Excuse meExcuse Me.
I beg your attention please,
Ladies and gentlemen of this generation put your eyes on me,
I'd like to ask you why,
Tellin me things soon thought the truth,
Till I trudge,
Thinking about wasting my life,
What can I say,
I'm tired of hearin' your shit all damn day.
You can't point out my flaws,
When you're too blind to see your own,
Without a doubt unstoppable,
From NOT seeing.
So how the fuck do you automatically see mine?
To believe you, I decline,
I'm gonna ignore you, I'm gonna bore you. I'm gonna shine. -Katie
Elle and Mias: Elle's PrequelIt started with a phone call.Elle and Mias: Elle's Prequel3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I returned home on holiday to the midlands on the border of Warwickshire and Oxfordshire. My life pursuits London became increasingly difficult as the economy declined into a widely unfavorable state. I was balancing a waitressing job at a café along with bookkeeping work. They paid enough to keep me housed, fed, and clothed, but consequently I neither had the time nor the energy to focus on what I really wanted to do with my life, only... I wasn't quite sure what that was. I suppose I would have liked to attend a university, but I didn't have the funds and neither did my parents. Loans would only us into debt that we likely wouldn't be able to pay off readily.
But my situation wasn't unlike any one else's. At least I had a job and could take care of myself. Sure I felt trapped and lost at the same time, confused, and at the end of the day very lonely. Maintaining a social life became another challenge. Here I was, a month away from my twentieth birth
1. Mias the savior"Look Mum, I've told you once and I'll tell you again! I am NOT going to let you set me up with one of your colleages sons! The last one didn't even bother to remember my name!"1. Mias the savior3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Elle Bloom wasn't too happy to be speaking to her mother on her way back to the cesspit that was called "home".
"And you don't even bother to give them a chance Mirelle! If you weren't so stubborn you'd be happier and never of had your heart broken by that two-timing-"
Elle snapped her mobile shut with a mixture of annoyance and rage.
Her mother was so atrocious and arragont that it was impossible to tell that they were mother and daughter.
They didn't even look related.
Elle had long, soft, honey blond hair with crystal blue eyes while her mother's was short, spikey and flame red with different coloured eye contacts almost everyday.
Elle had enough on her mind without her mother pestering and reminding her off her heartless ex-boyfriend who had cheated on her with not one but two other women. She had
Breathe Again (10)Breathe Again (10)3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You left me there
beaten down and bruised
You turned your back on me
and left me alone, crying for help
I gave you my heart
You held it for a moment
and then you let it fall
and shatter to pieces
Now I;m stuck with this pain
I'm stuck with these memories
and all these scars
will make sure I don't forget
I crawl on my hands and knees
gathering the remains of my heart
My cuts reopen through my struggles
and bleed fresh blood
I'll find all the pieces though
and I'll put it back together
It may take awhile
but I will
I may always be a little broken
and I may take awhile to love again
but I'll stand strong
and I'll Breathe Again without you
2. Confused ElleHer head felt like there was fire alarm inside it.2. Confused Elle3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Elle's first thought was the man who attacked her and knocked her against the brick wall, had brought her to his hideout or where ever he could commit the malicious crime.
She moved her limbs, expecting to have some kind of restraints around her wrists and ankles. There weren't any.
She opened her eyes and her surroundings made her think she was in a victorian museum. She was lying on a large four poster bed with red velvet curtains draping from it. There was a glorias antique wardrobe a few feet away that stood by a large window framing a spectacular veiw of a green forest and yellow fields. Tapestries and paintings hung from the walls that looked centuries old yet looked freshly painted and woven.
Her head was pounding and her neck was stiff. Her hopes were to find some painkillers and find out who brought her. She tried to remember what had happened before her head was slammed against the wall.
She was threatened,
Misfortune (13)Mismatched clothesMisfortune (13)3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
with scattered patches
and shoes already past worn out
Hair in endless tangles
and tied back with an old ribbon
Fingerless gloves clinging tightly
to the old locket
hanging from her neck
a beautiful face
that no one sees
with sad eyes
Nobody sees her
and you don't either
and if you did notice her
would you talk to her?
or offer her help?
or just keep walking on?
because you don't care enough
to go against the current
you don't care enough'
to even try to help her
the picture of Misfortune
Mias and Elle: Beauty and the beast. Ch. 10She couldn't care less about the snow flakes burying in her hair and clothes.Mias and Elle: Beauty and the beast. Ch. 103 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
As soon as she changed out of her gown she was out faster than a cat heading towards a saucer of cream. The small bottle Mias had given her, she clutched so tightly her knuckles were almost as white as the snow.
