What I feelI am nothing because of youWhat I feel3 years ago in Personal More Like This
You've caused me to hate myself
The things you've made me feel...hurt
When you touch me I feel worse
Like your cheap whore
I feel filthy....unloved
Every time I think of you I cry
You see beautiful memories
I see pain and sick pervert
I want you to feel what I do
I wish you could experience the pain I have
I want you to experience what I have
Lets see how much of a man you are then
The Love that Never Became...The screaming and arguing grew louder and more violent. The girl couldn't take it anymore so she ran out the door. She runs and runs screaming in her head, "Why! How could she do this to me!? I thought she loved me." She runs and runs the tears streaming down her cheeks. Totally unaware her lover right behind yelling, "I'm sorry I shouldn't have yelled, please forgive me come back my love. It was a stupid fight I'm sorry please come back." The lover runs yelling louder worried and scared. The girl runs faster blinded by her tears and doesn't notice the danger that is near. She runs and runs then is stopped dead in her tracks. Arms straight forward, stunned and paralized. A cold blank stare straight ahead. The blood pours from the corner of her mouth. She slowly falls to the ground, sliding down the stake protruding from the ground. Her cold lifeless body lie on the ground and there at the end of the stake...her heart. It pierced right through her chest, staking her heart. Blood 'drip..The Love that Never Became...3 years ago in Personal More Like This
AnimalsHe who is cruel to animals becomes hard also in his dealings with men. We can judge the heart of a man by his treatment of animals."Animals3 years ago in Personal More Like This
~ Immanuel Kant, German philosopher, 1724-1804
Polar Bear is Back
Location: ZOO Sauvage de Saint-Félicien http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.zoosauvage.org/
Lens: Canon 70-200mm f/2.8L IS II USM | Canon EF 1.4 II Extender
Just took this photo of my beautiful Sasha, the alpha female of my Siberian Husky pack.
Fuck you!You think your loving meFuck you!3 years ago in Personal More Like This
That everything is going great
But honestly I've gotten more depressed with you
I can't take it
Maybe that's why I ended it the first time
I know you love me but your hurting me
They're against me now
I'm forgotten now
You knew how I felt but you did it anyway
I'm sick of it!!
They always do this to me
So you know what fuck you!!
And honestly I don't feel bad for you
Because you have all these people who care and yet you wanna whine
You have all these things, all these people and your still not satisfied
You can have a frown and everyone will come running to you
I say I wanna kill myself and no one comes..
So fuck you go take your "problems" somewhere else
I'm not helping you anymore
Especially after the way treated me huh I'm not the moron you are at least I can spell the word...dumbass
A poem, par moiYou never know how much you hurtA poem, par moi3 years ago in Personal More Like This
You never will know how much tears have been shed
You will never know the sound of my voice
Despite all the words that have been said.
You will never know how much I thought about you
You will never know these thoughts helped me sleep
You will never hold me tight
And you will never sweep me off my feet.
All you did never helped me
All you did just kept hurting
You never liked the way I spoke french
And the way that we communicated left my heart burning.
Sure we said we'll never understand
And sure we said we'll be confused
But now I am a golden retriever
That feels lost and abused.
Stay strong, life is worth hanging on. http://misseyez.deviantart.com/
You Are ItYou know I was a mess before It came,You Are It3 years ago in Personal More Like This
The earth was dancing and the couch flew,
The moon was grinning while the sun blew,
Then my world crumpled from the inside.
You hear I was dead to the world before It came,
The gravestone was my tattoo and it spit fire,
The darkness was my life and it held me close,
And then the light blinded my soul from far away.
You say I was nothing to you before It came,
The lies were blank yet lacked the white,
The words were cold but gave me warmth,
And soon Time came to pull me afar.
To this day It stays quiet,
Whether she is Love or Death,
Has never mattered.
The life I have to takeA cold wind is swinging branches of pinesThe life I have to take3 years ago in Personal More Like This
in the dark graveyard without any light.
Obscure clouds are overcastting the skies,
restraining their sadness over this sight.
Among the brambles of a shattered heart
Among the shambles of life torn apart
When love or friendship turns to hate
When words are spoken to berate
To pick up the pieces seems a chore
But must be done to grieve no more.
Backwards let my life rewind
Until my life is here no more.
No memory left that I had lived
Or ever entered this life's door.
My heart cries......my body is sore,
Paralyzing me to the innermost core,
The anger inside me can take no more.
The frustration, the misery and pain,
Driving me crazy...turning me insane!
Cannot go forward, cannot go back,
Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks.
I know I am leaving something behind,
And it is tearing my spirit inside.One of these days
you'll look back to see... that I was always there
but you were never there for me.
I hear the cries coming from the willow
Conceptual Spotlight Vol. 90BokehLight'sConceptual Spotlight Vol. 908 months ago in Art Features More Like This
Spotlight Vol. 90
While i'm sleep
The Marriade_1. Love
And I won't remember the words you said
How it began :)First of thank you Theta Helion for the three month. Totally unexpected and thoroughly appreciatedHow it began :)3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I get asked a lot how I have surrounded myself with a nice array of models. It truly is very hard to do in the beginning. Sites like model mayhem are good but can be mind numbing. So how did it all happen?
