Cloud's SongThe smell of the walls was old, it almost reminded me of the way it would reek inside an ancient pyramid - much farther than deceased, dusty, and...of flesh. Frozen flesh, and not quite dead corpses. It always kind of freaked me out how they froze the insides to stall the decaying process...to me, it was almost eerie and very un-natural. Or, maybe my imagination's just too big. That's what you always told me, anyway.Cloud's Song6 years ago in Scraps More Like This
The floor was lined with thick, fancy carpet although there was nothing stimulating or fancy about this place. There were lamps, cream coloured couches and walls that were skinned with oddly patterned wall paper that matched the red and cream colour scheme. It was typically floral, with lots of weird swirly designs that would have looked pretty or calming on any other wall on any other building on any other place across this broad, horrendous and beautiful planet.
It was pretty amusing how they tried to make such an unhappy place look like a carnival, full of 'attractions'
Be My Friend, And Breathe Me.Help, I have done it again.Be My Friend, And Breathe Me.6 years ago in Scraps More Like This
I have been here many times before...
Hurt myself again today.
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame.
Be my friend...Hold me. Wrap me up. Unfold me.
I am small...And needy.
Be my friend, and breathe me.
Ouch. I have lost myself, again.
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found.
Yeah, I think that I might break.
Lost myself again, and I feel unsafe...
When I first stumbled upon this note in the hallway, I had not an idea of what it could mean. I had no knowledge of who had written it, or even what it was...Sick poetry? A song? A confession?
But whatever it was, it was strongly affecting me.
I had seen it, just before second period at school. It was crumpled into the typical paper ball, looking like a round, room temperature snowball. It sat next to the recycling bin, one of the unlucky rejects who didn't get to make it into the mouth of the ocean blue tub that hugged close to the wall. It looked like any other attempt of homework, embarrass