Despite her heart beating with fear for Leadbury's life, adreneline of excitment at the thought of seeing her friends face-to-face again pulsed through her like a river speeding with currents.
He watched from the balcony as she ran out of the palace grounds. The pain he had felt a month ago had returned. Although, maybe it wasn't the same pain he thought it was. Maybe it was what he felt when saw each parent die. Sorrow. Or to be more precise, his heart was breaking.
The first feeling of happiness he felt in 14 years was gone. Vanished. Not to be seen again.
"Sir, Miss Elle has just ran out of the palace. Did something happen?"
He heard Duncan ask beind him.
"No." Mias said quiet
A Failed FairytaleI'm going to tell you a story,A Failed Fairytale2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A story of a fairy tale gone wrong,
Of broken hearts and shattered dreams,
Of pain that flows into words.
If you are looking for a happy ending,
Turn away now.
If you are searching for an escape from reality,
You will not find it here.
This is the story of a girl.
A young girl,
With an open mind,
Willing to accept anyone into her heart.
Her heart wasn't pure,
She had a dangerous past,
But her eyes looked to the future.
Before she closed her eyes,
She would look up at the sky,
And search for a miracle.
She needed help,
She needed some one to reach down and help her back up,
From where she had fallen on the ground.
She had held strong.
She couldn't walk,
But she could crawl.
She crawled as far as she could in life,
But she needed someone.
Then one cold May night,
Out of the darkness,
Came a shooting star.
Lighting up the sky.
She whispered out her wish,
The thing she dared to dream of,
Her wish upon a star,
Insanity (12)Insanity (12)3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Four white walls
Bright white lights
White hospital gown
White is all that's here
They think I'm crazy
That I'm "sick"
That I'm messed up
That I've lost my sanity
But how do they know what I am?
They know not what I'm thinking
or what I want to do
or what happened to me
Bet they'd love to know
what makes me tick
and what runs through my mind
They'll never know
I won't let them near
act like an animal
so they're afraid
They try and play mind games
but little do they know
they are all a part of
my mind games
Singing my song
so they can't hear
smiling cause I know I'm fine
and i'll get out of here
"Little bird in your cage
singing to their tune
sing a little louder
they'll stop listening soon
Your wings may be clipped
but the keys are in your reach
they may think your helpless
but look out! security breach"
Singing this melody
one day we'll be free
and they won't control me
or be able to tame my Insanity
4. Meeting EliasElias hated the phrase Just a minute.4. Meeting Elias3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A single minute cost him an entire family inheritence that went straight to his twin brother Mias, all because he was sixty seconds older.
If Elias could ask for anything in the entire world, it would be a knife to his brother's throat. If he could have such a wish, he would never ask for anything again. He wouldn't need to, the entire fortune would be his.
Elias had attempted to make his own wish come true but failed everytime and returning to his home with either a black eye or a bloody lip. But that never stopped him, it only made him more determined to spill Mias' blood.
He sat around a part of the forest that had fallen trees amongst the ground. He was trying to come up with a plan to kill his brother but he was running out of ideas. He had tried poisioning, stabbing, strangling, suffocating and burning Mias, but non of these had worked. Mias was too aware and sly, he was always able to dodge death within an inc
Fly: Mias and Elle - Chapter 3Fly: Mias and Elle - Chapter 33 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Elle awoke amongst violet sheets made from fine silk. She thought she might have still
been in a dream world of hers because of the silk's luxurious feel under her cheek and
hands. Her mind finally broke the cloudy mist of sleep and her heart sunk. Elle was not
in her room this one was much, much larger and much more elegant. The only light source
came from two dim oil lamps and the moon peaking through the curtains.