As a young man, I fell in love with hooters wings. Everywhere I travelled, I made it a point to check out the "local" hooters. Now this was in my late teens, early twenties. Fast forward to two years ago. I had started doing the model mayhem thing and there I found a few women and it was cool but hard at the same time. I had just started shooting and had zero port. Luckily though there are a lot of women who want to be models and if your not a total freak and weird you can shoot them. Still wasn't satisfied.
So I went up to the local hooters and it hit me. Tons of women, most gorgeous, build a good rep and bam it might work haha. So Abe and I talked one into coming into the studio
summer is herethe sky is a beautiful bright blue,summer is here3 years ago in Personal More Like This
birds are sweetly singing their happy little melodies,
white wisps of clouds drift lazily by,
a gentle breeze plays around my skin teasing me to come play.....
yet here i sit, lost,
unable to find joy in this day.
tears streak my face as i wander in and out of thoughts....
today i broke a promise,
not that i guess it matters...
but i never go back on my word...
where is the off switch?
I can't keep feeling this way...
Can't this just stop already!
just go the fuck away...
Move the fuck on with life!
The summer evening begging me to play,
yet all i am reminded of is the game that was played with my heart.
I don't want this god damn living hell anymore.
I don"t want to feel agony with each breath i forcefully pull into my lungs...
MOVE THE FUCK ON!!!!!!!!
like he did long ago.
I'm sick of..I'm tired of this bodyI'm sick of..3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm tired of this face
It's so hideously disgusting
More worthless than shit
Can't take a look without wanting to shed a tear
Its so pathetic
Slowly rotting from the inside out
I'm sick of putting on these fake smiles on
They're so worthless
I'm just so sick of this body
There's no beauty left in it
PainIt is the only thing that tells me I'm still alivePain3 years ago in Personal More Like This
It reminds me that its not an illusion
It grabs me by the face and screams look
See what i have created
Listen to those cruel words
See all they do
Because this is you
A shameful piece of shit
You will amount to nothing
And its right I won't
I am nothing
Just speck of life that doesn't
deserve to live
They hate you it says
They don't want you
It follows me to remind me
That you are alive and this is all you get
Can you guess what it is?
My little secret
My giant shadow
It is pain....
The Slenderman: Myth or Reality?This I have yet to find out because every 'official' source I go to claims he was made up yet there are reports of "The Tall Man" sightings dating back all the way to the 1800's and there are even Brazilian cave drawings depicting a tall figure with long arms leading a child by the hand. There was even a diary entry by a man in Germany somewere around 1817 (if I recall correctly) sorrowing over the fact that he'd lost his son, Lars, who had earlier claimed he saw "The Angel" but he didn't believe the child's story until he mysteriously disappeared without a trace shortly after the sighting. There is also tons of photographic evidence of this entity (most of which appear altered but some look genuine), including one photo in particular that was taken the day fourteen children went missing (the photo was later convinscated by police as evidence).The Slenderman: Myth or Reality?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So my only question is; Does Der Großmann truly exist?
300+ watchers VINYL SCRATCH GIVEAWAY! CLOSED https://www.facebook.com/NarxinbaCustoms300+ watchers VINYL SCRATCH GIVEAWAY! CLOSED2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I will be drawing the winner soon.
They will have 24 hours to reply. Upon accepting their win, and if necessary, paying postage, I will announce that the prize has been claimed.
UPDATE (6.50pm, 2 JULY, AEST):
Winner has been contacted and they have 24 hours to respond.
If they do not respond within this time, they automatically forfeit the prize and I will draw a new winner.
UPDATE (4.50pm, 3 JULY, AEST):
There is only 2 hours left for the winner to respond. They were sent a note 22 hours ago. If they don't reply in the next 2 hours, I will randomly choose a new winner and note the new winner.
UPDATE (7.07PM, 3 JULY, AEST):
The first winner did not respond within the stated time, and therefore automatically forfeits the prize.
UPDATE (7.30pm, 4 July, Aest):
The previous winner
Our London deviantMEET Was Brilliant!On Saturday, June 14, 2009, deviantART held a deviantMEET at the Albert Memorial in Hyde Park. Over 350 deviants showed up to celebrate all things deviantART, setting a record for the highest attended deviantMEET in history in the process... until now.Our London deviantMEET Was Brilliant!3 years ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Almost exactly three years later -- on Saturday, June 30, 2012 -- at the same location in Hyde Park, London deviants once again turned up in droves. Smashing the previous record, our London deviantMEET 2012 saw over 550 deviants throughout the day.
