Mind Invasion(6/16/2013)Mind Invasion2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Here it comes again
Just when I thought the battle's won
imprisoned by so many images
and I cannot awake to escape
in time and time and time again
I remember what I chose to forget
and time and time and time again
I'm reminded of the things I regret
Lord, You know my heart
You know my pain
Your love is what keeps me from going insane
You know my heart
Please be my strength
to fight this war inside of me again
and again and again and again
again and again and again and again
Just another doubt
Just another wave of voices
pestering me to do what I never want
their whispers louder than my screams
and time and time and time again
this echo keeps on haunting me
and time and time and time again
these chains I yearn to be free
I want to—
Lord, You know my heart
You know my pain
Your love is what keeps me from goi
What bitch really means.You called me a bitch?What bitch really means.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A bitch is a female dog.
Dogs go 'bark'.
Bark is on trees.
Trees are part of nature.
Nature is beautiful.
Thanks for the compliment.
A Letter To My Future childrenYou Must Remember It's a Big Big world out there and Before You leave out the door You Must First Grab a Blanket, For The Hugs you want and sometimes will not getA Letter To My Future children3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A Camera for Those Memories Your Mind will Not Keep
A Locket for The secret No one shall Know
Intelligence for you To teach your Own
Dreams That reach Beyond The stars
Strength That Lets you stand on your own two feet
A Latter for Those People who Look down on you, so one day you shall reach the top
A Hanky,For those Friends That need a shoulder to Cry on
and A needle and Thread for The heart That needs The mending
You are LoveGive me a reasonYou are Love5 years ago in Emotional More Like This
and I will love You till I decide I don't
Give me a reason
and I will follow You till it gets too hard
Give me a reason
and I will stay with You till I find someone else
I will Love You
I will love You because You loved me first
I will follow You because I want to know it's Your way
I will stay with you because I want to be with you
You have forgiven me of my wrongs
You have died for me so I wouldn't have to
You have given me this life to live for you
And you loved us first. Not because we are lovable, but because you are love.
MakeYourOwn FAT SHAKE -recipe-MakeYourOwn FAT SHAKE -recipe-4 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
For one serving, you will need:
2 Hostess® Sno Balls® (one package)
1 cup vanilla ice cream
1/2 cup milk
1/4 tsp vanilla extract
Red food coloring
1. Place all ingredients in a blender. Use 8 drops of food coloring. Cut the Sno Balls® into quarters, and use only 6 quarters (one and a half Sno Balls® total--what you do with the last half is up to you).
2. Blend until smooth.
3. Serve in a tall glass with a straw, and enjoy.
April 16--Sonnet of SilenceI don't know why my heart is seized with fearApril 16--Sonnet of Silence5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To enter silences you have supplied.
I ask that my own words be all sincere
As all the nothing in my heart has died.
Alas, my soul clings uselessly to dust!
My bitter state of overwhelming noise
Is preferable, because I cannot trust
To meet you where the silences bring joys.
Awaken thoughts of you--let them caress
My frenzied soul into a state of peace.
I release my fear, deny distress;
You bring silence, bid my words to cease.
In silences where once I was afraid
I discover you, and watch my nothings fade.
My TestimonyI raised a Christian, but did not have a personal relationship with my Savior until 6th grade. I grew up in a "Christian school." It was not a real Christian school. The teachers did not teach like Jesus would have, a couple of the teachers even told us we were worthless. The teachers were mean to the students so then the students would follow their example and bully other kids.My Testimony4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I was a shy, quiet child. I never stood up for myself, I was too scared. I was taught to just be quiet and take it, which made me an easy target. I had very, very low self-esteem. I got teased a lot and my brother's best friend, Daniel, used to always be mean to me. He used to hit me, call me mean names, and dribble basketballs on my head. When I was in kindergarten (he was in 5th grade) he walked up to me at recess one day, grabbed me, and started to choke me. A little while later he was expelled because he wrote something inappropriate on a girl's shirt.
After that I was still bullied by different people. It
Dark!England/Reader || A Trick and a Treat!Dark!England/Reader || A Trick and a Treat!2 years ago in Horror More Like This
Dark! England X Reader
Inspired by "Trick and Treat" by Rin and Len Kagamine
(f/n)= first name
"Come along, come along! Run as fast as your tiny little legs can go in the dark!" the voice chanted melodiously inside of your head. It was hypnotizing poor little (f/n), dragging her deeper and deeper into the Dark Woods as quickly as she could go.