Elle sat up and realized that she had been sleeping in her costume from the party. Her
waist ached from the constraining bodice. Elle strained her eyes against the darkness
Mias and Elle - Chapter 11With vicious threats and the crash of objects being thrown against a door open ajar, Mias left Elle to herself for three whole days. He was by no means offended by her actions and harsh shouting and name calling as he may have been previously, as he could not contain his amusement and curiosity. He wanted to know what could have possibly transpired between the two women to put Elle in such a strange mood. She blushed scarlet and her brow furrowed whenever he opened her door to bring her food, fair warning she seemed to think before the name calling began. He would laugh, wish her well and leave her to her own devices.Mias and Elle - Chapter 113 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Yet on the third day, he had grown tired of the new game that they had been playing at. He wished to look in to her eyes, touch her skin, and hear her voice untainted by screaming. The thought of seeing her smile at him was still a strong image that still nagged and prodded at his brain. He was a man who always got what he wanted, but this seemed to be something that was
7. Elias returnsHer laughter was music to him as he watched Elle make Primrose gallop at a comfortable speed, the scenary a blur of green as they both raced past bushes and trees.7. Elias returns3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Her blond locks were a sea of waves and her eyes sapphire spheares of pure joy.
"Enjoying yourself, Darling?" Mias asked with a smile.
She only laughed for an answer.
Mias noticed they were back at the mannor but he couldn't recall passing through the shields. He brushed that thought aside, thinking that he was too distacted by Elle's happiness to notice.
Primrose and Sterling both came to a halt once they reached the stables.
"I take it you are delighted with your new friend." Mias said as he helped her down.
"I am. Thank you, Mias." She replied, smiling up at him.
Mias felt his heart melt at her smile. He managed to make her happy that had nothing to do with what he wanted that included adult content.
"You are very welcome, Elle." He smiled back.
He turned to go i
These Four WallsThese four walls look at me with unsympathetic eyesThese Four Walls3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
While I stare back blankly, longing for blue skies
Wondering at the absence of anything tangible
A white mist fills the room, dreamy, peaceable
And I scream at the walls I cannot decipher
Longing, lusting, wanting, needing-
I want to feel not sleep nor dreaming
But, rather, the chill of a Russian winter,
The roasting inferno of Hell and Purgatory
The shiver of pain, of living and being real
These all tell a morbid, sordid story
But 'tis a better thing than to kneel
Carry MeWell, I feel alrightCarry Me4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But you know that's a lie
I've seen your face and I'll be dreaming of you
Till the day I die
I am just one man
With just two hands
I can't carry you, I don't know what to do
I just don't understand
Well, this world spins around
And we're stuck on the ground
If there's one thing I know, it's not how to keep control
So I keep falling down
There's no reason why
But I can't even try
I've been holding on to you, and if you held on too
Then you know we both could fly
Carry me with your love
It's all I need
It keeps my spirit off the ground
Come carry me
Or I'll fall down
Carry me and I'll carry you
It's the only thing
You need to do
Hold me close and don't let go
I love you
That's all I know
If you held my hand
Then we'd leave this land
We'd take to the air; they'll never find us there
We could lose this lonely-hearts club band
Do you believe me now?
Or do you wonder how
We are above the clouds when we should be down
Where freedom's not allowed
They won't fin
The Vampire King part nineCassy spun around gripping her chest as if to keep her heart from flying out. She saw a silhouette in the doorway, but she did not have to see the face to know who the voice belonged to. "I-I didn't mean to I just saw this from the d-doorway and " Cassy stuttered. "I do not mind, please, make yourself at home. My home is your home." Mael said and joined her by the fire. He was dressed in a deep red shirt, long sleeved, that buttoned up the front. From the way it dully shimmered in the flickering firelight, Cassy guessed it was made of silk. His pants were black, form fitting, showing off his tapered waist and making his shoulders seem all the wider.The Vampire King part nine4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
His hair was loose, in a wild mane around his head, cascading down his shoulders to his chest. It seemed to soften his slightly sharp features. However, it did nothing to dull his eyes. If anything, they seemed to glow brighter now than they had before. Cassy was staring, she was sure he had noticed, but he politely decided to ig
I'm InvisibleI'm not here.I'm Invisible3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm not there.
I'm not anywhere...
Not to you, anyway.
In your eyes,
I don't exist.
You don't see me.
They don't either.
I'm just a shadow.
A flicker in the background.
You can't see me.
You can't find me.
You look around,
Hearing a sound.
It's only me,
But you can't see.
I'm not here...
I'm not there...
I'm not anywhere...
Not in your eyes, that is...