween.Mine Chapter 17- Wings and Halloween3 years ago in Drama More Like This
I skipped down the hallway into the livingroom where Jake was, reclined in the couch watching Spongebob on the giant TV he bought with part of his share of tour pay. He turned his head toward me, his eyes staying on the TV for a second before flicking at me. "Yes Sir Hyperdrive?"
"I had an idea. It being Halloween and stuff tomorrow, how about we go out?" I said.
Jake's lips pulled into a grin "Like to eat?"
"Yeah. Like Perkins or something." I said. "I got some more money from Mr. Boss Man today for making 5 runs."
I recently got a job as an ambulance driver. There was a shootout on the other side of town and I had to drive 5 of the 20 wounded from the fight. Most died by the time we got to the hospital, as a "sorry" for having to see dead people I got a 20% raise for that day.
"Perkins sucks though." he said, getting off the couch. "What about that new place...Buffalo Wild Wings or something?"
"I've been there before. Great food but fuck