"Where am I going?" you wondered, as you twirled along in your costume, gliding gracefully farther and farther down a path as if you were ballroom dancing. "I was with Alfred and Matthew, and then "
You had been getting sweets with your best friends Alfred, and his brother Matthew. You were all dressed up in very detailed costumes for your night of Halloween trick-or-treating. Considering you were very playful and a bit childish, it seemed okay. Your hair blended with your costume perfectly, while your eyes widened in excitement as you discovered more houses with the lights on, handing out the sweetest of treats and the cheap toys that came
You are Beautiful"Mirrors are fickle,You are Beautiful3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
a play of light and shadow.
The only true mirror is within yourself.
Clear your mind of doubt and prejudice,
and you will see yourself as
God sees you - beautiful."
Hetaloid!CanadaXChubby!Reader: Part 1Hetaloid!CanadaXChubby!Reader: Part 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author by: Canada-is-mine
Tears pricked your (e/c) eyes as your so called 'friends' began to taunt you, calling you 'cow', 'fatty', 'ugly'.
Their words hurt.....but they were true.
You were never the prettiest, with normal (h/c) hair and dull (e/c) eyes, that used to be full of life when you were little but since then have burned out.
You were never the most outgoing one. You tend to stay in the shadows and almost to never talk. When you did talk, it came out in a soft insecure whisper. Nobody ever noticed you. Except for the ones who thought were your friends.
You also weren't the most athletic nor fittest person ever. You were actually quite chubby unlike your family and siblings. Both you mom and dad go to the gym every other day while your sister was on the track team in your high school. While they were fit and healthy, you struggled to do 10 curl-ups.
It really didn't bother your family because you were overweight, instead they were quite und
I Am NotI Am NotI Am Not7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am not my hands,
For they can fumble.
I am not my feet,
For they can stumble.
I am not my eyes
For they can go blind.
I am not my brain
For I can lose my mind.
I am not my ears
For they'll go deaf with time.
I am not my words
For they can lose the rhyme.
I am not my heart
For the heart can lie.
I am not my tears
No matter how hard I cry.
And what good is making love
If I no longer lust?
For I am not my body.
It will only turn to dust.
No, I am my soul
For my soul can feel.
Yes, I am my spirit
Though invisible, it's real.
Dark!EnglandxReader: London Bridge Is Falling Down London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down, London bridge is falling down my fair lady...Dark!EnglandxReader: London Bridge Is Falling Down2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
That song, that brought happiness to any child was now a nightmare to anyone who understood its true meaning. Quite like the charming, witty, sharp-tounged, yet gentlemanly Englishman. Even though he had a hard exterior, when you got to know him he was a kind gentleman that treated you with the utmost respect, like that of a queen. You know he had a hard life with losing the people he loved and cherished the most you couldn't help but feel pity towards him, Arthur never really liked people feeling sorry for him, it made him think about how people feel sorry for you then after a while they all say:
'Get over it! You're such a girl, wallowing in your own sorrow wanting attention.'
You had never seen Arthur yell or get angry at anyone else besi
Dark!England X Vampire!Reader - The Prey Game pt 1You walked down the streets, you were bored to hell and wanted to find something else to do. It was after midnight, the moon shone up in the sky, and the part of the city you had reached was a very old one. Your heels made a thin sound, knocking into the stone street. The wind blew through your (h/c) hair, throwing some of it onto your face. You needed to hunt. It was October, the red eyes that you felt changing into could scare anyone with a little sanity.Dark!England X Vampire!Reader - The Prey Game pt 13 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You laughed tough. It made you satisfied to scare. You wanted to be feared. You've been raised by your parents to rule a whole underworld.
You could easily snap out, you hadn't hunted in a while. That thought only made your thirst worse. You chose that place because it was somewhere people still believed your kind was real. In there you would have a power that you loved to have.
Your black dress clung to you and made you be stared wherever you went. The few people that still walked through the streets looked at you with incredule ey
ScotlandxChubby Reader: A Second Chance 1ScotlandxChubby Reader: A Second Start 1ScotlandxChubby Reader: A Second Chance 12 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
You had always known this would happen. When he started to pull away and act distant it was only a matter of time. The door to your shared apartment was open a crack. Sweet music the kind he played to get you in the mood floated throughout the hallway. It had been two months ago when he pulled away emotionally. He stopped talking about the important things, and became distant. He would only speak when you asked him a question. Even then it was like pulling teeth to get an answer. So, why had you stayed with him? Just two weeks ago it seemed like he was going to confess. He licked his lips and allowed all the guilt to brim in his eyes. Your heart raced with anticipation and you smiled like the cheshire cat. You thought you had caught him, but he closed back down. You had spooked him off like a deer in the headlights. Now here you were in front of the door that would confirm everything. You wondered if it was wrong that you were pleased about th
England x Reader: Rumpelstiltskin [Part 1]England x Reader: Rumpelstiltskin [Part 1]2 years ago in Romance More Like This
It was supposed to be a normal November day. You were in your house, brooming the dust and grain powder off the floor of your kitchen, when you heard a commotion outside your front door. It was your father and the king of your kingdom, having an argument about the importance of your father's work.
