I am LoveEverywhere I turnI am Love2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There's another love song.
Screamed her pain.I'm tired and I'm a basket case of pity.Screamed her pain.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't look at me.
Don't talk at me.
You can't see me.
I want to close my eyes and invade in my inner city.
Don't dare wake me.
Please hold onto me…
No… you can't see me.
Yes you do see me…
I'm so blind that I'm chaotic.
Wake me! Embrace me! Please!
Can you really see me?
I do want to go to bed.
I'm so weary…
Hold me please…
You can't see me…
Don't mock me…
Please help me…
I won't be able to speak of logic.
I am emotional.
I can't feel me.
I can't hear me.
Look at me…
Don't fret, and just hold me.
Please… even though… we can't see me.
What IfWhat if you had succeeded last yearWhat If2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Took enough to make your world go black
Those three words I would never hear
The friendship we wouldn't have got back
What if I hadn't asked to see you
Had already moved on
Did you want to see me too
Or were you already too far gone
What if you hadn't decided I was important again
I was only a vague memory
Where would we have needed to begin
For you to remember me
What if we hadn't got back together
Would we be better friends
Forget about you, I could never
I don't want this to be the end
Notice MeLook up from your desk.Notice Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Look up from your book.
Look up from your laptop
or iPod and songs.
Why can't you see me?
Why don't you care?
Why won't you answer my letters?
Do you even know my name?
Do you even recognize my face?
Do you even think of my eyes?
Final MomentsStabbed in the chest.Final Moments1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Throat cut deep and wide.
Wrists bleeding out in puddles.
Light changes in my fogged and teary eyes.
The beating of my heart pounds against impossibility.
Breathing slows to a rasping whisper.
Arms going numb with blissful pain.
Red blurs my vision of the world.
The final pounding beat of a faint heart.
The last breath of a slipping soul.
Limp limbs find their resting places in pools of red.
Darkness takes over once and for all.
Angel TearsImagine a raindrop is an angel's tearAngel Tears2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Falling from heaven on Gaia's mortal fear
Weeping in unity their children's lost soul
Heaven's pure spirit evil now doth control
Eden of rapture consumed by time's flow
A lost utopia where gluttony doth grow.
Alluring serpent's lair humans covet the bait
Devourer of truth so poisoned with hate
Innocence now lost in maelstrom of desire
Purity long blackened by greed's hungry fire
The spirit debased evil darkens the heart
The nefarious abductor tears the soul apart
The moment approaches the farmer shall reap
Love now eternal for faithful lost sheep
Gnashing of teeth those left in despair
Time now elapsed for repentance and prayer
Renounce the darkness and take gentle heed
Embrace the truth be the Lamb's seed
Self-destructive lieSmile as you plop into the car,Self-destructive lie2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Mother asks you,
"How was your day?"
Stumble into the restroom,
You smile and hug yourself in the mirror.
It's all your fault.
Your joyous expression suppresses the urge to vomit.
Now you're lying to yourself.
Months fly by.
They all ask,
"Are you okay?"
You ask yourself,
"Why do you care so?"
Because I said no.
"Because I still love him."
No, it's because you stopped loving yourself.
Screaming in your mind.
Fire in your soul.
You convince yourself you're worthless,
Glaring at the happy mask everyone sees.
If only they saw the true reflection.
Now everyone you open up to,
They all ask,
"Well did you want to?"
"It's a complicated answer."
Now you ask yourself,
"Did he rape you?"
But I know the truth,
I am a part of you,
FreeI am left here on my own.Free1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Now's not a time to be alone.
All I asked is that you try,
When you know that I may die.
When I'm that hurt, you just run.
You say it's over and you're done.
I reach out for some help,
But I'm left all by myself.
Suddenly a hand takes mine.
Tells me everything will be fine.
But when I look it's not you.
I find that it's someone new.
When I reach out, he's still here.
He starts to quell all my fears.
I share my hurt, I share my pain,
But no longer is it in vain.
As we talk I start to smile.
We talk of your actions so vile.
How could anyone leave a friend,
When they thought it was the end?
Even if it were someone I hate,
I couldn't let death be their fate.
I can't believe how selfish you are,
Leaving everyone you know with a scar.
You hurt everyone that you know.
You blame it on you feeling low.
You'll play it over in your head,
Every single thing you've said,
But even still you'll continue,
Because destroying is what you do.
At least I know it won't be to me.
UndeterredHere we go again…Undeterred2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Another pointless day,
Another night of Dark Desires holding sway.
Time and again I've gone
Round and round,
Some I win and others I fail,
But ultimately I lose the war.
Ha! What lies!
What good did it ever do?
Who cares if rocking the boat
Who cares if all grow tired
Of my languishing screams?
I'm not here for their entertainment!
It matters not if my life
Is eternally on
Anguish and Shadow,
Tonight we dance
With Sweet Despair.
Tonight we sing
Laments to break
Our lonely hearts,
And echo forlornly
Throughout our Shredded Psyche.
Tonight I don't care.
Tonight doesn't matter.
Neither do my twisted,
My fantasies are my own,
Every last bloody rendering.
Emotional WhirlwindI'm Sweating.Emotional Whirlwind2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't cry.
The tears won't stop.
My limbs are numb.
BeautifulIf I told you I loved you,Beautiful2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Would you believe it?
If I told you you're beautiful,
Could you see it?
You're letting your insecurities get in the way
Of a compliment that could make your day.
You bring yourself down and you won't believe
The things you deny are the things I see
On rainy days you're a little down from the rain
I wanna be the one who washes away your pain
Here's a reminder when you forget,
Here's a reminder when you're upset:
You're beautiful in every little thing you do,
You beat yourself up, but I know what's true,
You're funny. You're friendly.
You're strong and smart.
Disagree, but I know you're kind at heart.
*You're the prettiest girl that I know,
You don't need makeup to let that show
Any guy is dumb for just choosing looks
He should use his brain or hit some books
But you're still beautiful, inside and out
I could say that without a doubt
I hope I've done good at making you day
Or at least put a smile across your face
That's the best part about you,
I give you my wordYou're so beautifulI give you my word2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and I will always mean it
You made my heart race
when I first Met you
I've loved you for awhile
but was afraid to show you
You're still my crush
and I will always care about you
I will always be here for you
through the worse and the best times
Cause it is true to me
that I fell for you the longest
You're amazing eyes
and the lovestruck smile
I will always love you
even if we aren't together
You're an amazing girl
and I hope you're future is wonderful
I give you my word
that I will always be here for you
One Last TimeTook a moment, as the sun slowly faded from horizonOne Last Time10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Took a moment, as the moon shone through the window
Poured out the faintest light towards a flower
For it became a symbol of regret
Symbol of a distant memory
Moments of silence could not take away
Only if a moment, I could feel the softest touch of breath
Only if a moment, I could feel the softest silk of skin
Giving me your love became your greatest gift to me
Only if, only if, for one last time
Just for one more minute
Only an apology to say