Most deviantMEETs include a group photo, usually taken towards the end of the event's festivities. However, we wasted no time taking our group shot in front of the Albert Memorial, as we wanted to ensure we were complying with Hyde Park's rules and regulations for large gatherings. With a group this massive -- and awesome -- it's hard not to draw attention!
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Please read it before you ask here, most of questions are answered but some people still asking without reading them first. If you don't want to read whole thing, you can use ctrl+F to find the keyword you want to know. Many thanks for understanding [Happy cry (Tears of joy)]
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New! 8-Bit deviantWEAR Design Challenge!New! 8-Bit deviantWEAR Design Challenge!3 years ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
8-Bit graphics are like the classic cars of the computer graphics world. Sure, they don’t have Bluetooth, power seats, or fancy extras, but they’re old and they sure look cool! That’s why for our newest Design Challenge, the 8-Bit Hoodie Design Challenge, we’re asking you to design a hoodie in an 8-Bit graphic style. Submit a design that would drop the jaw of any 1980s programmer, get your friends to vote, and you could win 10 of your hoodies and $1,500 CASH! A pixilated world awaits; get your squares together and submit your design by April 6, 2012!
Participation is easy!
You come up with potential designs for our deviantWEAR hoodies.
Deviants vote on their favorite designs.
Judges choose 2 winning designs from
The other side of Me - CONTEST WINNERSThe other side of Me - CONTEST WINNERS3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
:iconsupernatural-art: :iconhighqualityart: :iconpsychoartistunited:
from 23th June to 31th August
Its the darkness in your soul, the breath behind you ..
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you..
It can creep up inside you and consume you.
A disease of the mind, it controls you.
Is it good, bad or lunatic?
Wiht this words of random lyrics, i give you the theme for this contest Show me your other self, the one that you usualy hide, the one that talks to you inside your mind, the one you wish to be, or the one you created yourself.
So many options to portraid, everybody is welcome to join us! Fan art is welcome, be shure to use Legal resources if manipulated, and of course originality is always your best choice. All type of art except Literature.
PS: dont submitt them to this groups, i will request them for you to the right folders
Site Update: Film, Sta.sh Writer ImprovementsIn our continuous effort to improve the deviantART experience, we're publishing weekly Site Updates to keep members informed and to gather feedback. Below is a list of recent changes to the site, bug fixes, and feedback that was brought up by members in the last Site Update.Site Update: Film, Sta.sh Writer Improvements2 years ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Film & Animation Improvements
Last week we launched some much-needed improvements to Film & Animation to the Beta Tester program, and the changes were so well-received that we're making them available to everyone. Here's a run-down of what's been changed.
Film Submission Through Sta.sh
Sta.sh is now properly equipped to support film submissions! Sta.sh can now store and submit film files the same way other filetypes can be stored and submitted.
Learn how to submit Film to deviantART.
Site Update: New deviantART ThumbnailsIn our continuous effort to improve the deviantART experience, we're publishing weekly Site Updates to keep members informed and to gather feedback. Below is a list of recent changes to the site, bug fixes, and feedback that was brought up by members in the last Site Update.Site Update: New deviantART Thumbnails2 years ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
New deviantART Thumbnails
This feature will be rolled out to everyone over the next few days.
DeviantART's thumbnail images just got bigger and better! Starting today, we've increased the size of deviantART's thumbnails and, by popular demand from the community, we're also giving you a "Thumbnail Grid" mode.
Here's a run-down of what's changed:
We've made all thumbnails bigger!
Deviations display in tidier rows with no unnecessary cropping, allowing you to see the art as it's meant to be seen!
For literature thumbnails, the background has been lightened and
DudeWhen I went to go get a shower this morning, Sarafina scratched at the bathroom door wanting in. I let her in and she meowed at me repeatedly then laid on the floor while I brushed my teeth/etc and then I had to force her out when I had to get a shower. Then she starts sticking her paws under the door and swiping, I swipe back at her a few times and get in the shower. And even while I'm standing in the freaking shower I can STILL see her sticking her paws under the door. Then, when I get out, she scratches the door again and I let her in. She lies down on the mat right in front of the shower and watches me dry off and get dressed. When I started blow-drying my hair she was looking at me like "WTF are you doing?" XD ever since, she's been following me all around the damn house doing goofy shit like jumping on top of the dryer and lying flat on her back with her feet in the air.Dude2 years ago in Personal More Like This
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I'm a Puppy!A week or so ago, I read this article that made me laugh and yet feel so sad. Seems there is a guy from India who is in exile and may serve prison time for blasphemy. What he did was investigate what was making a statue of Jesus "weep". Supposedly water is dripping from this statue and people are drinking this "Holy Water" in hopes it will cure their ailments. Tragically, the water is sewage that is seeping up from a leaking pipe! But when this man reported on his findings, the religious were incensed and want him thrown in prison!!!!I'm a Puppy!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I find the story so....well perfectly metaphorical.
I sent this news story to a person I knew, who claims to be very anti church, and it started an email exchange which much to my dismay went ass over teakettle down the hill.
I often post rather anti-religious rant