"Please, my Lord, the village needs the flour. How else will we make bread?" Your father pleaded to the king. Your father was a miller who made his living by grinding wheat and grain into flour in order to sell it to the market. You often helped him and used the leftover flour to sell baked goods over the weekends. It was not a very rich lifestyle but made a decent living.
"I want the money. Either you will pay more taxes or I will tear your mill down." The selfish king replied. No matter how much your father begged him to reconsider he refused to change his decision. Shifting yourself a bit, you did the best you could to hide yourself behind the curtains as you peeked through the window to e
Mafia!Romano x Reader - Well Worth It: Ch. 1 [APH]Ring! Ring! Ring!Mafia!Romano x Reader - Well Worth It: Ch. 1 [APH]2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You groaned in frustration as your arm shot out of your warm and comforting blanket. Your hand fumbled around the bedside table in search for your cellphone. Once you finally found it, you flipped it open and pressed the "Receive Call" button.
"Hello?" you spoke into the phone with an irritated and aggravated tone. You absolutely hated it whenever someone woke you up earlier than your usual time.
"Veh~ [N-Name]?" you heard a familiar voice come from the other end.
"Feliciano? What's up?" you asked as your irritation slowly dissolved. The bubbly Italian had been your friend for a while now, and you always found it difficult to stay annoyed at him.
"Listen, something came up, and I-I was wondering if I could drop by your house," Feliciano spoke with an anxious voice.
You sat up from your bed upon hearing the distress and urgency that your friend's voice held. You swung your legs over to the edge of your bed and answered, "Yeah, sure. Most definitely. What
~Manual Labor~ (England x Reader)"[Name]?" you heard Ivan call.~Manual Labor~ (England x Reader)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You looked up from whatever you were doing, to look at him. "Yeah?"
"Are you going to keep this, or can I throw it on the trash bag?" he asked, holding up an old, broken garden gnome. Since when you've had that thing, you had no idea.
You and your friends Ivan, Alfred, Arthur, Francis and Yao were on your garden, throwing away stuff you didn't need anymore.
"Throw it away!" you answered, pointing at the big, black trash bag that Yao was holding.
"Why am I the one who has to hold the trash bag for, again? It stinks, aru! Literally!" the Chinese man whined.
"Please, Yao, just hold it!" you begged, putting on your best puppy face. After Yao stared at it for a couple seconds, he sighed in defeat, looking away. You cheered inwardly.
A few minutes passed by, while the others ask you about which things you wanted to keep or throw away.
"Hey guys, I'm hungry! Can we take a break now and eat something?" Alfred exclaimed. As if on a cue, you heard a loud grumbling
Romanoxreader: Underworld 2Your head hurt. A lot. The brightness of your room didn't help either. 'The lights hurt' you thought to yourself. You groaned, and rolled over onto your side, slowly coming around.Romanoxreader: Underworld 23 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Well ragazza, it's about time you got up." You bolt out of the bed you were in, only to collapse as a wave of nausea and dizziness hits you. You braced yourself for impact, only to have arms circle around you, catching you several centimeters from the ground. You slowly turned your head around, and were met by two dark golden eyes.
"Careful now (name)."
The mafia man you 'met' yesterday pulled you upright. "You were doing so well two days ago. What happened now?" he smirked.
You pulled out a sarcastic face. "Well Lovino, I only got drugged and- wait what? Two DAYS?"
You looked wildly around yourself.
"Where the heck am I?" you yelled.
The grin on the Italian's face widened.
"My house, of course."
You frowned at this, contemplating your situation. Your stomach interrupted your train of thought
Request- Assassin!England X Target!Reader (Part 1)The Truth Can HurtRequest- Assassin!England X Target!Reader (Part 1)3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Ever since you where little, your Dad loved you. Throughout your life he always tried to be there for you. Always trying to go to your school meet ups and cheer you on in games, competitions, and such. Through on your 6th birthday your Mom died. When that happened, your Dad would go out and not come back for days. He would leave one of his friends to watch you. When he was there, he would spend as much time as he could with you. Later in your teens you found out that your Mom was killed by a gang that had been targeting your family for some time. Starting to get curious as to why a gang would be targeting your family, you began to look into it. Here you are now, almost finished with all of your college courses...senior year, and you still don't have any answers. You would not give up. You where doing this for your Mom. Most all your friends left you saying that if it was a gang they did not want one part of it or you. You only have 3 friends now and 2 of t